Disclaimers: Blah blah blah...
A/N: I didn't actually want to write right now, but after reading these nice reviews, simply had to ^.^ I just went over the fifth chapter again and I noticed, that there are a lot of mistakes in it, but I'm simply too lazy to change it. Hope it's not too bad... Also something got wrong with the songtext, the format isn't as I wanted to have it...
Silver Flame – I also played the violin once, but that's about 11 or 12 years ago, and it was only for about two years. But after that I started playing the cello and I played piano my whole life. That's the reason why this story is kind of 'music-related'. I was thinking about making Remmie play the piano, but that wouldn't have worked well. Ahm – find a piano in an attic, yes, but after? Take a piano for a journey? No thanks. And a cello? I don't like it that much, and also i think it wouldn't have suited him very well. And above that, it's not much fun walking around with a cello for long time. So... it got a violin J .
Anonymus – they are going to kiss, don't worry. But I didn't want them to have their first kiss in public in a store, and... yes. But I think it's going to happen in this chapter ^o^
Lunard – thanks for your nice reviews! They always help me to continue.
OK, lets see what's going to happen now.
Chapter 6
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"Wizard or Muggle pub?" Peter asked as they were standing in front of the music store.
"Hmmm... In Muggle pubs they don't have any butterbeer, but they have other stuff... I'd like a muggle one better." Sirius loved whiskey. And in an ordinary wizards pub you don't get it. Also whiskey was a good stuff to get drunk. Or maybe also some good stuff to get Remmie drunk, he thought, without any ulterior moves. No, he, Sirius Black never would do that on purpose, what do you think of him, really...
"For me it's the same, as long as I can sit down..." Remus muttered.
"But I want to have some butterbeer..."
"C'mon Jamie, you can get it always... Pleeeeaaase?" Padfoot asked with a really doggy look. "But... OK. Right. Why can I never say no, when you look at me like that?"
"Thank's Jamie!" he said hugged his best friend and placed a playful peck on his cheek.
'That's what I meant. He's not heterosexual. No matter what he tells me.' James thought when he pushed his friend a little bit away, trying not to say anything like 'be careful, you will make Moony jealous'.
"OK, now, which direction should we go, we have to be careful, or we'll never find our way back to the Leaky Cauldron. Specially when we are a little bit pissed after..." Prongs was right to be concerned about that, as all of them, exept himself had rotten sense of direction. And when he was drunk this ability vanished. Hm. Too bad.
"Maybe we could charm a map, so that it shows us the way!" Wormtail suggested.
"We can't use magic in public! And above that, we're in holidays, we're not supposed to use any magic at all!"
"OK, and are we supposed to get back to the Cauldron?" Pete asked a little annoyed
"You know what? Let's return there, and then we look, if there's something nice near it." Remus tried to stop the coming fight, and he succeded.
"And what would you think if we go to a bar first, drink a little bit, and then we go to our rooms, armed with some other drinks, and there we... have a little drinking party?" asked Sirius grinning mischieviously.
Then they went to a supermarket to buy some alcohol and headed to find a nice bar. The one they chose was almost in front of the Leaky Cauldron.
The four boys tried some of the cocktails and some other stuff, after a time they were already a little bit... happier than usual, but still not drunk. Then they decided that it was time to go, they payed, and went on to the entrance to the wizarding world.
"Maybe we meet some Gryffindors here... we could invite them to our small party..." James suggested. Maybe they could play something like Truth or Dare, it would make it easier to get the two canines together...
By chance they really met Lily Evans, and a friend of her, Caitriona Donovan, another Gryffindor sixth year. Short after they met they were sitting in Sirius' and Remus' room, with some bottles of butterbeer and a bottle of whiskey, on which Padfoot was trying to apply the engorgio-spell, but it didn't work at all.
"What would you think about a little bit of truth or dare?"
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It was about 5 in the morning and Remus was lying in his bed, trying to get some sleep, but it was kinda pointless. The events of this evening were still turning around in his head.
'Lucky Prongs. He was getting on our nerves with that Evans girl for at least 6 months. We'll see if they really get together... I mean it really could happen. She didn't seem to be repelled by him... But between Sirius and me... nothing. Well, not nothing, he was flirting with me, but it was only because of the alcohol... And I pulled myself together, to not drink too much so I won't do anything I'd regret after. And he... I really... he was so cute today... In this music store... I really thought I could see something like... love... in his eyes, but that can't be true, it simply can't be, that's only me seeing signs of love everywhere, but these are only my dreams I project to the others. I have to stop it... I just have to...' he stood up and went quietly to the window to look outside.
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'What was that tonight... I have no idea... Well, I wasn't drunk, I didn't want to do anything stupid, and when I'm drunk, I... always do something stupid. Nope. Not only when I'm drunk... Moony... I'm sure he felt my heart pound when he hugged me today... It was beating so loud and so fast... It was so hard not to kiss him. It's always so difficult... I can't do that anymore, lock my feelings up deep in me... I have to tell him. But what when he feels rejected? I mean... when he doesn't like me in this way, if he feels repulsed by me, by me being homosexual? If he thinks... He looks so cute in his pyjama with all these little stars on it... Shit, I want him so much, so much, so much... it almost hurts. No, it really hurts!' Sirius felt a tear running slowly down his cheek. 'Oh stop it. I won't cry now...' He heard that Remus went out of his bed and he saw him standing by the window.
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Suddenly Remus felt a hand on his shoulder and he turned around. Then he found his face again only inches away from Padfoot's. It was the same situation as today in the afternoon, only that it was different. They were alone now. Nobody watching, no reason to control themselves than not to do anything what would reject or hurt the other one. Moony looked into Sirius' eyes, looked to this face illuminated by the pale light of the moon, and he saw a tear searching its way out of the eye. His hand moved up to the other boys face, touched the eyes and wiped the tear away carefully. Then he noticed that Padfoot's hand also touched his face. Both closed their eyes and let their hands caress the face of the other. Everything around vanished, there were only hands, faces, contacts. They were moving closer and closer together, letting the hands wander down the neck, to the chest, the back, and again up the head wandering through the hair and so on, moving until their bodies touched. Remus let out a tiny gasp as he felt Sirius' soft lips touch his own, but he relaxed immediatly in the other boys embrace. He moved his lips, caressing the other lips on his ones. Padfoot's tongue touched Moony's lips, then he found his tongue, it was almost a dance in slow motion, sinking deeper and deeper into the kiss. After a moment that lasted an eternity they parted, still panting, their foreheads still resting tohgether.
"I love you Moony." Sirius whispered "I always loved you and I'll always do."
"I also love you Padfoot... Don't leave me alone..."
"No, I won't. You are safe now."
Then Sirius pulled Remus into his bed and after some more kisses they fell asleep in the others arms.
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