Title: Shattered Author: Lady Bethia Series: Lynx E-Mail: lady_Bethia@yahoo.com Pairings: None Rating: R Warnings: Mentions Rape. Violent. Disclaimers: The X-Men are not mine. I am making no proof it from this story.

Shattered



Like a zombie, she moved to the dresser and turned on her tape recorder, not to hear music but for him to finally hear her. 'He knew! He knew! He did not want me like this. He knew they used me, raped me and sterilized me. They didn't do this to Jean. Oh God, I can't have a family for him now.' Jubilee threw herself face down on her bed and cried her heart out. Suddenly, she moved. 'I hate you. I hate you.' She yelled at herself as she looked into the mirror. She picked up a pair of scissors and began to cut off all her hair. After finishing that, she looked around her room. She saw her bright shiny yellow coat. She attacked it with the scissors, ripping it to shreds while she screamed in dismay. Then, she attacked everything in her room, destroying it all. 'I loved you. I wanted you so much. Now, I know I can never have you. You would never want someone so dirty, so ruined.' She screamed louder. In the bottom drawer of her dresser, she found the utility knife he gave her. It was very sharp. He had always only given her the best, except for his love. She slashed her left wrist the right way, from wrist to elbow. But the cut was so deep that she could not use that hand to cut the other wrist. So, she placed the knife in her top dresser drawer and closed the drawer on it while she held it in place with her hip. She then slashed the right wrist. 'I failed you. I wasn't good enough to keep them from making me betray the X-Men. But I did get you and the others out. I'll leave now so that I won't be a dishonorable reminder for you.' Jubilee threw her head down and impaled her slender white throat on the knife and sank to the floor dead. The next morning at the X-Mansion "Howling." The howling of an animal, it was beyond pain, beyond care. Scott shot him with an almost full optic blast before they could get close enough to give him an extremely powerful trank. They even had to put a collar and wrist restraints on him to help keep him from destroying everyone and everything around him. "What in hell is going on?" Demanded Scott after they brought Logan down to the med lab. "I do not know, my friend. But I assure you we will find out. Jean, will you please assist me?" Hank said. Two hours later "Scott both Jean and Logan are resting as comfortably as possible." Said a totally beaten Hank as he collapsed to the floor. "What!?" Scott stated in confusion. "Jean read Logan's mind to try to determine what was going on. What she saw threw her into shock. But she said one name before she passed out. 'Emma'." "What did she see?" Scott asked. "I didn't know, so I called Emma to see if she knew something of importance. At which time, she almost mind blasted me when she answered the phone." "What, for God's sake, is going on Hank!" Scott yelled having lost his patience. "Jubilee killed herself!" Growled Hank. "I seems that she was not only kidnapped during OZT, but that she was tortured, raped and sterilized. She thought Logan knew what happened to her. And that he was getting rid of her when he just left her back at Emma's school." Hank finished and started to cry. "How did Logan find this out? There were no calls this morning!" Scott said in a strained and broken voice. "Emma sent him the message telepathically with full graphic pictures and the sound of her voice on the tape recording Jubilee did as a note. Emma did it right after she found Jubilee's body in her blood soaked room." "What are we going to do?" "What can we do?" Scott asked as he closed his eyes tight to keep from crying too. "I don't know." Scott sank down on to the floor beside Hank and both just held each other as they cried.