Untitled
by Inquisitive1
PART 1
A sudden pain rips through him he can smell and taste blood so familiar to
him so apart of him. Looking down he sees a blond teenager in his arms
bleeding from a wound in her neck. Memories return of all he had done to
the one he loved. Looking down at her he sees love on her face as she
hesitantly asks, "Angel?" her eyes filled with tears.
"Oh God what have I done" he cries grabbing a towel he presses it against
her wound.
"It wasn't you Angel. It wasn't you." she says insistently her voice fading
into a whisper.
"Oh God Buffy I did this to you" he says sobbing.
"No baby he did this to us not you. You would never do this to us. I love
you Angel...we love you." Hearing the "we" he looks at her blankly giggling
lightly she takes his hand and places it against her belly she says "They
love you Angel. As much as I love you.
In his apartment in Los Angeles Angel walks up sweating his heart pounding in fear and sorrow. "Oh God Buffy" he cries holding his head against the memories. He calms himself then looks around his dark room his gaze settling on a framed picture on his nightstand of a beautiful blond haired girl. Picking up the picture he strokes the face of his beloved "I'm sorry baby for everything" he whispers. "I'm sorry I'm not there for you and the babies. God I wish I was baby. I wish I could be" he says tearfully. He sits there thinking about his life.
In Sunnydale, CA "Buffy,' yells a voice, "time to get up. You have to be at school in twenty minutes." The blond haired girl slowly opens her eyes and smiles sleepily then yells back "I'm up Mom" she struggles briefly to get up. "Man you two weigh too much' she grumbles jokingly stroking her belly. "What to wear" she sighs "Not like I fit in much anyway." She goes through her closet grabbing a pair of overalls and a T-shirt. She heads into the bathroom where she turns on the water and strips out of her pajamas. Catching a glimpse of herself in the mirror she frowns then smiles as she feels one of the babies kick her in the ribs. Rubbing the spot she jokingly admonishes the kid, "No kicking Mommy" She showers quickly and pulls on her clothes and heads downstairs to the kitchen. Buffy notices her mother sitting at the table reading the newspaper and drinking coffee walking over she kisses her mother on the cheek. "Morning Mom" she greets cheerfully. "Morning Honey. Did you sleep well?" asks Joyce Summers. Buffy walks over to the fridge and answers "Yeah they didn't wake me up as much as they normally do.' she grabs a yogurt and an apple and sits across from her mom, 'Was I that rambunctious when you were pregnant with me?" Joyce grins fondly at the memory and says "Yes you were" she watches her daughter silently. "Buffy we need to talk" Buffy looks up at her mother worry showing in her eyes, "About what?" Joyce looks at her daughter trying to form the simplest words that won't cause a fight "Your future" Buffy looks up at her mother her expression one of a deer caught in headlights. Joyce continues "Its your senior year Buffy" Buffy stares at her mother feeling anger and sadness, "If this is another adoption lecture I'm not listening' she says standing up. "Buffy your too young to be a mother. You need to think of your future, their future!" Buffy turns away from her mother trying to hide the tears in her eyes. "God Mom don't you think I worry about that too? I'm 17 and about to have twins. I worry about the future but I know that with them I have one to look forward to" her tears fall "Without them, without a part of Angel I would die. They are my future" she says sobbing at the thought of Angel she sinks to the ground. Joyce rushes over to comfort her crying daughter. "Its OK honey" Joyce says hugging Buffy Buffy cries at the thought of Angel, "Mom I miss him. I miss him so much I hurt" "I know honey. I know" Joyce says holding her sobbing daughter. After a few minutes Buffy stops crying. She dries her tears and stands "I better go wash up" she mumbles waddling out of the room. Joyce watches her daughter concerned over her welfare and that of her grandchildren. "I know you miss Angel Buffy. I wish he would come back at least to see the twins" she sighs thoughtfully "But it's not going to happen" Buffy enters the bathroom and looks at herself in the mirror seeing her red rimmed eyes she flinches at the sudden kick in her side. Jarred out of her thoughts she smiles sadly as she says "I'm sorry for scaring you two. You know even though your Daddy isn't here he loves you very much. If he could be here he would jump at the chance.' Buffy giggles at the thought of Angel hurrying anywhere, 'I can't imagine your Daddy being in a hurry but I know he would hurry to be here." Heading into her bedroom Buffy grabs her backpack and coat.
PART 2 "Come on Buffy your going to be late" yells Joyce from the bottom of the stairs "Coming' she calls back. With a sigh she heads to the stairs, 'Well you two its off to get Mommy an education." Buffy joins her mom at the bottom of the stairs. "You have your vitamins? Books? Lunch?" asks a worried Joyce Rolling her eyes Buffy replies, "Yes Mom I have everything I need for my first day back" "Sorry Honey. Its just I worry about you and the twins." Joyce replies a little sheepishly. They head outside to the Explorer. Opening the passenger door of her mothers Explorer Buffy clumsily gets in. Pulling on her seatbelt Buffy sighs "I'm only seven months Mom. Besides if anything goes wrong I can go straight to Giles and he'll call you." "I know I know." Joyce replies as she starts the car. "I can't believe Snyder let me back. How did you do it mom?" asks Buffy "Mr. Giles and I talked to him" hedges Joyce with uncertainty. Buffy doesn't notice the uncertainty in her mother's voice and just nods, "Does he know I'm pregnant?" she asks wincing at the thought "Yes we told him." Joyce replies as she notices her daughter wince. "You OK?" "Yeah. Snyder is going to totally blow a gasket whenever I'm around" sighs Buffy sifting nervously. "You nervous about going back to school?" asks Joyce Buffy nods "I guess I mean most people haven't seen me the last few months. There are going to be major rumors that's for sure" "Just ignore them.' Joyce advises pulling into the school parking lot. 'Well here we are now lets go meet with Snyder" "The troll" mutters Buffy under her breath. "Buffy don't call your elders trolls.' sighs Joyce as she stops the car. "I grant he looks like one but still" Buffy giggles as she unbuckles her seatbelt and winces. Noticing the wince Joyce asks, "Hon are you all right?" "Yeah one of the babies is going to play soccer when he or she is older." she replies opening the car door she steps out grabbing her backpack as she stares forelornly at the building before her. "Come on Buffy" says Joyce heading towards the building. Buffy trudges after her mother. Buffy is aware of the curious looks following her as she enters the building. As Joyce and Buffy are heading to the Principals office a male voice calls out "Hey Buffster!" Turning around Buffy sees her best friends Xander and Willow with Xander's girlfriend Cordelia and Willow's boyfriend Oz. "Hey guys" "Welcome back" says an excited Willow hugging her best friend. "Yes welcome back to the institution called High school." Xander exclaims waving his hands dramatically in the air. "Geez Buffy what are you wearing" snaps Cordelia the school fashion police.
Rolling her eyes at her friends Buffy replies, "Gee Cordy what does it look like?" "Couldn't you at least have some fashion sense on your first day back" whines Cordelia. "Cordelia I would if I could still fit into my other clothes" replies Buffy. "Well I think you look great" defends Willow "Buffy" calls Joyce. "Gotta go. I'll talk to you guys later" says Buffy
PART 3 Joining her mother in the office they wait for Snyder. Buffy nervously twists her Claddagh ring instantly calming down at the closeness it makes her feel to Angel almost as though he is with her. "Summers in my office NOW!" yells Snyder his voice filled with annoyance. Buffy and her mother walk into Snyder's office greeted by a glare. "I have no clue why your back in. But since you are I will be watching you" "Yes sir" answers Buffy meekly thinking to herself "God he is a jerk" "If you fail any of your classes your out. If you skip school without a valid excuse your out. You disobey any rules your out. Have I made myself clear?!" "Yes sir" replies Buffy "Mr. Snyder just so you know my daughter will be taking a couple weeks off after the twins are born.' seeing his glare of hatred at her daughter Joyce continues, 'But she will be keeping up with her studies while she's out." Snyder snorts "Teenage mothers never finish school they always end up on welfare and their kids end up delinquents." Joyce senses her daughter is trying to keep herself under control "Mr. Snyder I do not appreciate those remarks about my daughter. It is rude and uncalled for" snaps Joyce. Buffy idly picks up a letter opener and twirls it around when Snyder snatches it out of her grasp. "Go to class Summers!" He orders. Buffy and Joyce stand up and leave the office. "Told ya" Buffy mutters under her breath to her mother. Outside the office Joyce and Buffy say good-bye. Buffy heads down the hallway to the library barely noticing the stares as she walks. Once inside the library she calls "Giles" she slumps down in a chair. Out of the stacks an older gentleman dressed in tweed walks "Hello Buffy. Its good to see you" the English man says. "Thanks other than Willow, Xander, Oz, and somewhat Cordy you're the first one to say that." Buffy tells him grinning, "Well except Snyder's threats to expel me. Which he announced with glee" she mutters "Yes. How are you Buffy?" Giles asks the worry evident in his voice. "I'm fine. The twins are going to either play soccer or football or be into karate. They are being active today" she says shifting in the chair uncomfortably. "Are you all right?" asks Giles concerned "Yeah my back is just sore. So have you found any prophecies or anything?" Buffy asks changing the subject. Removing his glasses and cleaning them Giles answers with a sigh, "No things here are really quiet. More than normal" he mutters Looking at the clock Buffy sighs, "Well its time for me to go to class. Don't wanna be late on my first day back" she struggles to get out of the chair. "I'll see you later Giles" she calls as she heads out the door. "Yes good-bye" the librarian says distractedly. Part 4/?
