If You Only Knew

by: kawaiiteddybear

kawaiiteddybear: I hope that this chapter will make up for that really screwy chapter five!! now I should be wasting my time talking... now on to chapter six!

DISCLAIMER: I DON'T OWN CCS IN ANYWAY =P CLAMP DOES!

Chapter Six: Twins

Sakura woke up the next day hoping that she didn't wake up too late. She glanced at the alarm clock- 6:00. A sigh of relief came from Sakura, 'At least I don't have to bother Syaoran...' she thought sadly. She recalled yesterday's events and tears started to slide down her face. "I never meant to hurt you, Syaoran..." she whispered out loud. She put on her school uniform, which was a white blouse and a dark green tie. The outfit was complete with a dark green knee high skirt. She ate breakfast quietly and left the house as quickly as she could. She knew that the University wasn't that far from the Li Mansion so she decided to walk. 'I can't stand that Li Syaoran anymore! My heart feels as if my heart is twisted whenever I'm around him.' Sakura thought sadly, 'I can't keep avoiding him forever, well at least I can avoid until the tension dies down.' Sakura saw the University as she walked over the hill, she wiped her eyes for any tears that could be noticable. Then she slapped on a smile and walked towards the University. She gave a quick glance at her watch -7:05. 'Oh great! I woke up too early! Now I have to sit around and do nothing for 45 minutes!' she frowned at herself. Her eyes fell upon the watch that was wrapped on her wrist. It was silver, when you put it in a light and shine it the right angle you could see a tinge of pink. Sakura smiled sadly, it was a birthday present from her father when she turned fifteen. Tears started to emerge, Sakura tried to hold them back but a few managed to fall down her cheek. She let out a sniffle.

"Look at this!" a voice above her said. Sakura looked up. It was a tall, masculine boy, he had jet black hair and piercing, yet mysterious dark blue eyes. "A young lady as beautiful as you shouldn't be crying!" he exclaimed. He sat down and said, "I'm Josh Yakosaki." he stretched out his hand.

"I'm Ying Fa Ling." she said smiling. Sakura jumped as their hands touched, it felt dark and eerie...

"So why are you crying?" he asked, "You know... you look way better when you smile."

"I lost someone very close to me..." Sakura started.

"Josh!" she heard a female voice interupped her.

Josh looked at her, "Well, I'll talk to you some other time!" he gave her a quick wave and left her sitting all alone again.

'Well no use in sitting here!' Sakura thought. She stood up and went inside the building. Sakura wandered around campus and happened to reach the coffee shop. She saw Tomoyo and Eriol sitting in a booth, it seemed as if they were both arguing on something. Sakura walked up to greet them.

Eriol noticed that Sakura was walking up to them and gritted through his teeth, "Sakura's coming!"

Tomoyo had gotten the message and closed her mouth shut immediately.

"Hi Tomoyo! Hi Eriol!" Sakura greeted.

"Hi!" they both greeted in unison.

"So how come you came so early today? There's still 30 minutes until class starts." Eriol asked, raising an eyebrow.

"Well... I..." Sakura started.

"Something happened between you and Syaoran didn't it?" Tomoyo interupped her, noticing the pain in her eyes.

"Well...he..." Sakura let out.

"Come on, you can tell us..." Eriol urged.

"Heslappedme." she said all at once.

"What!" Tomoyo shrieked.

"It was my fault..." Sakura looked down.

"How can it be your fault?" Eriol asked angrily.

"I called him Syaoran..." Sakura explained, "And well... I guess he overreacted a bit and slapped me." Tears were starting to sting her eyes as she explained to the them the event.

"I am going to kill my cute little descendant!" Eriol's fist pounded the table.

"No! That's not necessary... if he knew who I really was than he wouldn't even think of doing that! But its my fault that I chose to hide my identity from him. Its my problem, Eriol, not yours." Sakura insisted.

Tomoyo observed Eriol's reaction and thought, 'He reacted so protective of Sakura... could Sakura be the one he loves?' "Well, why don't we meet back here for lunch and I'll show you my dorm, in case you want to drop by... anyways I have to go to class. Bye!" she stood up and waved to them and disappeared through the massive crowd of people.

"I think I should go too!" Sakura said.

"Me too, good luck in finding you class!" Eriol told her.

Sakura laughed, "Don't worry! I'll be fine." She rushed down the hallway, reaching her literature class easily.

Ms. Shojika was there to greet her as always. "How are you doing today, Ying Fa?"

"I'm fine." Sakura answered and sat down in a seat, it was two rows back from where Syaoran was sitting.

BRRINNNNGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Class had started and Sakura had already started on her assignment. Sakura was so into her work that she never noticed the two strangers that just walked in.

"Class!" Ms. Shojika interrupped their work.

Sakura gave a quiet yelp and looked at the front of the room. She noticed two people, a guy with jet black hair and dark blue eyes, she recognized him right away, but she was curious to see who was that girl who stood beside him.

"We have two new students that have transferred from Japan to Hong Kong University." Ms. Shojika smiled, "Why don't you both introduce yourselves?"

"I'm Josh Yakosaki, and this is my twin sister, Janelle." he smiled. He noticed Sakura sitting there, looking curiously at them, and gave her a quick wink.

"Its nice to meet you all!" Janelle said. She looked pretty close to her twin brother, she had the same jet black hair and the same dark blue eyes.

"Now Janelle, please take the seat beside Xiao Lang, and Josh, take the seat beside Ying Fa." Ms. Shojika instructed.

Josh sat down and smiled happily. "Is it fate that brought us together, Ying Fa?" he asked smoothly, "I'm sitting beside the most beautiful women in the world!"

Sakura blushed, "If you would excuse me, but I have to finish this up."

"Oh it's alright." Josh replied with a sad striken face.

Martial arts and chemistry went by pretty quickly. Pretty soon it was time to meet Tomoyo and Eriol for lunch. Sakura saw them sitting at the same booth they were sitting this morning.

"Hey!" Sakura greeted.

"So are you ready to go see my dorm?" Tomoyo asked.

Sakura nodded and smiled.

"Eriol are you coming?" Tomoyo asked.

He blushed, "Yea, I'm coming."

The three of them walked through a hall and they stopped at the room with the number 88. "Well this is it, Sakura!" Tomoyo informed her. 'Let's hope I cleaned it up!' Tomoyo thought. She swung opened the door and everyone filed inside.

"So, Sakura... Did Syaoran say anything to you yet?" Tomoyo said.

"Like maybe sorry?" Eriol joined in.

"No..." she looked down, "I'm going to avoid him for awhile until the tension between us dies down."

Tomoyo disgusted. 'I've never expected that Syaoran would ever hit Sakura!" Tomoyo thought.

Eriol spoke up, knowing what Tomoyo had thought, using his mind reading abilities, "You have to remember that Sakura is Ying Fa..."

Tomoyo nodded.

"Hoe?" Sakura asked, in complete confusion. Glancing at her watch, she headed for the door, "I have to go to study hall right now... I think you guys both should go to your classes too!" she informed them.

At study hall, Sakura was busy flipping through her textbooks. She jumped when someone had tapped onto her shoulder.

"Well... well... its the beautiful Ying Fa!" a male voice whispered into her ear.

Sakura turned around, "Josh!"

"The one and only!" he grinned.

"Could you do a favour for me, Josh?"

"Anything, for you beautiful..."

"Could you stop flattering me?"

"I'll stop when you promise me that you would let me escort you to dinner!" Josh grinned.

"I"m sorry, Josh... I'm way too busy with all this homework..." Sakura explained to him. 'The only one for me is Syaoran...' she thought, 'Though I don't know if I can ever tell him that I love him.'

"How about when your not busy?" he insisted.

"I can't... I'm going to be busy this week and oh.. next week too." Sakura lied, trying to avoid giving him an answer.

"Aw... that's just too bad... I'll ask another time when your not busy!" he frowned.

On the other side of the room, Syaoran was also sitting there occupied in his work.

"Syaoran!" he heard a female voice call for him. He groaned. Janelle.

"Yes, Janelle?" he replied, trying to sound not as rude as he wanted to be.

"Tell me about yourself!" she asked.

"What is there to tell?" he asked her.

"Well do you have a girlfriend?" she persisted.

'Can't she ever give up? She asked that question five times already!!' he thought bitterly. "Yes!" he said, trying a different approach.

The bell rung that classes had ended. 'Thank you!' Sakura and Syaoran both thought. They both rushed off without looking back at Josh and Janelle.

The rest of the day went by quickly, Sakura tried to avoid Josh as much as possible, she didn't want to go out with him, yet she didn't want to hurt his feelings. The rest of the week went by the same as that day. Sakura woke up early and walked to school by herself. She met Tomoyo at her dorm and stayed there until it was time for class. She wanted to avoid Josh and his persistant question. Then at her classes she burried herself in her books and didn't speak to anyone. She would occasionally take quick glances at Syaoran and felt pangs of pain but quickly occupied herself with her work. At the end of the day she would walk home by herself recollecting the events of the day.

[a/n: yes i no that was short! gomen!!! how you liked it anyways!]