chap 8! woah..thx for the reviews. anyhoo here's the 8th chap!
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Michael froze on Lana words. He didn't know how to react. But then he could just escape all this by telling Lana that she's a bitch. But of course a part of him had grown a bit attached to Lana. A part of him that wanted to say 'I love you too'.
"I'm sorry Lana. I gotta go. I'll talk to later. I'll call you." Michael said it all to fast and he just hung up on her. 'You could've at least slowed down, idiot.'
He pressed the button to get back to Mia. After a few second Michael could hear Mia's voice again.
"We missed the New Year countdown!!" Mia cried. "Who was it anyway?" Michael didn't want to answer Mia's question. He searched for an escuse trying to avoid the picture of Lana who was probably crying.
"Ohh..It was Lilly. Someone passed out at the party. But they're all okay." Michael lied. "Really?! Who was it?..." Mia and Michael talked until 2 in the morning when Mia finally had to go because Grandmere was warning her about ruining her eyes.
Michael hung up the the phone and just completely collapsed on the bed and fell asleep with. In his dream there was a women blindfolded holding a scale like the one in the court. At the scale the one at the right was a bit heavy and Michael came closer and saw that Lana's name was engraved on the heavy side of the scale. Then the thing weighing it down was holographic things..They were memories. The one that weighed the most was when Michael was sitting down in his room. Then a loud sound came from it. It was Lana's voice. It was saying 'I love you' over and over again. Michael covered his ears and turned to the lady holding the scale. But the lady wasn't there anymore. He was holding the scale...
He woke up and realized it was already 11 in the morning. 2 more days till the holiday ends. He groaned and headed in the bathroom for a shower. Lilly was still sleeping because she got home around 4 in the morning. His parents were in their office making some phone calls. After shower he decided to work on Crackhead he hasn't work on it for ages. He tried to get Lana off his mind while he work on Crackhead but she's really hard to foget. He gave up and decided to watch TV. 'T.V the ultimate teenage hypnotizer..' He sat back on their couch and watch surprisingly..Nickelodeon.
Lana who was still a bit frozed from last night managed to fall asleep but of course a bit disturbed. at around 12 in the afternoon sunshine entered her room and her room was illuminated with sunlight. She groaned as the sunlight pass her face. Lana tried to recall what happened last night then she remembered. She curled up in her bed and hugged her pillow tightly trying to hold her tears. 'It wasn't a horrible nightmare..I wish it was. Why can't I face the truth that Michael doesn't love me..Mia is a whole lot better than me..' She gave up and let her tears flow down to her cheeks and slowly falling down. She hugged the pillow tightly as more tears came out from her eyes. 'I hate myself..This is all my fault. I'm so stupid..My fault..' She continued to cry more..A few minutes later her pillow was a bit wet from her tears.
"Michael..." She whispered. Then she stopped crying and opened her mouth but nothing came out. Tears started to fall down from her eyes withour her even realizing it. She buried her face in her pillow and started to cry even more. Then her mom sort of barged in in between her cries.
"LANA!" Mrs. Weinberger shrieked as she stared at her daughter in shock. She hurried toward Lana and hugged her. "Lana! What's wrong , dear?" Mrs. Weinberger finally let go of Lana who was still crying.
Lana heaved a heavy mournful sigh. She was still in tears when she spoke. "Oh mom! It's horrible! It's all my fault.." She then again broke into tears. Her mom hugged her and patted her as she stroked Lana's hair.
"It's okay if you don't want to talk about it.. " Lana cut off her mom. "NO! It's not okay mom! It's all my fault!" She cried even more but she managed to speak. "I told him how I felt but.." Lana muffled another cry. "..But he didn't answer back..I knew he would never love me back! He loves someone better than me!" She hugged her mom and cried. Her mom who was a bit shocked took it cooly.
"What?! Someone better than my Lana! No one is better than you, princess. It's not your fault. The guy is blind for not seeing you. He doesn't deserve you!" Her mom said trying to encourage Lana. But, Mrs. Weinberger was also close to tears upon hearing her daughter's tragic love story.
"But, mom I really love him..More than anything else in the world. It's like a whole new different feeling. A good feeling. I actually thought I had a shot with him. I know I shouldn't have told him how I felt because I knew that it was just gonna ruin our friendship.. It's all my fault." Lana finally got a hold of herself and finally controlled her crying.