*****In Los Angeles***** Blood, pain, someone screaming. He looks around in confusion unsure of where he is. "They are of evil and of good." a voice whispers from the shadows. Angel looks around the darkness and demands, "Who's there?" "Hello Angelus" a familiar yet unfamiliar voice greets. "Who are you" asks Angel. Ignoring the question the voice continues, "They are going to need you. Something is going to happen." "What is going to happen?" Angel demands. Angel awaits for an answer as he watches a scene of a crying Buffy unfolds before him. "She's in danger" the voice says. "she needs to be protected at all cost" "How is she in danger" demands Angel his heart filled with sorrow at the sight of his soulmate in tears. He watches from inside Buffy's mind the future. He watches as she walks home from the library when an unseen force overcomes her. Angel can feel and hear the terror in her thoughts and her heart pounding in fear. 'Angel' her mind cries out as someone or something manages to overcome the pregnant Slayer beating her into unconsciousness. He hears her thoughts before she passes out, 'Angel the babies please no, my babies.' "She needs protection" the voice says, "they need to be protected." Stunned by what he witnessed Angel demands, "How am I to help her when there is the possibility that I could end up destroying her and our babies by being around them" "There is one who you can trust. One who knows the value of the Slayer" the voice says "Who can protect Buffy and the babies?" Angel demands. An image of a blonde haired blue eyed vampire flashes in his mind. "Spike" he yelps "Yes Spike. He'll help you" the voice promises Angel awakes with a start. "Buffy" he calls out worriedly the dream still fresh. "Why would Spike help me and Buffy?" he asks himself sitting up in bed. Quickly he gets out of bed and dresses heading out the door his mind on his search ahead to find his childe who can save the woman he loves and their babies. After an hour Angel discovers that Spike is in LA at an abandoned mansion. Heading towards the mansion Angel passes a church, "Maybe prayers would help the babies" he walks up to the front of the church and knocks on the door. A Priest answers the door. "This is a house of God you do not need to knock." "My kind needs permission Father" answers Angel going into brief game face.
"Oh yes you do. Why are you here?" The priest asks slight nervousness evident in his voice. "I need permission to enter Father and under the rules of I am not allowed to hurt you in anyway" Angel tells him "Most of your kind does not know that" states the priest then a light appears, "yet you are not like most of your kind. You must be Angelus. I am Father Joe O'Riley" "Yes sadly I am. They call me Angel how did you know?" asks Angel "Rupert Giles is a friend of mine. He told me that you where here and that if you ever came here that I would have nothing to worry about" the priest informs him gesturing for Angel to enter "Thank you Father' answers Angel as he enters "What can I do for you?" The priest asks leading Angel into an office that holds only one cross. "I keep this room pretty much bare of crosses since I occasionally receive demons asking for advice and such" he gestures for Angel to sit. Sitting down Angel sighs thoughtfully. "It has been over 200 years since I have entered a church" "Well why have you entered now?" asks Father Joe "What has Giles told you about me?" asks Angel "Just that you have a soul. Giles rarely mentions the specifics of his work" "Father I am here not for myself but for someone else. Buffy the Vampire Slayer. And our children" Angel tells the Father. "Giles mentioned his Slayer but never mentioned children" says the stunned Father "I am not surprised' sighs Angel, 'He is very protective of her. And if anyone found out that the Slayer was pregnant by a vampire." trails off Angel "Then there would be trouble" answers Father Joe. Angel nods, 'Do not worry whatever you tell me cannot leave this room" "I know. I was raised Catholic' Angel informs him, 'the reason I am here is because of Buffy and the twins" "What of them?" asks Father Joe "About six months ago Buffy and I decided to consummate our relationship the night of her 17th birthday. Yet something wonderful and something terrible happened. The terrible was' he stops momentarily, 'I lost my soul the wonderful was our babies." "Well Angel babies are a miracle from God." remarks the priest "They were even more of a miracle considering what I am. That night was the beginning of my terror spree on Buffy and her friends. I killed Giles girlfriend. Willow's fish and friends of theirs. I even tried to open the mouth of hell. About three months ago I came close to killing her- and the twins. I didn't know about them until after Willow returned my soul. When Buffy told me she was pregnant I was terrified that I would hurt them" "And so you left" answers Father Joe "Yes' Angel nods, 'I left them to save them. I didn't want to but I had to. I miss her. Giles sends me updates on her pregnancy but the one thing I want is to be there. Tonight something happened' he stands up and walks around, 'I had a dream- yet it almost wasn't a dream" "So what was it about?" inquires Father Joe with interest "Buffy was attacked-' he says softly, 'she kept crying out for me to help her...to save the babies. In the dream it was like someone was showing me that I could lose them" "And now you are worried" states the priest "Yes Father, but that's not it. In the dream whoever was talking to me knew I couldn't go back not with endangering them. They told me to seek out Spike" "And who is Spike?" asks Father Joe "Spike is my childe-' sighs Angel, 'he's also my worst enemy. He and Buffy can't stand each other' he laughs, 'They fight like cats and dogs whenever they are together" "Why do you think you were told to seek out Spike?" "They said Spike knows the meaning of family- of the Slayer" "Yet you don't believe it" comments Father Joe "Not at all' snorts Angel, he then frowns, 'but maybe they are right. I mean Spike has loved Drusilla and cared for her for over a hundred years" "Love is the meaning of family. sometimes Angel you need to trust your worst enemy. Maybe you should put aside your differences with Spike and ask for his help. Who knows maybe he will help you" "I don't know. I just don't want to put Buffy or the twins in any danger" "Angel maybe you should trust this dream. People even if they are vampires can surprise us. Sometimes dreams can tell the truth about a person" "Maybe your right Father. Maybe I should trust Spike after all he has always been different from other vampires- almost more humane." Angel says standing up he heads towards the door "You and your family will be in my prayers Angel" calls Father Joe Angel turns and smiles sadly at the Priest. "Keep them for Buffy and the twins. I won't need them we know where I'm going to end up" "You never know God might surprise you" replies Father Joe "Thanks for listening Father" Angel says "Anytime Angel." he answers as he watches the vampire leave the church. "Anytime Angel." Once outside Angel heads towards the area in which Spike was last. Sensing his childe around Angel notices that he is close to a factory, 'Just like Spike to live in a factory" he sighs. Angel heads inside and from the shadows he collects himself, "God please let Spike agree to do this for me" he prays to himself. He leaves the shadows, "Hello Spike" he greets quietly
"Peaches what the HELL are you doing here?' demands Spike going into game face, 'Do you have to follow me?" "Spike I'm not here to fight you" sighs Angel "Then why are you here Peaches? To create good will towards me" Spike asks lighting up a cigarette "Spike are we here alone?" asks Angel "Why so you can kill me and run?" growls Spike "No because I need to talk to about something sensitive- and very important" "What?" he asks "I need a favor" Angel requests walking closer to Spike "What kind of favor?" asks Spike suspiciously "I need you to go to Sunnydale and keep an eye out on Buffy" replies Angel "You want me to baby sit the SLAYER?!?" Spike laughs "I'm serious Spike" growls Angel "No way mate. She'll kill me- besides why don't you go?" "I can't Spike' sighs Angel, 'I want to but I can't" "Ah the whole soul thing. Just as long as you don't shag her you should be fine" reasons Spike "I can't risk it-" "Why?" Spike questions Angel stares wearily at his childe, "Because Spike...she's pregnant" he announces shocking the blonde vampire "Bloody Hell mate she cheated on you" laughs Spike "No Spike she didn't. They're mine" Angel replies his voice calm Spike stares at his sire in surprise "Bloody Hell its impossible for you to have knocked up the Slayer" counters Spike "HELL we thought so too, but it happened" Angel says, "Look Spike you know this isn't easy for me to ask you for help" "Bloody Hell Peaches if Dru hears about this" Spike comments "You will not tell her about them Spike' Angel growls advancing he grabs Spike by his neck, 'You tell her and she hurts Buffy or the twins I'll hunt both of you down" "Angelus I won't tell her. I may be a vampire but I'm not cruel enough to endanger a child not even the Slayers kid.' protests Spike, he frowns in confusion, 'Did you say twins?" he asks "Yes Spike she's having twins. A boy and a girl. She's due in 3 months." "Have you been to see her" Spike asks "I can't risk their lives" replies Angel sadly, "Look I'll make you a deal Spike. I will not hassle you as much if you do this for me." compromises Angel "How much is not as much?" asks Spike lighting a cigarette "I will allow you to hunt here with three guide lines. No hunting innocent people as in teenager, children, women, or elderly people- I have no problem with you feeding off murderers and molesters. You stay away from any involvement I have towards protecting people. The last you cannot turn anyone" Spike stares thoughtfully at his sire, "And what would I have to do and why?" "You will keep an eye out on Buffy when she patrols. You will keep any vampire or demon away from her and the twins. You help her fight only when its needed. Look Spike I need your help its either you do it or I risk being happy again" says Angel Spike watches the end of his cigarette burning thinking about Angel's time as Angelus, "OK mate you have a deal" "Good. You leave tomorrow. You can stay at the mansion-- no ones using it" Angel says heading towards the door, 'Also Spike try not to kill any of Buffy's friends." "Aw I can't kill the brat?" whines Spike Angel chuckles, "I know he's a little annoying but still he's a friend of Buffy's. Also keep an eye out for Willow. I've been hearing some rumors that some witches and demons are becoming interested in her" "Hey I like Red she's tough. Can you at least warn the Watcher that I'm coming? We wouldn't want the Slayer to stake me unnecessarily." "As long as you don't hunt she won't hunt you" Angel reasons "Bloody Hell Peaches how am I supposed to eat then?" whines Spike "Come up with a different way Spike. Call and let me know how everything is' Angel is almost at the door, 'And Spike don't irritate Buffy" he walks out leaving the blond vampire staring at his wall.
