Forgotten
By Hyper Mage

*updated*
[ Everything belongs to Tamora Pierce except Moonshadow, Cry and Lanna I have REALLY bad spelling so cope with me. {} means I'm talking, ' is Lanna talking to animals & animals talking to her and [ ] is someone's private thoughts. ]


I woke up in a dream today
to the cold of the static
and put my cold feet on the floor

I guess you could say I remembered something from my life before this, a song, I used to hear when I was depressed, in a way, I heard it again, in my head, I remeber that I used to go into a red room, which smelled a lot like blood....

Forgot all about yesterday
Remebering I'm pretending to be where I'm not anymore
A little taste of Hypocrisy
and I'm left in the wake of the mistake/ slow to react

I felt like not getting up, so I told Mr. fern that I was sick, he gave me 2 weeks off. I slept a lot, and saw the lightning hit me over and over, everything in slow motion, I also rembered something else, packing fast, and running to a barn to get moonlight...

Even though you're so close to me
you're still so distant
and I can't bring you back

Cry is calm he says that it's a feeling I should be able to shake off like before
'I've never been depressed before how would you know'
'It just came out' He seems like himself, but there's something missing, like a certain part of him is gone, like me
Who was that lady, and why do I see her more often know? In my dreams? I see her teaching me things, cooking for me, telling me that there was nothing wrong, and then her bloody body...

It's true the way I feel
was promised by your face
the sound of your voice
painted on my memories
even if you're not with me,
I'm with you

My 2 weeks are over and I'm back to serving, Cry is right, I should be able to shake of the feeling, but it's so hard, like there's something missing, some part of me is screeming telling me that I am missing something, it's there, I just have to get it. I wish I knew what it's talking about, so I could pull myself out of this slump, well, whatever it is, it better go because there's word of a mage coming, and I want to give him a try, I realized that I have the gift, only it's really weird, When there's a mage and they have some magic I don't know about, or that I have but not real good at it and their better, everytime I come near them, my gift duplicaes a part of their magic, when I duplicated all of their magic, I duel them. it's really fun when you see an expert lose, the look on their face is so funny, you just crack up laughing. I was in the middle of this thought when they hit

{outside the tavern}
"This is the best Tavern around, you can hit and come out with a lot of dough, and woman"
"Half of you men take the gold from everyone except the women, we don't steal from women, we steal the women, the other half take all the woman."
{In the Tavern}
" John, please stop looking for a whore, you know that every woman at this spot is a whore, besides, we're here on university matters, not matter's of fun."
"Thom can you be more boring, even you're mom had fun at this age, with king Jon I bet, that would be cool if she acually would of accepted his proposal, that would mean..."
"John, if you don't shut the fuck up I'll have your ear for dad's collection"
"was that suppose to be a threat, buddy?"
"Yes i....."
"We're being attacked we're being attacked" then the raiders entered the tavern, some grabing women, or should I say trying to grab women, they where fighting back, [I taught them well, I told them they would need to know how to protect themselves some day] I thought as we kicked but, more raiders came in, some holding swords, I made the wood come alive and traped some, another person riped some of the raiders in half, their screems of agony echooing thourgh the tavern, and their blood making other raiders fall into my trap, I would have to ask the person who did that what kind of magic that is. I took out some daggers and shot them everywhere, they would find their targets easily.
{Back to Thom}
Some girl made a whole in the wood, the planks shout up and grew into trees, I would have to ask her how to do that, they don't teach that at the university, I took out my daggers and, with some help from magic, shout them at the raiders, this is going to be like one of those fights dad used to have when he was the king of theives, this if going to be fun...
{Someone else describing the battle}
we're losing, I can't be;iev it, I must warn the king
{I'm describing now}
he ran out the door, heading for a certain man, he bowed down low
"sir, the woman are fighting back, what should we do?" the man looked at the guy, he drove his sword intohim, acting bored the whole time
"take out the most you can, we're burning it down," some men shook their heads and told everone of their men to get out, the people still left in the tavern cheered, but Lanna thought that there was something wrong, she went to find Becca, she grabbed her by the hand and took her out of the tavern the back way
"get out of here as fast as you can, get out the most people you can too, they're going to burn it down" ebecca truned white and said
"how do you know?"
"I just do okay? do it now, I'll make a distraction for the longest I can" Lanna got out of the door, and with her magic made a small king's own army thingy, she ran out to the raiders, most of them ran, but some others stayed to burn down the tavern, she watched it burn as some people ran out the back way, all this made her really tired, but she couldn't stop until she had most of them, she went into a dead faint a couple of miles away from the town of Outhere