Mrs. Weinberger tried her hardest not to cry but seeing her daughter cry made her burst into tears too. "Lana! It's not your fault! Oh, dear!" They started to hug each other and cried on each other's shoulder. Mrs. Weinberger finally stopped crying but her eyes were obviously red..Well, at least hers is not as worst as Lana's. Lana's eyes were red and puffy. She looked so..so...Un-Lana-like. "Stand up! We will not cry here all day because of a guy.." Mrs. Weinberger wiped her own tears and stood up straight. "Now go down stairs to eat lunch. After that go to that guy's house and slap him really hard!" Mrs. Weinberger stormed downstairs.
'My mom..' A small smile spread across Lana's face then her phone rang. She didn't want to pick it up but it kept ringing and ringing. She picked it up and expecting Ana telling her all about last night.
"Hello. Can I talk to Lana please?" A sort of deep voice said..It was Michael. 'What?! Does he want to tell me that he doesn't love me a bit clearly?'
"Ohh..Michael.." She said softly.
"Can I meet you around 2:30 at Central Park? The place where I picked you up?" Michael asked trying to keep a straight tone.
"Ohh..Okay.." Lana didn't even realize she agreed to meet Michael. To face him..
"I'll see you later then. Bye." Michael hung up the phone but Lana clutched the phone tighter. She then let go off it after a few minutes. 'I'm gonna meet Michael later...'
Michael who was already sitting at the bench even if he was a bit cold. He waited for Lana to arrive. A part of him was excited to gaze at Lana again. The anticipation to see her was taking over him but of course the other half of him wanted to avoid Lana. He didn't know what to say. But he had to face her sooner or later right?
Lana was 5 minutes late. Michael was about to leave when she saw Lana walking towards him holding a coffee cup. 'Of course! I should've gotten coffee myself.' Lana sat beside him and they just both sat there without even greeting each other. I guess after last night nobody wanted to say the wrong thing again.
"So..How are you?" Michael managed to asked not sounding a bit too insensitive.
"Ohh..I'm.."Lana wanted to finish the sentence with the word 'fine'. But, couldn't bring herself too. Because to her nothing was fine. Infact everything was horrible! She wanted to take her mom's advice to slap him really hard but of course didn't.
"Ohh..Look last night I'm sorry .." Michael stutter to find the right words. "I didn't mean to.." He was out of words he just stared at Lana who was clutching her coffee cup really tight.
"Itsokay.." Lana said all at once. Michael seemed to understand it so they just both sat in silence again.
After a few minutes Lana stood up and said. "I gotta go.." She was about to walk away when Michael groped her from the back and hugged her really tight. Lana who was caught off guard by this dropper her coffee which made it spill all over the snow. She didn't know how to react. Michael turned her around. They were now facing each other feeling each other's breath..Hearing each other's fast paced heartbeat. They stared at each other deeply when Michael finally got over his frozen state.
"I... love ...you too,.. Lana." Michael said it slowly. Lana couldn't believe what she just heard. She wanted to get awat from where she was now. She wanted to scream. But why? Joy? Confusion? Michael leaned towards her and closed his eyes. Lana also closed her eyes. Their lips met and sent amazing jolts of energy between the two. Michael hugger her tightly. Nothing mattered to them both while they were both kissing. It felt like it was just the two of them..Like nothing else in the world existed...Not even Mia. After what seemed like forever to the two, Lana pulled back quickly and stared at Michael who seemed to be a bit puzzeled. 'This is not right..' Lana thought as she toucher her lips. Tears started to fall from her eyes. Michael who was reaching to wipe it all out backed off a little bit when she noticed Lana backing away from him too. "Lana..?" Michael said a bit freaked out. Lana didn't know what to do. She does love Michael but it didn't felt right. Michael was cheating on Mia..She cried more and she did the only thing she could think of...
She slapped Michael really hard on the face and left a mark. She ran away from Michael as fast as she could. 'Oh..Michael..I love you too..But..' She ran faster not realizing that he left Michael all alone.
Michael touched his cheek which Lana hit and started to rub it a little. 'Lana..But..No this is not happening..' Before he knew it he has fallen down on the bench and tears started to fall down from his eyes. 'But..Lana. I love you. This is all wrong..' He ran as fast as he could and didn't stop until he reached the next block. But, tears didn't stop. They started to flood his eyes. He tried to stop them but his body didn't obey him. He ran more while tears falled down his eyes.
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woo..8th chap. so like it? hope u did! Michael crying..oooooh....anyhoo, ill update ASAP! thx for the reviews!!!