PART 5/? *****Two nights later In Sunnydale, CA*******
"Buffy I don't know if it is wise for you to be out at night while your pregnant" states a frustrated Giles. "Giles I'm pregnant not incapacitated. I'll be fine. Besides I'm going to meet up with Faith. I promise not to fight unless its needed." Buffy reasons Seeing the stubborn look on his Slayers face Giles reluctantly agrees, "Fine but be on guard- and check in every once in a while" "I promise" laughs Buffy picking up her coat, 'I'll see you later" she calls heading out the door. Giles stands there watching the retreating Slayer's back when the office phone rings. Heading into the office he picks it up, "Hello" he asks "Hey Giles its Angel" "Angel how are you?" "Fine. How is Buffy?" "Still her stubborn self. She tries to make everyone think she's OK but she's not' he pauses, 'Angel she misses you" "I miss her too. How is her health?" Giles chuckles, "She swears that one of the babies is going to be into martial arts. Her physical health is normal for a pregnancy so far there hasn't been any problems. She's just getting worn down emotionally. Joyce told me she rarely sleeps the whole night-- even though she doesn't patrol. Have you had anymore dreams?" "No, not since that one. I'm calling to let you know Spike is in town, he got in this morning." "How did you get Spike to help like this?" "I reminded him what could happen if I came back and he agreed. He said he'll keep out of her way but he wants you to make sure that she doesn't stake him" "All right I'll try to keep Buffy or Faith from staking him' Giles sits down wearily, 'Angel what about Drusilla? Won't she show up here?" he asks worriedly "From what Spike has told me and from rumors Drusilla left him. If she shows up call me and I'll come get her or something" Giles quickly agrees ending the Watcher and Vampire's conversation. *********Outside**********
Buffy is walking through the cemetery heading home, as she is walking Buffy is alert for both vampires and the other Slayer, Faith. As Buffy is walking she silently talks to the babies, "Well kids only two more months until I get to meet you. I can't wait to hold you. I wonder who you both will look like? Me? Or your Daddy? I personally hope both of you look more like you father than me" Buffy stops in her tracks as she hears a faint rustling in the trees. "Please be Faith. Please be Faith" she chants to herself as her body immediately goes on defense mode. A second later a body comes flying out of the bushes Buffy looks down and recognizes Faith. "Faith how's it going?" she asks Faith jumps up rushes the vampire exiting the bushes, "Five by five B. What's up with you?" she asks as she pummels the vampire. "On my way home and I thought I'd check and see what you were up to" Buffy replies as Faith finally dusts the vampire. "B does G man know your out here?" Faith asks brushing off her pants "Yeah he does. He wasn't happy about it but I think he has learned to never mess with a pregnant Slayer." Faith laughs. "So how are the soon to be rugrats?" she asks as the two begin to walk "Fine' answers Buffy touching her abdomen, 'the doctor said that they are healthy and so am I" "Cool. So how's the stiff?" Faith inquires Hearing Angel referred to as a stiff Buffy winces. "I don't know. He hasn't called in a few days. I know that Willow and Giles keep in touch with him but he hasn't contacted me" Hearing the worry in Buffy's voice Faith replies, "B I am sure he's doing fine. I mean if he wasn't then you'd have known already." "I know Faith.' Sighs Buffy, 'I just worry about him" she remarks. For a while the two Slayers walk in silence Finally Faith breaks the silence, "So B what are you going to name the rugrats?" she asks curious Buffy shrugs, "I'm not really sure yet. I was hoping Angel would call so we could talk about it" "B face it he's not gonna come back here. I mean if he did and he got happy over the rugrats it would be Angelus all over again" Buffy stops walking absorbing the words, "I know Faith. He may not be able to see them everyday but I know that he cares about us that's why he left."
"Whatever B" "So Faith whats up with you?" Buffy asks changing the subject "Oh same ole same ole. Fightin' demons and partying with hotties" "At least you get something to do. Everyone is being overprotective" sighs Buffy "Well what do you expect B? After all you got knocked up." remarks Faith "That's not the only reason pet" a familiar voice says from the shadows Turning around Buffy demands. "Spike why are you here?" Spike walks out of the shadows holding his hands up in mock surrender. "Slayer I didn't come to kill you." "Yeah right peroxide boy" sneers Faith "Come on Spike I know you're here for a reason" Buffy sighs, 'so tell me so I can get home and rest." Lightening up a cigarette Spike watches the two Slayers calmly, "I am here to help" he replies "Right Spike like I am supposed to believe that" scowls Buffy taking out her stake Mr. Pointy "Seriously Slayers, I came to help." He insists "After all the times you tried to kill me and my friends you think I'd trust you?" demands Buffy "Slayer I am telling you the truth. Besides if anyone finds out who dear old dad is then you are going to have a bloody hell of a battle" Spike comments taking a drag on his smoke "Well besides my friends and you no one else knows" snaps Buffy Sighing Spike replies, "Someone else knows Slayer- I doubt its in the demon rumor mill but once it is you are going to have a hell of a lot of trouble" comments Spike. Staring at Spike in confusion Buffy remains silent "B just kill blondie. Get him out of the way and there will be less chance of any more demons knowing about the rugrats" Faith says advancing towards Spike "Slayer I care. Bloody hell they are related to me in some way" Spike reminds her Hearing him say that Buffy just looks at him contemplating his words, "How do I know I can trust you to not kill me or mine- and that counts anyone in town" "I promise on Dru's unlife that I will not hurt you or anyone you care about" promises Spike holding up his right hand "Would you also swear on your unlife and a Bible?" asks Faith with a grin Scowling at the dark haired Slayer. Spike whines, "I also swear on a Bible and my unlife." Hearing him say that it dawns on Buffy, "You're telling the truth" "Hey' complains Spike, 'I maybe a demon but I don't lie" Buffy nods, "That's true. I mean you have yet to lie to me. All right I'll let you live' she begins, 'but if you try anything I will let Faith stake you" Buffy turns around to start on home "Hey Slayer I need a place to stay" calls out Spike Stopping in her tracks Buffy sighs, "All right Spike you can stay in the basement. Mom's home but for some strange reason she likes you. Faith I'll see you tomorrow" Buffy calls to the other Slayer "Sure B. Tell your Mom I said Hey" Faith says walking off in the direction of the Bronze "Come on Spike. Mom is probably about to call the cops" the two former enemies now allies walk towards Revello Drive. "Hey Spike?" "What pet?" asks Spike "Where's Drusilla?" Buffy inquires Spike shrugs, "Dunno. She left me in Paris. Last I heard she had taken up with some demon" he says pain evident in his voice "Sorry,' begins Buffy. She stops in her tracks then says, 'Wait! No, I'm not! Drusilla was a skanky ho and even you of all people- I mean demons could do better" "Thanks. I know your right.Its just that we had been together for so long" Spike sighs sadly "How long had you two been together?" asks Buffy "Since Angelus was first cursed" replies Spike. The two are silent when Spike says, "Slayer sorry to hear about you and Angel. Bloody wanker" "Spike he's not a bloody wanker' snaps Buffy, 'He just thought he was doing what's right for us and even the world" They finally reach the front door. Buffy laughs "What's so funny?" demands Spike "Do you realize that we just had a bonding moment of sorts" she giggles "Oh bloody hell Slayer. You tell anyone about that and I will make your life miserable" growls Spike "Spike who would believe that we would have a bonding moment?" asks Buffy "Good point Slayer" complements Spike Buffy opens the front door, "Mom I'm home. I brought someone with me" calls Buffy, turning back to Spike Buffy says, "Come on in Spike" Spike enters the house. "Slayer you revoked my invite" whines Spike "Hey I didn't want you coming over when only my mom was home" replies Buffy
"Buffy, honey' Joyce starts when she sees Spike, 'Spike what are you doing here?" asks Joyce noticing the British vampire "Hello Joyce' greets Spike with a grin, 'I came to help the Slayer out" he answers "Oh OK. Would you two like any hot chocolate?" Joyce asks Spike's eyes light up as he grins, 'Sure. I like your hot chocolate Joyce" Spike says following Joyce into the kitchen "I'll have some too mom. I'm just going to go change into my pajamas" calls Buffy as she heads up the stairs In the kitchen Joyce and Spike are sitting at island counter talking. "So Spike how have you been?" asks Joyce "I've been better" sighs Spike "Oh? What's wrong Spike?" asks Joyce concerned "Dru left me" he answers sadly "I'm sorry I know how much you love her. Love is a hard thing to lose" sighs Joyce "I heard Peaches left town. The Slayer must have been bloody pissed" remarks Spike Joyce gets up from the chair to take the kettle off the stove top, "Yes Spike she was. She also had other things to worry about.the twins, Slaying, school and everything else that has happened in the last year." Joyce pours the hot water into three mugs and quickly stirs them and adds marshmallows Spike listens to make sure Buffy is still upstairs turning to Joyce he begins to talk, "Look Joyce I think you should know the real reason I am here. I didn't tell the Slayer the whole truth but I think I should tell you." "What is it Spike?" questions Joyce Taking a deep unneeded breath Spike continues, "Angel sent me to keep an eye on them" he says Joyce snorts, "Finally he shows he cares.' she mutters, 'You know he barely ever calls. He won't even tell Buffy where he is. It causes her to worry and she doesn't need to worry right now" comments Joyce Spike thinks about what Joyce was saying, "He cares very alot' he comments, 'He doesn't call because if he did it would be more painful for the Slayer. He thinks its best if he were to stay away" "Spike?' asks Joyce with a hint of hope in her voice, 'did he look miserable when you saw him?" Spike looks at Joyce amused by the question, "Yeah Peaches looked even more depressed than normal. Love you can't avoid it but you can hope" Spike remarks "So whatcha been talking about?" asks Buffy as she enters the kitchen she joins them at the counter "Spike was telling me about his troubles with Drusilla" Joyce answers quickly "Oh' replies Buffy, 'I forgot mom Faith says Hi" "Well tell her Hi back and invite that girl over for dinner' advises Joyce, 'she could use a good home cooked meal rather than all that junk food" Joyce comments "Mom you know Faith she's independent- she likes it that way" replies Buffy
