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CH.2 - Meeting Of Two Masters
I had always been free, free to go around to wherever I pleased. I was where I was wanted, and left when I was not needed anymore. But with such freedom, comes a bit of loneliness for me. It meant for me that I did not belong, as a true being. Just as a thought, I was almost like a parasite. It is a bit depressing if you think about it. For centuries and centuries, I was depressed like this and just travelled around the world. That was before I met Clow Reed.
I don't know exactly how we came to meet, but when we did, I thought that maybe he could be the one. The one who could love me back. I felt a strong aura about him that comforted me. But I was wrong. But not to a sense that it hurted me much. I just realized that he was not one who could love me like that. He had two beings, Yue and Keroberos, that he also loved, but he did not love them either, as I would have wanted love, and he knew them longer. He offered me a bit of refuge though. To be in a Card made from him. I could be there when I wanted, and come out when I pleased, for he knew that I was needed much in the world.
I always kept the card with me, knowing it was special. Once, or twice, I did use the card. When I was deeply saddened by skirmishes I was seeing in various countries among their own people, I withdrew into the card for a time being. When I came out, I found out that I may have created more chaos. I believe the humans call it World War or maybe there were two of them. I cannot remember this long sumanai. So I tried not to go into the card anymore because it hurt me to see everyone hurt and that I could not put complete love into their hearts that they once felt with me in. I did not have that strong a power. I can only put that kind of power with the willing of a heart.
To try to understand the humans more, I formed the body of one. I have had to "die" many many times, as to not arouse suspicion. I have discovered that many humans, at least in the past, were deathly afraid of magic. Any kind. So, even though I might be a sort of magic, they would kill me because of the card I possess. Nowadays, the humans tend to ignore it. Also, I noticed that there is less and less willing hearts for me to fill up. I am deeply sad. So, I am always on the look for humans, that could be together. Remember, I could only put two hearts together, with the needle of absolute trust and the string of the willing of two humans. Humans are very complicated. Much more than the other animals. I cannot understand them well. They change too frequently.
Suddenly, I felt the strong aura I had felt for a while ebbing away. I dashed to where Clow Reed was. It was as I thought. He was dying. I was hovering outside his window where he was talking to his creations. Yue looked like stone. Even though Clow Reed gave him a look that could have melted anyone. Keroberos had tears down his eyes. He rubbed himself against Clow Reed, I suppose, to comfort himself. After a minute, Yue couldn't stand it anymore I think, because he knelt down and hugged Clow Reed. He smiled a happy smile, quite unlike what I would have supposed, with knowledge of dying. Then to my surprise, he looked out the window to where I was a smiled at me also. "Come in. You do not need to hover outside." He said with a louder voice, now audible to me. I gratefully went into the room and knelt by his side. "I will miss you Clow Reed, who offered me a sanctuary. I will treasure it always." "Thank you. I will also give you this. Instead of staying in the Book like the other cards, you may stay outside. Unless you wish to go in. Keroberos will be guarding the Book until someone has the right power to open it." I nodded and he looked at each of us with a smile on his face, before he stopped breathing. Keroberos was crying as he transformed into his temporary being and slipped into Clow's Book. Yue stared at his master's dead body and hugged it once again. When he withdrew, I saw to my amazement, tears formed in his eyes. I suddenly felt tears of my own. "I guess this is good-bye, Yue-san." "Good-bye, Clow Card." I floated back to where I would normally have been and tried to act as "normal" as possible. I did not know where Yue was, but I'm sure he was watching Clow's body, and possibly the book from the outside, as Keroberos was watching inside. I would have watched also, with Yue, but I was needed somewhere far away. Tears flowed from my eyes, as I passed by the house one last time.