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Michael froze on Lana words. He didn't know how to react. But then he could just escape all this by telling Lana that she's a bitch. But of course a part of him had grown a bit attached to Lana. A part of him that wanted to say 'I love you too'.
"I'm sorry Lana. I gotta go. I'll talk to later. I'll call you." Michael said it all to fast and he just hung up on her. 'You could've at least slowed down, idiot.'
He pressed the button to get back to Mia. After a few second Michael could hear Mia's voice again.
"We missed the New Year countdown!!" Mia cried. "Who was it anyway?" Michael didn't want to answer Mia's question. He searched for an escuse trying to avoid the picture of Lana who was probably crying.
"Ohh..It was Lilly. Someone passed out at the party. But they're all okay." Michael lied. "Really?! Who was it?..." Mia and Michael talked until 2 in the morning when Mia finally had to go because Grandmere was warning her about ruining her eyes.
Michael hung up the the phone and just completely collapsed on the bed and fell asleep with. In his dream there was a women blindfolded holding a scale like the one in the court. At the scale the one at the right was a bit heavy and Michael came closer and saw that Lana's name was engraved on the heavy side of the scale. Then the thing weighing it down was holographic things..They were memories. The one that weighed the most was when Michael was sitting down in his room. Then a loud sound came from it. It was Lana's voice. It was saying 'I love you' over and over again. Michael covered his ears and turned to the lady holding the scale. But the lady wasn't there anymore. He was holding the scale...
He woke up and realized it was already 11 in the morning. 2 more days till the holiday ends. He groaned and headed in the bathroom for a shower. Lilly was still sleeping because she got home around 4 in the morning. His parents were in their office making some phone calls. After shower he decided to work on Crackhead he hasn't work on it for ages. He tried to get Lana off his mind while he work on Crackhead but she's really hard to foget. He gave up and decided to watch TV. 'T.V the ultimate teenage hypnotizer..' He sat back on their couch and watch surprisingly..Nickelodeon.
Lana who was still a bit frozed from last night managed to fall asleep but of course a bit disturbed. at around 12 in the afternoon sunshine entered her room and her room was illuminated with sunlight. She groaned as the sunlight pass her face. Lana tried to recall what happened last night then she remembered. She curled up in her bed and hugged her pillow tightly trying to hold her tears. 'It wasn't a horrible nightmare..I wish it was. Why can't I face the truth that Michael doesn't love me..Mia is a whole lot better than me..' She gave up and let her tears flow down to her cheeks and slowly falling down. She hugged the pillow tightly as more tears came out from her eyes. 'I hate myself..This is all my fault. I'm so stupid..My fault..' She continued to cry more..A few minutes later her pillow was a bit wet from her tears.
"Michael..." She whispered. Then she stopped crying and opened her mouth but nothing came out. Tears started to fall down from her eyes withour her even realizing it. She buried her face in her pillow and started to cry even more. Then her mom sort of barged in in between her cries.
"LANA!" Mrs. Weinberger shrieked as she stared at her daughter in shock. She hurried toward Lana and hugged her. "Lana! What's wrong , dear?" Mrs. Weinberger finally let go of Lana who was still crying.
Lana heaved a heavy mournful sigh. She was still in tears when she spoke. "Oh mom! It's horrible! It's all my fault.." She then again broke into tears. Her mom hugged her and patted her as she stroked Lana's hair.
"It's okay if you don't want to talk about it.. " Lana cut off her mom. "NO! It's not okay mom! It's all my fault!" She cried even more but she managed to speak. "I told him how I felt but.." Lana muffled another cry. "..But he didn't answer back..I knew he would never love me back! He loves someone better than me!" She hugged her mom and cried. Her mom who was a bit shocked took it cooly.
"What?! Someone better than my Lana! No one is better than you, princess. It's not your fault. The guy is blind for not seeing you. He doesn't deserve you!" Her mom said trying to encourage Lana. But, Mrs. Weinberger was also close to tears upon hearing her daughter's tragic love story.
"But, mom I really love him..More than anything else in the world. It's like a whole new different feeling. A good feeling. I actually thought I had a shot with him. I know I shouldn't have told him how I felt because I knew that it was just gonna ruin our friendship.. It's all my fault." Lana finally got a hold of herself and finally controlled her crying.
