This story actually focus's on Lionel more than anyone else, but Lex plays a pretty big role.

Neither of them belongs to me. Life is harsh. This story is for entertainment purposes only. Please don't sue me, all I can give you is the laundry lint in my pocket.





Abandonment



Lionel's hands trembled only slightly when he found the sketchpad with her name on it. They were steady by the time he had flipped through the first few pages. She had definitely only been an amateur artist. She never could have made it as a professional. He was enough of an expert to recognize that. Still, there was a certain feel to her work that he liked...though then again he could hardly be objective.

He flipped to another page, and nearly dropped the book. A child's sleeping face was still and peaceful on the page. Dark hair spilled around his closed eyes. The picture was done with charcoal, but he knew that the boy's hair was red, or at least that it had been when this picture was drawn.

The title had been drawn in swirling letters at the bottom of the page: Sleep of the Innocent. But even so the title was hardly apt. Already the beginnings of crow's feet showed at the outer edge of the child's eyes. His face had developed that perpetual scowl that almost all adults have when they let their faces relax. Already, his soul was beginning to fade.

And he knew that now, it would never return. This picture must be nearly fifteen years old now. He replaced the sketchbook in the drawer, making a mental note to have it destroyed later, and headed out to the car. He could call for Marcel to drive him, but he decided to drive himself. Perhaps it was a bit of nostalgia dredged up because of the sketchpad, but he didn't really want to talk to anyone. Besides, it was nearly eleven at night, and it would have taken too long for Marcel to get up, get dressed, and come out and meet him.

Slowly the scenery around him changed from that of the city to that of the countryside as he drove towards Smallville. It should have been relaxing, but he found himself searching for the bright lights of Metropolis. The country was seemed caught in a perpetual dusk, especially on a cloudy night like this when even the moon and stars were obscured.

He parked the car and climbed the steps. He considered knocking, but changed his mind and just unlocked the door himself. Quick, quiet steps took him to his son's bedroom, but when he opened the door, the room was empty, and the bed obviously had not been slept in. A deeper frown took his face. Where could he be...? Then he knew. In moments he was pushing open the door to his son's study.

The young man was typing on a computer, his face intent. For a moment, he didn't seem to have noticed to other man's entrance, then something seemed to alert him to the presence of another. He looked up. "Dad?" He was so close to succeeding in not sounding surprised. Lionel almost wanted to congratulate him. Almost.

"Have you completed the reports yet?" His voice came out harsh. Well, that was the best way for things to be. His son would never be tormented with the sort of sickness that would fill your throat and set fire to your eyes. He had seen to that, at least.

"I finished them this morning." And the boy's eyes were guarded now, searching, trying to find where his father would strike next so he could defend himself against it.

Lionel found himself pacing across the room. "It's her birthday, you know," he said briefly.

"I know," his son replied. The answer came too fast, too abrupt. They both felt it.

Lionel leaned against the desk feeling suddenly old. He took a deep breath. "I know I've been hard on you, Lex. But, it's like," he searched his mind for a suitable metaphor. "Like the story of Achilles. His body was plunged into the Styx River to burn his mortality away."

"Didn't he end up being shot through the heel with a poisoned arrow, thereby dying a painful and ignoble death?" Lex asked dryly.

His father smiled grimly. "Yes, because when his mother dipped him in the water, she gripped him by his heel, so that part stayed mortal. It was through his mother's hand that he was destroyed."

Lex made no response. His eyes were focused on the surface of his desk, as though the random scratches there could be made by mere effort of will, to rearrange themselves into something meaningful. Perhaps the answers to all of Life's greatest questions could be discovered in the dents and grooves on Lex's desk. At least, that was what the boy's intense concentration suggested. It was impossible to tell what he was thinking, as always.

"Lex, son, I didn't dare make that mistake with you. I would leave no part of you vulnerable, even through love."

At this Lex laughed. "But you'll remember why she gripped him so tightly, I hope, Dad? She didn't want to chance letting him go, risk killing him with that kind of carelessness. The river of death is said to have a strong current." His tone was cold, almost sarcastic. It couldn't be told if he was serious and making light of it, or just toying with the idea.

It was clear what he was driving at. "Are you suggesting that I would have let you drown?" Lionel said, keeping his own voice warm and amused.

His son only shrugged. "You brought up the metaphor, Dad." He turned away, silently dismissing his father.

"She's the one who left you, Lex. Not me." He spoke very quietly.

Lex gave no sign of hearing him, but Lionel knew the words had penetrated him.

He left the room without another word, and paused in the corridor just long enough to hear the soft rush of air that followed his departure. It was a quick, almost silent sob, and the closest thing he would get to confirmation that Lex still knew how to cry.

When he got outside, he discovered that it had started raining. He climbed into the car and began to drive away, trying to shake the sudden feeling of isolation. Everything was so gloomy, and the sound of water pounded on his ears.

Was this how Achilles had felt? Surrounded by cold, by dark, with only the rushing water for company. Had he feared that his tenuous lifeline might slip away, leaving him caught in this lifeless, lightless void?

Stop this, Lionel admonished himself. He twisted the knob that controlled the radio, and settled quietly to hear the late evening news. The car rushed though the slick streets as he returned to a city humming with shining lights and almost palatable life.

Leaving his son behind him in the cold and gloom to face his living burial, alone.









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