Emotion Roller Coaster
moonlightangel
rating : pg13 (for now)
genres : angst/drama (for now)
a/n : to take a fast break from All the Possibilities, i'm working on this. it WILL be a long series and it WILL be a long time before i start back on all the possibilities.
note : i've seen the f*cked up reviews you give the authors who adore Hiead/Ikhny fics. So don't even try it with me. I swear, I'm not in the fucking mood right now so don't try a damned thing.
summary : a new boy comes to GOA, and has a crush on ikhny...
couplings : Hiead/Ikhny ... Zero/Kizna ... Yamagi/Tsukasa ... Roose/Wrecka ... Instructor Azuma/Dr. Rill (undertones)

" Hiead," Ikhny whispered, trembling slightly. " I'm... so sorry!"
" Follow me," snarled the red-eyed, silver-haired boy.
Trembling in fear, the girl quietly obeyed, lagging after him slowly. She turned her head to see Roose and Wrecka celebrating, jumping around happily. Saki and Clay high-fived each other. Tsukasa glomped Yamagi as the boy desperately tried squirming out of her tight and firm grasp. Kizna playfully socked Zero in the shoulder. Ikhny wished she were one of them. She turned back to Hiead and leaned against the wall as he began talking strictly.
" What the fuck were you doing out there?!" Hiead snarled.
" I... I don't know..." Ikhny murmured, lowering her gaze. She didn't want to meet his evil red glare.
But Hiead grasped her chin. Ikhny cried out at the touch. It sent chills up and down her body. She trembled as Hiead snarled angrily at her.
" I don't ever want you doing that again, Allecto!" he snapped.
Still shaking with fear, Ikhny allowed a tear to slip down her cheek. But Hiead enjoyed her fear of him and so slammed her up against the wall, pinning her arms hard. Ikhny cried out again and her glasses slipped halfway down her nose. Ikhny gasped and looked at him.
" I will not fail to become a pilot because of your weakness," Hiead said in a growl.
" You won't..." Ikhny whispered.
" You're just a weakling," Hiead said, letting her go.
Ikhny rubbed her wrists. They still swelled in pain, a feverish red. She stared at Hiead.
" A stupid girl who's not worthy! I don't even know the reason I was paired with you anyway." Hiead turned to stare coldly at her, his red eyes blazing fire.
" Please," whispered Ikhny, practically begging for his forgiveness. " You're just mad...because of your past...I know it's so troubled and that times are tough but you must understand--"
But she received a swift slap.
" You're so weak. An idiotic little, pathetic girl. Stay out of my head, Allecto, stay away from me at all costs, and stay out of my LIFE!"
With a sob, Ikhny turned and fled the cafeteria.

Kizna walked down the dimly lit halls with her group of friends, frowning slightly. Wrecka gabbed on about the latest gossip on and on, never-ending. Tsukasa listened intently, casually scanning the halls in front of them for any sign of Yamagi. Saki smiled and nodded every now and then, thinking a bit crossly of Clay. Ikhny, as usual, was being introverted and shy. She walked with her head hung low. Kizna was worried about her. That asshole Hiead was such a jerk to her.
At least training's over...no more of that...Kizna thought to herself. She smiled as she thought of her partner Zero. He was always full of energy...
The girls departed into their dorms. Ikhny followed Kizna quietly into their dorm room and sat down gently on the bed, and slowly began to change into her pajamas. Kizna did as well, still frowning slightly. She was remembering the training session that had just taken place. Hiead lost again, and because of that, took Ikhny to a corner and talked to her. Kizna had watched, her heart breaking as poor Ikhny fled afterwards, crystal tears fleeing from her chocolate brown eyes. She had wanted to scream and beat that little bastard to the ground. He had SLAPPED Ikhny for goddesses' sake!!
" Good night, Kizna."
Kizna was shaken out of her flashback and turned to smile at her best and closest friend.
" Good night, Ikhny. Sweet dreams."
With a timid smile, Ikhny nodded politely. " You as well."
The cat-eared girl smiled and watched her friend sleep for a few seconds. Then she layed back down onto her bed, yawned a little loudly, and slept.