"I kinda liked her' Spike remarks. The two Summers women look at the vampire in surprise, 'What?! Bloody Hell I can't like a Slayer?" he demands
Buffy giggles, "You can its just funny cuz once mom said that you and Faith would get a long great" Spike growls at the Slayer, "She's got attitude. That's what Slayers need to survive. Thats what has helped you survive this long Slayer" Buffy stares at Spike thoughtfully. "I know' she grins at him, 'Is that why you haven't killed me yet?" she asks Spike glares at the Slayer and replies, "Bloody hell Slayer I think you maybe right' Spike growls in frustration, 'Great. You are at a disadvantage and I can't kill you" he whines "Why not?" Joyce asks curiously Spike shrugs carelessly, "I guess its because of family duty" he sighs disgusted "What do you mean?" inquiries Joyce in confusion Spike looks at Buffy who is avoiding looking at her mom. "Slayer you haven't told her?" he demands "No" mumbles Buffy nervously "Tell me what?" demands Joyce "Angel is my Sire" he tells Joyce Joyce stares at Spike then Buffy, "Buffy why didn't you tell me?" she demands "I don't know. I mean I never thought Spike would come back and become an ally" admits Buffy. Joyce stares thoughtfully at Spike, "Well I guess I can't hate you. Besides there is something that is telling me to trust you." Joyce stands up "Well I'll go make up the cot for you Spike.' turning to Buffy Joyce kisses her forehead, 'Don't stay up too late. You have school in the morning" Joyce leaves the to once enemies alone in the kitchen "Slayer I am beginning to like your Mum more and more" laughs Spike "Great big bad master vamp Spike likes my mom' grumbles Buffy. She then laughs, 'I knew you were a big softie vamp" she giggles more as Spike growls at her in anger "Bloody Hell Slayer.' Spike whines, 'I still am bad and you know it." "Spike its OK to occasionally be nice. Even if we are naturally enemies. Besides I know how important family is to you" Buffy remarks "What do you mean?" Spike asks suspiciously Rolling her eyes Buffy continues, "You and Drusilla. You love her and for years you took care of her. And when Angelus' Buffy winces at the name, 'returned you were glad to see him until you realized that he changed from the way he was when he turned you. Then when you made the deal with me to save Drusilla and the world. You said it was because you'd miss the Happy Meals on legs but I think in some way you generally care for mortals" "Do not" grumbles Spike insolently Buffy giggles, "Don't worry Spike I won't tell anyone. Spike?" Buffy asks softly "Yeah pet?" Buffy looks at Spike sadly, "Spike why would anyone want to harm my babies?" Spike leans back and sighs thoughtfully, "Because Slayer your the first Slayer to have children fathered by a vampire.' he then grins, 'besides I always wanted a brother and sister." "Well you will have both" laughs Buffy Joyce walks back into the kitchen a few moments later to find Spike and Buffy talking. "Spike the cot has been made up and the window is covered. Before I go to bed I'll cover the windows up so you can get around" Joyce's voice trails off as she walks out of the kitchen. "Thanks Joyce." Spike says reaching into his pocket he pulls out a pack of cigarettes "Uhhuh Spike' warns Buffy at the sight of the pack. "What?" protests Spike as he puts the cigarette between his lips Reaching across the counter Buffy takes the cigarette away from him, "No smoking in the house. Or around us. Go outside and smoke" Buffy replies wrinkling her nose in disgust Staring at Buffy Spike growls in response, "Bloody Hell. I'll be outside" Spike says grabbing his coat he exits out the kitchen door Chuckling at the blond vampire's reaction Buffy heads upstairs to the bathroom. Looking at herself in the mirror she grins patting her belly she says, "Hey you two that was Spike.' as she says Spike's name Buffy receives a sharp hit, laughing she continues, 'Spike's OK for a vampire. He can be conceited though and annoying but for some reason I trust him. It's funny but he's different from the other vampires. Even different from your Daddy.' Buffy sighs with regret, 'I'm glad Spike's here but I wish your Daddy was. I miss him.' Buffy says tearfully, 'oh well' she sighs wiping her tears away, 'since he's not we'll have to learn to trust Spike to keep you two safe." Buffy washes her face, brushes her teeth and then goes into her bedroom. Slowly she lowers herself onto the bed and pulls the blanket up she quickly falls asleep thinking about Angel and the twins. Meanwhile, Spike is outside smoking. Reaching into his pocket he pulls out his cell phone and hits radial. "Come on Peaches answer" he mutters to himself "Hello?" answers Angel "Its me" Spike replies "How's it going over there?" Angel asks "Well I met up with the Slayers. Right now I am smoking in the Slayers backyard cuz she won't let me smoke inside" Spike whines "So your staying at Buffy's?" asks Angel "Yeah this way I can keep an eye on her at night. Besides I like her Mum." Spike remarks Spike hears Angel sigh in exasperation, "Spike just don't do anything stupid.' Angel pauses then asks, 'How'd Buffy look?" Spike grins at his thought, "Bloody Hell Peaches she's as big as a house" he chuckles "Spike" Angel growls warningly Spike laughs, "All right you bloody fool. She looks fine. A little tired but otherwise fine" Angel is silent on the other end. "Spike, thanks for doing this. I know you'd rather kill her than help her. I appreciate it" "Angelus you know me well enough by now to know that when I promise something I always do it." Spike replies "Yes I know" agrees Angel. "Spike how is she otherwise?" Angel asks curiously Spike looks thoughtfully at the door. "She misses you." he answers, "she's different from the last time I saw her...sadder more reclusive. Bloody hell Peaches you should at least talk to her more often" "Why make it harder for her than it already is?" Angel demands "Because you love her she loves you mate. Think of it this way Peaches you two are going to be even more connected than before." "I know Spike." Angel sighs wearily, 'I've got to go let me know if anything comes up" "I will.' promises Spike, 'And Angel?" "Yeah Spike?" "Call her. She needs to hear from you every once in awhile. Besides Angel she is pregnant with your kids. If you don't want to keep in touch with her for either of your sakes then think of it this way, the twins need to know their father cares about them. You know I'm right Angel, we both went through what they will possibly end up going through if you don't keep in touch with the Slayer." Spike hangs up the cell phone and heads inside. He heads into the family room and flops on the couch with the remote. PART 5/?
*****Upstairs****
Few hours after falling asleep Buffy awakens her heart pounding in fear from the remnants of her nightmare. "OH God" she whispers rubbing her abdomen comfortingly. "Its OK. No one's going to hurt you...I promise" Looking at the clock Buffy decides to go downstairs and get a drink of water. Passing the family room she sees the lights of the TV on "Hey Spike watcha watching?" she asks "Hey Slayer what are you doing up?" Spike inquires his eyes still on the TV. "I uh couldn't sleep" she hedges walking around the couch she hits Spike's feet in an attempt to get him to move. Grumbling Spike sits up to make room for Buffy to sit down. "Yeah right Slayer. I can hear your heart pounding" he remarks Sitting down Buffy sighs wearily not wanting to tell Spike but wanting to talk about it. "I had a nightmare" she answers softly Muting the TV Spike turns his attention to Buffy. "You know Slayer we maybe enemies but I can be a good listener" "Spike why do you care?' asks Buffy, 'I mean you have never showed any interest in how I've felt when we've fought" "Slayer you might not believe this but I do care...after all they are my siblings. Besides I would hate for someone else to kill you before I have a chance to" Rolling her eyes she replies "Your mind has only one thing in it" "Hey" protests Spike, "So are you going to tell me about what's bothering you?" he asks Reaching back Buffy attempts to pull the blanket around her shoulders. Spike notices that she is having a hard time reaching it so he reaching behind her he pulls the blanket around her shoulders. "Thanks Spike.' sighing she makes herself comfortable, 'I had a nightmare that someone took the twins away.' she chokes, 'I watched them take them away as they cried." she stops talking "What happened after that?" he asks softly "I watched as the twins were separated from each other. I remember hearing cries of terror. I tried to move but I couldn't. The babies kept crying and I couldn't do anything. Then I woke up" she sniffles Spike moves towards Buffy, "Slayer nothing will happen to them. I promise" Hearing that Buffy leans closer to Spike and tired puts her head on his shoulder. "Thanks Spike" she says with a yawn. Closing her eyes she finds herself calmed by the presence of Spike. In the back of her mind she connects it to the fact that he is Angel's childe and that because of who Spike is that she and the babies will have protection. Spike is at first stunned by the closeness of the Slayer. Yet in his mind he also feels his demon calming down. "Slayer don't you think you'll be more comfortable in your bed?" he asks sifting his arm around the couch. Buffy curls closer into him, "No comfy" she mutters tiredly "Bloody hell I'm turning into a human" he mutters to himself. Pulling the blanket closer around Buffy he makes himself comfortable as he returns to watching TV. *****At Dawn*****
Spike still watching TV notices that it is almost time for the sun to come up. Looking at the sleeping Slayer he gently shakes her awake. "Slayer you need to move the suns coming up" he says softly Buffy slowly opens her eyes at first stunned to find herself downstairs on the couch asleep next to Spike. "Huh?" she asks sleepily Rolling his eyes Spike answers, "Slayer I need you to move so I can head down to the basement. I do need to sleep you know" Embarrassed Buffy moves away, "Sorry about that Spike" she apologizes "Its OK. Lets keep this to ourselves, OK?" he asks "Who'd believe it anyway?" Buffy asks as she struggles to get up. "Uh? Spike a little help here please?" she asks. Standing up Spike pulls her to her feet. "Thanks" Buffy says, heading towards the stairs she turns and says, "Spike thanks for last night" Spike answers, "Your welcome" he heads down to the basement and Buffy heads up to her bedroom. Once down in the basement Spike lies on the cot his mind on the night's events. Lighting up a cigarette he begins to mull over his feelings and his demons reactions when the twins were close. "Why was I feeling that?' he wonders, 'Why did my demon calm near them?" Taking a drag on his cigarette he thinks over it more. After a while Spike stubs out the cigarette and goes to sleep.
