He didn't known where he was walking but after a few minutes he had reached the coffee house. He decided to go in and see if Monica had gone in. there was only Joey and Ross there though. He sighed and went in, sitting down in the chair next to the couch. Joey and Ross saw how depressed he looked.

'Hey man what's up?' Joey asked, moving along to the end of the couch so he was closer to Chandler.

'I think I lost Monica. We were walking back and she said that she needed to think and then walked away.' He didn't bother to tell them about the other problem yet.

'What? What did you do to her this time? Look dude you gunna lose her if you don't stop hurting her like this.' Ross exploded. He hated it when ever anyone hurt his little sister and over the last two years Chandler and Monica had had a few fights which would end in Monica walking out saying that she needed some time to think. Chandler just stared at him. He couldn't believe it. Ross was blaming this all on him. It wasn't his fault! He forgot for the moment that they didn't know why Monica had walked off, in fact Chandler wasn't exactly sure why, and he stood up.

'Listen! I didn't do anything! It was her choice to walk off. It may be my fault and she may leave me now but its not like I planned this!' he shouted, causing a few people in the coffee house to stare. Joey looked between Chandler and Ross who were staring each other out.

'Hey whoa calm down man. What happened at the clinic?' Joey asked, trying to calm his two friends down.

'Well if this is the way people are going to react then I wont bother saying.' Chandler said icily before walking out. He ran up to his and Monica's apartment and slammed the door.

'Monica?' he called out, hoping that Monica had come home.

'She's not here.' A voice came from the spare bedroom. It was Phoebe. She was staying with Monica and Chandler for the last few days because her latest boyfriend had tricked her in to lending him the keys to her apartment and then robbed her. Chandler just sighed and walked over to the window seat and sat down. He stared out the window and wondered where Monica could be. He didn't understand why she had walked off like that. It wasn't his fault he couldn't have kids, and it wasn't as if he had known before hand.

'What's wrong honey?' Phoebe said, sitting next to Chandler by the window. 'What happened at the doctors appointment?' Chandler moved closer to Phoebe and she hugged him to comfort him. Tears were starting to well up in his eyes.

'I can't have kids.' He said simply. There was nothing else to that part anyway. He couldn't have kids, Monica really wanted kids, and so it was inevitable that she would now leave him for someone else who was offering her all of this. Richard.

'Oh my God Chandler. Wow that's not good.' Chandler stared at her.

'Well of course not!' he said sharply, making her jump. 'And now Monica's gunna leave me.' He said more quietly.

'Why's she going to leave you? Chandler she may be a little obsessive and neurotic sometimes but she not shallow. Aren't there any other options to you two having kids? Monica loves you, she wont leave.' Chandler looked at her. Maybe she was right, maybe Monica wouldn't leave.

'You really think she'll stay?'

'Chandler! I don't know why you do this to yourself. You are a great guy! You always think that people wont want you and that you're just a burden but you're not! People love you! You have a wife, you have great friends and despite the fact that they're totally selfish your parents love you. You need to stop thinking those things ok?' Phoebes' sudden outburst had caught Chandler off guard. He sat in silence for a few moments.

'Look I just need to think about this.' He stood up and walked over to the door. Before he could open it someone came in. Monica.

'Chandler!' she said, startled. She hadn't expected him to be on the other side of the door. 'Oh baby I'm sorry, I didn't mean to walk off like that.' She leaned over to him and kissed him on the cheek.

'I think we should talk about this.' Chandler said, his voice a barley audible whisper. Phoebe took this as her queue and walked out.

They went and sat on the couch. They both opened their mouths to speak at the same time, stopped to let the other speak and then smiled. Chandler put his hand on her cheek and started to ay the thing he wanted to say before she walked off.

'Monica, I'm sorry, im really sorry. I know how much you want to have kids and I know im not your last chance. If you think it would be best you could get back together with Richard. I would hate for that to happen but I just want you to be happy.' Monica looked at the floor. She couldn't believe she was hearing this.

'Well maybe I should leave! You obviously think that we can't work through this. This is so typical of you. One problem and you want to bail out.'

'Monica! I was trying to do the best for you. I've known you for over ten years and a aby is the one thing you want more then any thing, and that just happenes to be the one thing I cant give you. I want to wrok through this! I want s to be together but not if your gunna be unhappy. I just want you to be happy.' Chandler said. He sank back in to the couch and waited for her response.

'Chandler we can work through this. Dr Elliot said there was other ways of us having a baby. Adoption, sperm donor, um. well that's all I listened to. But we could try.'

'I want us to try.' Chandler said. This was true.

'But you don't seem happy with this.'

'Of course im not happy about this! Monica, we could have children, we could adopt, use a donor, but it still wont be mine. I know it wont make a difference to our lives, but i. well it just wont feel the same.' Chandler said. This was one thing he needed to get off his chest.

'So your not willing to give it a try.' Monica said. Chandler stared at her, what conversation was she listening to?

'Monica! When did I say that?' he said. It was no use though. Monica stood up and walked to the door, as she pulled it open Ross, Rachel, Phoebe and Joey fell in the door way. They had been listening at the door. Monica sighed angrily and stepped over them and ran off again. 'Monica!' Chandler yelled and tried to run after her. He got outside but couldn't see her anywhere. She had gone again.



Ewan MacGregor / Nicole Kidman - Come What May Never knew I could feel like this

Like I've never seen the sky before

Want to vanish inside your kiss

Every day I love you more and more

Listen to my heart, can you hear it sings

Telling me to give you everything

Seasons may change, winter to spring

But I love you until the end of time

[Chorus:]

Come what may

Come what may

I will love you until my dying day

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place

Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace

Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste

It all revolves around you

And there's no mountain too high

No river too wide

Sing out this song and I'll be there by your side

Storm clouds may gather

And stars may collide

But I love you until the end of time

[Chorus]

Oh, come what may, come what may

I will love you, I will love you

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place

[Chorus]

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