" They call this food?!!"
" Zero, shut up!"
Zero Enna moaned outwardly at breakfast the next morning. At GOA, the chefs probably WANTED everyone in this damned place to die! This stuff was definently not edible. Zero stared down at his hot meal and poked his food cautiously. It might come alive and eat him. He shuddered.
" Would ya please stop?!" snapped Yamagi. " I'm tryin' to eat."
" You're eating that stuff?" Zero yelled. " That's disgusting!"
" ...Interesting," Clay murmured and adjusted his glasses with his middle finger. (ahh, he's flipping us off! *snicker* sorry, i'm such a dork...)
Roose sneered and ate, trying not to taste the food. He did whatever Yamagi did, regardless of the trouble he got into.

" What idiots."
Hiead Gner snarled quietly to himself. Again, he sat alone. Hiead sat with no one at lunch. He had no friends, and had no such intention of making any. The other pilot candidates were weaklings. The repairers were girls and weak, nonetheless. But weakest of all was his unworthy repairer, Ikhny. She was so timid and weak, showing intense feeling for everyone, and some was even directed at him. Stupid girl, thought Hiead plainly.
He looked down at his food and began to eat.

" HeLLO! Earth to...Ikhny!"
" Wha--?"
Ikhny shook herself out of her trance gazing at Hiead and looked to see who was 'waking her up'. None other than the quite cheerful, robust Saki. The red pigtailed-haired girl smiled happily.
" Hey, finally you come off!"
" Starin' at Hiead?" asked Tsukasa.
Observant girl, aren't you? thought Ikhny.
" He's such a jerk!" joined in Wrecka. " I can't believe he's your pilot! Roose is SO much better than that guy! Hiead is the biggest jerk in all of GOA...and you're the sweetest in all of GOA! What opposites!" she shook her head, her blue curls bouncing around.
" They do say..." smiled Saki bitterly. " That opposites attract."
" What? No, don't misunderstand." Ikhny shook her head and managed a tiny smile. " I just... want to be his friend, is all. Like the way you all get along well with your candidates...But by now, I'm afraid that's impossible. He's cold-hearted, emotionless and doesn't care," sighed Ikhny. " I just realize that."
Everyone was silent, gazing at the soft-spoken girl. Even blabber-mouth Wrecka had nothing to say. Kizna gazed at her friend, her ears twitching thoughtfully. Ikhny then beamed.
" Well, I've got to go. Excuse me," she said politely.
Ikhny threw away her tray and ran from the cafeteria.

The Relaxation Room. Ikhny slowly pushed the heavy large door open. Everything was so bright, blinding her at first, but then welcoming her inside. Trees, grass, a beautiful sparkling lake. Ikhny sighed deeply. She found a place where she could rest, and sat down and gazed all around. It was working...this place was a miracle. Every muscle in her body loosened up, and Ikhny was no longer so tense.
" Why, hello."
Ikhny turned and saw a gorgeous boy. She had never seen this boy around GOA before. He was most certainly new. The boy was about Hiead's height, maybe an inch taller. He was so gorgeous and had a breathtaking smile. Ikhny could feel herself blushing extremely. He had light, honey-colored brown hair and sparkling green eyes. He looked so charming and handsome, and she was easily falling for his good looks.
" Oh, um, hi," Ikhny answered shyly.
The boy sat down next to her and smiled. " I'm Alec Mura. I'm new here."
" I'm Ikhny Allecto, and I'm a repairer," smiled Ikhny and shook his hand. " So, what do you think of GOA so far, Alec?"
" It's beautiful," Alec replied and smiled. He had a perfect smile. " I want to be a Goddess pilot. I'm gonna be a pilot candidate this year..."
" Oh. You'll be with Zero, Yamagi, Roose, Clay...and...H-H-Hiead," Ikhny stammered.
" Ah. Who's your pilot."
" Hiead Gner," she replied and looked off at the trees. " He's so unemotionless, but I thin he'd be a wonderful person if only he'd open up more. He's called the Jerk of GOA."
" Maybe I can show him a thing or two," Alec smirked.
Ikhny giggled, feeling very happy. This was the first time since forever she had felt so happy! She looked at him and had an urge to kiss his soft lips.
" Would you mind showing me around, Miss Ikhny Allecto?" Alec asked, batting his eyelashes.
" Call me Ikhny," she smiled.
" Ok. Beautiful Ikhny, please show me around," asked the boy.
Ikhny nodded and affectionately hung on to his arm. " Of course, Alec. Of course."

