Conner was trying
to listen to Alanna as she told some story about this guy from her school who
had gotten suspended. He tried to tune out her chatter but felt bad. She was his
girlfriend and he was supposed to pay attention to her. Not ignoring her and
thinking about his ex-girlfriend. He and Elizabeth had broken up two days ago
and yet he was still trying to figure out what had gone wrong. They had gone
from total passion to Jerry Springer in less than two weeks. He still cared
deeply for her but he and Alanna had this connection. But he and Elizabeth had one
too. "I ended things with Elizabeth," he blurted out.
Alanna looked taken aback but quickly recovered. "That's great Conner. Now
we can truly be together."
Conner sighed, "But I didn't end it very well. You know how she came up to us
at the dance?" Alanna nodded. "That was Jessica. So Elizabeth and I
got into this huge shouting match because we both thought the other was lying,
then we figured out that it was Jessica."
Alanna shrugged. "So what? You ended it. Who cares how just as long as we
can be together," she said snuggling up to him.
Conner pushed her away, "Alanna, she's my friend and even though we aren't
together, I don't want things to be bad between us."
Alanna sneered, "You guys can't be friends. You can't really be friends
with someone who you used to kiss."
"That's not true," Conner argued. "Look at Ken and Jessica. And
me and Maria. I know all my relationships have ended badly. But Liz is different."
"How?" Alanna protested. "Just because you stayed together with
her for more than five seconds?"
"Alanna!" Conner said sharply. Alanna looked at him shocked. She had
never heard him raise his voice before. "Listen, can we just not talk about
this right now?" Conner commanded. Alanna nodded, unsure of what to do or
say. She hadn't meant to put Conner in a bad mood, but he was being selfish. But
the last thing she wanted to do was push him away again. She leaned in and
started kissing his neck and was relieved to feel some of his tension melt away.
She had Conner physically, now she just needed him mentally. But he would come
around. That she was sure of.
"Have you
talked to her yet?" Melissa asked opening a tube of lipstick.
"Who? Jessica?" Elizabeth answered lying on Melissa's bed. "Of
course not."
"What are you going to say to her?" Melissa asked curiously.
"I have no idea," she said examining a bottle of nail polish.
"She's been through a lot, with breaking up with Jeremy, our fight and she
had some huge fight with Tia as well. I feel horrible about causing her anymore
pain, but there's no nice way to do this. I just can't ignore it. But I've got
to do it soon before I snap."
Melissa nodded but didn't say anything. Elizabeth selected a bottle of pink nail
polish and began to paint her nails. "How's Jeremy?" Elizabeth asked
smiling after a while.
Melissa's eyes lit up. "Great! Things are wonderful."
"That's so great. But have you guys talked about college and stuff?"
Melissa nodded. "Yes. We both applied to UCLA and I think that's where
we're going even though we haven't officially declared it."
"That's weird," Elizabeth mentioned offhand. "UCLA doesn't have
an archeology program. Jeremy's dream is to go into archeology. Why would he
pick a college that doesn't even have that as a major?"
Melissa shifted uncomfortably. "I don't know. But we're going to college
together and we didn't apply to any of the same places except UCLA."
"You don't have to go to the same college," Elizabeth stated
reasonably. "You can still be together even if you aren't at the same
place."
"No you can't," Melissa argued. "How can you trust someone when
you can't see them? They could be out all the time and you would never even
know."
"That's the thing," Elizabeth pointed out. "You have to trust
them."
"It's easier said then done." Melissa said softly. "I want to be
with Jeremy."
"But are you willing to take away his dream," Elizabeth asked gently.
Melissa looked down at her hands. "No, but I will do what I have to, to
keep us together."
