A/N:

This diary will be Sirius's… and it's your last chance to tell me whether or not you want Peter! Meanwhile, on with Sirius's diary. Oh, but first… this might be sappy and fluffy. I don't know whether it will be or not, or how good it will be (No Chloë, don't smirk, and if you quote this one again…!), but take it as you find it. Please review!!!

Hey!

Lily and James are back in Hogwarts! They came back last night and… they had another weird adventure thingy!!! James wouldn't tell me much, coz old Pomfrey kicked me out (okay, so she's only a few years older than me. Kinda hot, though…). Him and Lily were pretty close, though… they had their beds drawn up together and everything. That's pretty cool, and I'm kinda surprised they were allowed. It's not like they were doing anything (at least, not while I was there), but they were lying kinda close together.

Remus and I'll quiz James and Lily when they get out, and then I'll tease them for being so close in the hospital wing. Nothing personal… really! It's just funny when James and Lily blush at the same time! James is a bad one for blushing… I don't usually feel the need. I know everyone thinks I'm a bit of an ass, even though they like me. It's funny, that, nobody seems to see what's beneath all my masks. Oops, I'm getting too deep. This diary was supposed to help me remember my Hogwarts days, not start examining myself Sycologicly! What does that mean, anyway? Lily said it the other day, and she told me it was to do with how people think, but I don't get it. It sounds cool though, huh?

To get rid of all the deep stuff, there's always Trinity. She's one of the girls I could go on a lot about… but I don't know if there'll be a long relationship there. I know I have a bad rep… it's part of the fun, even though I do know some of the girls get upset after. It's their own fault, really, and I'm not being callous on purpose. It's just, well, look…

I'm pretty popular, and I won't deny it. Modesty will get me nowhere in a diary. Girls sort of… follow me around, worship me, giggle over me, yes, I know it sounds big-headed. They like me, and I take one or two (or three, four, five) as my girlfriend each month. They get a fair go, and I know if I like them or not. They should have figured out by now that they're not going to be special to me. But Trinity is… that's what's weird.

Trinity and I have stuff in common… a lot of the time. Our best friends are going out, and we both like each other. That's not the problem between us. Trinity's told me something that not even her best friends know, Lily and Mia. This diary is under major strong locking and guarding spells, which is why I'm writing this down. Trin would skewer me alive if someone found it. So, here goes. All about Trin…

Trinity is probably the girl I like the most… like as in like-like, not just as friends. Although she is a great friend. She comes from a wizarding family, and she's English-born Indian. Her great-grandparents moved out here a while ago to avoid the great muggle-witch Indian clash in their time. It was a big thing, from what I've gathered. Anyway, loads of Indian wizarding families came out, with the arranged marriage tradition. It's funny, isn't it, something like a story. I mean, there are practically no arranged marriages anymore!

But some of the Indians like to stick to old ways of life, and there you have it. Trinity's to meet an Indian guy when she graduates from Hogwarts. If she likes him, she'll marry him. If not, she'll get to meet one more. If she doesn't like him, she'll have to marry the third, regardless of what he's like. That's not cool, but Trin seems pretty resigned to it. All her family and her family's friends are like that, and she did tell me that arranged marriages have a hell of a lot less divorces.

So, yeah. Trin and I will go out for a while, but when we feel ourselves getting too attached to each other, we'll split. It's that simple, although… it hurts. I've written too much already, and my hand and my head hurt.

---------------- Sirius

A/N:

Well, that turned out differently. I wanted this to be unlike other L/J fics where Sirius and an OC that's Lily's friend get together, but I didn't want Sirius's and Trin's relationship to be a fling. I guess 'Bend it Like Beckham' kind of inspired me… isn't that such a cool movie?? Anyway, that's not all to the story, there is, of course, more in-depth stuff to be found out!!! Cya! R/R!!

~Stef