It has been a fair amount of time, since I have seen Clow Reed's death. Every time I look back at it, I feel saddened that a person that I trusted so greatly, died. From then, until now, I have had many people who "loved me". I do not believe they truly loved me, because they would not give their life for me. I suspect they were only attracted to my looks. I guess I do not look too bad. I have a light skin tone, with amethyst tinted eyes, and my hair is a wavy, lavender color. But, it doesn't really matter much to me. At least, there are his two creations. I remain on good terms with Yue, who I believe, is currently, in a human form of his form. I cannot remember the name. I can only just remember that it sounds a lot like his name. As for Keroberos, I do not know where he is. One day, as I was walking aimlessly through the forest, Yue tapped my shoulder. "Ohayo, Yue-san!" I called and hugged my friend. He looked uncomfortable so I let go quickly. "What is it?" "I have just found out the location of Clow's Book," he replied slowly. It still pained him to remember Clow Reed. I jumped up with glee at his news. "You mean, you found Keroberos-san? That's great!" I danced around, until his look stopped me. "I cannot go and get it though, as much as I would like to. My counterpart, Yukito,(so that's his name!) does not know about me yet. "Yue-san! Just tell him, and we can get the book!" "Maybe you'll have a better chance." "Just say you are a friend of the girl that lives in the house." "Who's house is it?" "His half of reincarnation." "Are you serious? Wait, only one half?" "Hai, he told us, before you came in, and before he... passed away, that he would be reincarnated. One half possess his magic, the other does not. This one does not possess magic. For that we should be glad, I suppose." My heart lifted up at the thought of seeing him again, even though it was just half of his reincarnation. "Oh no, his son is calling." Yue quickly transformed into his borrowed form. A boy, with light colored hair and glasses, shook his head and when he saw me, he smiled. "Ohayo, kifujin(miss). Did you need help?" Then he looked around and muttered to himself,"I wonder how I got here." Then we both heard a male voice calling,"Yuki! Where are you? We're going to be late for the game!" I'm guessing that's his reincarnate's son. "Hey, Toya! I'm coming." He turned back to me and bowed his head saying, "I'm sorry I cannot help you. I must leave." He ran off to meet Toya. I sighed and went toward the direction of the homes that humans live in.
I did not go far when I saw a bench and I sat down. I was bored and a bit sad that I did not get to know the whereabouts of Clow's reincarnated new home. I sighed and put my head down. "Tomoyo-chan! What are you doing by yourself? Something wrong?" A girl asked to someone nearby probably. Then I saw a figure shadow over me. "Tomoyo-chan! What are you doing?" I looked up and she gasped, then giggled. "Hoe?! Sumanai, I thought you were my friend, Tomoyo. Konnichiha! Need help?" a cheerful voice greeted me. I looked up, startled. There stood a girl with short, brown hair. She had emerald green eyes and a cheerful smile that made me smile, in spite of myself. "Actually, I do need help. Do you know who Toya is?" I asked slowly, in case I didn't say the name right. "Oh, Touya? He's oniichan!" So, it was only a nickname. They both call each other by nicknames. "Oh, really? Is your house far from here?" "Nope! It's right down there!" she replied, just as cheerful as ever. Charming. Is your father at your home?" "Hai! Why, did you want to meet him? Or Touya?" "Oh, I wanted to see your father." "Okay, let's go!" She took me by the hand and as I stood up, she commented good-naturedly, "You're tall! I wish I was tall so I could get even with oniichan!" I smiled at her words. "Mmaybe you will, child. What is your name?" "Oh, yeah! My name is Sakura Kinomoto! What about you?" "My name? It's uh, er..." I struggled to get a name to call myself. I certainly could not call myself "Love"! What would this girl say? "It's Hinako Umeboshi." I have to remember that, and tell Yue too. Just in case. She giggled. "Mmmm!! Umeboshis(dried plums) are yummy!! Oh, we have some at home! Want to try them?" I laughed and told her I would. She led me to a bright, yellow house that looked as cheerful as this Sakura who opened the door and went in. I hesitated a bit then followed her in when she popped her head back out and told me to come in.
