Ok. Part 2 here. A little depressing at the end.....but well, how I would be in that situation was used. Don't own the characters or the song, I adore the characters and the lyrics, and JUN IS MY FAVORITE FEMALE IN THE SERIES TO PAIR YAMA WITH! *ahem* pardon.... hungover and don't remember much about last night about being at the same club as Eminem. (who is actually REALLY cute and seemed really sweet.... I'd also had 4 glasses of saki and a few beers.... so I might have been "OOH! PRETTY! BLOND!") So enjoy the chapter.
And for Washu's lil vamp quiz, I got:
A rebel with and without a cause, you belong to the clan of the Brujah. This clan is the muscle of the Camarilla and are always up for fights. However, you are difficult to control...especially since you tend to frenzy easier than most vampires. You are /the/ clan not to piss off or expect a missing limb

Why wouldn't Yamato talk to her? Jun wondered as she sat in their newer shared apartment in the city of Gainesville. It had been three years- three fucking years- since he had spoken more than commands or formalities to her, and Jun was to the breaking point. He had even been calling Sora more frequently, and the redhead and her five year old son had even come to visit the him a month ago. That had been a proverbial slap in the face for Jun, since Yamato had fawned over the child and his mother, and even asked if Sora wanted to move so she and the boy could be closer to him.
Luckily for Jun, Sora declined the offer, saying she was doing to well as a designer back in Tokyo, so she went home, and Yamato was upset that she would just leave him after offering so much to her.
"Dinner ready yet?" Yamato barked as he walked through the apartment door, tossing his books on the chair nearest the door, and himself on the couch after taking his shoes off.
"No..." Jun sighed as she felt another useless cycle of bitter remarks between the two starting again. "Almost though hun. Give me ten more minutes."
"You should have started sooner Jun.... God you're the STUPIDEST woman I've ever met."
Jun smirked as she portioning out their dinner in bowls in the kitchen. "Then get out of here if you can't stand me."
Yamato didn't know how to reply to that comment. He had been sure that Jun felt that she was forever endebtted to him for taking her out of Japan and giving her a place to live, not once thinking that she paid the majority of the rent, did most of the housework, and had the lease to the apartment under her name.
"Well, are you gonna leave since you hate me so much?"
Out of instinct, Jun jumped as she felt the slender hands of the blond squeezing her shoulders. "Why say all those hateful things hun?"
Jun couldn't help but smile as she felt the warmth of his breath against her neck. "Because that's how I see us Yama... We're not a couple."
"Jun.... You've got to know I love you, no matter what."
Shivering as his tongue moved across the back of her neck, Jun began to melt to his words and caresses, like she always did, exactly what he expected her to do. "I know Yama.... just show it to me a little more, okay?"
"Anything you want Jun."


I love you more than all that's on the planet
Movin' talkin' walkin' breathing
You know it's true
Oh baby it's so funny
You almost don't believe it
As every voice is hanging from the silence
Lamps are hanging from the ceiling
Like a lady tied to her manners
I'm tied up to this feeling



Oddly enough, the little threat Jun had made six months ago had actually caused the blond to reconsider his treatment of her, becoming more affectionate, and just a little bit nicer even. But knowing Yamato like she did, Jun just sighed as she rubbed her slightly enlarged abdomen, he was just being nice because she was pregnant.
Then again, he was also close to graduation, and the astro-physics degree he had been persuing, and had been a major part of his stress was now only months away from being his.
Although at the moment Jun sat at the table balencing the checkbook before heading out to pay their bills, Yamato was sitting on the couch watching MTV and mumbling about how he should be on that show instead of those 'old men' of pop as he considered the two solo former boy band members.
Growling as Hoobastank came on the screen to the cheers of the teenage crowd, Yamato punched the power button on the remote turning the picture to blackness as he stood up to walk over to Jun.
"You shouldn't watch that anymore hun." Jun flatly stated as she kept her gaze at the calculator and stacks of bills in front of her. "Being angry all the time is gonna give you wrinkles."
"I don't fucking care Jun." The blond picked a carton of cigarettes from the counter and expertly tapped one out in to his hand, lighting it in the same motion, all the while staring intently at her as she wafted away the smoke with her free hand.
"Not while I'm pregnant Yama, please?"
"Who the fuck cares Jun.... only YOU want that kid."
The Auburn haired woman sighed as laid her head on the table, holding back the tears she felt forming in her amber eyes. He was back to his bitter, angry, cynical old self.
"I didn't mean that babe." Yamato whispered crushing the cigarette out in a nearby ashtray. "Of course I want you and the kid."
This was it. Jun raised her head to stare at the blond she had wasted the past years of her life with, the blond whos child she was carrying, the blond who she wanted to have just sweep her off her feet one of these days to let her know how special she really was.
"Why won't you marry me?"
Yamato had to balence himself against the counter as the words just spoken to him began to sink in. Jun wanted to marry him? That was a laughable matter. Yet here she was, asking that exact question and expecting his 'of course I'll marry you babe' as his answer.
"Maybe I was planning on asking you, but now that you've asked, I just can't do that for ya Jun."
"I just want to know why you keep me around if you don't love me Yama....."
He couldn't take her questioning anymore. Yamato growled as he grabbed his pack of cigarettes and headed for the door, leaving Jun to cry at the table, maybe for good this time. He didn't need her. He never did.



