Jeremy sat on the deserted bleachers
overlooking the football field. He could hardly believe that in two weeks Big
Mesa would all be a distant memory. Five months ago he was playing on the field
trying to bring athletic glory to his school. So much had happened since then
and so much else was going to happen. Jeremy wished he could just put his life
on pause and stay in high school forever. In two weeks he would be on a plane to
Arizona. Away from his friends. He realized he never wanted to leave. He wanted
to be seventeen forever, playing ball with Trent and Stan, having the same
classmates. Suddenly he heard the noise of someone clanging up onto the
bleachers. Jeremy sighed. He just wanted to be alone. He saw that the person
descending the stands was Conner McDermott. Jeremy knew him vaguely from the
road trip they had taken a few months back. He didn't really like the guy, he
had only tolerated him because he used to to go out with Jessica's sister. But thank
God Conner and Elizabeth had broken up before Jessica and Jeremy had gotten back
together. The idea of a double date with the guy had never appealed to Jeremy.
Jeremy glanced up as Conner slung himself onto the stands. Jeremy looked at the
guy in amazement. Conner never seemed to walk, he just seemed to stroll. A few
months Jessica had forced Jeremy to watch a movie called 'Rebel Without a
Cause'. The male lead, James Dean, reminded Jeremy of Conner McDermott.
"Hey," Conner said smoothly. "Looks like a nice place to
mope."
Jeremy nodded. They guy sure didn't miss a thing. "What are you doing here,
isn't this off your turf?"
"My turf?" Conner smirked. "You are such a jock. I'm here because
I was going to meet up with some friends. But I don't really want to
anymore."
"Girl troubles?"
"Yeah," Conner sighed. "See, I'm dating this chick called Alanna.
But I have no idea why I'm with her. Plus she's leaving for rehab today."
Jeremy's eyes widened. "Heavy. But don't you care about her?"
"Yeah. But I don't love her. "
Jeremy ran his fingers through his hair. "I have sort of the same problem,
but I love my girl. I'm leaving for Arizona in two weeks so I broke up with
her."
"So what?" Conner asked confused. "That was the right thing to
do. Who wants to deal with that long distance crap?"
"Well that was the point but I kind of made love to her before I broke up
with her."
Conner's jaw dropped. "Wow, that was harsh. I thought I was the king of bad
breakups, but that has to take the cake."
"I know," Jeremy sighed. "She thinks I'm a jerk and that I hate
her."
"Well, you have two weeks, do something to show her that you still care
about her."
"I should. But who are to talk? I thought you and Elizabeth...you know
before you guys ended it...."
"Nope," Conner shrugged. "I've never done it with
anyone." There was an awkward pause and Conner was thrilled when Jeremy
asked, "How is Elizabeth doing, I mean you heard about the twins huge
fight."
"I haven't talked with Elizabeth much since our breakup, but she seemed fin
last night at the Riot."
"Wow, Jessica is pretty messed up about it she seems to think that they
will never make up." Jeremy said sadly.
"That's pretty bad," Conner commented, "I mean they were always
so close and stuff."
"Yeah," Jeremy looked thoughtful. "Do you think we should help
get them to make up?"
"No," Conner snorted. "They're old enough to take care of themselves.
If we messed with them they would both end up mad at us."
"I guess you're right. I mean in two weeks I'll probably never see either
of them again."
"Me neither."
Jeremy grinned, "You never know. I mean Liz said she's going to Stanford
but she doesn't seem positive."
Conner smirked, "What are you suggesting, that I want Liz to go to college
with me?"
Jeremy laughed, "You said it, not me."
"No way!" Conner emphasized. "College is for playing the field,
and having fun with as many girls as possible."
Jeremy smiled, "You mean, if you and Liz were to get back together you
wouldn't want to stay with her at college?"
Conner thought about it for a while. As much as he hated to say it, if he and
Elizabeth were still together, he couldn't imagine being with anyone else.
Elizabeth and Melissa were stretched
on the beach trying to catch some rays. "I can't believe prom is
tomorrow," Melissa said lazily.
"I know, I'm kind of excited," Elizabeth said softly. "I feel
weird going without a date."
"Hey, I know what you mean," Melissa laughed. "It's not like I
have a date either. We can go together."
"Yeah," Elizabeth said happier, "Two hot girls whose two
misguided boyfriends dumped them right before prom."
Melissa's smile dropped, "God, are we losers or what? Seniors with no date
to the prom."
Elizabeth nodded, "But we can still have fun."
Melissa sneered, "By what getting so drunk we can't feel the pain?"
Elizabeth smiled, "Slut dresses and over-the-top makeup."
"Find some frat guys here on the beach," Melissa added.
"Some extreme loser who will want to have-" Elizabeth stared at
Melissa horrified. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to," she stammered.
"It's okay," Melissa assured her. "I understand what he meant. It
the long run...he's right. But I thought Jeremy was supposed to be the sweet
guy. What he did to me, made all the things Will did look good."
"I know what Jeremy did was way harsh," Elizabeth said softly.
"But don't you still love him?"
"Of course I do! It's like, all I want is just to feel his hand on my face,
or see his eyes or taste his lips. I miss him so bad. And since we slept
together, I've only wanted him more. It's like I just want to repeat that moment
forever and ever. It was so tender and loving, Liz," Melissa said close to
tears.
Elizabeth looked softly at Melissa, the girl was obviously a
mess. And Elizabeth had no idea what to do.