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hehe i hope you guys like... ^_^' but tell me so i know if i should keep going ok?
r+r onegai!! ^_^
CH.2 - Meeting Of Two Masters
I had always been free, free to go around to wherever I pleased. I was where I was wanted, and left when I was not needed anymore. But with such freedom, comes a bit of loneliness for me. It meant for me that I did not belong, as a true being. Just as a thought, I was almost like a parasite. It is a bit depressing if you think about it. For centuries and centuries, I was depressed like this and just travelled around the world. That was before I met Clow Reed.
I don't know exactly how we came to meet, but when we did, I thought that maybe he could be the one. The one who could love me back. I felt a strong aura about him that comforted me. But I was wrong. But not to a sense that it hurted me much. I just realized that he was not one who could love me like that. He had two beings, Yue and Keroberos, that he also loved, but he did not love them either, as I would have wanted love, and he knew them longer. He offered me a bit of refuge though. To be in a Card made from him. I could be there when I wanted, and come out when I pleased, for he knew that I was needed much in the world.
I always kept the card with me, knowing it was special. Once, or twice, I did use the card. When I was deeply saddened by skirmishes I was seeing in various countries among their own people, I withdrew into the card for a time being. When I came out, I found out that I may have created more chaos. I believe the humans call it World War or maybe there were two of them. I cannot remember this long sumanai. So I tried not to go into the card anymore because it hurt me to see everyone hurt and that I could not put complete love into their hearts that they once felt with me in. I did not have that strong a power. I can only put that kind of power with the willing of a heart.
To try to understand the humans more, I formed the body of one. I have had to "die" many many times, as to not arouse suspicion. I have discovered that many humans, at least in the past, were deathly afraid of magic. Any kind. So, even though I might be a sort of magic, they would kill me because of the card I possess. Nowadays, the humans tend to ignore it. Also, I noticed that there is less and less willing hearts for me to fill up. I am deeply sad. So, I am always on the look for humans, that could be together. Remember, I could only put two hearts together, with the needle of absolute trust and the string of the willing of two humans. Humans are very complicated. Much more than the other animals. I cannot understand them well. They change too frequently.
Suddenly, I felt the strong aura I had felt for a while ebbing away. I dashed to where Clow Reed was. It was as I thought. He was dying. I was hovering outside his window where he was talking to his creations. Yue looked like stone. Even though Clow Reed gave him a look that could have melted anyone. Keroberos had tears down his eyes. He rubbed himself against Clow Reed, I suppose, to comfort himself. After a minute, Yue couldn't stand it anymore I think, because he knelt down and hugged Clow Reed. He smiled a happy smile, quite unlike what I would have supposed, with knowledge of dying. Then to my surprise, he looked out the window to where I was a smiled at me also. "Come in. You do not need to hover outside." He said with a louder voice, now audible to me. I gratefully went into the room and knelt by his side. "I will miss you Clow Reed, who offered me a sanctuary. I will treasure it always." "Thank you. I will also give you this. Instead of staying in the Book like the other cards, you may stay outside. Unless you wish to go in. Keroberos will be guarding the Book until someone has the right power to open it." I nodded and he looked at each of us with a smile on his face, before he stopped breathing. Keroberos was crying as he transformed into his temporary being and slipped into Clow's Book. Yue stared at his master's dead body and hugged it once again. When he withdrew, I saw to my amazement, tears formed in his eyes. I suddenly felt tears of my own. "I guess this is good-bye, Yue-san." "Good-bye, Clow Card." I floated back to where I would normally have been and tried to act as "normal" as possible. I did not know where Yue was, but I'm sure he was watching Clow's body, and possibly the book from the outside, as Keroberos was watching inside. I would have watched also, with Yue, but I was needed somewhere far away. Tears flowed from my eyes, as I passed by the house one last time.
