Warning, this chapter contains an explicit sex scene. If you offended by
guy/guy sex, or even just sex at all, you might want to just skip this
chapter and know that Squall and Zell hooked up. Don't complain because you
have been warned!!
Corrected, I read it after it was posted, and realized how sloppy I got, if anyone actually got a chance to read it before the server went down, and if not, then hey, you didn't see a crappy version!!
Please Review because I had to re-post this and all my old ones are gone!
TROUBLED
CHAPTER 3
-The feeling is mutual.
~
*Squall, what are you doing, what about Rinoa?*
Zell pushed him away, not quite knowing what to think. He blushed when he realized he was naked, after all suicide is a big enough topic to take his mind of it, and ran into the next room, almost falling over numerous times from being so dizzy and eventually crawled into his bed and covered himself, pulling the sheet up to his neck, embarrassed to let Squall see him getting hard.
Beads of sweat kept running down his face, the dark, creepy man made him nervous.
*He likes me? Er.. loves me? Squall? My best friend Squall? Rinoa is so good to you.. I don't deserve you, go back to her instead.*
~
Squall sat on the floor and thought about what he had just done.
*Oh shit, he doesn't like me... well then why did it take so long for him to push me away, probably shocked, right. I guess I have to face him again now.*
He stood up and walked back into Zell's bedroom.
"Zell... I'm sorry, I don't know what came over me."
Zell's thoughts cleared and he asked the question that kept coming back to the front of his mind.
"Why me?"
*So he does like me* Squall thought.
"Because you are awesome, you are an awesome person Zell, and I love you for it..."
He paused. Zell had never heard Squall say so many nice things and in one sentence too.
Squall continued, "...you are funny, and cool, and warm hearted, not to mention extremely cute and that ass..."
Zell felt his face burning again. He wanted to pull the sheet over his head, but he didn't. He had trouble controlling his thoughts and they wouldn't stop.
*Squall, with me? If Rinoa ever did consider me a friend, she won't anymore. I've never thought about it before, I've always wanted Selphie... I thought she did too for awhile, but then Irvine came into the picture... Damn cowboy... Was that when I first realized the truth that I wasn't loved? The truth? Truth... Truth... No I was lying to myself, wasn't I? No I couldn't be completely wrong, my parents didn't love me obviously, if they put me into the orphanage, right? Ma does, how could I forget Ma? Selphie doesn't love me, that's all that mattered I think, I remember I saw her with Irvine for the first time on the train, they were flirting, and who knows how many times I've caught them making out... Stupid fucking Irvine. Irvine is part of the team though, and so is Selphie, I just wanted them to be happy, so I wanted out of the picture, right? I don't remember, just wanting to get it over with seemed to dominate my brain. And now a guy? Squall? My best friend? Possibly my only friend... what if something were to happen to us?*
One of the many things running through Zell's mind came into focus again and though he was worried about the answer, he spit out the question quickly, though it came in only one word.
"Rinoa?"
"..."
"Squall, what about Rinoa? I don't want to hurt anyone."
"Then why did you try to kill yourself?"
~
I'd like to close my eyes and go numb
But there's a cold wind coming from
The top of the highest high rise today
~
Zell felt himself getting emotional again, so he shut off the feeling and snapped at Squall.
"Tch. No one cares, except maybe you, if you aren't really fucking with my mind."
*Fucking with your mind, Zell? ...Whatever.* "Everyone cares, and I do love you."
Zell looked away from him.
~
Its not a breeze cuz it blows hard
Yes and it wants me to discard
The humanity I know,
watched the warmth blow away...
~
"What about Rinoa?"
"..."
"Squall!"
"I don't know. I don't think I love her anymore..."
~
So don't let the world bring you down...
~
Zell sat up and the bed sheet fell off his shoulders. "Oh, gods, she is gonna hate me..."
"Why?"
"Because I am about to kiss you"
And Zell did, he had moved to the side of the bed, his feet dangling, which let the bed sheet fall off of him. They were at it for a long time. Squall's hands rubbed up and down Zell's back. Zell's were feeling Squall's shoulders, and then down his back and up his shirt.
~
Not everyone here is that fucked up and cold
Remember why you came and while you're alive
~
Squall shook his jacket off, and Zell hands went for the belts, trying to unbuckle them, but refusing to open his eyes and ruin the kiss. He managed to get them all undone eventually, then he slid his thumbs into Squall's pants and pulled them down to his feet.
~
Experience the warmth before you grow old...
~
Squall reluctantly broke the kiss to take off his shirt and kick off his boots, leaving himself only in socks and boxers.
"Squall, you know, I've never done anything before, and... that was kinda my first kiss..."
"I know, you've told me that stuff before..." *I'm your best friend Zell, you tell me everything, or did those drugs make you forget that?*
He lost the boxers at once and they kissed once more. Squall kissed him again and again, from the corner of the mouth, to the neck, down chest and finally to the tip of his hard sex.
