Author's Note: Chapter 3 was kinda boring but chapter 4 is up! I fixed the problem to how ch.3 came out, apparently I got to skip lines, after lines so it would come out okie (thnx to de help of coco_berry ^_^). Hopefully this one is bettah! Enjoy...

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Love Affair: Chapter 4



Serenity's P.O.V

I wrapped my arms around his firm neck and kissed him passionately. I felt his arms creep around me. My god, he was irresistible! His arms were so comforting and warm. I felt safe, exhilarated and spontaneous. His kiss was just melting me.what was this feeling? Could this be love? He pulled away slowly to get some air but not very far away from his hot lips. We were millimetres apart our foreheads touching.

"Serenity...we shouldn't" he whispered.

"Why not," I asked quite hurt.

"You shouldn't get involved with a man like me. Why would you want to? I'm just going to end up hurting you," he said frustrated with himself.

"But you said..."

"And I meant every word of it" he cut in, "you're not like other woman. You don't know what you do to me." He grabbed my waist and sat me down on top of him in the garden. "I feel like a completely different person when I'm with you, like a changed man. But I have my intentions and they're only going to hurt you. I meant every word I said including the destruction of the moon."

A tear ran down my cheek. He's so complicated. I thought that things would change...they haven't. I wanted to just stay in his arms, I knew he was going to destroy the moon and I knew I wouldn't be safe for long, but it seemed so right to just be here with him. I shook my head wanting to forget about everything. I just wanted this moment to freeze. I just wanted to change the subject and talk about....

"Love. You don't believe in love at first sight?"

"No, yes....I don't know. I never thought about love at first sight...much less love at all. I thought love was something that never existed. That it was only found in fairy tales. But...,"he trailed of.

"But what?" I asked.

He looked at me, "But I'm not so sure I believe that anymore. Maybe it does exist."

I smiled, there was hope in him after all.

"Are we still enemies?" I asked

"We're now too much to be just friends but we're beyond being enemies.do you know where this leads us?" he asked. I shook my head solemnly.

"Endymion, the real question is....where do we go from here?" I asked.

"What do you mean?"

"Am I still your hostage, or an ally or...damit Endymion, what do we do? I don't want to leave you now, but I can't let you just take over my kingdom. Endymion what are you going to do to me, to my kingdom...to us?" I asked a bit irritated.

"Serenity, give me time. I think you're rushing things!" he replied.

Yes, I was rushing things already. But if he did love me he would have understood why I needed to know. I can't continue on knowing he'll just hurt me. I was probably just as confused as him. I shook my head but then picked up his hand and held it giving him a sign that no matter what.I'll be there for him.

He looked at me with love written in his eyes. He may not believe in love at first sight, but I do! I may have never felt it or seen it and he may have not said that he loved me but he didn't have to. I knew he loved me. I felt it already with him. I gazed into his eyes again...his dark orbs were so....so...words cannot describe it no more. It wasn't cold but warm; I almost could reach into his heart. I loved him.you'd think that his plans would make me hate him but I couldn't hate a man like Endymion.

"Serenity, maybe it's time we should go to bed. We'll discuss things tomorrow, right know lets just sleep on it," he tiredly said.

I grimaced, "Not the dungeon!"

"Serenity, of course you're not going back there...a princess deserves the finest." He got up and led me through many halls, passed many doors.

"Here we are beautiful," he opened the doors and there I saw the largest most glamorous room ever. It was all gold and red, elegant and rich. I could get used to this.

"There are plenty of clean clothes in the dresser. If you need me I'll be in the room across from yours. Okay?"

"Mhhhm," she muffled

Before I could leave I had to ask, "Serenity, Was that...was that your first kiss?"

She blushed a crimson red, "Y.....ye...yes," she stuttered.

Endymion's P.O.V:

I was her first kiss. She was definitely different. She was so innocent and naïve. That frightened me, she seems tough at times but she's pretty naïve. She doesn't know what goes through a man's mind.what if some asshole tried to take advantage of her innocent nature..- shit, I'd beat the crap out of them! She's not experienced for such a relationship she's doesn't know what how people work. Am I going to take advantage of that...I would if she was like Beryl, but she's not. I would probably be her first, I don't want her to sleep with me if I'm just in it for the sex.. that's wrong! Wait, wrong? Do I even give a shit if it's wrong or right? Would I sleep with my angel? Would I do it out of love? Would I sleep with her because I love her.. or because she's naïve and easy? I thought about it and I thought neither. I pictured myself with her by my side...it doesn't look so bad.