In his apartment in Los Angeles Angel walks up sweating his heart pounding in fear and sorrow. "Oh God Buffy" he cries holding his head against the memories. He calms himself then looks around his dark room his gaze settling on a framed picture on his nightstand of a beautiful blond haired girl. Picking up the picture he strokes the face of his beloved "I'm sorry baby for everything" he whispers. "I'm sorry I'm not there for you and the babies. God I wish I was baby. I wish I could be" he says tearfully. He sits there thinking about his life.
In Sunnydale, CA "Buffy,' yells a voice, "time to get up. You have to be at school in twenty minutes." The blond haired girl slowly opens her eyes and smiles sleepily then yells back "I'm up Mom" she struggles briefly to get up. "Man you two weigh too much' she grumbles jokingly stroking her belly. "What to wear" she sighs "Not like I fit in much anyway." She goes through her closet grabbing a pair of overalls and a T-shirt. She heads into the bathroom where she turns on the water and strips out of her pajamas. Catching a glimpse of herself in the mirror she frowns then smiles as she feels one of the babies kick her in the ribs. Rubbing the spot she jokingly admonishes the kid, "No kicking Mommy" She showers quickly and pulls on her clothes and heads downstairs to the kitchen. Buffy notices her mother sitting at the table reading the newspaper and drinking coffee walking over she kisses her mother on the cheek. "Morning Mom" she greets cheerfully. "Morning Honey. Did you sleep well?" asks Joyce Summers. Buffy walks over to the fridge and answers "Yeah they didn't wake me up as much as they normally do.' she grabs a yogurt and an apple and sits across from her mom, 'Was I that rambunctious when you were pregnant with me?" Joyce grins fondly at the memory and says "Yes you were" she watches her daughter silently. "Buffy we need to talk" Buffy looks up at her mother worry showing in her eyes, "About what?" Joyce looks at her daughter trying to form the simplest words that won't cause a fight "Your future" Buffy looks up at her mother her expression one of a deer caught in headlights. Joyce continues "Its your senior year Buffy" Buffy stares at her mother feeling anger and sadness, "If this is another adoption lecture I'm not listening' she says standing up. "Buffy your too young to be a mother. You need to think of your future, their future!" Buffy turns away from her mother trying to hide the tears in her eyes. "God Mom don't you think I worry about that too? I'm 17 and about to have twins. I worry about the future but I know that with them I have one to look forward to" her tears fall "Without them, without a part of Angel I would die. They are my future" she says sobbing at the thought of Angel she sinks to the ground. Joyce rushes over to comfort her crying daughter. "Its OK honey" Joyce says hugging Buffy Buffy cries at the thought of Angel, "Mom I miss him. I miss him so much I hurt" "I know honey. I know" Joyce says holding her sobbing daughter. After a few minutes Buffy stops crying. She dries her tears and stands "I better go wash up" she mumbles waddling out of the room. Joyce watches her daughter concerned over her welfare and that of her grandchildren. "I know you miss Angel Buffy. I wish he would come back at least to see the twins" she sighs thoughtfully "But it's not going to happen" Buffy enters the bathroom and looks at herself in the mirror seeing her red rimmed eyes she flinches at the sudden kick in her side. Jarred out of her thoughts she smiles sadly as she says "I'm sorry for scaring you two. You know even though your Daddy isn't here he loves you very much. If he could be here he would jump at the chance.' Buffy giggles at the thought of Angel hurrying anywhere, 'I can't imagine your Daddy being in a hurry but I know he would hurry to be here." Heading into her bedroom Buffy grabs her backpack and coat.
PART 2 "Come on Buffy your going to be late" yells Joyce from the bottom of the stairs "Coming' she calls back. With a sigh she heads to the stairs, 'Well you two its off to get Mommy an education." Buffy joins her mom at the bottom of the stairs. "You have your vitamins? Books? Lunch?" asks a worried Joyce Rolling her eyes Buffy replies, "Yes Mom I have everything I need for my first day back" "Sorry Honey. Its just I worry about you and the twins." Joyce replies a little sheepishly. They head outside to the Explorer. Opening the passenger door of her mothers Explorer Buffy clumsily gets in. Pulling on her seatbelt Buffy sighs "I'm only seven months Mom. Besides if anything goes wrong I can go straight to Giles and he'll call you." "I know I know." Joyce replies as she starts the car. "I can't believe Snyder let me back. How did you do it mom?" asks Buffy "Mr. Giles and I talked to him" hedges Joyce with uncertainty. Buffy doesn't notice the uncertainty in her mother's voice and just nods, "Does he know I'm pregnant?" she asks wincing at the thought "Yes we told him." Joyce replies as she notices her daughter wince. "You OK?" "Yeah. Snyder is going to totally blow a gasket whenever I'm around" sighs Buffy sifting nervously. "You nervous about going back to school?" asks Joyce Buffy nods "I guess I mean most people haven't seen me the last few months. There are going to be major rumors that's for sure" "Just ignore them.' Joyce advises pulling into the school parking lot. 'Well here we are now lets go meet with Snyder" "The troll" mutters Buffy under her breath. "Buffy don't call your elders trolls.' sighs Joyce as she stops the car. "I grant he looks like one but still" Buffy giggles as she unbuckles her seatbelt and winces. Noticing the wince Joyce asks, "Hon are you all right?" "Yeah one of the babies is going to play soccer when he or she is older." she replies opening the car door she steps out grabbing her backpack as she stares forelornly at the building before her. "Come on Buffy" says Joyce heading towards the building. Buffy trudges after her mother. Buffy is aware of the curious looks following her as she enters the building. As Joyce and Buffy are heading to the Principals office a male voice calls out "Hey Buffster!" Turning around Buffy sees her best friends Xander and Willow with Xander's girlfriend Cordelia and Willow's boyfriend Oz. "Hey guys" "Welcome back" says an excited Willow hugging her best friend. "Yes welcome back to the institution called High school." Xander exclaims waving his hands dramatically in the air. "Geez Buffy what are you wearing" snaps Cordelia the school fashion police.
Rolling her eyes at her friends Buffy replies, "Gee Cordy what does it look like?" "Couldn't you at least have some fashion sense on your first day back" whines Cordelia. "Cordelia I would if I could still fit into my other clothes" replies Buffy. "Well I think you look great" defends Willow "Buffy" calls Joyce. "Gotta go. I'll talk to you guys later" says Buffy
PART 3 Joining her mother in the office they wait for Snyder. Buffy nervously twists her Claddagh ring instantly calming down at the closeness it makes her feel to Angel almost as though he is with her. "Summers in my office NOW!" yells Snyder his voice filled with annoyance. Buffy and her mother walk into Snyder's office greeted by a glare. "I have no clue why your back in. But since you are I will be watching you" "Yes sir" answers Buffy meekly thinking to herself "God he is a jerk" "If you fail any of your classes your out. If you skip school without a valid excuse your out. You disobey any rules your out. Have I made myself clear?!" "Yes sir" replies Buffy "Mr. Snyder just so you know my daughter will be taking a couple weeks off after the twins are born.' seeing his glare of hatred at her daughter Joyce continues, 'But she will be keeping up with her studies while she's out." Snyder snorts "Teenage mothers never finish school they always end up on welfare and their kids end up delinquents." Joyce senses her daughter is trying to keep herself under control "Mr. Snyder I do not appreciate those remarks about my daughter. It is rude and uncalled for" snaps Joyce. Buffy idly picks up a letter opener and twirls it around when Snyder snatches it out of her grasp. "Go to class Summers!" He orders. Buffy and Joyce stand up and leave the office. "Told ya" Buffy mutters under her breath to her mother. Outside the office Joyce and Buffy say good-bye. Buffy heads down the hallway to the library barely noticing the stares as she walks. Once inside the library she calls "Giles" she slumps down in a chair. Out of the stacks an older gentleman dressed in tweed walks "Hello Buffy. Its good to see you" the English man says. "Thanks other than Willow, Xander, Oz, and somewhat Cordy you're the first one to say that." Buffy tells him grinning, "Well except Snyder's threats to expel me. Which he announced with glee" she mutters "Yes. How are you Buffy?" Giles asks the worry evident in his voice. "I'm fine. The twins are going to either play soccer or football or be into karate. They are being active today" she says shifting in the chair uncomfortably. "Are you all right?" asks Giles concerned "Yeah my back is just sore. So have you found any prophecies or anything?" Buffy asks changing the subject. Removing his glasses and cleaning them Giles answers with a sigh, "No things here are really quiet. More than normal" he mutters Looking at the clock Buffy sighs, "Well its time for me to go to class. Don't wanna be late on my first day back" she struggles to get out of the chair. "I'll see you later Giles" she calls as she heads out the door. "Yes good-bye" the librarian says distractedly. Part 4/?
