TITLE: What I Always Wanted
AUTHOR: Nothing
RATING: R, for now. Course language, self mutilation due to depression. Graphis discription of a murder. Talk of rape.
CATAGORY: Het
PAIRING: Dom/OFC
SUMMARY: A new girl (Jess) comes to town. She's not like all the other girls, she's punk/goth. Dom likes her individuality and they become involved. But Jess has some problems she needs to come to erm with, and maybe Dom and the crew can help her out.
DISCLAIMER: The usual. I don't own any of the Fast and the Furious characters, Jess, Tyson, and Morgan are mine. Don't sue me! I'm not making any money.
FEEDBACK: If you plan on reading my fic, then plan on giving me feedback as well. Tell me if you don't like it, tell if you like it. Any criticism is good!
ARCHIVE: Hells ya!
NOTES: Jess suffers from depression, she cuts herself sometimes, so deal with that for a while. Her brother is an ass and likes to hurt her.
After dinner everybody sat outside drinking alcohol and talking loudly. Jess lay on the grass looking at the stars. Dom came over to her and lay down next to her. They lay still in silence, both looking up into the sky. Jess reached over and took Doms hand.
"I want to thank you. And I wanted to say that I was sorry. Sorry for being a bitch after what you did for me. I'm just not used to that, and I was scared." She was about to say more, but Doms lips closed over her mouth, enabling her of speach.
"Don't ever be sorry for your pain." was all he said before he picked her up in his arms. "You look tired."
Jess nodded. Dom carried her into the house and up the stairs, into his bedroom.
"Do you mind sharing a bed?" he asked her. But he got no answer. Looking down at her, she was asleep already. Dom couldn't help feeling sorry for her. No one should have to deal with someone elses shit because that person couldn't handle their own pain.
He lay her down on the bed. She was still in her sweats so she should be comfortable. He lay down beside her and wrapped one arm across her side. She flinched slightly at the contact, looked over at him and then squirmed a little to get closer to him. Her head resting under his chin. Dom smiled and placed a kiss on her forehead.
They slept together peacefully.
***
"Mom! Dad?" Jess walked through the house with tears rolling down her cheeks. Blood was sprayed all over the walls. She was fifteen at the time.
"Maman? Papa? Ou es tu?" She ran down the hall, so much blood. She heard a noise come from upstairs, so she ran up the stairs, and into her parents bedroom.
"Non! Maman!" she fell to the ground at the sight. Her mother battered and mutilated body lay across the floor. She was barely recognizable, there where so many slashes and bruises all over her. She lay in a pool of blood. Jess sat there, looking at her mother in shock.
She heard a sound come from down the hall. So Jess got up and unsteadily walked along the hall.
"Papa? Is that you?" She rounded a door way and once again she was encountered with a terrible sight. Her father lay mutilated on the bathroom floor, her baby sister in his arms. The baby's head was facing an extremely odd angle. Her neck had been broken.
A hand grabbed Jess by the hair and pulled her out of the bathroom, throwing her on the ground. She never got a good look at her attacker because he had begun beating her immediately. Before she knew what was really happening she passed out from shock and being beaten so many times.
She woke up several times to see her attacker between her thighs, pounding into her.
***
Jess bolted upright in bed screaming. Dom tried to soothe her but he only made it worse. She scrambled out of the bed and onto the floor before running out into the hall and into the bathroom. Dom decided the best thing for him to do was leave her alone to calm down.
A few minutes later, Mia, Vince, and Letty and Morgan ran into his room.
"What the fuck was that about Dom?" Letty asked.
"Where is she?" Morgan asked frantically.
"She's in the shower." Dom answered calmly.
"Did she wake up screaming from a dream Dom?" Morgan asked, understanding finally coming over her.
"Yeah, I didn't know what to do, she was freaking out, so I just let her be alone. I didn't want to hurt her." Dom said worriedly.
"Shit!" Morgan said as she ran out of the room, Dom was on her heals.
Morgan pulled back the shower curtain to reveal a naked Jess in a ball in the bathtub. Scalding water was pouring over her, making her skin a bright red. She held a razor in her hand and it rubbed back and forth along her leg. Blood ran down her leg and into the water. Jess was just lying there mumbling to herself, not even acknowledging the people around her.
"Don't touch me, stop touching me, don't touch me...."
Morgan stepped into the shower, pain from the hot water flickered briefly over her face before she fully concentrated on Jess.
"Shhh baby girl. It's okay. No one's going to hurt you now. It's Morgan baby. Your okay." Morgan cooed to Jess. Jess finally snapped out of it, looking around at everybody before she burst out crying and threw herself into Morgans arms. Morgan moved her hand down to Jess's leg, prying the razor out of her hand and throwing it on the bathroom floor.