I calmly walked down the hall to my room only to see a pissed, red head.

"Well, where's you're little bitch?" she asked.

I growled and threw her across the room with a small wave of my hand, "Don't you ever call Serenity that! What the fuck are you doing here?"

She got up limping and walked to a chair, "How could you do this to me? I saw you and her!"

"Oh please, you see me fuck lots of women what's so different?"

"She's the enemy that's what! What are you're plans? Kill everyone on the moon and keep her?"

I paused for a moment, that's not a bad idea, "What if it is?"

She laughed still in pain, "You think she'd look at you the same? Do you think she'll forgive you? She'd kill you! Once Queen Selenity dies she has enough power to wipe out this universe! She'll become 100 times more powerful then her mother...it's in the prophecy and you know that! Her mother is no match for us but Serenity is! That's why we have to kill her now! Once we do, get the crystal and prevail! That was the plan Endymion! Why the hell are you backing out?"

"I'm not backing out! If I get the crystal maybe I stand a chance against her."

She laughed again, "So you'll kill her? The crystal will make you strong but to defend yourself from such power like Serenity...you'll have to kill her or let her kill you, it's a one way street Endymion!"

I grimaced, why the hell did I have to meet Serenity? I wouldn't be confused, I wouldn't be upset I wouldn't be...I sighed...happy. Serenity made me happy...shit I was hopeless.

"Kill her while she's weak-while her mother is still alive! Do it Endymion!" she demanded.

"Shut your mouth, I've got Serenity wrapped around my finger! She wont do anything and she will prevail by my side!"

"WHAT!!! You're thinking about her ruling with you????!!! ENDYMION!!! You promised me I'd-"

I cut her off, "Beryl, never assume what I say to you is true! You assume too much! You get way over your head. I like Serenity, she amuses me and no way will she turn down such power as to ruling the universe," I said quite annoyed.

"She wouldn't need you to rule the universe, she has more then enough power to do so!" Beryl yelled flaming.

I was now fed up. Sure she made sense but I was in no mood for this discussion. My mind was made up and prepared to tell Serenity what we'll do, Serenity will rule by my side!

Meanwhile in serenity's Chambers (Serenity's P.O.V)

I found some dry clothes in the amour and changed into the silky fabric. I wonder what his plan is...will he kill me? No he wouldn't do that.he loves you Serenity. Hmmm, what then, maybe he'll spare my kingdom....he has too.....I know he will! I sat up on the bed looking around, what power will I hold if mother past on? No don't think that!!! Mom will live a long, long life with lots of power! I smiled but it faded away, will I become as powerful as she said I would? Power never drove me but it drove Endymion. What if he's just using me? No he loves me!!!! Endymion would never do that! Tears came trickling down out of confusion. Serenity....think about it later! I yawned and slept with the scent of roses filing the air.Edymion.

-MORNING- (A.N: ah forget this whole p.o.v thing....just remember this: '___________' means they're thinking not talking!)

Serenity woke up light headed and dazed. She was not up to seeing Endymion due to her fear of facing his ideas.

'What if he's just lying, stringing me along with his plans?' Serena thought to herself. She could only think about him hurting her. The signs were all there whacking her in the head.....it was just to obvious that he would. He even admitted to hurting her but she had this strong feeling that he was different....that he could change.

Serenity heard a knock on the door.

"Ah.....come in!" she hollered.

The door swung open and there was Endymion holding a tray of bacon and eggs.

"For you Princess," he said as he settled the tray of delicates onto her lap. She weakly smiled.

"Uh....thank you Endymion. Um, about today's new......"

Endymion read the look of discomfort written on her face, he wanted to tell her his plans but he was unsure about them himself.

"I know what you're going to say and I'm afraid I came up with anything," he lied, "I'm sorry Serenity." And he got up and left not showing any of his emotions scared that he'd loos his composure.

Serenity looked at her food and threw it toward the door.

"MEN! THEY ARE SO COMPLICATED! ONE DAY THEY THINK THEY KNOW EVERYTHING, THE NEXT DAY THEY'RE JUST LOST IDIOTS!" she screamed utterly upset.

