9th chap.. im havin a writers block so the 9th chap was kinda delayed
anyhoo im back so dats wat matters. oh ya trumpet..i wouldnt mind if it as
a flame. grammar..i hate it my new homeroon teacher corrects us a lot. and
crzydazy i love ur fics btw..ya its kinda hard to imagine the two of
them..but hey my imagination always runs wild so its no problem for me. ok
on to the 9th chap..
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When Michael finally stopped running he was already at the front of their building. He leaned against the wall to catch his breath for a moment then went in. The tears in his eyes had dried out but his eyes still look a bit red. 'Everything looks the same..It feels the same..But there's a big hole in me right now like something is missing.' He went in the elevator and pressed the number of their floor. 'But..I thought she loved me. Why did she do that?' Thoughts had flodded in his mind as he searched for his keys in his pockets. He entered their home and found no one. He lazily walked towards the couch and lied down. 'Why?! Is this some kind of cruel punishment because I'm cheating on Mia?!' He buried his face on his pillow held back his tears. He lied on his back and stared at their ceiling fan. Just when he was about to burst into tears again the phone rang. He reached for it and tried to keep focus.
"Hello? Michael?" It was none other than Mia. He wasn't ready for this..He was having a really bad day.
"Mia..Hi." He greeted trying to sound normal. Of course, it was impossible and Mia noticed it.
"Is there something wrong? You don't sound okay? Are you sick?" Mia asked sounding so concern.
"Ummm..Just a bit of cold I guess. I really need to rest." He lied. He wanted Mia to sort of go away for a moment. He needed the time to think.
"Ohh! I'm so sorry I disturbed you! I'm gonna go now! Get better soon okay?! Tell Lilly I said hi okay?" Mia said.
The two said their goodbyes and 'I love yous' but Michael wasn't sure if he really meant what he said. He went to his room and locked himself in.
When Lana got home she immediately went to her room. She ignored her parents who tried to catch up too her and her cousins shouting out her name. She locked her door and she jumped to her bed and buried her face in her bed. She cried her eyes out and when she finally stopped she went to fetal position hugging her Mr. Bubbles. Tears were still coming out her eyes but they were getting fewer as her thoughts and questions in her head increased. 'Why did I do that? I..love..Michael.Then why the hell did I slap him and ran away like an idiot?!' She hugged the stuffed duck tighter and held her tears back. 'I did it because..It..just wasn't right. Michael loves Mia. But why did he told me he loved me? I can't..He wasn't meant for me. He loves Mia.' She couldn't take it anymore she hugged the stuffed duck even tighter but this time she didn't held her tears back. She cried her eyes out. Her mother was knocking on the door but she ignored it. She just lay there crying.
The 2 days had flew by so fast. The holidays were over and school was once again starting. Michael and Lana haven't talked to each other not even thought of seeing each other. But the scene at the park both haunted them. The students of Einstein High all walked through the halls lazily. It all looked the same. The jocks all crowding up the hall because they were so big. The cheerleaders were somewhere near the jocks of course. All of them except for Lana. She had been avoiding Josh all day the whole team of course understood it. The first bell rang and all the students hurried off to their rooms. Lana was in the girls bathroom fixing her hair. When she heard the bell she hurriedly gathered her stuff and went out the hall. When she was about to make a turn for her next class she saw Michael walking towards her. 'WHAT?!' She tried to looked as calm as possible. Michael didn't even say a word or give out some sort of expression when they passed each other. When Michael had walked pass her she looked back and saw no one but the empty hall. The second bell rang and Lana Weinberger hurried off to her next class.
Michael was about to go to the computer room for the club's meeting when he passed by the jocks. He had the sudden urging to punch Josh in the guts. For breaking the hearts of two girls she loves.. Or maybe just one who he still loves. But who? Michael, of course ignored them and went in the computer room. He saw the members of the club all sitting down talking. When they saw Michael walked in they all stopped and sat back.
"Hey Michael..You just went without a sign at the party." Judith said.
"Yeah, well it was the party was getting TOO fun for me so I left and went home to get the feeling of unhappiness again." Everyone laughed on his sarcasm and they all sat down and discussed what they were going to do for the graduation. Michael tried to focus himself but the sad look on Lana's face on the all awhile ago keep showing up. After the meeting Michael went home alone. He arrived home and did homework and found time to even update Crackhead. After all that he just stared at the phone trying to decide whether to Lana or not. He fell asleep when he finally decided to call.
Winter and Spring passed by fast. It was already June and it was only 2 days away till the Seniors of Einstein High graduates. Lana and Michael had managed to act socially acceptable infront of each other. None of them broke into tears everyday they see each other. But they do break into tears when they finally get home. Michael tried to forget about Lana by talk to Mia everyday. It is of course hard since he sees Lana everyday. She always seemed to wear a saddened face everytime they pass by. Both of them didn't discuss it with anyone and they didn't talk to each other too. Everytime they try to something seems to stop them.