*****In Los Angeles***** Blood, pain, someone screaming. He looks around in confusion unsure of where he is. "They are of evil and of good." a voice whispers from the shadows. Angel looks around the darkness and demands, "Who's there?" "Hello Angelus" a familiar yet unfamiliar voice greets. "Who are you" asks Angel. Ignoring the question the voice continues, "They are going to need you. Something is going to happen." "What is going to happen?" Angel demands. Angel awaits for an answer as he watches a scene of a crying Buffy unfolds before him. "She's in danger" the voice says. "she needs to be protected at all cost" "How is she in danger" demands Angel his heart filled with sorrow at the sight of his soulmate in tears. He watches from inside Buffy's mind the future. He watches as she walks home from the library when an unseen force overcomes her. Angel can feel and hear the terror in her thoughts and her heart pounding in fear. 'Angel' her mind cries out as someone or something manages to overcome the pregnant Slayer beating her into unconsciousness. He hears her thoughts before she passes out, 'Angel the babies please no, my babies.' "She needs protection" the voice says, "they need to be protected." Stunned by what he witnessed Angel demands, "How am I to help her when there is the possibility that I could end up destroying her and our babies by being around them" "There is one who you can trust. One who knows the value of the Slayer" the voice says "Who can protect Buffy and the babies?" Angel demands. An image of a blonde haired blue eyed vampire flashes in his mind. "Spike" he yelps "Yes Spike. He'll help you" the voice promises Angel awakes with a start. "Buffy" he calls out worriedly the dream still fresh. "Why would Spike help me and Buffy?" he asks himself sitting up in bed. Quickly he gets out of bed and dresses heading out the door his mind on his search ahead to find his childe who can save the woman he loves and their babies. After an hour Angel discovers that Spike is in LA at an abandoned mansion. Heading towards the mansion Angel passes a church, "Maybe prayers would help the babies" he walks up to the front of the church and knocks on the door. A Priest answers the door. "This is a house of God you do not need to knock." "My kind needs permission Father" answers Angel going into brief game face.
"Oh yes you do. Why are you here?" The priest asks slight nervousness evident in his voice. "I need permission to enter Father and under the rules of I am not allowed to hurt you in anyway" Angel tells him "Most of your kind does not know that" states the priest then a light appears, "yet you are not like most of your kind. You must be Angelus. I am Father Joe O'Riley" "Yes sadly I am. They call me Angel how did you know?" asks Angel "Rupert Giles is a friend of mine. He told me that you where here and that if you ever came here that I would have nothing to worry about" the priest informs him gesturing for Angel to enter "Thank you Father' answers Angel as he enters "What can I do for you?" The priest asks leading Angel into an office that holds only one cross. "I keep this room pretty much bare of crosses since I occasionally receive demons asking for advice and such" he gestures for Angel to sit. Sitting down Angel sighs thoughtfully. "It has been over 200 years since I have entered a church" "Well why have you entered now?" asks Father Joe "What has Giles told you about me?" asks Angel "Just that you have a soul. Giles rarely mentions the specifics of his work" "Father I am here not for myself but for someone else. Buffy the Vampire Slayer. And our children" Angel tells the Father. "Giles mentioned his Slayer but never mentioned children" says the stunned Father "I am not surprised' sighs Angel, 'He is very protective of her. And if anyone found out that the Slayer was pregnant by a vampire." trails off Angel "Then there would be trouble" answers Father Joe. Angel nods, 'Do not worry whatever you tell me cannot leave this room" "I know. I was raised Catholic' Angel informs him, 'the reason I am here is because of Buffy and the twins" "What of them?" asks Father Joe "About six months ago Buffy and I decided to consummate our relationship the night of her 17th birthday. Yet something wonderful and something terrible happened. The terrible was' he stops momentarily, 'I lost my soul the wonderful was our babies." "Well Angel babies are a miracle from God." remarks the priest "They were even more of a miracle considering what I am. That night was the beginning of my terror spree on Buffy and her friends. I killed Giles girlfriend. Willow's fish and friends of theirs. I even tried to open the mouth of hell. About three months ago I came close to killing her- and the twins. I didn't know about them until after Willow returned my soul. When Buffy told me she was pregnant I was terrified that I would hurt them" "And so you left" answers Father Joe "Yes' Angel nods, 'I left them to save them. I didn't want to but I had to. I miss her. Giles sends me updates on her pregnancy but the one thing I want is to be there. Tonight something happened' he stands up and walks around, 'I had a dream- yet it almost wasn't a dream" "So what was it about?" inquires Father Joe with interest "Buffy was attacked-' he says softly, 'she kept crying out for me to help her...to save the babies. In the dream it was like someone was showing me that I could lose them" "And now you are worried" states the priest "Yes Father, but that's not it. In the dream whoever was talking to me knew I couldn't go back not with endangering them. They told me to seek out Spike" "And who is Spike?" asks Father Joe "Spike is my childe-' sighs Angel, 'he's also my worst enemy. He and Buffy can't stand each other' he laughs, 'They fight like cats and dogs whenever they are together" "Why do you think you were told to seek out Spike?" "They said Spike knows the meaning of family- of the Slayer" "Yet you don't believe it" comments Father Joe "Not at all' snorts Angel, he then frowns, 'but maybe they are right. I mean Spike has loved Drusilla and cared for her for over a hundred years" "Love is the meaning of family. sometimes Angel you need to trust your worst enemy. Maybe you should put aside your differences with Spike and ask for his help. Who knows maybe he will help you" "I don't know. I just don't want to put Buffy or the twins in any danger" "Angel maybe you should trust this dream. People even if they are vampires can surprise us. Sometimes dreams can tell the truth about a person" "Maybe your right Father. Maybe I should trust Spike after all he has always been different from other vampires- almost more humane." Angel says standing up he heads towards the door "You and your family will be in my prayers Angel" calls Father Joe Angel turns and smiles sadly at the Priest. "Keep them for Buffy and the twins. I won't need them we know where I'm going to end up" "You never know God might surprise you" replies Father Joe "Thanks for listening Father" Angel says "Anytime Angel." he answers as he watches the vampire leave the church. "Anytime Angel." Once outside Angel heads towards the area in which Spike was last. Sensing his childe around Angel notices that he is close to a factory, 'Just like Spike to live in a factory" he sighs. Angel heads inside and from the shadows he collects himself, "God please let Spike agree to do this for me" he prays to himself. He leaves the shadows, "Hello Spike" he greets quietly
"Peaches what the HELL are you doing here?' demands Spike going into game face, 'Do you have to follow me?" "Spike I'm not here to fight you" sighs Angel "Then why are you here Peaches? To create good will towards me" Spike asks lighting up a cigarette "Spike are we here alone?" asks Angel "Why so you can kill me and run?" growls Spike "No because I need to talk to about something sensitive- and very important" "What?" he asks "I need a favor" Angel requests walking closer to Spike "What kind of favor?" asks Spike suspiciously "I need you to go to Sunnydale and keep an eye out on Buffy" replies Angel "You want me to baby sit the SLAYER?!?" Spike laughs "I'm serious Spike" growls Angel "No way mate. She'll kill me- besides why don't you go?" "I can't Spike' sighs Angel, 'I want to but I can't" "Ah the whole soul thing. Just as long as you don't shag her you should be fine" reasons Spike "I can't risk it-" "Why?" Spike questions Angel stares wearily at his childe, "Because Spike...she's pregnant" he announces shocking the blonde vampire "Bloody Hell mate she cheated on you" laughs Spike "No Spike she didn't. They're mine" Angel replies his voice calm Spike stares at his sire in surprise "Bloody Hell its impossible for you to have knocked up the Slayer" counters Spike "HELL we thought so too, but it happened" Angel says, "Look Spike you know this isn't easy for me to ask you for help" "Bloody Hell Peaches if Dru hears about this" Spike comments "You will not tell her about them Spike' Angel growls advancing he grabs Spike by his neck, 'You tell her and she hurts Buffy or the twins I'll hunt both of you down" "Angelus I won't tell her. I may be a vampire but I'm not cruel enough to endanger a child not even the Slayers kid.' protests Spike, he frowns in confusion, 'Did you say twins?" he asks "Yes Spike she's having twins. A boy and a girl. She's due in 3 months." "Have you been to see her" Spike asks "I can't risk their lives" replies Angel sadly, "Look I'll make you a deal Spike. I will not hassle you as much if you do this for me." compromises Angel "How much is not as much?" asks Spike lighting a cigarette "I will allow you to hunt here with three guide lines. No hunting innocent people as in teenager, children, women, or elderly people- I have no problem with you feeding off murderers and molesters. You stay away from any involvement I have towards protecting people. The last you cannot turn anyone" Spike stares thoughtfully at his sire, "And what would I have to do and why?" "You will keep an eye out on Buffy when she patrols. You will keep any vampire or demon away from her and the twins. You help her fight only when its needed. Look Spike I need your help its either you do it or I risk being happy again" says Angel Spike watches the end of his cigarette burning thinking about Angel's time as Angelus, "OK mate you have a deal" "Good. You leave tomorrow. You can stay at the mansion-- no ones using it" Angel says heading towards the door, 'Also Spike try not to kill any of Buffy's friends." "Aw I can't kill the brat?" whines Spike Angel chuckles, "I know he's a little annoying but still he's a friend of Buffy's. Also keep an eye out for Willow. I've been hearing some rumors that some witches and demons are becoming interested in her" "Hey I like Red she's tough. Can you at least warn the Watcher that I'm coming? We wouldn't want the Slayer to stake me unnecessarily." "As long as you don't hunt she won't hunt you" Angel reasons "Bloody Hell Peaches how am I supposed to eat then?" whines Spike "Come up with a different way Spike. Call and let me know how everything is' Angel is almost at the door, 'And Spike don't irritate Buffy" he walks out leaving the blond vampire staring at his wall.