It has been a fair amount of time, since I have seen Clow Reed's death. Every time I look back at it, I feel saddened that a person that I trusted so greatly, died. From then, until now, I have had many people who "loved me". I do not believe they truly loved me, because they would not give their life for me. I suspect they were only attracted to my looks. I guess I do not look too bad. I have a light skin tone, with amethyst tinted eyes, and my hair is a wavy, lavender color. But, it doesn't really matter much to me. At least, there are his two creations. I remain on good terms with Yue, who I believe, is currently, in a human form of his form. I cannot remember the name. I can only just remember that it sounds a lot like his name. As for Keroberos, I do not know where he is. One day, as I was walking aimlessly through the forest, Yue tapped my shoulder. "Ohayo, Yue-san!" I called and hugged my friend. He looked uncomfortable so I let go quickly. "What is it?" "I have just found out the location of Clow's Book," he replied slowly. It still pained him to remember Clow Reed. I jumped up with glee at his news. "You mean, you found Keroberos-san? That's great!" I danced around, until his look stopped me. "I cannot go and get it though, as much as I would like to. My counterpart, Yukito,(so that's his name!) does not know about me yet. "Yue-san! Just tell him, and we can get the book!" "Maybe you'll have a better chance." "Just say you are a friend of the girl that lives in the house." "Who's house is it?" "His half of reincarnation." "Are you serious? Wait, only one half?" "Hai, he told us, before you came in, and before he... passed away, that he would be reincarnated. One half possess his magic, the other does not. This one does not possess magic. For that we should be glad, I suppose." My heart lifted up at the thought of seeing him again, even though it was just half of his reincarnation. "Oh no, his son is calling." Yue quickly transformed into his borrowed form. A boy, with light colored hair and glasses, shook his head and when he saw me, he smiled. "Ohayo, kifujin(miss). Did you need help?" Then he looked around and muttered to himself,"I wonder how I got here." Then we both heard a male voice calling,"Yuki! Where are you? We're going to be late for the game!" I'm guessing that's his reincarnate's son. "Hey, Toya! I'm coming." He turned back to me and bowed his head saying, "I'm sorry I cannot help you. I must leave." He ran off to meet Toya. I sighed and went toward the direction of the homes that humans live in.
I did not go far when I saw a bench and I sat down. I was bored and a bit sad that I did not get to know the whereabouts of Clow's reincarnated new home. I sighed and put my head down. "Tomoyo-chan! What are you doing by yourself? Something wrong?" A girl asked to someone nearby probably. Then I saw a figure shadow over me. "Tomoyo-chan! What are you doing?" I looked up and she gasped, then giggled. "Hoe?! Sumanai, I thought you were my friend, Tomoyo. Konnichiha! Need help?" a cheerful voice greeted me. I looked up, startled. There stood a girl with short, brown hair. She had emerald green eyes and a cheerful smile that made me smile, in spite of myself. "Actually, I do need help. Do you know who Toya is?" I asked slowly, in case I didn't say the name right. "Oh, Touya? He's oniichan!" So, it was only a nickname. They both call each other by nicknames. "Oh, really? Is your house far from here?" "Nope! It's right down there!" she replied, just as cheerful as ever. Charming. Is your father at your home?" "Hai! Why, did you want to meet him? Or Touya?" "Oh, I wanted to see your father." "Okay, let's go!" She took me by the hand and as I stood up, she commented good-naturedly, "You're tall! I wish I was tall so I could get even with oniichan!" I smiled at her words. "Mmaybe you will, child. What is your name?" "Oh, yeah! My name is Sakura Kinomoto! What about you?" "My name? It's uh, er..." I struggled to get a name to call myself. I certainly could not call myself "Love"! What would this girl say? "It's Hinako Umeboshi." I have to remember that, and tell Yue too. Just in case. She giggled. "Mmmm!! Umeboshis(dried plums) are yummy!! Oh, we have some at home! Want to try them?" I laughed and told her I would. She led me to a bright, yellow house that looked as cheerful as this Sakura who opened the door and went in. I hesitated a bit then followed her in when she popped her head back out and told me to come in.
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hehe i hope you guys like... ^_^' but tell me so i know if i should keep going ok?
