i think i'm almost done with this fic... yay that'll make a total of 2!! hehe... then i'll be able to write a different fic... maybe 2 different ones... ^_^ we'll see...
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standard disclaimer... i don't own card captor sakura... as much as i'd like to... but i own my "clow card" ^_^ yay i own something!! hehe
CH.7 - Time To Go
My heart feels too full tonight. It feels a bit uncomfortable. I am used to feeling a bit empty. It could almost feel like heart burn, but I'm glad it's not. I would not know what to do if I kept having heart burn.
My thoughts wander as I look out the window. It lingers on Touya. Why am I so complicated? Sometimes I feel as if I don't even know myself... well at least I do not lust. That would just make me feel dirty. *shudders* I feel a bit weary, and my head feels light-headed.
I wonder why. Maybe I should sleep, although I do not require it. It is not necessary for me like it is for humans. It could be a good thing but there is nothing to do when the humans are not awake, so I have accustomed myself to this "sleeping habit" with the rest of the humans in this area. I know that humans in other areas sleep at different times. But for now, it is a peaceful night that I cannot enjoy... Sakura Mistress and Keroberos are at it again.
[Next Morning]
I stretched my arms. It is time to make breakfast and make sure everyone else is gone, before I leave. I have just realized why I feel dizzy and my heart feels like it is burning. I must leave. Too much love has been returned to me. It has come a long way. I can still feel where they traveled. It is far, almost across the world. I must not let the Kinomoto family to notice my disappearance so I must remain calm and act as if nothing is happening.
"Ohayo, Fujitaka-sama! Ohayo, Touya-san!" I hustled around the kitchen. My stomach felt fluttery. I had sudden urges to throw up but I maintained myself. I must not get too excited over this or they will notice. I made some scrambled eggs, pancakes and some sausages. "Here you go!" I said cheerfully as I slid each of the plates where they were sitting. Sakura Mistress came down just as they started eating. "Ohayo, Sakura-san! Some breakfast, ne?" I smiled as she enthusiastically replied, "Hai, Hinako-san!!"
It was now time for the three to leave. And now time for me to write my farewell letter. I took a pen from a desk in "my" room and some paper and started writing.
(if i could, i would write it how people used to write long time ago but i don't know how... :( lol just imagine it old-style... remember it's been at LEAST a few centuries since she has written anything)
=To the dear Kinomoto family,
I must bid farewell to you all. I am sorry for leaving
without saying my good-byes. So, to Fujitaka-sama, I
thank you for all eternity for allowing me to take
shelter in your wonderful home. To Touya-san, I hope
you do not have any hard feelings, because I do not. I
am glad that we have met. I thank you for not objecting
to your father's decision in allowing me to stay here.
To Sakura-san, I have yet to talk to you about anything
that may have bothered you in the past, or anything at
all. But rest assured, even without that, I'm sure we
have learned about each other, ne? There is another
bucket of ice cream for you. Take care of your cute
stuffed animal for me. Now I will express my gratitude
with these. Here are some bracelets. I hope you do
not object to their feminine-like appearance. Please
wear them for me or at least keep them somewhere safe
for perhaps I may come back someday and wish to see the
tokens I have left for the ones I feel grateful too.
May good luck sprinkle in your home. My love spreads
to all of you. Thank you. Sayonara.
Love,
Umeboshi Hinako.=
I couldn't help but have tears in my eyes as I wrote. A couple of drops landed on the paper. I had to leave it alone there, or the ink would smudge. I hope it dries so they will not notice. I left the note on the kitchen table. I made some cookies also. Then I went upstairs to say my good-bye to Keroberos and to wish him luck with Yue.
"Nani?! Why are you leaving??" Keroberos' eyes began to water.
I felt my eyes doing the same. "I'm needed elsewhere," I said simply. "Where?" "That way, far away." I pointed westward from the house. Kero asked hopefully, "Maybe I can come with you?" I smiled sadly. "I would like you to come with me also Keroberos. But you must watch out for Sakura Mistress. And Yue's test. It is near." His eyes bulged out.
I hugged him then told him that there was new ice cream. "Aw, arigatou, Love Card." He smiled in spite of himself. I giggled, then I told him as sternly as I could to be a good guardian and I left.
I sighed. It would be a long ways to where I was headed. I do not even know the names of these places anymore, things have changed so much since the last time I had to learn the countries with Clow-sama. Well, there's nothing like the present, I told myself and started my journey.
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okay... hm maybe it won't be as short as i thought... lol... but i'm pretty sure it'll be even shorter than my ccs twist one... but if it isn't then that's even better ne? for me at least ^_^
please review... it makes me happy lol...
