If You Only Knew
by: kawaiiteddybear
kawaiiteddybear: If you haven't noticed already when you read chapter six... it has so many mistakes!! well I forgot to check it over :S and I'm still too lazy to fix the mistakes up LOL... oh yea... for anyone who is wondering Yue/Yukito isn't in this story gomen! (lets just say he moved to england with nakuru!) anyways onto chapter seven!
DISCLAIMER: I DON'T OWN CCS IN ANYWAY =P CLAMP DOES!
Chapter Seven: Emerald Eyes
It was Friday afternoon, Sakura had left the University as quickly as she could, avoiding Josh once again. 'Geez! Doesn't that guy ever give it a rest? I can't go out with ever, my heart belongs to someone already...' she thought.. She was walking through the parking lot as she spotted Syaoran in his car, getting ready to leave. Sakura turned her head around looking at the trees on the opposite direction.
"Ying Fa..." Syaoran called.
Sakura turned around nervously, "Um... Yes?" was all she could say.
"Why don't I give you a ride home?" Syaoran asked quietly.
"If it's fine with you." Sakura looked at him. 'Those eyes...' Sakura thought.
Syaoran nodded.
Sakura sat down in the passenger seat and looked out the window as Syaoran drove them both back to the Li Mansion.
"Ying Fa..." Syaoran started, breaking the silence.
Sakura looked at him, urging him to continue.
"I'm sorry about what happened early this week..." Syaoran apologized, "I never meant to hurt you its just that..."
"Its my fault... I called you Syaoran...Who is this girl that is so special to you?" Sakura dared to answer.
"You see, I loved this girl named, Sakura Kinomoto... and well she died." Syaoran sniffled. 'I will not cry, I will not cry, I will not cry.' Syaoran told himself holding back all the tears.
Sakura stared at him, 'I'm sorry that I can't tell you.. Syaoran... I don't want you to get involved... If that monster ever finds me, I don't want you to die like the way Touya and my father did.' tears started to form in the corners of her eyes, 'Don't you see Syaoran? I'm trying to protecting you, if I lost you I would rather die than go on living my life knowing that you were gone.' She put her hand over his and told him, "Its alright, I understand why you reacted the way you did."
Syaoran yanked his hand away immediately, 'Why am I telling her this?' Syaoran thought kicking himself. "Well we're home." Syaoran told her, as he parked the car, "Listen... I'm really sorry for what happened."
"It's okay. I forgive you." she smiled and jumped out of the car. Sakura ran into the house as quickly as she could, 'I can't believe I'm so stupid. He still misses me...To see him in this much pain, its shreding my heart apart.' she thought, 'But its the only way to protect us, both, even if were both hurting so much.' she reminded herself. As she walked into the door, Yelan was standing there, it was as if she was waiting for her.
"Ying Fa... Please come with me." Yelan told her. Sakura followed her to a room that was quite dark with many books that were displayed on the shelves. "I've put a spell onto this room, no one can hear what we are saying. I need to tell you something."
Sakura sat nodding, waiting for Yelan to continue.
"Tommorow we are going to the lake to have a picnic." she smiled, "There's a forest, not very far away from the lake, that shields off any evil force or aura from interfering. So I was wondering if you could bring your Sakura cards and use them."
"But what use would it do?" Sakura asked.
"You train them to resist evil invisible force fields that stop them from listening to their master." Yelan explained, "You can use this," revealing a stone, "As a subsitute for the force fields."
"But how do you know all of this?" Sakura asked.
"I've been talking to Eriol lately, and he tells me that a force field is the only thing that can stop the cards from listening to you. If you train them properly, they can break through any barrier." Yelan explained.
Sakura nodded. "How about Syaoran? Won't he be able to sense the cards?"
"No he won't, my son is too weaken from his heartbreak that he cannot sense that magical forces are being used." she looked at Sakura, "He couldn't even sense your aura, Sakura."
Sakura looked down, 'Remember... its for the best.' she thought.
"You can leave now..." Yelan told her, "I think Kero is getting impatient up in your room."
Sakura giggled. "If you don't mind I'm going to bring him a piece of cake."
"Of course." Yelan nodded.
Sakura left and went into the kitchen. Luckily no one was inside the kitchen, so she wouldn't have to explain why she was eating so much desserts lately. She sliced a piece of chocolate cake and placed it on a plate.
She went up in her room and whispered, "Kero... are you there?"
Kero instantly popped out, "Finally! Did you know how long I have to stay in the closet? Those crazy Li sisters were in your room all day!"
