12pm Friday, Home WOW, has this been a hectic day. Well, remember how I said someone was at the door? Well, even though I told my mom I didn't wanna see anyone, she let Lilly come in. I guess I understand why mom gave in, Lilly can be EXTREMELY pushy when she has something stuck in her mind. Anyway, she came into my room and there I was, in my PJs lying on my bed with a zillion Kleenexes all around me.

L: Hi.. M: Hey L: Ummm I know you don't feel like seeing anyone right now, but before you turn into this belligerent person and make me leave, hear me out. M: Bellige- what? Lil, I wouldn't MAKE you leave. L: Look Mia, I am SO sorry. I was.how can say this.. M: Selfish? L: Yeah. I should've seen you were sad, I mean, who wouldn't. But that's not the point, I love you. You're my best friend, no matter what and there's no way to justify my reaction. I guess you COULD'VE told me but hey, it's Ok. M: yeah. L: So, what I'm trying to say, really is, will you forgive me? I've been trying to reach you these couple days. M: Of course Lil! I've missed you so much. And I'm sorry I didn't tell you abut that stupid thing I had with your brother, I mean I didn't know HOW to tell you.Everything was so weird and it happened so fast. L: He's a looser, and if it was a stupid thing for you then you'll be over it pretty soon. Unless of course, you have feelings for him..

Feelings?? I LOVE Michael, those aren't just feelings. But I couldn't say that to Lilly. She'd tell that to him and then I'd look so pathetic. Or could I.

M: Well, it wasn't just anything to me, I care about him but he hurt me. A lot. I would never cheat on anyone, especially him. L: Ok, if you say so. I have to go, mom's waiting for me downstairs. Please call me, I can't stand be separated from you any longer. M: I will, bye Lil.

After she left I went online and checked my e-mail. You couldn't believe what happened! Apparently, the news of my little incident after the dance was in every late night news and all the major newspapers. So, somehow, people got my e-mail address and I had about 200 had e-mails from people from all over the world telling me how sorry they were. Of course there were also some mean ones but those were extremely few. The last one caught my attention though. It was from Michael and it went like this:

Hey Mia. I don't know what to say except, I am so sorry. I acted like a jerk and a coward. I don't even have the strength and balls to call you. Hearing your voice, or even hearing you cry would just kill me. I got too overprotective and we haven't even gone out once. Not that there's a chance now. I am sorry I ruined things for us. That was the last thing I wanted to do. I would be thrilled if I could just get you to talk to me again although you don't have any reasons to do that. I hated Josh for hurting you like he did but it turned out I was even worse. I just missed you those weeks too much and seeing that video on TV just messed me up. Please forgive me.

Love you always, Michael