DISCLAIMER: I DON'T OWN HARRY POTTER



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GINNY'S DAIRY





CHAPTER 1.

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Dear diary,





It's my first day at Hogwarts. I'm really exicted! I'm on the train right now and i'm wondering which house i'll be put in. I hope that i get to be put in Ravenclaw! Why, because i'll be different from my family and people will notice! Well, i hope.

At home, i never get noticed. All i want is people to know that I'm alive!

I know that i'll be seeing Harry Potter soon too! I can't wait to see him again. At home, i kept on making a fool of myslef but i hope thayt i don't do it here.

Hehehehehe.



I also have to stop blushing, i don't want people to think that i'm a mad woman or something.

I'm arriving at Hogwarts in 15 minutes and i haven't seen my brother or Harry anywhere.

To busy to even think about me i suppose.



Why can't people think about me?

Why can't i be noticed?



The train has stopped now and i'm being led into a huge hall. It's very pretty and there are lots of people looking at me.

Or should i say us, the new first years.

I look around and i still don't see my brother Ron.

Or Harry

Or Hermione.



Am i really that bad? Are they trying to avoid me?

I feel hot tears swelling up in my eyelids. Am i really that bad?

I look around again, then i noticed Hermione. She was talking to my older brother Percy.

I look at her pleadingly. Hoping that she would look up and notice me.

Am i really that bad? I ask myslef all the time.

I still look at Hermione but she doesn't see me.

I look at my brothers for comfort but they too don't seem to know that i was there.

Have they forgotten about me?

I heard my name being called out.

I put on the hat and heard a voice.

Then before i knew it, it shouted out GRYFFINDOR!!!!!

I take off the hat and ran to the Gryffindor table with a fake smile on my face.

I had really wanted to be put into Ravenclaw.

My brothers and Hermione have finally seem to notice me now but i'm in a very bad mood.

I didn't want to talk to them.

They ask me if i feel okey but i don't say a word.

I am angry at them.

Angry at them for not noticing me.

I am also angry at my brother Ron and Harry.

Why are they not here i ask myslef?

Are they trying to avoid me?

I am really in a bad mood now.

All i want is to be left alone.

Funny isn't it. As soon as i got all the attention, i didn't want it. And i now know what i want.

I want Harry Potter to notice me.

That's all i've got right now diary.

See you later.