If You Only Knew
by:kawaiiteddybear
kawaiiteddybear: whoops sollie for all those mess ups! i write everything too quickly and I usually forget to check it over... so there might be a lot of mistakes (especially the transition between Syaoran and Sakura's name!)... gomen! i'll try to change it when i'm not as lazy!hehe... ah... let's just get onto the chapter!
DISCLAIMER: I DON'T OWN CCS IN ANYWAY... CLAMP DOES! UNDERSTAND?!
Chapter Nine: Revealed Love [Part I]
The very next day was hectic. Sakura had a pop quiz in calculus, which she knew that she had fail and a major exam in chemistry. Sakura already had enough stress piling on top of her. She didn't want to confront Syaoran now, yet she wanted to tell him everything. She never thought it would be this hard to manage a new identity. Luckily, Josh had laid back for now, he didn't bother her with his annoying question. She didn't care if he was mad at her, all she wanted to do was get through this day. At lunch she let a sigh of relief, she had gotten through the exam.
"Ying Fa..." Sakura heard a deep voice call, she turned around and saw Eriol.
Sakura let out a smile. "Aren't you joining me and Tomoyo for lunch today?" Sakura asked.
"Well actually, Tomoyo told me that she is going to have lunch with her mother today... But its good because I need to ask you something really important." Eriol explained.
Sakura nodded, "Okay, tell me at lunch."
They both went outside that day, and found a spot under the cherry blossom tree. "So, what did you want to tell me, Eriol?"
"It's about Tomoyo." Eriol said quietly.
"Yes... go on..." Sakura smiled.
"I think I might, well I know that I love her." Eriol blurted out.
Sakura clapped happily. "Tell her!" Sakura urged.
"But I'm afraid that she won't have the same feelings." Eriol sighed.
"You won't know until you tell her!" Sakura insisted.
"But..." Eriol sighed.
Tomoyo got out of her limo, and skipped towards the University. She was so happy to see her mother, she hadn't seen her since she had moved to Hong Kong. It was wonderful to know that she was doing well and it was nice to talk to her again. She was nearing the University as she spotted two figures under a cherry blossom tree. As she walked closer, she felt a twinge of jealousy, it was Sakura and Eriol. Seeing them together made her sad, it showed her that, she and Eriol could never be together. She walked quietly, trying to reach a different entrance.
Sakura sighed. She had just finished another day of school. It was hard to sit through her martial arts class because she felt as if a thousand needles had stabbed through her heart when she saw the chestnut haired boy, no, man in action. He was graceful, yet he looked fierce as he demonstrated some more martial arts moves. She wanted to hug him... feel those lips, but that was impossible, she was stuck in this body, that wasn't really her. She wanted to be the old Sakura, the honey haired and emerald eyed cheerful girl. Yet, whenever she was alone, Syaoran would immediately pop into her mind and then all the tears would begin to flow.
Sakura opened the door that led to her dorm and she saw Tomoyo sitting by the window.
"Hey Tomoyo!" Sakura smiled.
"Hi Sakura..." Tomoyo said glumly.
"What's wrong, Tomoyo?" Sakura asked, immediately noticing that her best friend was hurt in some sort of way.
"Oh it's nothing..." Tomoyo plastered on a fake smile.
"OH! Don't fake it, Tomoyo. Just tell me the truth." Tomoyo said.
"I'm in love with this guy but you see... he loves someone else... I don't know what to do..." Tomoyo explained, feeling miserable.
"But..." Sakura paled, "But how did you know?" Sakura asked. She wanted to tell Tomoyo about Eriol's feelings but she had promised to keep it a secret until he had told her personally.
"I just know, Sakura." Tomoyo smiled, "Anyways... I'm going to take a walk alright? I'll be back later."
"Okay," Sakura replied, she wanted to go with her, but she had remembered that she had to finish the rest of her calculus and finish the rest of her book for literature.
Tomoyo silently closed the door and walked outside. She stared at the moon, it was glimmering lightly, which brought out her features. She sat down the cherry blossom tree to think.
Sakura was busily working on her calculus when she heard a loud moan. She jumped. She opened the closet and saw Kero sleeping. She smiled, 'I'm glad he's happy, after all that trouble I put him through.'
