My Dearest
by: Akimi
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Mimi,
You're right. I know exactly how sorry you are. You're not sorry at all. You just want me to feel sorry for you. Well, I don't. I can't believe you would do that to me! You said that you loved me. But now I see that that's just a lie. Everything you said was just a lie. Although, I have to say, there is one good thing that has come out of all this, and for that I am eternally grateful. Do you want to know what it is? You made me realize that our whole relationship - and my whole life - was all just a lie. Just one big lie. You know, you must have a pretty sick and twisted mind to do this. To say for so long that you loved me. And this little stunt, act all shocked and play innocent when I find out about what you did. And now, after you realize there is no lying your way out of this, you go for the guilt trip "I'm ever so sorry, please take me back" approach, thinking that it will actually work on me. Like I said before, you've got a disgustingly twisted mind. It's a sick, sad world we live in when this disgusting twisting of minds is considered to be acceptable. I hate you. Next thing you were right about. I won't ever be able to forgive you for this. So don't even bother to try. It will get you absolutely nowhere. I couldn't forgive you for this if I wanted to. Which, I might add, I don't. Now that's about all you were right about. Let's move on to the things you were wrong about. No, never mind. First you asked me to tell you a few things... and I intend to tell you them. Yes, I still love you. Yes, I will always love you. But you don't love me, and that's what counts. I gave you all I have to give, and the only thing I got in return was a broken heart. And frankly, I'm not ready to let you have it again, so that once again you can return it in a million pieces. I don't need this. If you're so dead set on breaking hearts, go break someone else's. I'm rather enjoying what's left of mine, thank you very much. Now I will tell you what you were wrong about. You say that I am the sun and you are the sky. Yes, I suppose you could imagine it to be that way. When the sky is blue and clear and the sun is warm and happy, the frivolous sky takes this for granted and expects it to always be this way, no matter what. But then the clouds come, and the sun and the sky are separated. The sky is sad and thinks that the sun is still merry and happy, even without her. Unfortunately, the sky does not realize - perhaps does not even know - that the sun is alone at the center of the solar system. There are no cheerful blue skies there. There is only blackness and emptiness. Always. And while the sun worships the beautiful blue sky, the sky longs for the distant, unattainable stars that sparkle in her depths. Do you see it now? You say that you love me. But you don't. What you really love is the fact that I love you. I am sorry that now you are lonely. I was always lonely before. Don't worry; life goes on. I will always love you. Remember that.
Tai
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Yeah... that was short. And kinda... lame? I don't know. Tell me what you think, and if you have any ideas for Mimi's absolutely heinous crime... leave those too. Toodles!
by: Akimi
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Mimi,
You're right. I know exactly how sorry you are. You're not sorry at all. You just want me to feel sorry for you. Well, I don't. I can't believe you would do that to me! You said that you loved me. But now I see that that's just a lie. Everything you said was just a lie. Although, I have to say, there is one good thing that has come out of all this, and for that I am eternally grateful. Do you want to know what it is? You made me realize that our whole relationship - and my whole life - was all just a lie. Just one big lie. You know, you must have a pretty sick and twisted mind to do this. To say for so long that you loved me. And this little stunt, act all shocked and play innocent when I find out about what you did. And now, after you realize there is no lying your way out of this, you go for the guilt trip "I'm ever so sorry, please take me back" approach, thinking that it will actually work on me. Like I said before, you've got a disgustingly twisted mind. It's a sick, sad world we live in when this disgusting twisting of minds is considered to be acceptable. I hate you. Next thing you were right about. I won't ever be able to forgive you for this. So don't even bother to try. It will get you absolutely nowhere. I couldn't forgive you for this if I wanted to. Which, I might add, I don't. Now that's about all you were right about. Let's move on to the things you were wrong about. No, never mind. First you asked me to tell you a few things... and I intend to tell you them. Yes, I still love you. Yes, I will always love you. But you don't love me, and that's what counts. I gave you all I have to give, and the only thing I got in return was a broken heart. And frankly, I'm not ready to let you have it again, so that once again you can return it in a million pieces. I don't need this. If you're so dead set on breaking hearts, go break someone else's. I'm rather enjoying what's left of mine, thank you very much. Now I will tell you what you were wrong about. You say that I am the sun and you are the sky. Yes, I suppose you could imagine it to be that way. When the sky is blue and clear and the sun is warm and happy, the frivolous sky takes this for granted and expects it to always be this way, no matter what. But then the clouds come, and the sun and the sky are separated. The sky is sad and thinks that the sun is still merry and happy, even without her. Unfortunately, the sky does not realize - perhaps does not even know - that the sun is alone at the center of the solar system. There are no cheerful blue skies there. There is only blackness and emptiness. Always. And while the sun worships the beautiful blue sky, the sky longs for the distant, unattainable stars that sparkle in her depths. Do you see it now? You say that you love me. But you don't. What you really love is the fact that I love you. I am sorry that now you are lonely. I was always lonely before. Don't worry; life goes on. I will always love you. Remember that.
Tai
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Yeah... that was short. And kinda... lame? I don't know. Tell me what you think, and if you have any ideas for Mimi's absolutely heinous crime... leave those too. Toodles!