"Somebody pass me a towel" Morgan said. Dom quickly held a towel out for her. Morgan picked Jess up into her arms and brought her over to Dom, wrapping her into a towel.
"Bring her back to your room Dom." Morgan commanded. Dom brought Jess back to his room and lay her down on his bed. They all stood there in silence as Jess fell back to sleep.
Dom ushered all of them out of his room and they went downstairs.
"Morgan. Can you please explain to me what just went on?" Dom asked calmly.
"yeah. I'm sorry...I should have known better. Jess has lived a really shitty life. When she was fifteen, she came home from school to walk into a slaughter house. She saw her parents and her baby sister's mutilated bodies in the house, and then she gets raped by the murderer. After they, she doesn't know what happened. But I do. Her brother came home from a party that he had gone to. He heard Jess screaming up stairs so he ran up to see what was going on. He saw the guy raping her and he pulled out his knife and went crazy on the guy. Tyson has never been the same since and neither has Jess. Tyson dealt with his anger by drinking 24/7. Jess dealt with it by forgetting it and well, cutting herself. She doesn't remember what happened to her that night. But she has that dream sometimes. The dream is rare though. In the whole time that I've known her, she's had it only three times, not counting the one she had tonight." She stopped talking, almost regretting the fact of saying all this to them.
"Holy shit..." A few of them said. Mia was crying, Brian holding onto her. Dom looked like he wanted to kill somebody, Vince looked ready to hold Dom back, and Leon just sat there. Letty just looked at Morgan, as if expecting her to say that she was joking about it all.
"Jess isn't gonna remember this tomorrow. For some reason it gets blocked out of her mind. It's like....I dunno what it's like but she won't remember it. I don't want anybody to say anything about it and I don't want anybody to act weird around her." Morgan said to all of them. The all nodded.
Dom stood and walked back upstairs. Morgan ran up the stairs behind him, to catch him before he went back into his room.
"Dom..." she said quietly.
"Yeah?" he said, looking at the ground.
"She likes you. I need you to take care of her. If you don't feel the same way towards her then I need you to break it off right away. She can't deal with more shit." Morgan said to him.
"I know Morgan... I like her to. Don't worry, I'll take care of her." he said before he walked into his room and closed the door. He curled himself up against Jess, watching her sleep. Tears began to roll down his face, thinking about the hell she's had to live through. Dom made a promise to himself at the very moment. He promised himself that he would love her properly and never let her be hurt again.
AUTHOR: Nothing
RATING: R, for now. Course language, self mutilation due to depression. Graphis discription of a murder. Talk of rape.
CATAGORY: Het
PAIRING: Dom/OFC
SUMMARY: A new girl (Jess) comes to town. She's not like all the other girls, she's punk/goth. Dom likes her individuality and they become involved. But Jess has some problems she needs to come to erm with, and maybe Dom and the crew can help her out.
DISCLAIMER: The usual. I don't own any of the Fast and the Furious characters, Jess, Tyson, and Morgan are mine. Don't sue me! I'm not making any money.
FEEDBACK: If you plan on reading my fic, then plan on giving me feedback as well. Tell me if you don't like it, tell if you like it. Any criticism is good!
ARCHIVE: Hells ya!
NOTES: Jess suffers from depression, she cuts herself sometimes, so deal with that for a while. Her brother is an ass and likes to hurt her.
After dinner everybody sat outside drinking alcohol and talking loudly. Jess lay on the grass looking at the stars. Dom came over to her and lay down next to her. They lay still in silence, both looking up into the sky. Jess reached over and took Doms hand.
"I want to thank you. And I wanted to say that I was sorry. Sorry for being a bitch after what you did for me. I'm just not used to that, and I was scared." She was about to say more, but Doms lips closed over her mouth, enabling her of speach.
"Don't ever be sorry for your pain." was all he said before he picked her up in his arms. "You look tired."
Jess nodded. Dom carried her into the house and up the stairs, into his bedroom.
"Do you mind sharing a bed?" he asked her. But he got no answer. Looking down at her, she was asleep already. Dom couldn't help feeling sorry for her. No one should have to deal with someone elses shit because that person couldn't handle their own pain.
He lay her down on the bed. She was still in her sweats so she should be comfortable. He lay down beside her and wrapped one arm across her side. She flinched slightly at the contact, looked over at him and then squirmed a little to get closer to him. Her head resting under his chin. Dom smiled and placed a kiss on her forehead.
They slept together peacefully.
***
"Mom! Dad?" Jess walked through the house with tears rolling down her cheeks. Blood was sprayed all over the walls. She was fifteen at the time.
"Maman? Papa? Ou es tu?" She ran down the hall, so much blood. She heard a noise come from upstairs, so she ran up the stairs, and into her parents bedroom.