KNoCK KNoCK! Sakura opened the door and saw Josh standing there with a bouquet of flowers. He let out a smile.
"The answer is no, Josh." Sakura said with a hint of anger.
"No, I've come here for a truce, well sort of." Josh waved his arms in surrender.
"Alright. What do you want then?" Sakura said, she wasn't in a very good mood for visitors.
"I'm sorry for bothering for the past few weeks, I want to start over and become friends instead." Josh said simply.
"I can't believe you finally got my no through your head!" Sakura laughed, "Yes, I'd like to be friends."
Josh smiled, "Well then, please except these flowers, as a new friendship gift."
Sakura smiled. "Thank you." she said.
"Oh! I have to go now!" Josh said glancing at his watch, "I have to meet Janelle at the restaurant."
Sakura nodded and thanked him again. She watched as he disappeared into the elevator. 'At least there's one problem solved.'
She went back to her homework and fumbled through the pages of her calculus textbook.
KNOCK KNOCK! Sakura jumped. 'Who can it be now?' Sakura thought annoyed. She swung opened the door and saw a very excited Eriol.
"I'm going to tell her tonight." Eriol announced.
"But..." Sakura started, knowing that it wasn't Eriol that Tomoyo had loved.
"I just wanted to tell you that, I'm going to find her right now!" Eriol said with an excited tone. He raced off leaving Sakura standing there, dumbfounded.
'What happens if she doesn't feel the same way?' she thought sadly, 'What have I done?'
Eriol had searched the entire campus but Tomoyo was no where to be found. He had one more place to search, the park. He ran across the park looking for the beautiful purple haired girl that he had fell in love with almost instantly when he first laid eyes on her. He was back to where he had started, he still couldn't find Tomoyo. 'Now I can't ever tell her.' he thought glumly. He went back to the University, but something caught his eye. It was a figure sitting under the cherry blossom tree in front of the University. He walked closer, realizing it was Tomoyo. 'Its now or never...' Eriol told himself, as he walked towards Tomoyo.
[a/n: its a very short chapter no? but I have school and piano and everything else, this is all I could write for now! don't worry, I'll finish the next part tommorow! hope you like this chapter...]
by:kawaiiteddybear
kawaiiteddybear: whoops sollie for all those mess ups! i write everything too quickly and I usually forget to check it over... so there might be a lot of mistakes (especially the transition between Syaoran and Sakura's name!)... gomen! i'll try to change it when i'm not as lazy!hehe... ah... let's just get onto the chapter!
DISCLAIMER: I DON'T OWN CCS IN ANYWAY... CLAMP DOES! UNDERSTAND?!
Chapter Nine: Revealed Love [Part I]
The very next day was hectic. Sakura had a pop quiz in calculus, which she knew that she had fail and a major exam in chemistry. Sakura already had enough stress piling on top of her. She didn't want to confront Syaoran now, yet she wanted to tell him everything. She never thought it would be this hard to manage a new identity. Luckily, Josh had laid back for now, he didn't bother her with his annoying question. She didn't care if he was mad at her, all she wanted to do was get through this day. At lunch she let a sigh of relief, she had gotten through the exam.
"Ying Fa..." Sakura heard a deep voice call, she turned around and saw Eriol.
Sakura let out a smile. "Aren't you joining me and Tomoyo for lunch today?" Sakura asked.
"Well actually, Tomoyo told me that she is going to have lunch with her mother today... But its good because I need to ask you something really important." Eriol explained.
Sakura nodded, "Okay, tell me at lunch."
They both went outside that day, and found a spot under the cherry blossom tree. "So, what did you want to tell me, Eriol?"
"It's about Tomoyo." Eriol said quietly.
"Yes... go on..." Sakura smiled.
"I think I might, well I know that I love her." Eriol blurted out.
Sakura clapped happily. "Tell her!" Sakura urged.
"But I'm afraid that she won't have the same feelings." Eriol sighed.
"You won't know until you tell her!" Sakura insisted.
"But..." Eriol sighed.
Tomoyo got out of her limo, and skipped towards the University. She was so happy to see her mother, she hadn't seen her since she had moved to Hong Kong. It was wonderful to know that she was doing well and it was nice to talk to her again. She was nearing the University as she spotted two figures under a cherry blossom tree. As she walked closer, she felt a twinge of jealousy, it was Sakura and Eriol. Seeing them together made her sad, it showed her that, she and Eriol could never be together. She walked quietly, trying to reach a different entrance.