~
So do you think I should adhere
To that pressing new frontier
And leave in my wake, a trail of fear
~
He played with him for a while causing the blonde to moan.
"...Please Squall!" he whimpered.
Squall took a few inches of Zell into his mouth and sucked relentlessly, he took more and more until his face was touching Zell's muscled stomach.
Squall was sucking Zell so hard he started to moan, he felt it coming, screamed Squall's name and came into his mouth. Squall swallowed all of it and Zell moaned again.
Squall kissed him and then turned around and shoved Zell's cock into his ass. He started to ride him and Zell kept crying out Squall's name, among other things, like how good it felt.
~
Should I hold my head up high
And throw a wrench and spokes by
I'm leaving the air behind me clear
~
Zell came again all over his own chest and Squall turn around and licked it all off, enjoying feeling that six-pack under his tongue.
They kissed again and Zell did the best he could with what energy he had to suck Squall dry, but he didn't have any vigor left afterward to do anything else. He laid down on the bed dizzy and Squall laid next to him so they were facing each other.
Within an half hour Zell was asleep, and Squall was tracing Zell's tattoo with his finger.
Squall smiled,
*I've never been so attracted to someone before.* The finger moved across his cheek.
*So soft... He's so boyishly cute... now how do I tell Rinoa I don't love her anymore? And if that's not bad enough, how do I explain I'm ditching her for a guy? Not just any guy, one of her friends... and the one of the few I have... Zell. Cute little Zelly...*
Squall sighed and kissed Zell's forehead and continued to feel the blonde's soft face until he too fell asleep.
~
So don't let the world bring you down
Not everyone here is that fucked up and cold
Remember why you came and while you're alive
Experience the warmth before you grow old
So don't let the world bring you down
Not everyone here is that fucked up and cold
Remember why you came and while you're alive
Experience the warmth before you grow old
Before you grow old
~
You probably won't get another sex scene for a while, but I wanna do a Selphie/Irvine and Seifer is coming into the story. Also, someone might die!! I think that would deepen the plot a bit ^_^ and I don't have much to say for plot so far... Chapter 4 soon (if I don't have homework tomorrow . )!!
The song is called "The Warmth" by my favorite band, Incubus. Although I don't think either of them are literally growing old, I think that Zell is growing mentally old, like as far as being ready for death, and he should get some before he does grow mentally old, being as he is a virgin and all. Did you follow that? If you did, then that's why. ^_^" Heh.
Corrected, I read it after it was posted, and realized how sloppy I got, if anyone actually got a chance to read it before the server went down, and if not, then hey, you didn't see a crappy version!!
Please Review because I had to re-post this and all my old ones are gone!
TROUBLED
CHAPTER 3
-The feeling is mutual.
~
*Squall, what are you doing, what about Rinoa?*
Zell pushed him away, not quite knowing what to think. He blushed when he realized he was naked, after all suicide is a big enough topic to take his mind of it, and ran into the next room, almost falling over numerous times from being so dizzy and eventually crawled into his bed and covered himself, pulling the sheet up to his neck, embarrassed to let Squall see him getting hard.
Beads of sweat kept running down his face, the dark, creepy man made him nervous.
*He likes me? Er.. loves me? Squall? My best friend Squall? Rinoa is so good to you.. I don't deserve you, go back to her instead.*
~
Squall sat on the floor and thought about what he had just done.
*Oh shit, he doesn't like me... well then why did it take so long for him to push me away, probably shocked, right. I guess I have to face him again now.*
He stood up and walked back into Zell's bedroom.
"Zell... I'm sorry, I don't know what came over me."
Zell's thoughts cleared and he asked the question that kept coming back to the front of his mind.
"Why me?"
*So he does like me* Squall thought.
"Because you are awesome, you are an awesome person Zell, and I love you for it..."
He paused. Zell had never heard Squall say so many nice things and in one sentence too.
Squall continued, "...you are funny, and cool, and warm hearted, not to mention extremely cute and that ass..."
Zell felt his face burning again. He wanted to pull the sheet over his head, but he didn't. He had trouble controlling his thoughts and they wouldn't stop.
*Squall, with me? If Rinoa ever did consider me a friend, she won't anymore. I've never thought about it before, I've always wanted Selphie... I thought she did too for awhile, but then Irvine came into the picture... Damn cowboy... Was that when I first realized the truth that I wasn't loved? The truth? Truth... Truth... No I was lying to myself, wasn't I? No I couldn't be completely wrong, my parents didn't love me obviously, if they put me into the orphanage, right? Ma does, how could I forget Ma? Selphie doesn't love me, that's all that mattered I think, I remember I saw her with Irvine for the first time on the train, they were flirting, and who knows how many times I've caught them making out... Stupid fucking Irvine. Irvine is part of the team though, and so is Selphie, I just wanted them to be happy, so I wanted out of the picture, right? I don't remember, just wanting to get it over with seemed to dominate my brain. And now a guy? Squall? My best friend? Possibly my only friend... what if something were to happen to us?*
One of the many things running through Zell's mind came into focus again and though he was worried about the answer, he spit out the question quickly, though it came in only one word.