"Non! Maman!" she fell to the ground at the sight. Her mother battered and mutilated body lay across the floor. She was barely recognizable, there where so many slashes and bruises all over her. She lay in a pool of blood. Jess sat there, looking at her mother in shock.
She heard a sound come from down the hall. So Jess got up and unsteadily walked along the hall.
"Papa? Is that you?" She rounded a door way and once again she was encountered with a terrible sight. Her father lay mutilated on the bathroom floor, her baby sister in his arms. The baby's head was facing an extremely odd angle. Her neck had been broken.
A hand grabbed Jess by the hair and pulled her out of the bathroom, throwing her on the ground. She never got a good look at her attacker because he had begun beating her immediately. Before she knew what was really happening she passed out from shock and being beaten so many times.
She woke up several times to see her attacker between her thighs, pounding into her.
***
Jess bolted upright in bed screaming. Dom tried to soothe her but he only made it worse. She scrambled out of the bed and onto the floor before running out into the hall and into the bathroom. Dom decided the best thing for him to do was leave her alone to calm down.
A few minutes later, Mia, Vince, and Letty and Morgan ran into his room.
"What the fuck was that about Dom?" Letty asked.
"Where is she?" Morgan asked frantically.
"She's in the shower." Dom answered calmly.
"Did she wake up screaming from a dream Dom?" Morgan asked, understanding finally coming over her.
"Yeah, I didn't know what to do, she was freaking out, so I just let her be alone. I didn't want to hurt her." Dom said worriedly.
"Shit!" Morgan said as she ran out of the room, Dom was on her heals.
Morgan pulled back the shower curtain to reveal a naked Jess in a ball in the bathtub. Scalding water was pouring over her, making her skin a bright red. She held a razor in her hand and it rubbed back and forth along her leg. Blood ran down her leg and into the water. Jess was just lying there mumbling to herself, not even acknowledging the people around her.
"Don't touch me, stop touching me, don't touch me...."
Morgan stepped into the shower, pain from the hot water flickered briefly over her face before she fully concentrated on Jess.
"Shhh baby girl. It's okay. No one's going to hurt you now. It's Morgan baby. Your okay." Morgan cooed to Jess. Jess finally snapped out of it, looking around at everybody before she burst out crying and threw herself into Morgans arms. Morgan moved her hand down to Jess's leg, prying the razor out of her hand and throwing it on the bathroom floor.
"Somebody pass me a towel" Morgan said. Dom quickly held a towel out for her. Morgan picked Jess up into her arms and brought her over to Dom, wrapping her into a towel.
"Bring her back to your room Dom." Morgan commanded. Dom brought Jess back to his room and lay her down on his bed. They all stood there in silence as Jess fell back to sleep.
Dom ushered all of them out of his room and they went downstairs.
"Morgan. Can you please explain to me what just went on?" Dom asked calmly.
"yeah. I'm sorry...I should have known better. Jess has lived a really shitty life. When she was fifteen, she came home from school to walk into a slaughter house. She saw her parents and her baby sister's mutilated bodies in the house, and then she gets raped by the murderer. After they, she doesn't know what happened. But I do. Her brother came home from a party that he had gone to. He heard Jess screaming up stairs so he ran up to see what was going on. He saw the guy raping her and he pulled out his knife and went crazy on the guy. Tyson has never been the same since and neither has Jess. Tyson dealt with his anger by drinking 24/7. Jess dealt with it by forgetting it and well, cutting herself. She doesn't remember what happened to her that night. But she has that dream sometimes. The dream is rare though. In the whole time that I've known her, she's had it only three times, not counting the one she had tonight." She stopped talking, almost regretting the fact of saying all this to them.
"Holy shit..." A few of them said. Mia was crying, Brian holding onto her. Dom looked like he wanted to kill somebody, Vince looked ready to hold Dom back, and Leon just sat there. Letty just looked at Morgan, as if expecting her to say that she was joking about it all.
"Jess isn't gonna remember this tomorrow. For some reason it gets blocked out of her mind. It's like....I dunno what it's like but she won't remember it. I don't want anybody to say anything about it and I don't want anybody to act weird around her." Morgan said to all of them. The all nodded.
Dom stood and walked back upstairs. Morgan ran up the stairs behind him, to catch him before he went back into his room.
"Dom..." she said quietly.
"Yeah?" he said, looking at the ground.
"She likes you. I need you to take care of her. If you don't feel the same way towards her then I need you to break it off right away. She can't deal with more shit." Morgan said to him.
"I know Morgan... I like her to. Don't worry, I'll take care of her." he said before he walked into his room and closed the door. He curled himself up against Jess, watching her sleep. Tears began to roll down his face, thinking about the hell she's had to live through. Dom made a promise to himself at the very moment. He promised himself that he would love her properly and never let her be hurt again.