Michael was flying to Genovia after his graduation with Lilly. The after that he's off too college. He had everything planned out. He also was looking forward to actually seeing Mia again because it was probably the only way to get Lana off his mind. He was in Einstein High's auditorium practicing for graduation. Josh and his entourage was fooling around and it was of course making Gupta a bit frustrated. After the practice and listening to Gupta say "Josh stop that, Josh quit that now, Josh don't be so immature, Josh that and Josh this." he was glad to get out of school. The sky was clear and the sun was shining brightly. He decided to walk at the park before he goes home..Relieve some moments from the holidays.
Lana just finished cheerleading practice. She hurried to the auditorium hoping to catch a gaze of Michael before she leaves. He was gone and the whole auditorium was empty. She walked out with a her bag on her back a bit disappointed. When Lana was about to leave the building she saw Josh leaning on the wall. She tried to avoid Josh but he already saw her. He managed to catch up with Lana by grabbing her arm.
"Hey Lana! Long time no talk!" He said as if nothing miserable happened between the two of them. "Look..I noticed you've been avoiding me, baby."
Lana stared at Josh in disbelief. 'Oh you notice?' She thought sarcastically. "Yeah...Sorry.." She managed to mummble.
"That's fine! Look I was wondering if you wanted to get back together again? Let's just forget about the past. Michelle turned out to be a total bitch. Your better than her babe." Josh groped her in her hips drawing her closer.
She pulled away from Josh's grip and said. "Look ...JOSH.. I don't wanna get back together. And is Michelle is a bitch that's your problem not mine. Don't you dare talk to me again too. Oh yeah, I am better than her..In fact I'm so good I'm not even good enough for you." She slapped him really hard in his cheeks and continued. "Don't you ever call me 'babe' or 'baby' again.." She left Josh holding his cheek. "Jerk.."
When she got home her mom was baking at the kitchen and her dad watching a baseball game. She went up to her room and put the volume up on her radio. She sat on her desk an started to read her homework. Then she turned to her computer and went to the school's website. Graduation was 2 days from now..She got an invitation from one of the guys who likes her. 'Should I go?'.. She grabbed the envelope from her bag and stared at it. The first thought that came to her mind was Michael. '2 days till I finally confront my biggest fear..and the guy I love.' She stayed quiet and the radio played loudly. The DJ was going to play 'I don't want you to want me' by the Moffats.
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done with 9th chap. one more chap to go! woo..woo! thx for the reviews!! ill update soon!
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When Michael finally stopped running he was already at the front of their building. He leaned against the wall to catch his breath for a moment then went in. The tears in his eyes had dried out but his eyes still look a bit red. 'Everything looks the same..It feels the same..But there's a big hole in me right now like something is missing.' He went in the elevator and pressed the number of their floor. 'But..I thought she loved me. Why did she do that?' Thoughts had flodded in his mind as he searched for his keys in his pockets. He entered their home and found no one. He lazily walked towards the couch and lied down. 'Why?! Is this some kind of cruel punishment because I'm cheating on Mia?!' He buried his face on his pillow held back his tears. He lied on his back and stared at their ceiling fan. Just when he was about to burst into tears again the phone rang. He reached for it and tried to keep focus.
"Hello? Michael?" It was none other than Mia. He wasn't ready for this..He was having a really bad day.
"Mia..Hi." He greeted trying to sound normal. Of course, it was impossible and Mia noticed it.
"Is there something wrong? You don't sound okay? Are you sick?" Mia asked sounding so concern.
"Ummm..Just a bit of cold I guess. I really need to rest." He lied. He wanted Mia to sort of go away for a moment. He needed the time to think.
"Ohh! I'm so sorry I disturbed you! I'm gonna go now! Get better soon okay?! Tell Lilly I said hi okay?" Mia said.
The two said their goodbyes and 'I love yous' but Michael wasn't sure if he really meant what he said. He went to his room and locked himself in.
When Lana got home she immediately went to her room. She ignored her parents who tried to catch up too her and her cousins shouting out her name. She locked her door and she jumped to her bed and buried her face in her bed. She cried her eyes out and when she finally stopped she went to fetal position hugging her Mr. Bubbles. Tears were still coming out her eyes but they were getting fewer as her thoughts and questions in her head increased. 'Why did I do that? I..love..Michael.Then why the hell did I slap him and ran away like an idiot?!' She hugged the stuffed duck tighter and held her tears back. 'I did it because..It..just wasn't right. Michael loves Mia. But why did he told me he loved me? I can't..He wasn't meant for me. He loves Mia.' She couldn't take it anymore she hugged the stuffed duck even tighter but this time she didn't held her tears back. She cried her eyes out. Her mother was knocking on the door but she ignored it. She just lay there crying.