Sakura sighed. She had just finished another day of school. It was hard to sit through her martial arts class because she felt as if a thousand needles had stabbed through her heart when she saw the chestnut haired boy, no, man in action. He was graceful, yet he looked fierce as he demonstrated some more martial arts moves. She wanted to hug him... feel those lips, but that was impossible, she was stuck in this body, that wasn't really her. She wanted to be the old Sakura, the honey haired and emerald eyed cheerful girl. Yet, whenever she was alone, Syaoran would immediately pop into her mind and then all the tears would begin to flow.
Sakura opened the door that led to her dorm and she saw Tomoyo sitting by the window.
"Hey Tomoyo!" Sakura smiled.
"Hi Sakura..." Tomoyo said glumly.
"What's wrong, Tomoyo?" Sakura asked, immediately noticing that her best friend was hurt in some sort of way.
"Oh it's nothing..." Tomoyo plastered on a fake smile.
"OH! Don't fake it, Tomoyo. Just tell me the truth." Tomoyo said.
"I'm in love with this guy but you see... he loves someone else... I don't know what to do..." Tomoyo explained, feeling miserable.
"But..." Sakura paled, "But how did you know?" Sakura asked. She wanted to tell Tomoyo about Eriol's feelings but she had promised to keep it a secret until he had told her personally.
"I just know, Sakura." Tomoyo smiled, "Anyways... I'm going to take a walk alright? I'll be back later."
"Okay," Sakura replied, she wanted to go with her, but she had remembered that she had to finish the rest of her calculus and finish the rest of her book for literature.
Tomoyo silently closed the door and walked outside. She stared at the moon, it was glimmering lightly, which brought out her features. She sat down the cherry blossom tree to think.
Sakura was busily working on her calculus when she heard a loud moan. She jumped. She opened the closet and saw Kero sleeping. She smiled, 'I'm glad he's happy, after all that trouble I put him through.'
KNoCK KNoCK! Sakura opened the door and saw Josh standing there with a bouquet of flowers. He let out a smile.
"The answer is no, Josh." Sakura said with a hint of anger.
"No, I've come here for a truce, well sort of." Josh waved his arms in surrender.
"Alright. What do you want then?" Sakura said, she wasn't in a very good mood for visitors.
"I'm sorry for bothering for the past few weeks, I want to start over and become friends instead." Josh said simply.
"I can't believe you finally got my no through your head!" Sakura laughed, "Yes, I'd like to be friends."
Josh smiled, "Well then, please except these flowers, as a new friendship gift."
Sakura smiled. "Thank you." she said.
"Oh! I have to go now!" Josh said glancing at his watch, "I have to meet Janelle at the restaurant."
Sakura nodded and thanked him again. She watched as he disappeared into the elevator. 'At least there's one problem solved.'
She went back to her homework and fumbled through the pages of her calculus textbook.
KNOCK KNOCK! Sakura jumped. 'Who can it be now?' Sakura thought annoyed. She swung opened the door and saw a very excited Eriol.
"I'm going to tell her tonight." Eriol announced.
"But..." Sakura started, knowing that it wasn't Eriol that Tomoyo had loved.
"I just wanted to tell you that, I'm going to find her right now!" Eriol said with an excited tone. He raced off leaving Sakura standing there, dumbfounded.
'What happens if she doesn't feel the same way?' she thought sadly, 'What have I done?'
Eriol had searched the entire campus but Tomoyo was no where to be found. He had one more place to search, the park. He ran across the park looking for the beautiful purple haired girl that he had fell in love with almost instantly when he first laid eyes on her. He was back to where he had started, he still couldn't find Tomoyo. 'Now I can't ever tell her.' he thought glumly. He went back to the University, but something caught his eye. It was a figure sitting under the cherry blossom tree in front of the University. He walked closer, realizing it was Tomoyo. 'Its now or never...' Eriol told himself, as he walked towards Tomoyo.
[a/n: its a very short chapter no? but I have school and piano and everything else, this is all I could write for now! don't worry, I'll finish the next part tommorow! hope you like this chapter...]
