Lyz : Well, Harry Potter and co are not mine, they belong to J.K . Rowling and all… I'm just writing songs about her wonderful characters !

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'Hard to care' was a song I wrote about Draco and what a big change it must be for him to fall in love with someone… The someone in this song is anybody, so you can imagine him singing this to anybody…

Hard to care

There's a human begining

To a heart that's cold as steel

And some places to be seen

Things to be feeling

They say it's up to time

To make soul a bit less blind

And a lot more kind

But that's hard to find

Please, I'm trying hard to care

Trying to find in me something to share

Please, I'm trying hard to give

The sweetness of the words I never received

How can you talk about

What you missed, what you lack

And whisper in the dark

Sure of how to act

It's all tearing me down

To hurt you when I don't mean to

And to reach to my soul

It will take so long, so long

Please, I'm trying hard to show

What I feel but I don't know how

Please, I'm trying hard to give

The softness of the love I never received

Free me, save me

I'm not what I'll be

Have faith in me

I'm so in love with you

I'll make it through, I'll make it for you

Please, I'm trying hard to care

Trying to find in me something to share

Please, I'm begging you to believe

It's because of you that I live.

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'As hard as kind-hearted' is somehow an answer to the other song.

As hard as cold-hearted

Beneath icy coldness in his eyes

Sees anything in his piece of sky

Anything's good enough to laugh at

Even the way others are lookin like

He's always where he has to be

Telling out loud what's sworn to secrecy

Killing machine always ready

Would he ever, ever, lose his reputation

Ever, feel one emotion

Ever, lose control and give away

That the true him is not that way

Sly brain under his almighty blond hair

Sly smile, cause with him anything's fair

Defending his pride at any cost

Chasin' after you 'til your heart is lost

He seems so evil and soulless

Just look at that grin on his face

That guy never makes a mistake

Would he ever, ever, show what's laying

Ever, deep inside of him

Ever, lose control and give away

That the true him is not that way

It's just the way he wants them to see him

He's just as hard as kind-hearted, believe me

I knew it was just a shield

To hide the broken heart he had

He makes me feel so real

While driving the others mad

And when he's rude with me

It's not hurting me

I know what he means

He won't ever, ever show what's laying

Ever, deep inside of him

Ever, let his guard down and give away

That the true him is not that way…

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Lyz