The 2 days had flew by so fast. The holidays were over and school was once again starting. Michael and Lana haven't talked to each other not even thought of seeing each other. But the scene at the park both haunted them. The students of Einstein High all walked through the halls lazily. It all looked the same. The jocks all crowding up the hall because they were so big. The cheerleaders were somewhere near the jocks of course. All of them except for Lana. She had been avoiding Josh all day the whole team of course understood it. The first bell rang and all the students hurried off to their rooms. Lana was in the girls bathroom fixing her hair. When she heard the bell she hurriedly gathered her stuff and went out the hall. When she was about to make a turn for her next class she saw Michael walking towards her. 'WHAT?!' She tried to looked as calm as possible. Michael didn't even say a word or give out some sort of expression when they passed each other. When Michael had walked pass her she looked back and saw no one but the empty hall. The second bell rang and Lana Weinberger hurried off to her next class.
Michael was about to go to the computer room for the club's meeting when he passed by the jocks. He had the sudden urging to punch Josh in the guts. For breaking the hearts of two girls she loves.. Or maybe just one who he still loves. But who? Michael, of course ignored them and went in the computer room. He saw the members of the club all sitting down talking. When they saw Michael walked in they all stopped and sat back.
"Hey Michael..You just went without a sign at the party." Judith said.
"Yeah, well it was the party was getting TOO fun for me so I left and went home to get the feeling of unhappiness again." Everyone laughed on his sarcasm and they all sat down and discussed what they were going to do for the graduation. Michael tried to focus himself but the sad look on Lana's face on the all awhile ago keep showing up. After the meeting Michael went home alone. He arrived home and did homework and found time to even update Crackhead. After all that he just stared at the phone trying to decide whether to Lana or not. He fell asleep when he finally decided to call.
Winter and Spring passed by fast. It was already June and it was only 2 days away till the Seniors of Einstein High graduates. Lana and Michael had managed to act socially acceptable infront of each other. None of them broke into tears everyday they see each other. But they do break into tears when they finally get home. Michael tried to forget about Lana by talk to Mia everyday. It is of course hard since he sees Lana everyday. She always seemed to wear a saddened face everytime they pass by. Both of them didn't discuss it with anyone and they didn't talk to each other too. Everytime they try to something seems to stop them.
Michael was flying to Genovia after his graduation with Lilly. The after that he's off too college. He had everything planned out. He also was looking forward to actually seeing Mia again because it was probably the only way to get Lana off his mind. He was in Einstein High's auditorium practicing for graduation. Josh and his entourage was fooling around and it was of course making Gupta a bit frustrated. After the practice and listening to Gupta say "Josh stop that, Josh quit that now, Josh don't be so immature, Josh that and Josh this." he was glad to get out of school. The sky was clear and the sun was shining brightly. He decided to walk at the park before he goes home..Relieve some moments from the holidays.
Lana just finished cheerleading practice. She hurried to the auditorium hoping to catch a gaze of Michael before she leaves. He was gone and the whole auditorium was empty. She walked out with a her bag on her back a bit disappointed. When Lana was about to leave the building she saw Josh leaning on the wall. She tried to avoid Josh but he already saw her. He managed to catch up with Lana by grabbing her arm.
"Hey Lana! Long time no talk!" He said as if nothing miserable happened between the two of them. "Look..I noticed you've been avoiding me, baby."
Lana stared at Josh in disbelief. 'Oh you notice?' She thought sarcastically. "Yeah...Sorry.." She managed to mummble.
"That's fine! Look I was wondering if you wanted to get back together again? Let's just forget about the past. Michelle turned out to be a total bitch. Your better than her babe." Josh groped her in her hips drawing her closer.
She pulled away from Josh's grip and said. "Look ...JOSH.. I don't wanna get back together. And is Michelle is a bitch that's your problem not mine. Don't you dare talk to me again too. Oh yeah, I am better than her..In fact I'm so good I'm not even good enough for you." She slapped him really hard in his cheeks and continued. "Don't you ever call me 'babe' or 'baby' again.." She left Josh holding his cheek. "Jerk.."
When she got home her mom was baking at the kitchen and her dad watching a baseball game. She went up to her room and put the volume up on her radio. She sat on her desk an started to read her homework. Then she turned to her computer and went to the school's website. Graduation was 2 days from now..She got an invitation from one of the guys who likes her. 'Should I go?'.. She grabbed the envelope from her bag and stared at it. The first thought that came to her mind was Michael. '2 days till I finally confront my biggest fear..and the guy I love.' She stayed quiet and the radio played loudly. The DJ was going to play 'I don't want you to want me' by the Moffats.
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done with 9th chap. one more chap to go! woo..woo! thx for the reviews!! ill update soon!