PART 5/? *****Two nights later In Sunnydale, CA*******
"Buffy I don't know if it is wise for you to be out at night while your pregnant" states a frustrated Giles. "Giles I'm pregnant not incapacitated. I'll be fine. Besides I'm going to meet up with Faith. I promise not to fight unless its needed." Buffy reasons Seeing the stubborn look on his Slayers face Giles reluctantly agrees, "Fine but be on guard- and check in every once in a while" "I promise" laughs Buffy picking up her coat, 'I'll see you later" she calls heading out the door. Giles stands there watching the retreating Slayer's back when the office phone rings. Heading into the office he picks it up, "Hello" he asks "Hey Giles its Angel" "Angel how are you?" "Fine. How is Buffy?" "Still her stubborn self. She tries to make everyone think she's OK but she's not' he pauses, 'Angel she misses you" "I miss her too. How is her health?" Giles chuckles, "She swears that one of the babies is going to be into martial arts. Her physical health is normal for a pregnancy so far there hasn't been any problems. She's just getting worn down emotionally. Joyce told me she rarely sleeps the whole night-- even though she doesn't patrol. Have you had anymore dreams?" "No, not since that one. I'm calling to let you know Spike is in town, he got in this morning." "How did you get Spike to help like this?" "I reminded him what could happen if I came back and he agreed. He said he'll keep out of her way but he wants you to make sure that she doesn't stake him" "All right I'll try to keep Buffy or Faith from staking him' Giles sits down wearily, 'Angel what about Drusilla? Won't she show up here?" he asks worriedly "From what Spike has told me and from rumors Drusilla left him. If she shows up call me and I'll come get her or something" Giles quickly agrees ending the Watcher and Vampire's conversation. *********Outside**********
Buffy is walking through the cemetery heading home, as she is walking Buffy is alert for both vampires and the other Slayer, Faith. As Buffy is walking she silently talks to the babies, "Well kids only two more months until I get to meet you. I can't wait to hold you. I wonder who you both will look like? Me? Or your Daddy? I personally hope both of you look more like you father than me" Buffy stops in her tracks as she hears a faint rustling in the trees. "Please be Faith. Please be Faith" she chants to herself as her body immediately goes on defense mode. A second later a body comes flying out of the bushes Buffy looks down and recognizes Faith. "Faith how's it going?" she asks Faith jumps up rushes the vampire exiting the bushes, "Five by five B. What's up with you?" she asks as she pummels the vampire. "On my way home and I thought I'd check and see what you were up to" Buffy replies as Faith finally dusts the vampire. "B does G man know your out here?" Faith asks brushing off her pants "Yeah he does. He wasn't happy about it but I think he has learned to never mess with a pregnant Slayer." Faith laughs. "So how are the soon to be rugrats?" she asks as the two begin to walk "Fine' answers Buffy touching her abdomen, 'the doctor said that they are healthy and so am I" "Cool. So how's the stiff?" Faith inquires Hearing Angel referred to as a stiff Buffy winces. "I don't know. He hasn't called in a few days. I know that Willow and Giles keep in touch with him but he hasn't contacted me" Hearing the worry in Buffy's voice Faith replies, "B I am sure he's doing fine. I mean if he wasn't then you'd have known already." "I know Faith.' Sighs Buffy, 'I just worry about him" she remarks. For a while the two Slayers walk in silence Finally Faith breaks the silence, "So B what are you going to name the rugrats?" she asks curious Buffy shrugs, "I'm not really sure yet. I was hoping Angel would call so we could talk about it" "B face it he's not gonna come back here. I mean if he did and he got happy over the rugrats it would be Angelus all over again" Buffy stops walking absorbing the words, "I know Faith. He may not be able to see them everyday but I know that he cares about us that's why he left."
"Whatever B" "So Faith whats up with you?" Buffy asks changing the subject "Oh same ole same ole. Fightin' demons and partying with hotties" "At least you get something to do. Everyone is being overprotective" sighs Buffy "Well what do you expect B? After all you got knocked up." remarks Faith "That's not the only reason pet" a familiar voice says from the shadows Turning around Buffy demands. "Spike why are you here?" Spike walks out of the shadows holding his hands up in mock surrender. "Slayer I didn't come to kill you." "Yeah right peroxide boy" sneers Faith "Come on Spike I know you're here for a reason" Buffy sighs, 'so tell me so I can get home and rest." Lightening up a cigarette Spike watches the two Slayers calmly, "I am here to help" he replies "Right Spike like I am supposed to believe that" scowls Buffy taking out her stake Mr. Pointy "Seriously Slayers, I came to help." He insists "After all the times you tried to kill me and my friends you think I'd trust you?" demands Buffy "Slayer I am telling you the truth. Besides if anyone finds out who dear old dad is then you are going to have a bloody hell of a battle" Spike comments taking a drag on his smoke "Well besides my friends and you no one else knows" snaps Buffy Sighing Spike replies, "Someone else knows Slayer- I doubt its in the demon rumor mill but once it is you are going to have a hell of a lot of trouble" comments Spike. Staring at Spike in confusion Buffy remains silent "B just kill blondie. Get him out of the way and there will be less chance of any more demons knowing about the rugrats" Faith says advancing towards Spike "Slayer I care. Bloody hell they are related to me in some way" Spike reminds her Hearing him say that Buffy just looks at him contemplating his words, "How do I know I can trust you to not kill me or mine- and that counts anyone in town" "I promise on Dru's unlife that I will not hurt you or anyone you care about" promises Spike holding up his right hand "Would you also swear on your unlife and a Bible?" asks Faith with a grin Scowling at the dark haired Slayer. Spike whines, "I also swear on a Bible and my unlife." Hearing him say that it dawns on Buffy, "You're telling the truth" "Hey' complains Spike, 'I maybe a demon but I don't lie" Buffy nods, "That's true. I mean you have yet to lie to me. All right I'll let you live' she begins, 'but if you try anything I will let Faith stake you" Buffy turns around to start on home "Hey Slayer I need a place to stay" calls out Spike Stopping in her tracks Buffy sighs, "All right Spike you can stay in the basement. Mom's home but for some strange reason she likes you. Faith I'll see you tomorrow" Buffy calls to the other Slayer "Sure B. Tell your Mom I said Hey" Faith says walking off in the direction of the Bronze "Come on Spike. Mom is probably about to call the cops" the two former enemies now allies walk towards Revello Drive. "Hey Spike?" "What pet?" asks Spike "Where's Drusilla?" Buffy inquires Spike shrugs, "Dunno. She left me in Paris. Last I heard she had taken up with some demon" he says pain evident in his voice "Sorry,' begins Buffy. She stops in her tracks then says, 'Wait! No, I'm not! Drusilla was a skanky ho and even you of all people- I mean demons could do better" "Thanks. I know your right.Its just that we had been together for so long" Spike sighs sadly "How long had you two been together?" asks Buffy "Since Angelus was first cursed" replies Spike. The two are silent when Spike says, "Slayer sorry to hear about you and Angel. Bloody wanker" "Spike he's not a bloody wanker' snaps Buffy, 'He just thought he was doing what's right for us and even the world" They finally reach the front door. Buffy laughs "What's so funny?" demands Spike "Do you realize that we just had a bonding moment of sorts" she giggles "Oh bloody hell Slayer. You tell anyone about that and I will make your life miserable" growls Spike "Spike who would believe that we would have a bonding moment?" asks Buffy "Good point Slayer" complements Spike Buffy opens the front door, "Mom I'm home. I brought someone with me" calls Buffy, turning back to Spike Buffy says, "Come on in Spike" Spike enters the house. "Slayer you revoked my invite" whines Spike "Hey I didn't want you coming over when only my mom was home" replies Buffy
"Buffy, honey' Joyce starts when she sees Spike, 'Spike what are you doing here?" asks Joyce noticing the British vampire "Hello Joyce' greets Spike with a grin, 'I came to help the Slayer out" he answers "Oh OK. Would you two like any hot chocolate?" Joyce asks Spike's eyes light up as he grins, 'Sure. I like your hot chocolate Joyce" Spike says following Joyce into the kitchen "I'll have some too mom. I'm just going to go change into my pajamas" calls Buffy as she heads up the stairs In the kitchen Joyce and Spike are sitting at island counter talking. "So Spike how have you been?" asks Joyce "I've been better" sighs Spike "Oh? What's wrong Spike?" asks Joyce concerned "Dru left me" he answers sadly "I'm sorry I know how much you love her. Love is a hard thing to lose" sighs Joyce "I heard Peaches left town. The Slayer must have been bloody pissed" remarks Spike Joyce gets up from the chair to take the kettle off the stove top, "Yes Spike she was. She also had other things to worry about.the twins, Slaying, school and everything else that has happened in the last year." Joyce pours the hot water into three mugs and quickly stirs them and adds marshmallows Spike listens to make sure Buffy is still upstairs turning to Joyce he begins to talk, "Look Joyce I think you should know the real reason I am here. I didn't tell the Slayer the whole truth but I think I should tell you." "What is it Spike?" questions Joyce Taking a deep unneeded breath Spike continues, "Angel sent me to keep an eye on them" he says Joyce snorts, "Finally he shows he cares.' she mutters, 'You know he barely ever calls. He won't even tell Buffy where he is. It causes her to worry and she doesn't need to worry right now" comments Joyce Spike thinks about what Joyce was saying, "He cares very alot' he comments, 'He doesn't call because if he did it would be more painful for the Slayer. He thinks its best if he were to stay away" "Spike?' asks Joyce with a hint of hope in her voice, 'did he look miserable when you saw him?" Spike looks at Joyce amused by the question, "Yeah Peaches looked even more depressed than normal. Love you can't avoid it but you can hope" Spike remarks "So whatcha been talking about?" asks Buffy as she enters the kitchen she joins them at the counter "Spike was telling me about his troubles with Drusilla" Joyce answers quickly "Oh' replies Buffy, 'I forgot mom Faith says Hi" "Well tell her Hi back and invite that girl over for dinner' advises Joyce, 'she could use a good home cooked meal rather than all that junk food" Joyce comments "Mom you know Faith she's independent- she likes it that way" replies Buffy