"Rinoa?"
"..."
"Squall, what about Rinoa? I don't want to hurt anyone."
"Then why did you try to kill yourself?"
~
I'd like to close my eyes and go numb
But there's a cold wind coming from
The top of the highest high rise today
~
Zell felt himself getting emotional again, so he shut off the feeling and snapped at Squall.
"Tch. No one cares, except maybe you, if you aren't really fucking with my mind."
*Fucking with your mind, Zell? ...Whatever.* "Everyone cares, and I do love you."
Zell looked away from him.
~
Its not a breeze cuz it blows hard
Yes and it wants me to discard
The humanity I know,
watched the warmth blow away...
~
"What about Rinoa?"
"..."
"Squall!"
"I don't know. I don't think I love her anymore..."
~
So don't let the world bring you down...
~
Zell sat up and the bed sheet fell off his shoulders. "Oh, gods, she is gonna hate me..."
"Why?"
"Because I am about to kiss you"
And Zell did, he had moved to the side of the bed, his feet dangling, which let the bed sheet fall off of him. They were at it for a long time. Squall's hands rubbed up and down Zell's back. Zell's were feeling Squall's shoulders, and then down his back and up his shirt.
~
Not everyone here is that fucked up and cold
Remember why you came and while you're alive
~
Squall shook his jacket off, and Zell hands went for the belts, trying to unbuckle them, but refusing to open his eyes and ruin the kiss. He managed to get them all undone eventually, then he slid his thumbs into Squall's pants and pulled them down to his feet.
~
Experience the warmth before you grow old...
~
Squall reluctantly broke the kiss to take off his shirt and kick off his boots, leaving himself only in socks and boxers.
"Squall, you know, I've never done anything before, and... that was kinda my first kiss..."
"I know, you've told me that stuff before..." *I'm your best friend Zell, you tell me everything, or did those drugs make you forget that?*
He lost the boxers at once and they kissed once more. Squall kissed him again and again, from the corner of the mouth, to the neck, down chest and finally to the tip of his hard sex.
~
So do you think I should adhere
To that pressing new frontier
And leave in my wake, a trail of fear
~
He played with him for a while causing the blonde to moan.
"...Please Squall!" he whimpered.
Squall took a few inches of Zell into his mouth and sucked relentlessly, he took more and more until his face was touching Zell's muscled stomach.
Squall was sucking Zell so hard he started to moan, he felt it coming, screamed Squall's name and came into his mouth. Squall swallowed all of it and Zell moaned again.
Squall kissed him and then turned around and shoved Zell's cock into his ass. He started to ride him and Zell kept crying out Squall's name, among other things, like how good it felt.
~
Should I hold my head up high
And throw a wrench and spokes by
I'm leaving the air behind me clear
~
Zell came again all over his own chest and Squall turn around and licked it all off, enjoying feeling that six-pack under his tongue.
They kissed again and Zell did the best he could with what energy he had to suck Squall dry, but he didn't have any vigor left afterward to do anything else. He laid down on the bed dizzy and Squall laid next to him so they were facing each other.
Within an half hour Zell was asleep, and Squall was tracing Zell's tattoo with his finger.
Squall smiled,
*I've never been so attracted to someone before.* The finger moved across his cheek.
*So soft... He's so boyishly cute... now how do I tell Rinoa I don't love her anymore? And if that's not bad enough, how do I explain I'm ditching her for a guy? Not just any guy, one of her friends... and the one of the few I have... Zell. Cute little Zelly...*
Squall sighed and kissed Zell's forehead and continued to feel the blonde's soft face until he too fell asleep.
~
So don't let the world bring you down
Not everyone here is that fucked up and cold
Remember why you came and while you're alive
Experience the warmth before you grow old
So don't let the world bring you down
Not everyone here is that fucked up and cold
Remember why you came and while you're alive
Experience the warmth before you grow old
Before you grow old
~
You probably won't get another sex scene for a while, but I wanna do a Selphie/Irvine and Seifer is coming into the story. Also, someone might die!! I think that would deepen the plot a bit ^_^ and I don't have much to say for plot so far... Chapter 4 soon (if I don't have homework tomorrow . )!!
The song is called "The Warmth" by my favorite band, Incubus. Although I don't think either of them are literally growing old, I think that Zell is growing mentally old, like as far as being ready for death, and he should get some before he does grow mentally old, being as he is a virgin and all. Did you follow that? If you did, then that's why. ^_^" Heh.