Deserve to Die
This is a majorly short chapter cause it's written on my stuffed up laptop instead of on my home pc. I might not write for a while because its blown up, literally. But I'll try to get some sort of typing machine... *sigh* my pc is so unreliable... thanx again to all those who reviewed!!!
Disclaimer: I do not own Gundam Wing, only the girls.
Chapter 10 - Anike
Anike pulled her coat closer around her. Where in the world was Cillas? It had been at least a couple of hours since she left and since then Anike had been wandering around looking for her.
The wind was forcing her to move back.
I might as well be walking backwards, she thought bitterly, the only problem is I have absolutely no idea where `backward' is.
She was starting to regret venturing forward from the safety of her Gundam, the Spirit Gripper. She groaned aloud.
Suddenly the swirls of snow around her ceased and she could make out wrecks of mobile suits in front of her. She wondered how many people must have died unknown in them, heroes with no name, fighting for what they believed was right, even if they were wrong, and dying painfully in the process. She sighed. The world could be so cruel, so confusing.
She looked up at the stars that twinkled above her head and closed her eyes.
I wonder where Duo, my star who always shone for me, is, she thought sadly, heaven, hell, or somewhere in between? I'll never know. I'll never know because I never gave him the chance and now I've killed him. And I've killed so many people, why is killing just one person so hard? Why?
A small movement caught her eye. She turned her head sharply in it's direction and she thought she saw Duo smile distantly at her then turn around and stagger away.
"Duo!" she called. There was no answer. He was gone. "Duo?"
She shook her head.
I must be seeing things, I miss him so much. So much...
But a part of her remained unconvinced. There was no way she could mistake that tell-tale braid. She continued to walk forward looking around for any sign of him.
"Duo!" Still no response. Her hopes vanished and slowly she began to give up. She sank down to the ground and burst into tears. She felt as if someone was tearing her apart.
"Why'd you have to find a way into my stone heart and then chip away from inside? Oh Duo," she said between sobs,"Where are you?"
A pair of cobalt eyes stared at her from a distance.
I can't let her see me now, it'll kill her. She's heart broken as it is. I don't want her to be sad, just for me. It's not damn worth it.
But it hurt him, badly, that he could see her, grief stricken, and yet do nothing about it. He turned away from her, then grimaced as a sharp pain seared his side. His head throbbed strangely and he felt cold and hot at the same time. Sickly dizzy, he wavered and then slumped back on the wall, out cold.
Anike heard him. She raced towards the sound and nearly collapsed with relief when she saw it was Duo and that he was still alive. She moved next to him and moved his head onto her knee. Smoothing his hair off his face, she frowned when she saw he was literally burning up. He was sweating and mumbling words that made no sense.
He had a high fever. She could see a large bruise that was starting to form on his neck and a deep gash that ran from the bottom of his eye down to his chin that was still bleeding. She felt for any other injuries, watching if he tensed or groaned. He jerked up when she touched his side and she clenched her eyes shut to block out his expression of agony.
She bent over him, shaking uncontrollably, and dropped her head almost pitifully onto the spot where his heart would be.
"I feel so guilty," she murmured into his chest. "Is this why you avoided me? To stop me from feeling this pain?"
He didn't reply and his eyes were shut, but a single tear rolled, unnoticed, down the side of his face.
Please review! I know what I'm going to write but I don't have any computer to write it on! Arggghhhh~
This is a majorly short chapter cause it's written on my stuffed up laptop instead of on my home pc. I might not write for a while because its blown up, literally. But I'll try to get some sort of typing machine... *sigh* my pc is so unreliable... thanx again to all those who reviewed!!!
Disclaimer: I do not own Gundam Wing, only the girls.
Chapter 10 - Anike
Anike pulled her coat closer around her. Where in the world was Cillas? It had been at least a couple of hours since she left and since then Anike had been wandering around looking for her.
The wind was forcing her to move back.
I might as well be walking backwards, she thought bitterly, the only problem is I have absolutely no idea where `backward' is.
She was starting to regret venturing forward from the safety of her Gundam, the Spirit Gripper. She groaned aloud.
Suddenly the swirls of snow around her ceased and she could make out wrecks of mobile suits in front of her. She wondered how many people must have died unknown in them, heroes with no name, fighting for what they believed was right, even if they were wrong, and dying painfully in the process. She sighed. The world could be so cruel, so confusing.
She looked up at the stars that twinkled above her head and closed her eyes.
I wonder where Duo, my star who always shone for me, is, she thought sadly, heaven, hell, or somewhere in between? I'll never know. I'll never know because I never gave him the chance and now I've killed him. And I've killed so many people, why is killing just one person so hard? Why?
A small movement caught her eye. She turned her head sharply in it's direction and she thought she saw Duo smile distantly at her then turn around and stagger away.
"Duo!" she called. There was no answer. He was gone. "Duo?"
She shook her head.
I must be seeing things, I miss him so much. So much...
But a part of her remained unconvinced. There was no way she could mistake that tell-tale braid. She continued to walk forward looking around for any sign of him.
"Duo!" Still no response. Her hopes vanished and slowly she began to give up. She sank down to the ground and burst into tears. She felt as if someone was tearing her apart.
"Why'd you have to find a way into my stone heart and then chip away from inside? Oh Duo," she said between sobs,"Where are you?"
A pair of cobalt eyes stared at her from a distance.
I can't let her see me now, it'll kill her. She's heart broken as it is. I don't want her to be sad, just for me. It's not damn worth it.
But it hurt him, badly, that he could see her, grief stricken, and yet do nothing about it. He turned away from her, then grimaced as a sharp pain seared his side. His head throbbed strangely and he felt cold and hot at the same time. Sickly dizzy, he wavered and then slumped back on the wall, out cold.
Anike heard him. She raced towards the sound and nearly collapsed with relief when she saw it was Duo and that he was still alive. She moved next to him and moved his head onto her knee. Smoothing his hair off his face, she frowned when she saw he was literally burning up. He was sweating and mumbling words that made no sense.
He had a high fever. She could see a large bruise that was starting to form on his neck and a deep gash that ran from the bottom of his eye down to his chin that was still bleeding. She felt for any other injuries, watching if he tensed or groaned. He jerked up when she touched his side and she clenched her eyes shut to block out his expression of agony.
She bent over him, shaking uncontrollably, and dropped her head almost pitifully onto the spot where his heart would be.
"I feel so guilty," she murmured into his chest. "Is this why you avoided me? To stop me from feeling this pain?"
He didn't reply and his eyes were shut, but a single tear rolled, unnoticed, down the side of his face.
Please review! I know what I'm going to write but I don't have any computer to write it on! Arggghhhh~