Underneath Your Clothes
There's an endless story
There's the man I chose
There's my territory
And all the things I deserve
For being such a good girl honey



"C'mon sis!" Daisuke yelled as he allowed his sister to crush his hand as she delivered her child. "It's almost out!"
Screaming as she pushed again, Jun collapsed back on her pillows feeling the small child fianlly out of her.
"It's a girl." The doctor smlied as he took the baby from the room for testing, since Jun had been worried that Yamato's smoking might have caused problems for the baby.
Closing her eyes as she felt her brother's hand on her forehead mopping up the sweat of the experience and pulling her hair from her face, Jun couldn't help but smile.
"Dai, did he even try to find out about the baby?"
"Yeah Jun...." Daisuke whispered as he continued to stroke her hair. *He's missing one of his finals to sit in the lobby and find out what happened."
She didn't mean to, but as soon as Daisuke finished speaking, Jun burst in to tears. Yamato actually cared. She knew it!
"Do you want me to tell him to leave Jun?"
"NO!" Shaking, Jun wiped her tears before staring up at her brother. "I wanna see him...."
"Okay...." Daisuke sighed as he shoved his hands in his pockets as he walked from the room allowiing Yamato to enter, shutting the door behind him.
"Have you seen her yet Yama?" Jun whispered as she closed her eyes as Yamato sat next to the bed.
Lying, Yamato smiled as he took her hand, kissing it. "She's gorgeous Jun."
"Why didn't you come in during delivery?"
"Daisuke wouldn't let me hun."
Jun chuckled a little bit as she heard the doctor walk back in to the room. "He would, since he was trying to protect me from you."
"Ouch." Yamato smirked setting her hand back down. "I'm sorry I walked out on ya Jun..... I was being selfish, and I just feel terrible about the whole thing."
"Of course Yamato." Jun's attention wasn't with him though- the doctor had made his way around to the other side of the bed to hand her the child. Smiling as she adjusted herself in the bed to receive her little girl, Jun thanked the doctor quickly before staring down at the baby in her arms. "You're always sorry."
"I want to make it up Jun. Marry me."
At any other time in her life, Jun would have gone in to hysterics from being so damned happy about this offer. Instead, she was laughing at the irony of the situation.
"Why Yama? So you can pretend that you're in love with me and her? So you can make us depend on you when actually you should be depending on us? Is that it Yama?"
"I'm being sincere Jun...." Yamato sighed as he stood to look at the child. "I want to make all this right."
Jun couldn't help but continue laughing as Yamato spoke. "Go back to when we were kids Yama and tell me to fuck off, and maybe this wouldn't have happened, okay?"
"Jun, no." Yamato sighed as he stood and walked toward the door. "The offer is always open Jun.... I'll be waiting for your return."
As soon as he had left, Jun's crying worsened. She didn't want to go back to the cycle of bitterness, loathing, and pain that was her and Yamato's relationship, but even though in her mind she knew she hated him for all the pain she had been through over the years, she knew her heart would take over once more, and she would be back in his life and in his bed.
"Please...." She whispered as she leaned her head toward her baby. "Don't be as stupid as your mother...."