Helllllllllllllllllllo again..... This is crawling with a new chapter
thanks to those who reviewed... specially to:
~vixen16~: the reason my grammar is not so good is that "English is not my native language" so I'm trying my best... do forgive me for my mistakes ...thanks
~tensaipira~: real thanks to you.....
Sorry if I missed someone
Anyway ... on with the story
Chapter three: life wasn't cruel
Grief.... that's what I've been living in for the past few months ..... two days after that unlucky day .... I've lost my mother in another misfortune.. Sense that day nothing have been the same as before ... my dad came back after almost 6 years ... the last time I saw him was right after my parent were divorced .. But even though he is back now ... he will not take my mothers place ... her place will remain empty in my heart ... no one can ever fill it ...after she's gone ...
I haven't cried a single ..instead I found myself lost in my memories of her .. lost in my thoughts .. what would happen to me without her there .. guiding me .. and protecting me .. what would happen if I never found someone to show me the right way.
I guess kogure and nobu are alright now .. kogure is back to the old smiling mood ..but I know better . I know he is still suffering just like us .. just like me ..
Noboku is a little different ..being the so emotional girl she is .. I can hear her ..every night .. crying softly .. while I'm pretending to be asleep.. lucky her .. she found a way to let it all out .. and she have Mitsui by her side whenever she needed a hug or a shoulder to cry on .
We both moved from shoyo to my brother's school .. and kogure tried to quit playing basket ball but Mitsui and the coach somehow convinced him not to.. they still needed him .. and as for me the coach of the track team asked ~ sorry I take that back ~ he was begging me on hands and knees to be one of his runners .. cause I was one of the best in shoyo . but my answer was always....
NO WAY..
Kaede and I are in the same class . 1~10 . but even we are sitting far from each other .. I can still feel his eyes on my back . and whenever I turn around . he is always a sleep ..
I walked down the stairs .. I found father sitting on the couch reading the news paper ..as always ..he looked up and smiled at me "how are you .honey ?" he asked "Good " I answered back weakly.. his face fell ..I ignored him.. if he think he can just jump into my life ..and expect me to love him dearly .. he is mistaken ..
"where is nobu ?" I asked him coldly " in the kitchen" " tell her to have dinner without me . I'm going out" "where to?" " can't a girl have some fresh air" I snapped.I took my coat and walked toward the library .soon I was there .. i went inside and I started looking for a nice novel.. I found a book named " a walk to remember " the cover looks cute .. so I thought the story is going to be cute too (AN: I'm sure most of you know this story )
I took the book and turned around .. started to browse through the pages ..that is until I crashed into someone's chest .. "look where you're going. .idiot." I immediately looked up and saw Kaede looking down at me.. " what about you ? you moron ." I walked away from him and sat by a table .. and started reading .. "he came and sat across the table .. he placed a book named (the easiest way to study math ) I smiled secretly .. and went back to my book
" pale" he said after a moment of silence " huh??" I gave him a puzzled look . " you look pale " I gave a more confused look .. then I shrugged and went back to reading "whatever "I said ..
"you're not acting like before "he said . " what are talking about ?? we barely know each other" "I know" "...." "but you were so cheerful that day . even after the accident " I stared at him " that was a long time ago " "why are you doing that to yourself ?"
I stood up and walked out of the library ..it was already dark outside .. walked fast ..away from him .. but he was catching up with me .. I turned and walked into an empty alley .. he grasped my shoulder and turned my around to face him ..
We stayed like that for a while ..just the two of us .. just me .and him . alone in a dark alley .under the moons faint light.
"you haven't answered me "he said " I don't know why.."
I hugged him and started to cry hardly . "tell me . why must life be so cruel ? " I whispered
To my surprise ..he hugged me back
"I'm not sure but It wasn't cruel when I met you "
TBC...
HOW was it .I'm sure it wasn't the most romantic but I guess it will do.. Plz review ...crawling
~vixen16~: the reason my grammar is not so good is that "English is not my native language" so I'm trying my best... do forgive me for my mistakes ...thanks
~tensaipira~: real thanks to you.....
Sorry if I missed someone
Anyway ... on with the story
Chapter three: life wasn't cruel
Grief.... that's what I've been living in for the past few months ..... two days after that unlucky day .... I've lost my mother in another misfortune.. Sense that day nothing have been the same as before ... my dad came back after almost 6 years ... the last time I saw him was right after my parent were divorced .. But even though he is back now ... he will not take my mothers place ... her place will remain empty in my heart ... no one can ever fill it ...after she's gone ...
I haven't cried a single ..instead I found myself lost in my memories of her .. lost in my thoughts .. what would happen to me without her there .. guiding me .. and protecting me .. what would happen if I never found someone to show me the right way.
I guess kogure and nobu are alright now .. kogure is back to the old smiling mood ..but I know better . I know he is still suffering just like us .. just like me ..
Noboku is a little different ..being the so emotional girl she is .. I can hear her ..every night .. crying softly .. while I'm pretending to be asleep.. lucky her .. she found a way to let it all out .. and she have Mitsui by her side whenever she needed a hug or a shoulder to cry on .
We both moved from shoyo to my brother's school .. and kogure tried to quit playing basket ball but Mitsui and the coach somehow convinced him not to.. they still needed him .. and as for me the coach of the track team asked ~ sorry I take that back ~ he was begging me on hands and knees to be one of his runners .. cause I was one of the best in shoyo . but my answer was always....
NO WAY..
Kaede and I are in the same class . 1~10 . but even we are sitting far from each other .. I can still feel his eyes on my back . and whenever I turn around . he is always a sleep ..
I walked down the stairs .. I found father sitting on the couch reading the news paper ..as always ..he looked up and smiled at me "how are you .honey ?" he asked "Good " I answered back weakly.. his face fell ..I ignored him.. if he think he can just jump into my life ..and expect me to love him dearly .. he is mistaken ..
"where is nobu ?" I asked him coldly " in the kitchen" " tell her to have dinner without me . I'm going out" "where to?" " can't a girl have some fresh air" I snapped.I took my coat and walked toward the library .soon I was there .. i went inside and I started looking for a nice novel.. I found a book named " a walk to remember " the cover looks cute .. so I thought the story is going to be cute too (AN: I'm sure most of you know this story )
I took the book and turned around .. started to browse through the pages ..that is until I crashed into someone's chest .. "look where you're going. .idiot." I immediately looked up and saw Kaede looking down at me.. " what about you ? you moron ." I walked away from him and sat by a table .. and started reading .. "he came and sat across the table .. he placed a book named (the easiest way to study math ) I smiled secretly .. and went back to my book
" pale" he said after a moment of silence " huh??" I gave him a puzzled look . " you look pale " I gave a more confused look .. then I shrugged and went back to reading "whatever "I said ..
"you're not acting like before "he said . " what are talking about ?? we barely know each other" "I know" "...." "but you were so cheerful that day . even after the accident " I stared at him " that was a long time ago " "why are you doing that to yourself ?"
I stood up and walked out of the library ..it was already dark outside .. walked fast ..away from him .. but he was catching up with me .. I turned and walked into an empty alley .. he grasped my shoulder and turned my around to face him ..
We stayed like that for a while ..just the two of us .. just me .and him . alone in a dark alley .under the moons faint light.
"you haven't answered me "he said " I don't know why.."
I hugged him and started to cry hardly . "tell me . why must life be so cruel ? " I whispered
To my surprise ..he hugged me back
"I'm not sure but It wasn't cruel when I met you "
TBC...
HOW was it .I'm sure it wasn't the most romantic but I guess it will do.. Plz review ...crawling
