Author's Note:
Thank you, thank you, thank you!!! I'd luv to say thanx to everyone who gave me a review I LUV YOU ALL *sniffle*....you've made me really want to continue this story! ^_^!! They were really positive and very encouraging. After chapter 4 I didn't know what to write about...I was stuck! I had some maja writers block! But I got everything planned out, even the ending...I had that planned for a month or 2 though (sorry coco_berry, but I'm using my ideas that I came up with)...it was more on how I was gonna get there that got me! Well enjoy chapter 5...and again, thank you to ALL who have read mah fic!
*IMPORTANT* (well to me at least ^_^): Plz tell me your opinions on having one character's P.O.V in my story (like how I had it through ch.1-3 and some in ch.4)...is it better without them?...or with them?...I plan on not using them anymore cuz you cant get all the character's point of views and I juss like my current way of writing the fic. Thank you.
Oh yeah...is it too late for a disclaimer considering I kept on without caring before? Yup, I think so, besides u know de drill, I own shit...I dun own sailor moon, tuxedo mask yada, yada, yada! ****************************************************
"Love Affair"
Chapter 5
Serenity ran through the palace doors breathing rapidly. She couldn't believe what she heard, Endymion sleeping with all those woman....BERYL??? She always thought of her as a lying, cold-hearted, manipulative ass-bitch but for her to speak the truth...it was uncanny!!! She didn't want to believe her, she didn't want to believe what she said but how couldn't she if Endymion actually did all those things! Sleep with women then throw them out like trash.
'How dare he!?! Toying with their mind, body and soul! Using them for his own pleasures! He was lying to me when I first ran into him. Saying he wouldn't use me...BULLSHIT! All he wanted was to sleep with me...he'd probably kill me after he was done with my body, then take over the moon!' she thought to herself feeling so hurt as she kept running mindlessly through the unfamiliar terrain.
Endymion shook his head trying to push all his emotions deep into the pit of his stomach. He was left on the floor stunned at what Serenity had found out. His blood boiled due to the fact Beryl was the one who told her of his unique life-style. Yet he didn't waste his energy on anger...only getting Serenity back into his arms. He ran after her but it was too late. He didn't know where she ran of too. He asked all the servants but they all said she just ran through the doors and past the gates. He was now worried.
"Oh my god! What have I done letting Serenity slip through my fingers? She knows nothing of Earth and won't survive out there! What if she gets hurt or if someone hurts her? I've got to find her!" he yelled to himself.
He ran out of the palace and got himself an ebony stallion similar looking to Lighting. He bolted through the gates unsure of where he was heading too.
Serenity was too lost in her thoughts that she didn't feel the stabbing pain through her stomach and feet. She was hungry because her lack of breakfast and her feet ached from all the running, but she was unaware of it. All she could think about was Endmyion playing woman like cards, treating them like dirt and his intentions on using her! She never felt so disgusted toward her self because the thoughts of sleeping with Endymion had crept up into her mind...and she didn't want to deny those thoughts. She stopped when she felt the pain rising within her. She looked at her surroundings realizing she was lost, tired and very hungry. She knelt down to the floor and cried harder. She didn't want to cry but that's all Endymion's done to her....make her cry. She felt the strong breeze blow against her face. She was freezing cold; she was outside in pyjamas with no shoes on! It wasn't snowing or anything but the morning air felt icy and she was far too weak to go on and far too upset to go back, plus she wouldn't know her why back if she wanted to! She was lost, cold, tired, hungry, and her feet ached. She wondered how long she was running for, and came to a conclusion that it was no less then 30 to 40 minutes. Tears were drying up and felt her body feel slightly warmer. She looked around only to find tall green trees surround her.
'There so green, and so beautiful,' she thought to herself, 'the morning air seems pretty cold but it smells so fresh and vibrant.
She walked through the woods admiring her surroundings when she heard a galloping horse come toward her.
"Oh no, Endymion," she shuddered running to god knows where, "I've got to get away. I've got to hide from him! I don't care if I die out here!"
"Serenity! Serenity are you out here?!? Please talk to me! Serenity!" Endymion called.
No luck. He swore he heard the sounds of running but it was so faint. He wanted to go back and gather a search crew but there was something inside of him telling him Serenity was close by.
"Shit, where is she?" he growled under his breath.
He raced through the woods but there were no more than the sounds of birds chirping and the fresh rapid river flow. He was desperate and now grew scared for her.
"I'm so tired, I can't run any longer," she gasped in between her breaths. She looked up and saw a river.
"WATER!" she squealed and rush to take a drink careful not to fall in. But to her dismay she slipped on the slippery, muddy surface, screamed, and knocked her head hard on a huge rock. Her unconscious body slipped into the fast rapids leading her directly to danger. She was out cold when suddenly her body flipped over because of the rough rapids putting her face directly into the water.