Mrs. Weinberger tried her hardest not to cry but seeing her daughter cry made her burst into tears too. "Lana! It's not your fault! Oh, dear!" They started to hug each other and cried on each other's shoulder. Mrs. Weinberger finally stopped crying but her eyes were obviously red..Well, at least hers is not as worst as Lana's. Lana's eyes were red and puffy. She looked so..so...Un-Lana-like. "Stand up! We will not cry here all day because of a guy.." Mrs. Weinberger wiped her own tears and stood up straight. "Now go down stairs to eat lunch. After that go to that guy's house and slap him really hard!" Mrs. Weinberger stormed downstairs.
'My mom..' A small smile spread across Lana's face then her phone rang. She didn't want to pick it up but it kept ringing and ringing. She picked it up and expecting Ana telling her all about last night.
"Hello. Can I talk to Lana please?" A sort of deep voice said..It was Michael. 'What?! Does he want to tell me that he doesn't love me a bit clearly?'
"Ohh..Michael.." She said softly.
"Can I meet you around 2:30 at Central Park? The place where I picked you up?" Michael asked trying to keep a straight tone.
"Ohh..Okay.." Lana didn't even realize she agreed to meet Michael. To face him..
"I'll see you later then. Bye." Michael hung up the phone but Lana clutched the phone tighter. She then let go off it after a few minutes. 'I'm gonna meet Michael later...'
Michael who was already sitting at the bench even if he was a bit cold. He waited for Lana to arrive. A part of him was excited to gaze at Lana again. The anticipation to see her was taking over him but of course the other half of him wanted to avoid Lana. He didn't know what to say. But he had to face her sooner or later right?
Lana was 5 minutes late. Michael was about to leave when she saw Lana walking towards him holding a coffee cup. 'Of course! I should've gotten coffee myself.' Lana sat beside him and they just both sat there without even greeting each other. I guess after last night nobody wanted to say the wrong thing again.
"So..How are you?" Michael managed to asked not sounding a bit too insensitive.
"Ohh..I'm.."Lana wanted to finish the sentence with the word 'fine'. But, couldn't bring herself too. Because to her nothing was fine. Infact everything was horrible! She wanted to take her mom's advice to slap him really hard but of course didn't.
"Ohh..Look last night I'm sorry .." Michael stutter to find the right words. "I didn't mean to.." He was out of words he just stared at Lana who was clutching her coffee cup really tight.
"Itsokay.." Lana said all at once. Michael seemed to understand it so they just both sat in silence again.
After a few minutes Lana stood up and said. "I gotta go.." She was about to walk away when Michael groped her from the back and hugged her really tight. Lana who was caught off guard by this dropper her coffee which made it spill all over the snow. She didn't know how to react. Michael turned her around. They were now facing each other feeling each other's breath..Hearing each other's fast paced heartbeat. They stared at each other deeply when Michael finally got over his frozen state.
"I... love ...you too,.. Lana." Michael said it slowly. Lana couldn't believe what she just heard. She wanted to get awat from where she was now. She wanted to scream. But why? Joy? Confusion? Michael leaned towards her and closed his eyes. Lana also closed her eyes. Their lips met and sent amazing jolts of energy between the two. Michael hugger her tightly. Nothing mattered to them both while they were both kissing. It felt like it was just the two of them..Like nothing else in the world existed...Not even Mia. After what seemed like forever to the two, Lana pulled back quickly and stared at Michael who seemed to be a bit puzzeled. 'This is not right..' Lana thought as she toucher her lips. Tears started to fall from her eyes. Michael who was reaching to wipe it all out backed off a little bit when she noticed Lana backing away from him too. "Lana..?" Michael said a bit freaked out. Lana didn't know what to do. She does love Michael but it didn't felt right. Michael was cheating on Mia..She cried more and she did the only thing she could think of...
She slapped Michael really hard on the face and left a mark. She ran away from Michael as fast as she could. 'Oh..Michael..I love you too..But..' She ran faster not realizing that he left Michael all alone.
Michael touched his cheek which Lana hit and started to rub it a little. 'Lana..But..No this is not happening..' Before he knew it he has fallen down on the bench and tears started to fall down from his eyes. 'But..Lana. I love you. This is all wrong..' He ran as fast as he could and didn't stop until he reached the next block. But, tears didn't stop. They started to flood his eyes. He tried to stop them but his body didn't obey him. He ran more while tears falled down his eyes.
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woo..8th chap. so like it? hope u did! Michael crying..oooooh....anyhoo, ill update ASAP! thx for the reviews!!!