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standard disclaimer... i don't own card captor sakura... as much as i'd like to... but i own my "clow card" ^_^ yay i own something!! hehe
CH.7 - Time To Go
My heart feels too full tonight. It feels a bit uncomfortable. I am used to feeling a bit empty. It could almost feel like heart burn, but I'm glad it's not. I would not know what to do if I kept having heart burn.
My thoughts wander as I look out the window. It lingers on Touya. Why am I so complicated? Sometimes I feel as if I don't even know myself... well at least I do not lust. That would just make me feel dirty. *shudders* I feel a bit weary, and my head feels light-headed.
I wonder why. Maybe I should sleep, although I do not require it. It is not necessary for me like it is for humans. It could be a good thing but there is nothing to do when the humans are not awake, so I have accustomed myself to this "sleeping habit" with the rest of the humans in this area. I know that humans in other areas sleep at different times. But for now, it is a peaceful night that I cannot enjoy... Sakura Mistress and Keroberos are at it again.
[Next Morning]
I stretched my arms. It is time to make breakfast and make sure everyone else is gone, before I leave. I have just realized why I feel dizzy and my heart feels like it is burning. I must leave. Too much love has been returned to me. It has come a long way. I can still feel where they traveled. It is far, almost across the world. I must not let the Kinomoto family to notice my disappearance so I must remain calm and act as if nothing is happening.
"Ohayo, Fujitaka-sama! Ohayo, Touya-san!" I hustled around the kitchen. My stomach felt fluttery. I had sudden urges to throw up but I maintained myself. I must not get too excited over this or they will notice. I made some scrambled eggs, pancakes and some sausages. "Here you go!" I said cheerfully as I slid each of the plates where they were sitting. Sakura Mistress came down just as they started eating. "Ohayo, Sakura-san! Some breakfast, ne?" I smiled as she enthusiastically replied, "Hai, Hinako-san!!"
It was now time for the three to leave. And now time for me to write my farewell letter. I took a pen from a desk in "my" room and some paper and started writing.
(if i could, i would write it how people used to write long time ago but i don't know how... :( lol just imagine it old-style... remember it's been at LEAST a few centuries since she has written anything)
=To the dear Kinomoto family,
I must bid farewell to you all. I am sorry for leaving
without saying my good-byes. So, to Fujitaka-sama, I
thank you for all eternity for allowing me to take
shelter in your wonderful home. To Touya-san, I hope
you do not have any hard feelings, because I do not. I
am glad that we have met. I thank you for not objecting
to your father's decision in allowing me to stay here.
To Sakura-san, I have yet to talk to you about anything
that may have bothered you in the past, or anything at
all. But rest assured, even without that, I'm sure we
have learned about each other, ne? There is another
bucket of ice cream for you. Take care of your cute
stuffed animal for me. Now I will express my gratitude
with these. Here are some bracelets. I hope you do
not object to their feminine-like appearance. Please
wear them for me or at least keep them somewhere safe
for perhaps I may come back someday and wish to see the
tokens I have left for the ones I feel grateful too.
May good luck sprinkle in your home. My love spreads
to all of you. Thank you. Sayonara.
Love,
Umeboshi Hinako.=
I couldn't help but have tears in my eyes as I wrote. A couple of drops landed on the paper. I had to leave it alone there, or the ink would smudge. I hope it dries so they will not notice. I left the note on the kitchen table. I made some cookies also. Then I went upstairs to say my good-bye to Keroberos and to wish him luck with Yue.
"Nani?! Why are you leaving??" Keroberos' eyes began to water.
I felt my eyes doing the same. "I'm needed elsewhere," I said simply. "Where?" "That way, far away." I pointed westward from the house. Kero asked hopefully, "Maybe I can come with you?" I smiled sadly. "I would like you to come with me also Keroberos. But you must watch out for Sakura Mistress. And Yue's test. It is near." His eyes bulged out.
I hugged him then told him that there was new ice cream. "Aw, arigatou, Love Card." He smiled in spite of himself. I giggled, then I told him as sternly as I could to be a good guardian and I left.
I sighed. It would be a long ways to where I was headed. I do not even know the names of these places anymore, things have changed so much since the last time I had to learn the countries with Clow-sama. Well, there's nothing like the present, I told myself and started my journey.
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okay... hm maybe it won't be as short as i thought... lol... but i'm pretty sure it'll be even shorter than my ccs twist one... but if it isn't then that's even better ne? for me at least ^_^
please review... it makes me happy lol...