She got up and started pacing the room, 'I hate Endymion.... No wait....I love Endymion' her mind screamed unsure of how she really felt.

"Stop princess, you're making quite a fool of your self," said a mocking voice.

"YOU! Whhat are you doing here Beryl?" Serenity asked in rage.

Beryl flashed an evil smirk flipping her hair as if she was talking to a mere peasant, "Looking out for your best interest."

"What??" Serenity was now confused, "I don't think I under stood what you just said."

"Serenity, you and I both know you aren't a girl who understand men....especially when it comes to Endymion. Listen to him, he's going to hurt you. Once he has a go around with you, you're nothing but garbage you little wench and he'll just take what's yours and crush it.....crush all your dreams and aspirations." She said in a matter -of-factly tone.

"What do you mean by 'go around'?" Serenity asked resisting the urge to chuck her down (^_^ copyright of coco_berry).

Beryl sighed and slapped her fore head, 'this girl is slower than I though' she said in her head, "What I meant by that is once Endymion fucks you, sleeps with you, take your virginity, screws you...YOU UNDERSTAND?????" she yelled.

Serenity gasped trying to keep her tears in, "Endymion wouldn't do that...he wouldn't sleep with me then just leave!"

Beryl laughed, "How long have you known Endymion for? A day or 2? He probably said you're beautiful, amazing yada yada yada that kinda crap right?"

Serenity's head was shaking violently refusing to believe what she just heard.

"Half the population of woman here has made love to him.....including me," Beryl hissed tormenting Serenity's fragile mind.

"Shut up! Stop it...you and Endymion never made love! You're jus lying to me, trying to screw with my head!" she screamed.

"Believe it you child."

"NO NO NO!"

Serenity pushed her aside and ran off unsure of where she was running...she had to get of out of the room. There were too many lies, too many awful things said.....to many words that would scar her emotionally.

She spotted Endymion heading down the halls and ran into his arms, "Endy!" she murmured.

'Hmmmm, Endy? I like it..I can get use to that' he thought.

"Serenity what's wrong?"

"Please say she's lying, that those awful lies are just lies!" she said in crying mindlessly.

"What lies? Who's 'she'?" Endymion asked not quite following.

"Beryl, she said you just want to sleep with me and then get rid of me!!!!" she balled.

'That little bitch! Fucking with Serenity's brain!' his mind indignantly yelled.

"Serenity, that isn't true. You know I wouldn't do that...no woman has anything compared to you," he stated comforting her in a warm embrace.

Serenity looked up at him with misty eyes, "Oh Endy! I knew she was just lying! You wouldn't take advantage of me!"

"Of course not," he whispered still soothing her.

Serenity laughed, "She also said you slept with her and half the female population too...can you believe her? And I almost believed her!That has to be one of the worst lies ever huh?"

Endymion's face went pale. He felt as if he was going to faint. He was speechless, everything went blurry, 'Hell no!'

"Endymion? Are you okay? She was lying right?" Serenity asked.

"Oh dear..." he sighed.

Serenity jerked back, "She wasn't lying was she?" she said coldly.

"Serenity, it's not what y-"

"It's not what you think??? Is that what you were gonna say? WHAT ELSE WERE YOU GOING TO SAY ENDYMION??? HUH? TELL ME! That you laid her and you laid lots of other woman too and you probably laid half you're female staff working for you? HMMM???" she yelled.

"Serenity if you'll just calm down and listen we talk things out. I can explain-" but he was again cut off by Serenity.

"NO! I don't want to listen to you're lies, I don't want to know about how many woman you've slept with. I thought you were different. When you said I was different I didn't think you were comparing me to your whores!"

Tears were flodding out again, Endymion tried to reach out for her but she pushed him away hard. She was shaking, loosing all her control. She took a couple of steps away, then another, and another until she found herself running down the halls, past the anyone who told her to slow down and out the palace doors...running blindy into the world so new to her.

************************************************************ Author's Notes: Welll???? Yup, I'm pretty proud of that chappie.....mosty how de chapter ended....more to come.......and dun 4get REVIEWS REVIEWS REVIEWS...plz tell me you're ideas, intakes, flames, n/e thing....SUGESSTIONS TOOO..I want to know what ya think ^_^...much luv 4 now and stay tuned for ch. 5!!!!!!!!!!!!!