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Ron's POV
Go eat breakfast. Bloody hell, how does she expect me to eat? "Ron, I'm dying and there's no way to fix it so go have a nice, well balanced meal." What the bloody hell?! And I have classes later… and shit, I don't have my watch. I wonder what time it is… I've been walking around the grounds for a while now. It's a bit too sunny out for such a depressing day. I should go inside. Hmmm, I never noticed this hallway before. There's Peeves. I'll just duck in here so he won't bother me. I'm in no mood for him today- I'm not in the mood for anyone today. Hermione's dying…dying…dying. I still haven't told her how I feel about her. We've been closer lately; I've caught myself holding her hand on a few occasions. I… I want her to stay here. Forever. I guess I've always taken it for granted that she'll be here. I don't know how I'm going to live without her… I guess I never even realized that all I've wanted is to settle down- with her. Can't you see it? A nice house, her, me, some little ones (with red hair- it's the obviously dominant gene) not too many- I think I'd want five. Wow! I've never EVER thought about that before. I've never even thought about her like that before. I bet Harry would have a nervous breakdown if he knew I thought like this. He doesn't even know that I fancy Hermione! Hey! I'm outside McGonagal's room. Bloody hell! She's got a class! I'm missing classes! Damn, I think she saw me. Yeah, here she comes now.
"Mr. Weasley? Ten points from Gryffendor. Why aren't you in class?"
"I…er…forgot my watch. I didn't know that classes started yet."
"Why didn't you just go with your friends?"
"I wasn't with them professor."
"And why not? Are you three fighting again?"
"No ma'am… I just needed to think."
"Mr. Weasley, could you not have thought in class?"
"Well, not really, it's just that Hermione-"
"What about Hermione?"
"Well, she told me something this morning."
"I understand. Here's a pass to your next class, go now. I understand completely, but you cannot miss classes."
Wow, that went well. I had forgotten that McGonagal knows about Hermione. I'm missing class… potions… with Slytherins. No chance. No way. No how. It is completely improbable that Snape is going to accept this pass. He'll take it and take points on top of it, or worse… detention. That is assuming that he doesn't know about her. If he knows maybe he'll- what am I saying? This is SNAPE he has no heart, why would he care?
Weird.
He accepted the pass.
Not happily, but he accepted it without punishment.
Wicked.
But now I have to sit next to Hermione and act like nothing's wrong. Harry knows and he's fine, but then again, he doesn't like her in the same way that I do. Damn it! How do they do it, act like nothing's wrong? I guess that's why she didn't want to tell me…she knew I couldn't handle it. I can't. I can't. I just can't do it.
… After class/ lunch…
… Hermione's pov…
I was wrong. Harry doesn't know. Ginny made some excuse and…well… I was wrong. Now Ron's a nervous wreck and it was all for nothing. PLUS, as if it wasn't bad enough, now I have to tell Harry. My life is over. Well, that was a morbid thought. I need food. Why won't Ron eat? He's ALWAYS hungry. Oh, why can't things be simpler? I'm not going to be here much longer… all I want is for things to be normal and happy. Is that really a lot to ask? I can't eat…Ron can't eat… this isn't normal.
"Hey, Hermione?"
"Yes Ron?"
"Are you done eating?"
"Yes."
"Can you come with me for a while?" he paused. "Just until afternoon classes."
"Sure Ron."
We walked to the lake, hand in hand. When we got there… he turned to face me. Oh, it's all too good to be true! He turned and looked right into my face, leaned down and kissed me… a long, sweet, romantic kiss. Now I never expected that. Ron's never been the romantic type… not at all- and we're not even a couple! But it was like magic. It was like something out of a movie…with fireworks and all. Those could, however, have been the one's his twin brother's set off.
But I have to say, magical or not, I have to know why. What possessed him to do that? And so suddenly… I didn't even know he liked me… I didn't know that he knew that I like him either. Oh this is giving me a headache. I know the reason… it's so obvious, but I thought he was above that. I can't believe him! He's such a prat! How could he… doesn't he know what this means to me? Of course not! He's just a big, dumb, insensitive, stupid, uncaring, great bloody prat.