"Well I brought you a treat for not popping out and revealing yourself." she lifted up the plate.
"CAKE!!!!!!!!!! WAIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" Kero cried.
"So Kero... Yelan was talking to me." Sakura started. She explained to him that she wanted her to bring the cards to the forest tommorow and told him about the invisible force fields.
"She's right about that Sakura... A spell could've been cast on me, so I couldn't hear anything downstairs." Kero told her.
"Alright... but I'm going to go pack for tommorow's picnic!" Sakura told him.
Next day...
Sakura spent most of night crying her eyes out, when she woke up, she noticed that she had overslept. 'Oh no! I promised Ms. Li that I would wake up at 9:00!' She glanced at the clock- 12:00, "HOEE!!!!!!!!" she cried.
She dressed as fast as she could and ran downstairs. As she pasted the couch, she saw Syaoran sitting there.
"Its about time you woke up." Syaoran mumbled.
Sakura blushed, "I have a tendency to do that."
"Well we better hurry before they start looking for us." Syaoran informed her.
Sakura and Syaoran both walked out of the backdoor of the mansion. "So where is the lake?" Sakura asked.
"It's not very far from here..." Syaoran said gruffly.
Sakura nodded, after those few words, they never spoke another word to each other. 'The silence is killing me!' Sakura screamed inside her head.
Finally, they reached the lake. Sakura sighed, they view was breath taking. The lake was glistening as if stars had fallen in, and the trees and flowers on the opposite side of where Syaoran and Sakura were standing, gave the finishing touches of the perfect picture. They found Yelan and Syaoran's sisters easily, Sakura had quickly eaten her meal and excused herself to go explore the forest.
Sakura had used that excuse to go train her cards. Clutching the stone in her hand she stopping in an area where the flowers gave out a strong aroma. She held her cards in her hand as she figured out how she would command them to fight the force field.
Syaoran was curious why Ying Fa had run off so quickly, 'She's hiding something, I know it.' he thought. When everyone had finally finished the picnic he ran into the forest, searching for Ying Fa. He saw her standing, clutching something in her hands. He walked up closer, the sight he saw made him gasp. He saw what she was holding, they were Sakura cards. "How dare you!" he yelled, stepping out of the shadows of the trees. "Where the hell did you get those?"
"I-I..." Sakura stuttered, placing the cards into her pocket for safe keeping, "It's not what you think..."
"You're not Sakura! You can't have those cards!" he shouted louder, he suddenly realized something and his eyes got wider, "You were the one that killed Sakura didn't you??"
"NO!" Sakura screamed, shaking her head furiously, tears were cascading down her cheeks.
"I don't believe you, the first time I met you I knew that you were hiding something from me and my family." Syaoran said angrily, "All along... you've been tricking us! You've killed Sakura and ran away! You wanted her Sakura cards!"
"NO!" she said, running out of the forest, "I didn't do anything!" 'Please forgive me Syaoran...' crying to herself.
"Why should I believe you! If you didn't do anything then why would you have those cards?" Syaoran said angrily, confronting Sakura as she was standing on the edge of the shore of the lake, "Answer me!" He was overcome by anger and stretched his arms out, he pushed Sakura into the lake and screamed, "I HATE YOU! YOU KILLED SAKURA!" Syaoran collasped onto the ground as tears started to stream down his face.
Sakura landed in the water, she didn't even bother to bring herself to the surface, all that went through mind was Syaoran's voice echoing, "I HATE YOU!" Tears started to come down even faster. She closed her eyes and everything went black.
Syaoran finally realized that Ying Fa wasn't coming back to the surface. His eyes filled with hate, 'I can't just let her die in the water, Sakura wouldn't want me to kill someone...' he jumped into the water and pulled Ying Fa out.
"Wake up!" Syaoran screamed, shaking Ying Fa's limp body.
Finally Sakura opened her eyes and looked at the amber eyes that were staring into her. Choking water out she closed her eyes again and fainted. The last words she ever heard were, "Those eyes..."
Syaoran gasped at what he saw. Ying Fa's eyes were no longer a dark green, they were an emerald color. Just looking into her eyes he knew that they were filled with sadness and pain. 'This can't be Sakura... It could be my imagination..." Syaoran thought, denying at the sight he saw. 'But those eyes... they were filled with so much sadness..." Syaoran picked her up and headed towards the mansion.
