Chapter 2: FORGETTING EMPTINESS
DISCLAIMER: I don't own Buffy.
SPOILERS/TIMEFRAME: S6 after Buffy's birthday
SUMMARY: Dawn goes of the rails.
RATING: R There is some sexual descriptions but no actual sex scene described graphically. I don't want to disgust people, especially since I'm talking about Kid Sister Dawn. I'm a little and I'm sorry if I offend anyone.
AUTHORS NOTE: This is the second chapter in this series. Stay tuned for more. I wrote the song so I would appreciate if you don't post this without asking me first. Thankyou.
The guy just sat down in front of me. I didn't really plan to meet anybody, all I wanted to do was have a couple of drinks (okay, more than a couple)and hopefully not feel so helpless. I stole the Bacardi's and just kept drinking them. I didn't want to think about anything I was doing, I just wanted to not deal and just do whatever.
When he sat down in front of me I just tried to act casual, but in a not caring way. The guy started flirting so I did the same, I sounded really desperate. The truth is I am, I'm desperate to just forget and maybe this guy is just the thing. So that is why I started dancing with him, he is just so gorgeous. He is really tall, has light brown spikey hair with a touch of blond on the top of the spike's, has a tanned complextion so he's not a vampire(yeah), rough shaven, green eye's that are gorgeous and is wearing some tight fitting jeans that really show his great behind. He also wears a black tight T-shirt and a Black leather jacket, the t-shirt shows of his beautiful abs.
I dance sexily and I know I'm getting to him because he grabs hold of my thigh, I can feel this reall great feeling building up in my stomach and I smile. His hand goes up to my bum and I can't help but put my hand underneath his shirt, he smiles and he whispers in my ear "Your really making me tight, I think you might have to do something about it." I can't resist what he says and I start to move my hand very slowly around his waist until I get to the back, then I put the tips of my finger down the back of his jeans, not going past the waist line, I have moved closer to him and I begin to sway agaisn't him. Then suddenly the quick song changes and slower song comes on. The song is a tape of a performance by an act called 'Dream Orb". The songs called 'Little bit of Wrong"
The hands make me shiver, Like wild snakes sliver, I can't believe what I'm doing, But there's no way I'm gonna stop, I can't refuse
Your lips are so enticing, I feel the warmth of your body, I can't believe that you'd want me, Cause everyone I see just, goes away from me
It's more than energy, It's giving me a high temperture, I can't resist this urgency, You better not losen your grasp of me, It's making me quiver, and I'm only young, You shudder my name as I give in, I'm not so innocent no more, I like this little bit of wrong
When I let you in I feel in peace, I'm not gonna be a kid again, I'm sick of the tag that's screwed, I want to be all over you
Please don't ever leave, If you do I'll be back to pain, I'm not ready to deal, Please take your advantage with me
It's more than energy, It's giving me a high temperture, I can't resist this urgency, You better not losen your grasp of me, It's making me quiver, and I'm only young, You shudder my name as I give in, I'm not so innocent no more, I like this little bit of wrong
I can't hear the words, they are really slow and the singers voice is seductive. When the song begins, the guy leans in even closer to me and kisses my kneck, he moves his legs closer to me and I can feel how hard he is between his legs. This excites me and I whisper in his ear "Do you have a car? I want to go someplace else." He moves further away and starts leading me to the table, I grab my things and he grabs his and we move out to the parking lot. He leads me over to a old mustang convertable which is black and has leather seats. He opens the door for me and gets in. He starts the car and then we drive of. He drives for about 5 minutes until we get to a house. I take a look at my watch and I see it is 3:00am. I don't care what time it is and I leave my jacket in the car. He takes my hand and he leads me into the house. There is no one home so he leads me to the lounge. He sits on the couch and still holding my hand lays down and pulls me on top of him. I don't know what has come over me, but I kick my shoes. While walking into the lounge he lost his jacket and know I could see, and feel how well toned his arms are. I lose myself and I feel alive as he works in undressing me.
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The girl has told me what to do the entire time and she has let me do whatever. I take of her top as she undo's my fly and I feel her hands move up my stomach. I smell her and the feel of her thighs make me grab her waist. She sits up and her legs are around me, her crouch on my groin and my hands are out of my control, I go for her fly and I work on pulling of her pants. She is sitting on me and wearing only her underwear, a black bra and white undies. She has ripped my shirt of and I am sitting only in my Calvin Clein breifs. I start to kiss everywhere and my fingers are inside her undies, She is givingme every dream I ever experienced and I have lost all logic. She and I make love and I am literally flotting, I'm unable to think any longer.