" Let... me ...GO!!"
" One word : NO!!"
" AHH! SOMEONE PLEASE, FOR THE LOVE OF GOD, HELP ME!!"
Kizna giggled as she watched Yamagi struggle in Tsukasa's loving grasp around him. She knew that Roose would help him, but he was in a fix of his own. Wrecka was chasing him around with scissors, yelling that he needed a good haircut. Roose hated haircuts and the devlish Wrecka wanted everything bad for the poor guy. Saki was sitting beside Clay. Zero was getting a well-needed lecture from Azuma.
Typical Zero, thought Kizna affectionately. Always getting into trouble! She turned, hearing the doors to the cafeteria open. A guy and a girl entered.
" Ikhny!" Kizna called. " C'mere...Whoa!"
With her was a gorgeous boy. All the girls and candidates at their table stopped abruptly to watch. Wrecka dropped the scissors she was holding and watched in awe. Tsukasa let Yamagi go and watched, silently drooling at the sight. Saki left her place from beside Clay. Kizna thought the boy was handsome, but...not her type. Zero Enna was certainly more her type and much more sillier than the brusque guy Ikhny was bringing.
" And who are you, gorgeous?" asked Wrecka flirtatiously.
" Alec Mura, " he answered with a chuckle. " Sorry, but I think I like this bit."
Iknhy blushed and smiled at him.
" Ya mean Ikhny?" asked Saki, looking at her. " Well, good. She needs someone like you to take care of her, because she certainly isn't getting any care from Hiead."
" Where is this 'Hiead' guy anyway?" Alec asked.
" There. He always sits by himself," pointed Tsukasa.
" Such a loner, so mean," tsked Wrecka.
" I'll say," Kizna agreed.
" Oh." Alec said in a soft tone. " Oh."
" Hey, who're you?"
Zero just came back from his pep talk with Azuma.
" Who're YOU?" demanded Alec.
" I asked first," snapped Zero.
" Alec Mura. Your turn."
" Zero Enna, #88. What's your number?"
" 97."
" Good," Zero nodded. He saw all the girls gaping at the boy, so he quickly stepped beside Kizna. " Just be glad you're not with my girl."
" Your girl?" snapped Kizna. " Whoever told you that?"
" Shh," Zero winked.
He didn't even hear her flirtatious giggle as he wrapped his arms around her waist.
" Oh, no worry," Alec responded. " I've got my eye on one person."
" Who might that be?" asked Zero.
" Ikhny."

Hiead watched this from his distance. He frowned.
" Oh? And who might this be?"
" That'd be #97, Alec Mura," came a deep booming voice. None other than the great Instructor Azuma.
" Alec Mura?" Hiead glared. What is he doing with Allecto?
Instructor Azuma tsked. " Brusque boy, that one. He seems to be a lady charmer. Tried seducing one of the nurses and almost gave her a heart attack." he laughed loudly and smacked Hiead on the back. Hiead glared at him in annoyance. " I'd say your repairer is lured by his charm...it's about time she gets someone to take care of her the way a REAL man should." Azuma said in a thoughtful voice. " Well, see ya 87."
He left.
Hiead looked at the boy and Allecto.
" Ikhny Allecto..."
Hiead sneered and turned away, afraid to show jealousy. " Stupid girl..."

a/n : Not bad for my first! Well whaddya think so far? If Ikhny's too much OOC, let me know. I'll ease it up. She's happy she's with Alec, the guys a fuck-face. Well, review and I love... HIEAD! *drool* (hiead/ikhny rulz.) NO FLAMES! I'll drop a bomb and rave all your dumb shonen-ai stories. fuckers.