[a/n: if this chapter was confusing... please tell me i'll try to explain it in the next chaper! haha! Syaoran doesn't find out who Ying Fa is yet... MUAHAHAHA ain't I evil?]
by: kawaiiteddybear
kawaiiteddybear: If you haven't noticed already when you read chapter six... it has so many mistakes!! well I forgot to check it over :S and I'm still too lazy to fix the mistakes up LOL... oh yea... for anyone who is wondering Yue/Yukito isn't in this story gomen! (lets just say he moved to england with nakuru!) anyways onto chapter seven!
DISCLAIMER: I DON'T OWN CCS IN ANYWAY =P CLAMP DOES!
Chapter Seven: Emerald Eyes
It was Friday afternoon, Sakura had left the University as quickly as she could, avoiding Josh once again. 'Geez! Doesn't that guy ever give it a rest? I can't go out with ever, my heart belongs to someone already...' she thought.. She was walking through the parking lot as she spotted Syaoran in his car, getting ready to leave. Sakura turned her head around looking at the trees on the opposite direction.
"Ying Fa..." Syaoran called.
Sakura turned around nervously, "Um... Yes?" was all she could say.
"Why don't I give you a ride home?" Syaoran asked quietly.
"If it's fine with you." Sakura looked at him. 'Those eyes...' Sakura thought.
Syaoran nodded.
Sakura sat down in the passenger seat and looked out the window as Syaoran drove them both back to the Li Mansion.
"Ying Fa..." Syaoran started, breaking the silence.
Sakura looked at him, urging him to continue.
"I'm sorry about what happened early this week..." Syaoran apologized, "I never meant to hurt you its just that..."
"Its my fault... I called you Syaoran...Who is this girl that is so special to you?" Sakura dared to answer.
"You see, I loved this girl named, Sakura Kinomoto... and well she died." Syaoran sniffled. 'I will not cry, I will not cry, I will not cry.' Syaoran told himself holding back all the tears.
Sakura stared at him, 'I'm sorry that I can't tell you.. Syaoran... I don't want you to get involved... If that monster ever finds me, I don't want you to die like the way Touya and my father did.' tears started to form in the corners of her eyes, 'Don't you see Syaoran? I'm trying to protecting you, if I lost you I would rather die than go on living my life knowing that you were gone.' She put her hand over his and told him, "Its alright, I understand why you reacted the way you did."
Syaoran yanked his hand away immediately, 'Why am I telling her this?' Syaoran thought kicking himself. "Well we're home." Syaoran told her, as he parked the car, "Listen... I'm really sorry for what happened."
"It's okay. I forgive you." she smiled and jumped out of the car. Sakura ran into the house as quickly as she could, 'I can't believe I'm so stupid. He still misses me...To see him in this much pain, its shreding my heart apart.' she thought, 'But its the only way to protect us, both, even if were both hurting so much.' she reminded herself. As she walked into the door, Yelan was standing there, it was as if she was waiting for her.
"Ying Fa... Please come with me." Yelan told her. Sakura followed her to a room that was quite dark with many books that were displayed on the shelves. "I've put a spell onto this room, no one can hear what we are saying. I need to tell you something."
Sakura sat nodding, waiting for Yelan to continue.
"Tommorow we are going to the lake to have a picnic." she smiled, "There's a forest, not very far away from the lake, that shields off any evil force or aura from interfering. So I was wondering if you could bring your Sakura cards and use them."
"But what use would it do?" Sakura asked.
"You train them to resist evil invisible force fields that stop them from listening to their master." Yelan explained, "You can use this," revealing a stone, "As a subsitute for the force fields."
"But how do you know all of this?" Sakura asked.
"I've been talking to Eriol lately, and he tells me that a force field is the only thing that can stop the cards from listening to you. If you train them properly, they can break through any barrier." Yelan explained.
Sakura nodded. "How about Syaoran? Won't he be able to sense the cards?"
"No he won't, my son is too weaken from his heartbreak that he cannot sense that magical forces are being used." she looked at Sakura, "He couldn't even sense your aura, Sakura."
Sakura looked down, 'Remember... its for the best.' she thought.
"You can leave now..." Yelan told her, "I think Kero is getting impatient up in your room."
Sakura giggled. "If you don't mind I'm going to bring him a piece of cake."
"Of course." Yelan nodded.
Sakura left and went into the kitchen. Luckily no one was inside the kitchen, so she wouldn't have to explain why she was eating so much desserts lately. She sliced a piece of chocolate cake and placed it on a plate.
She went up in her room and whispered, "Kero... are you there?"
Kero instantly popped out, "Finally! Did you know how long I have to stay in the closet? Those crazy Li sisters were in your room all day!"
