Lyz : Well, Harry Potter and co are not mine, they belong to J.K . Rowling and all… I'm just writing songs about her wonderful characters !
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'Hard to care' was a song I wrote about Draco and what a big change it must be for him to fall in love with someone… The someone in this song is anybody, so you can imagine him singing this to anybody…
Hard to care
There's a human begining
To a heart that's cold as steel
And some places to be seen
Things to be feeling
They say it's up to time
To make soul a bit less blind
And a lot more kind
But that's hard to find
Please, I'm trying hard to care
Trying to find in me something to share
Please, I'm trying hard to give
The sweetness of the words I never received
How can you talk about
What you missed, what you lack
And whisper in the dark
Sure of how to act
It's all tearing me down
To hurt you when I don't mean to
And to reach to my soul
It will take so long, so long
Please, I'm trying hard to show
What I feel but I don't know how
Please, I'm trying hard to give
The softness of the love I never received
Free me, save me
I'm not what I'll be
Have faith in me
I'm so in love with you
I'll make it through, I'll make it for you
Please, I'm trying hard to care
Trying to find in me something to share
Please, I'm begging you to believe
It's because of you that I live.
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'As hard as kind-hearted' is somehow an answer to the other song.
As hard as cold-hearted
Beneath icy coldness in his eyes
Sees anything in his piece of sky
Anything's good enough to laugh at
Even the way others are lookin like
He's always where he has to be
Telling out loud what's sworn to secrecy
Killing machine always ready
Would he ever, ever, lose his reputation
Ever, feel one emotion
Ever, lose control and give away
That the true him is not that way
Sly brain under his almighty blond hair
Sly smile, cause with him anything's fair
Defending his pride at any cost
Chasin' after you 'til your heart is lost
He seems so evil and soulless
Just look at that grin on his face
That guy never makes a mistake
Would he ever, ever, show what's laying
Ever, deep inside of him
Ever, lose control and give away
That the true him is not that way
It's just the way he wants them to see him
He's just as hard as kind-hearted, believe me
I knew it was just a shield
To hide the broken heart he had
He makes me feel so real
While driving the others mad
And when he's rude with me
It's not hurting me
I know what he means
He won't ever, ever show what's laying
Ever, deep inside of him
Ever, let his guard down and give away
That the true him is not that way…
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So, did ya liked it ? Hated it ? Let me know !
Lyz
