You Don't Know...What It's Like
by kimraver
Summary: You think you know, but you have no idea! Each character tells of something in their life that know one else in the squad knows what it's like.
Disclaimer: I don't own any of these characters, or their thoughts, or their life stories, they all belong, thankfully, to John Wells and Co.
Chapter 2/10
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Bobby
You think you know, but you have no idea!
You don't know what it's like to grow up in a family where for several years of your life everything is going right, until your father becomes a scardy-cat and takes off, leaving you in charge of the family. To have to help your own mother raise your other siblings who don't take what you say to them seriously, because your just a kid, their kid brother. To watch your older brother ruin his life by hanging with the wrong crowd. Beating up on cops when they catch him, and end up in juvie.
You don't know what it's like to work with a beautiful woman, and never tell her how you really feel. To instead watch her end up with the one guy you know will break her heart, but you can't say a damn thing, because it's none of your business. To listen to her complain and ask advice about what to do, she should give up on them or work it out for their son, who almosts considers you his second father because you spend more time with him than his own father does. To have her set you up on dates but you fail them miserably because deep down you want her instead.
You don't know what it's like to finally tell her your true feelings towards her and have them blow up in your face because she's telling the truth, that she'll only hurt you. But you don't care, because you know it has to be right. To finally spend that one special night with her, and the next morning have her rip your heart out in front of you and kick it around like a deflated soccer ball. To feel the sexual tension between you two everyday at work, but try to puch past it because you are better off. You don't know what it's like to finally get yourself into a meaningful relationship only to have it experie because you expired.
You don't know what it's like to have your best friend's little sister come to you and ask you for help, because her brother is doing drugs again, and he'll only listen to you. To try and help him as much as you can, and in the end it does no good. Because you don't know what it's like to be in that moment where you can make or break your friend's life, and he in turn shoots you, point blank, over some cheap smack, only leaving you to die. You don't know what it's like to have you partner, your best friend, your true love ask you not to go, begging you to live on, but you can't, you have no strength. To watch her be so helpless and you can't comfort her. To have to watch her destroy her own life over you, and there isn't a damn thing you can do about it.
You think you know, but you have no idea!
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TBC...if you still like it...?
by kimraver
Summary: You think you know, but you have no idea! Each character tells of something in their life that know one else in the squad knows what it's like.
Disclaimer: I don't own any of these characters, or their thoughts, or their life stories, they all belong, thankfully, to John Wells and Co.
Chapter 2/10
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Bobby
You think you know, but you have no idea!
You don't know what it's like to grow up in a family where for several years of your life everything is going right, until your father becomes a scardy-cat and takes off, leaving you in charge of the family. To have to help your own mother raise your other siblings who don't take what you say to them seriously, because your just a kid, their kid brother. To watch your older brother ruin his life by hanging with the wrong crowd. Beating up on cops when they catch him, and end up in juvie.
You don't know what it's like to work with a beautiful woman, and never tell her how you really feel. To instead watch her end up with the one guy you know will break her heart, but you can't say a damn thing, because it's none of your business. To listen to her complain and ask advice about what to do, she should give up on them or work it out for their son, who almosts considers you his second father because you spend more time with him than his own father does. To have her set you up on dates but you fail them miserably because deep down you want her instead.
You don't know what it's like to finally tell her your true feelings towards her and have them blow up in your face because she's telling the truth, that she'll only hurt you. But you don't care, because you know it has to be right. To finally spend that one special night with her, and the next morning have her rip your heart out in front of you and kick it around like a deflated soccer ball. To feel the sexual tension between you two everyday at work, but try to puch past it because you are better off. You don't know what it's like to finally get yourself into a meaningful relationship only to have it experie because you expired.
You don't know what it's like to have your best friend's little sister come to you and ask you for help, because her brother is doing drugs again, and he'll only listen to you. To try and help him as much as you can, and in the end it does no good. Because you don't know what it's like to be in that moment where you can make or break your friend's life, and he in turn shoots you, point blank, over some cheap smack, only leaving you to die. You don't know what it's like to have you partner, your best friend, your true love ask you not to go, begging you to live on, but you can't, you have no strength. To watch her be so helpless and you can't comfort her. To have to watch her destroy her own life over you, and there isn't a damn thing you can do about it.
You think you know, but you have no idea!
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TBC...if you still like it...?