"Well I brought you a treat for not popping out and revealing yourself." she lifted up the plate.
"CAKE!!!!!!!!!! WAIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" Kero cried.
"So Kero... Yelan was talking to me." Sakura started. She explained to him that she wanted her to bring the cards to the forest tommorow and told him about the invisible force fields.
"She's right about that Sakura... A spell could've been cast on me, so I couldn't hear anything downstairs." Kero told her.
"Alright... but I'm going to go pack for tommorow's picnic!" Sakura told him.
Next day...
Sakura spent most of night crying her eyes out, when she woke up, she noticed that she had overslept. 'Oh no! I promised Ms. Li that I would wake up at 9:00!' She glanced at the clock- 12:00, "HOEE!!!!!!!!" she cried.
She dressed as fast as she could and ran downstairs. As she pasted the couch, she saw Syaoran sitting there.
"Its about time you woke up." Syaoran mumbled.
Sakura blushed, "I have a tendency to do that."
"Well we better hurry before they start looking for us." Syaoran informed her.
Sakura and Syaoran both walked out of the backdoor of the mansion. "So where is the lake?" Sakura asked.
"It's not very far from here..." Syaoran said gruffly.
Sakura nodded, after those few words, they never spoke another word to each other. 'The silence is killing me!' Sakura screamed inside her head.
Finally, they reached the lake. Sakura sighed, they view was breath taking. The lake was glistening as if stars had fallen in, and the trees and flowers on the opposite side of where Syaoran and Sakura were standing, gave the finishing touches of the perfect picture. They found Yelan and Syaoran's sisters easily, Sakura had quickly eaten her meal and excused herself to go explore the forest.
Sakura had used that excuse to go train her cards. Clutching the stone in her hand she stopping in an area where the flowers gave out a strong aroma. She held her cards in her hand as she figured out how she would command them to fight the force field.
Syaoran was curious why Ying Fa had run off so quickly, 'She's hiding something, I know it.' he thought. When everyone had finally finished the picnic he ran into the forest, searching for Ying Fa. He saw her standing, clutching something in her hands. He walked up closer, the sight he saw made him gasp. He saw what she was holding, they were Sakura cards. "How dare you!" he yelled, stepping out of the shadows of the trees. "Where the hell did you get those?"
"I-I..." Sakura stuttered, placing the cards into her pocket for safe keeping, "It's not what you think..."
"You're not Sakura! You can't have those cards!" he shouted louder, he suddenly realized something and his eyes got wider, "You were the one that killed Sakura didn't you??"
"NO!" Sakura screamed, shaking her head furiously, tears were cascading down her cheeks.
"I don't believe you, the first time I met you I knew that you were hiding something from me and my family." Syaoran said angrily, "All along... you've been tricking us! You've killed Sakura and ran away! You wanted her Sakura cards!"
"NO!" she said, running out of the forest, "I didn't do anything!" 'Please forgive me Syaoran...' crying to herself.
"Why should I believe you! If you didn't do anything then why would you have those cards?" Syaoran said angrily, confronting Sakura as she was standing on the edge of the shore of the lake, "Answer me!" He was overcome by anger and stretched his arms out, he pushed Sakura into the lake and screamed, "I HATE YOU! YOU KILLED SAKURA!" Syaoran collasped onto the ground as tears started to stream down his face.
Sakura landed in the water, she didn't even bother to bring herself to the surface, all that went through mind was Syaoran's voice echoing, "I HATE YOU!" Tears started to come down even faster. She closed her eyes and everything went black.
Syaoran finally realized that Ying Fa wasn't coming back to the surface. His eyes filled with hate, 'I can't just let her die in the water, Sakura wouldn't want me to kill someone...' he jumped into the water and pulled Ying Fa out.
"Wake up!" Syaoran screamed, shaking Ying Fa's limp body.
Finally Sakura opened her eyes and looked at the amber eyes that were staring into her. Choking water out she closed her eyes again and fainted. The last words she ever heard were, "Those eyes..."
Syaoran gasped at what he saw. Ying Fa's eyes were no longer a dark green, they were an emerald color. Just looking into her eyes he knew that they were filled with sadness and pain. 'This can't be Sakura... It could be my imagination..." Syaoran thought, denying at the sight he saw. 'But those eyes... they were filled with so much sadness..." Syaoran picked her up and headed towards the mansion.
[a/n: if this chapter was confusing... please tell me i'll try to explain it in the next chaper! haha! Syaoran doesn't find out who Ying Fa is yet... MUAHAHAHA ain't I evil?]
