If You Only Knew

by: kawaiiteddybear

kawaiiteddybear: thanx for the reviews! should I add a couple of more twists into the story or just finish it off? okay... if the chapter are longer, it means that i'm going to take longer to update... okie?? now onto chapter eleven!

DISCLAIMER: I don't CCS, clamp does.

Chapter Eleven: Birthday Suprises

Sakura was trying so hard to concentrate on her homework, but she was a nervous wreck. She was really curious what had happened between Tomoyo and Eriol. She was so worried that Eriol's feelings would be hurt, she remembered Tomoyo telling her about the guy she loved, and how he loved someone else. She frowned, 'Let's hope they come back with smiles on their faces.' She went back to her work, but she heard voiced through the door.

"Sweet dreams Tomoyo!" a male voice said.

Sakura swung open the door and let out a huge smile at the sight she saw, Eriol and Tomoyo both looked at her, blushing. "I'm going to go now..." Eriol said suddenly.

Tomoyo kissed his cheek and watched him leave. She turned to Sakura and let out a squeal.

"Is there something I need to know here, Tomoyo?" Sakura smiled, raising an eyebrow.

The two best friends went into their dorm, and Tomoyo told Sakura what had happened. "I can't believe I thought that he loved you..." Tomoyo sighed at the very end.

"It's alright, now that you guys know the truth, you don't have to bug me about Syaoran right?" Sakura brought up.

Tomoyo grinned, "Not a chance, it doesn't mean that if I'm with Eriol, I won't try to get you and Syaoran back together."

Sakura groaned.

Finally Tomoyo had fell asleep, Sakura laid in her bed as she thought of Syaoran. She quietly sobbed into her pillow, exhausted, she fell asleep.

Several months later...

School had already ended, Sakura passed her final exams, since she didn't have much to do, she spent her time studying. Tomoyo was with Eriol most of the time so Sakura was always stuck by herself, aside from Kero, but he was usually sleeping. She had become good friends with Josh, but lately he has been avoiding her. Sakura woke up still half asleep, she remember that Tomoyo had stayed with Eriol that night, so she was all alone. She stood up and looked at the calendar, July 12. She felt as if tears were stinging at the corner of her eye. Tommorow was Syaoran's birthday. She pretty much avoided him that whole year, but something inside of her told her that she had to do something. Sakura's eyes lit up, 'I should get a present for Syaoran! I can just leave it at the rock, by the spot he trains... I can sneak in by the forest...' Sakura quickly threw on some clothes and left campus.

Sakura was strolling down the line of stores when something had caught her eye, it was a teddy bear kit. She remembered when she was smaller, she had given one to Syaoran, before he left for Hong Kong. She went into the store and bought a kit. 'I'll make him another bear... but this time... he won't know its from me." Sakura thought sadly. She returned to the dorm and sat down, she opened the box and started on the bear. After hours of needles poking her skin, she was finally done.

"Sakura!" Tomoyo squealed as she swung open the door.

"Hoe?" Sakura answered.

Tomoyo saw Sakura holding the bear in her hands and raised an eyebrow, "Who is this for?"

"Well... Tommorow is Syaoran's birthday... so I thought I would leave his present at his house." Sakura admitted.

Tomoyo clapped in a childish manner, 'Maybe then Syaoran will know that Ying Fa is Sakura!' Tomoyo thought.

Almost instantly when Sakura had said Syaoran, Kero bursted out the closet. "You are not going to the gaki's house!" Kero said sternly.

"I'll be very careful Kero..." Sakura insisted.

"But the gaki hurt you!" Kero stated.

"It doesn't matter, I'm going to his house whether you like it or not." Sakura pouted.

Kero sighed in defeat, "Fine, but I don't like this idea, not one bit!"

Next day...

Sakura woke up bright and early, throwing on some clothes, she headed for the Li Mansion. She was walking through forest, it was the only way she could get to Syaoran's training spot without being seen. She peeked through one of the bushes and sighed, Syaoran was still training. She quietly crept toward the rock and placed the package on top. 'There... now, to tell him that its here.' Sakura let a bit of her aura and quickly dashed away. Suddenly, her body went stiff, as if everything that she was trying to hold inside were freed.

"Sakura Kinomoto!" a voice screeched quietly.

Sakura turned aorund and gasped, she trembled, "It can't be..." Before she was able to do anything, everything went black.

Syaoran was busy training on the hill he had always trained on top. He knew that it was his birthday, but he didn't care. He rarely thought of Sakura Kinomoto anymore, in his mind, she was a thing in the past and he needed to move on. And he did move on. He accepted an engagement to Akane, a marriage that his mother had arranged. He knew that he had to have a wife by the age of 20, so when the chance had arisen, he accepted. Once in awhile Sakura would pop into his mind, but he quickly told himself that she was dead and he had to move on. Since he had pushed Sakura out of his mind and heart, he was focused again, he could sense auras and the evil that was lurking around again.

Syaoran was focusing on his training when he sensed something. It was faint, but yet he knew that it was near. It was a light pink aura. He ran down the hill and spotted a small package on a rock. He rushed over and looked closely at the package. It had a small card placed on top, it read, Happy Birthday Syaoran. He opened the package which revealed a small, yet lovely pink bear. 'Sakura?' he immediately thought, remembering the bear he still had on his shelf, it was a gift from her when he had left Japan. Suddenly he dropped the bear, he sensed a dark grey, evil aura and the faint pink aura he had felt before, but this time it was much stronger.

He ran into the forest, the pink aura directing him. He stopped, sensing that two auras were near by. "Whoever you are, show yourself!" Syaoran yelled angrily.

"Just leave boy, this matter is only between the Card Mistress and I." a eerie voice told him.

'The Card Mistress?' Syaoran thought to himself in disbelief, he took out his sword and held it up, "Show yourself." Syaoran repeated.

"I told you once already, if you are foolish enough to stay then you will perish the same fate as the Card Mistress!" the voice laughed. A shadowy figure started to form in front of Syaoran's eyes. It was a large dark form and it had piercing red eyes.

Syaoran studied it for a second, 'It's evil, pure evil. It's all empty...' he thought. He looked at the form and something caught his eye. It was a girl, trapped in the evil form. She had amber hair, even though she was unconscious, Syaoran knew exactly who it was. His heart shattered into thousands of pieces. "Sakura..." he gasped.


[a/n: cliffhanger and short! lol don't worry i'm going to update really soon! and i no it was pretty lame why Sakura went to Syaoran's house but hey i have writer's block! Also, I know that the story is going pretty quick but, its not over yet, not until their together! MUAHAHA hehe please review!]