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Disclaimer: NOT MINE
Ron's POV
Go eat breakfast. Bloody hell, how does she expect me to eat? "Ron, I'm dying and there's no way to fix it so go have a nice, well balanced meal." What the bloody hell?! And I have classes later… and shit, I don't have my watch. I wonder what time it is… I've been walking around the grounds for a while now. It's a bit too sunny out for such a depressing day. I should go inside. Hmmm, I never noticed this hallway before. There's Peeves. I'll just duck in here so he won't bother me. I'm in no mood for him today- I'm not in the mood for anyone today. Hermione's dying…dying…dying. I still haven't told her how I feel about her. We've been closer lately; I've caught myself holding her hand on a few occasions. I… I want her to stay here. Forever. I guess I've always taken it for granted that she'll be here. I don't know how I'm going to live without her… I guess I never even realized that all I've wanted is to settle down- with her. Can't you see it? A nice house, her, me, some little ones (with red hair- it's the obviously dominant gene) not too many- I think I'd want five. Wow! I've never EVER thought about that before. I've never even thought about her like that before. I bet Harry would have a nervous breakdown if he knew I thought like this. He doesn't even know that I fancy Hermione! Hey! I'm outside McGonagal's room. Bloody hell! She's got a class! I'm missing classes! Damn, I think she saw me. Yeah, here she comes now.
"Mr. Weasley? Ten points from Gryffendor. Why aren't you in class?"
"I…er…forgot my watch. I didn't know that classes started yet."
"Why didn't you just go with your friends?"
"I wasn't with them professor."
"And why not? Are you three fighting again?"
"No ma'am… I just needed to think."
"Mr. Weasley, could you not have thought in class?"
"Well, not really, it's just that Hermione-"
"What about Hermione?"
"Well, she told me something this morning."
"I understand. Here's a pass to your next class, go now. I understand completely, but you cannot miss classes."
Wow, that went well. I had forgotten that McGonagal knows about Hermione. I'm missing class… potions… with Slytherins. No chance. No way. No how. It is completely improbable that Snape is going to accept this pass. He'll take it and take points on top of it, or worse… detention. That is assuming that he doesn't know about her. If he knows maybe he'll- what am I saying? This is SNAPE he has no heart, why would he care?
Weird.
He accepted the pass.
Not happily, but he accepted it without punishment.
Wicked.
But now I have to sit next to Hermione and act like nothing's wrong. Harry knows and he's fine, but then again, he doesn't like her in the same way that I do. Damn it! How do they do it, act like nothing's wrong? I guess that's why she didn't want to tell me…she knew I couldn't handle it. I can't. I can't. I just can't do it.
… After class/ lunch…
… Hermione's pov…
I was wrong. Harry doesn't know. Ginny made some excuse and…well… I was wrong. Now Ron's a nervous wreck and it was all for nothing. PLUS, as if it wasn't bad enough, now I have to tell Harry. My life is over. Well, that was a morbid thought. I need food. Why won't Ron eat? He's ALWAYS hungry. Oh, why can't things be simpler? I'm not going to be here much longer… all I want is for things to be normal and happy. Is that really a lot to ask? I can't eat…Ron can't eat… this isn't normal.
"Hey, Hermione?"
"Yes Ron?"
"Are you done eating?"
"Yes."
"Can you come with me for a while?" he paused. "Just until afternoon classes."
"Sure Ron."
We walked to the lake, hand in hand. When we got there… he turned to face me. Oh, it's all too good to be true! He turned and looked right into my face, leaned down and kissed me… a long, sweet, romantic kiss. Now I never expected that. Ron's never been the romantic type… not at all- and we're not even a couple! But it was like magic. It was like something out of a movie…with fireworks and all. Those could, however, have been the one's his twin brother's set off.
But I have to say, magical or not, I have to know why. What possessed him to do that? And so suddenly… I didn't even know he liked me… I didn't know that he knew that I like him either. Oh this is giving me a headache. I know the reason… it's so obvious, but I thought he was above that. I can't believe him! He's such a prat! How could he… doesn't he know what this means to me? Of course not! He's just a big, dumb, insensitive, stupid, uncaring, great bloody prat.