"I kinda liked her' Spike remarks. The two Summers women look at the vampire in surprise, 'What?! Bloody Hell I can't like a Slayer?" he demands
Buffy giggles, "You can its just funny cuz once mom said that you and Faith would get a long great" Spike growls at the Slayer, "She's got attitude. That's what Slayers need to survive. Thats what has helped you survive this long Slayer" Buffy stares at Spike thoughtfully. "I know' she grins at him, 'Is that why you haven't killed me yet?" she asks Spike glares at the Slayer and replies, "Bloody hell Slayer I think you maybe right' Spike growls in frustration, 'Great. You are at a disadvantage and I can't kill you" he whines "Why not?" Joyce asks curiously Spike shrugs carelessly, "I guess its because of family duty" he sighs disgusted "What do you mean?" inquiries Joyce in confusion Spike looks at Buffy who is avoiding looking at her mom. "Slayer you haven't told her?" he demands "No" mumbles Buffy nervously "Tell me what?" demands Joyce "Angel is my Sire" he tells Joyce Joyce stares at Spike then Buffy, "Buffy why didn't you tell me?" she demands "I don't know. I mean I never thought Spike would come back and become an ally" admits Buffy. Joyce stares thoughtfully at Spike, "Well I guess I can't hate you. Besides there is something that is telling me to trust you." Joyce stands up "Well I'll go make up the cot for you Spike.' turning to Buffy Joyce kisses her forehead, 'Don't stay up too late. You have school in the morning" Joyce leaves the to once enemies alone in the kitchen "Slayer I am beginning to like your Mum more and more" laughs Spike "Great big bad master vamp Spike likes my mom' grumbles Buffy. She then laughs, 'I knew you were a big softie vamp" she giggles more as Spike growls at her in anger "Bloody Hell Slayer.' Spike whines, 'I still am bad and you know it." "Spike its OK to occasionally be nice. Even if we are naturally enemies. Besides I know how important family is to you" Buffy remarks "What do you mean?" Spike asks suspiciously Rolling her eyes Buffy continues, "You and Drusilla. You love her and for years you took care of her. And when Angelus' Buffy winces at the name, 'returned you were glad to see him until you realized that he changed from the way he was when he turned you. Then when you made the deal with me to save Drusilla and the world. You said it was because you'd miss the Happy Meals on legs but I think in some way you generally care for mortals" "Do not" grumbles Spike insolently Buffy giggles, "Don't worry Spike I won't tell anyone. Spike?" Buffy asks softly "Yeah pet?" Buffy looks at Spike sadly, "Spike why would anyone want to harm my babies?" Spike leans back and sighs thoughtfully, "Because Slayer your the first Slayer to have children fathered by a vampire.' he then grins, 'besides I always wanted a brother and sister." "Well you will have both" laughs Buffy Joyce walks back into the kitchen a few moments later to find Spike and Buffy talking. "Spike the cot has been made up and the window is covered. Before I go to bed I'll cover the windows up so you can get around" Joyce's voice trails off as she walks out of the kitchen. "Thanks Joyce." Spike says reaching into his pocket he pulls out a pack of cigarettes "Uhhuh Spike' warns Buffy at the sight of the pack. "What?" protests Spike as he puts the cigarette between his lips Reaching across the counter Buffy takes the cigarette away from him, "No smoking in the house. Or around us. Go outside and smoke" Buffy replies wrinkling her nose in disgust Staring at Buffy Spike growls in response, "Bloody Hell. I'll be outside" Spike says grabbing his coat he exits out the kitchen door Chuckling at the blond vampire's reaction Buffy heads upstairs to the bathroom. Looking at herself in the mirror she grins patting her belly she says, "Hey you two that was Spike.' as she says Spike's name Buffy receives a sharp hit, laughing she continues, 'Spike's OK for a vampire. He can be conceited though and annoying but for some reason I trust him. It's funny but he's different from the other vampires. Even different from your Daddy.' Buffy sighs with regret, 'I'm glad Spike's here but I wish your Daddy was. I miss him.' Buffy says tearfully, 'oh well' she sighs wiping her tears away, 'since he's not we'll have to learn to trust Spike to keep you two safe." Buffy washes her face, brushes her teeth and then goes into her bedroom. Slowly she lowers herself onto the bed and pulls the blanket up she quickly falls asleep thinking about Angel and the twins. Meanwhile, Spike is outside smoking. Reaching into his pocket he pulls out his cell phone and hits radial. "Come on Peaches answer" he mutters to himself "Hello?" answers Angel "Its me" Spike replies "How's it going over there?" Angel asks "Well I met up with the Slayers. Right now I am smoking in the Slayers backyard cuz she won't let me smoke inside" Spike whines "So your staying at Buffy's?" asks Angel "Yeah this way I can keep an eye on her at night. Besides I like her Mum." Spike remarks Spike hears Angel sigh in exasperation, "Spike just don't do anything stupid.' Angel pauses then asks, 'How'd Buffy look?" Spike grins at his thought, "Bloody Hell Peaches she's as big as a house" he chuckles "Spike" Angel growls warningly Spike laughs, "All right you bloody fool. She looks fine. A little tired but otherwise fine" Angel is silent on the other end. "Spike, thanks for doing this. I know you'd rather kill her than help her. I appreciate it" "Angelus you know me well enough by now to know that when I promise something I always do it." Spike replies "Yes I know" agrees Angel. "Spike how is she otherwise?" Angel asks curiously Spike looks thoughtfully at the door. "She misses you." he answers, "she's different from the last time I saw her...sadder more reclusive. Bloody hell Peaches you should at least talk to her more often" "Why make it harder for her than it already is?" Angel demands "Because you love her she loves you mate. Think of it this way Peaches you two are going to be even more connected than before." "I know Spike." Angel sighs wearily, 'I've got to go let me know if anything comes up" "I will.' promises Spike, 'And Angel?" "Yeah Spike?" "Call her. She needs to hear from you every once in awhile. Besides Angel she is pregnant with your kids. If you don't want to keep in touch with her for either of your sakes then think of it this way, the twins need to know their father cares about them. You know I'm right Angel, we both went through what they will possibly end up going through if you don't keep in touch with the Slayer." Spike hangs up the cell phone and heads inside. He heads into the family room and flops on the couch with the remote. PART 5/?
*****Upstairs****
Few hours after falling asleep Buffy awakens her heart pounding in fear from the remnants of her nightmare. "OH God" she whispers rubbing her abdomen comfortingly. "Its OK. No one's going to hurt you...I promise" Looking at the clock Buffy decides to go downstairs and get a drink of water. Passing the family room she sees the lights of the TV on "Hey Spike watcha watching?" she asks "Hey Slayer what are you doing up?" Spike inquires his eyes still on the TV. "I uh couldn't sleep" she hedges walking around the couch she hits Spike's feet in an attempt to get him to move. Grumbling Spike sits up to make room for Buffy to sit down. "Yeah right Slayer. I can hear your heart pounding" he remarks Sitting down Buffy sighs wearily not wanting to tell Spike but wanting to talk about it. "I had a nightmare" she answers softly Muting the TV Spike turns his attention to Buffy. "You know Slayer we maybe enemies but I can be a good listener" "Spike why do you care?' asks Buffy, 'I mean you have never showed any interest in how I've felt when we've fought" "Slayer you might not believe this but I do care...after all they are my siblings. Besides I would hate for someone else to kill you before I have a chance to" Rolling her eyes she replies "Your mind has only one thing in it" "Hey" protests Spike, "So are you going to tell me about what's bothering you?" he asks Reaching back Buffy attempts to pull the blanket around her shoulders. Spike notices that she is having a hard time reaching it so he reaching behind her he pulls the blanket around her shoulders. "Thanks Spike.' sighing she makes herself comfortable, 'I had a nightmare that someone took the twins away.' she chokes, 'I watched them take them away as they cried." she stops talking "What happened after that?" he asks softly "I watched as the twins were separated from each other. I remember hearing cries of terror. I tried to move but I couldn't. The babies kept crying and I couldn't do anything. Then I woke up" she sniffles Spike moves towards Buffy, "Slayer nothing will happen to them. I promise" Hearing that Buffy leans closer to Spike and tired puts her head on his shoulder. "Thanks Spike" she says with a yawn. Closing her eyes she finds herself calmed by the presence of Spike. In the back of her mind she connects it to the fact that he is Angel's childe and that because of who Spike is that she and the babies will have protection. Spike is at first stunned by the closeness of the Slayer. Yet in his mind he also feels his demon calming down. "Slayer don't you think you'll be more comfortable in your bed?" he asks sifting his arm around the couch. Buffy curls closer into him, "No comfy" she mutters tiredly "Bloody hell I'm turning into a human" he mutters to himself. Pulling the blanket closer around Buffy he makes himself comfortable as he returns to watching TV. *****At Dawn*****
Spike still watching TV notices that it is almost time for the sun to come up. Looking at the sleeping Slayer he gently shakes her awake. "Slayer you need to move the suns coming up" he says softly Buffy slowly opens her eyes at first stunned to find herself downstairs on the couch asleep next to Spike. "Huh?" she asks sleepily Rolling his eyes Spike answers, "Slayer I need you to move so I can head down to the basement. I do need to sleep you know" Embarrassed Buffy moves away, "Sorry about that Spike" she apologizes "Its OK. Lets keep this to ourselves, OK?" he asks "Who'd believe it anyway?" Buffy asks as she struggles to get up. "Uh? Spike a little help here please?" she asks. Standing up Spike pulls her to her feet. "Thanks" Buffy says, heading towards the stairs she turns and says, "Spike thanks for last night" Spike answers, "Your welcome" he heads down to the basement and Buffy heads up to her bedroom. Once down in the basement Spike lies on the cot his mind on the night's events. Lighting up a cigarette he begins to mull over his feelings and his demons reactions when the twins were close. "Why was I feeling that?' he wonders, 'Why did my demon calm near them?" Taking a drag on his cigarette he thinks over it more. After a while Spike stubs out the cigarette and goes to sleep.