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"AHHHHH!"
Endymion heard a loud screeching cry and rushed over to the river. He witnessed Serenity flow towards him in the middle of the river!
"SERENITY!" He yelled.
But the lifeless body just kept on flowing.
"She can't hear me!" he gasped.
He dove into the river holding on to a long branch along the shore. If he was fast enough he could save Serenity. Her body were only inches away from and BOOM! He grabbed her by the waist and hauled them both to shore.
"Serenity? Serenity are you okay? You're freezing! Please...say something!" he yelled shaking her. No answer.
"She's unconscious!" he choked.
Endymion laid her on the ground and began to give her his own breaths (A.N: C.P.R people, juss C.P.R).
"Come on Serenity, don't leave me!" he begged as he continued.
A couple of seconds later Serenity choked out some water, her eyes slightly open as her head bobbed up.
"Endymion?..." she whispered.
"Serenity? Oh god you're okay!" he said in relief, but he said it too soon. Her body gave away and she collapsed suddenly.
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"Is she going to be okay doctor?" Endymion asked forcing patience into himself.
After his daring rescue Serenity was out unconscious. He raced back to the palace and demanded for a doctor to come at once. The doc said she received a heavy blow to her head and could be out for about 4 to 5 days.
"She's severely hurt and if she doesn't wake up soon we might loose her for good yet, I don't see that happening. She seems stable at the moment however she kept mumbling something about you my lord," the doctor replied.
Endymion raised an eyebrow, "What about?"
"Um...something like, 'she's lying', 'Endymion why?', and 'how could you?'. I found that that had something to do with her puffy eyes, an easy give away she's been crying. Maybe even the reason why she ran away in pyjamas and no shoes? Well I wouldn't worry too much. Just make sure she sleeps well and is nice and warm."
"Thank you doctor."
"Oh and my lord," the doctor said remembering another idea, "don't give her anything too hard to think about. She's emotionally distressed and her mind seems to be throbbing from that too, not just a knock on the head. Be easy on her."
Endymion nodded and the doctor left the room.
He looked at Serenity, a single tear dribbled down his face, unnoticeable and went down untouched. He let it flow, not caring if anyone saw.
"So much has happened and it's all my fault," he said to himself as he knealt down beside her.
He wanted to get mad at Beryl and maybe even kill her, but she wasn't even worth it. She only told her the truth. The truth that could break his relationship with Serenity...if there was even a relationship with her in the first place. If anyone's to blame it was himself. His past actions and intentions in the beginning were the cause to Serenity's accident. He could loose the one person that he came close to caring for both on an intimate and not so intimate level. He never said he loved her and planned on keeping it like that for he still wasn't sure if love does or did exist. All he knew was that he cared for her and that was enough for him to stay by her side.
"Serenity," he began squeezing her hand gently, "if you leave me now, I wouldn't know what I'd do. I may be one of the most deceitful and heartless men you've ever met but you have to know that I will never leave your side...that I'm going to be here when you need me and that I'm not going anywhere."
He got up, kissed her forehead, tucked her in and sat on a chair across the room just thinking. He though about mainly about death, hate and love. Does love exist? He still wasn't sure about that. Does hate exist? He thought there's too much bad shit in the world and thought hell yah. Now death was something different. Death obviously exists but it was a different question he was asking himself, what would he do if Serenity died? He thought about that. After a long time of thinking he came to the conclusion where he felt so damn strong about, a conclusion no one could talk him out of it.....it was so simple he'd do it.....he'd kill himself.
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Author's Notes:
I really should apologize for the short and extremely boring chappie....i think it's my worst chapter yet! My cousins came to visit and I had no time to make it any better...I would have taken mah time but if I did you'd be left with only chapter 4 for the whole summer...again, another apology....i'm not writing till maybe late, late aug/or early septemeber.....i'm juss too busy :( .......dun worry, I'll worj really hard on chapter 6 okie ^_^....welpz, buh-bye for now....
Thank you, thank you, thank you!!! I'd luv to say thanx to everyone who gave me a review I LUV YOU ALL *sniffle*....you've made me really want to continue this story! ^_^!! They were really positive and very encouraging. After chapter 4 I didn't know what to write about...I was stuck! I had some maja writers block! But I got everything planned out, even the ending...I had that planned for a month or 2 though (sorry coco_berry, but I'm using my ideas that I came up with)...it was more on how I was gonna get there that got me! Well enjoy chapter 5...and again, thank you to ALL who have read mah fic!
*IMPORTANT* (well to me at least ^_^): Plz tell me your opinions on having one character's P.O.V in my story (like how I had it through ch.1-3 and some in ch.4)...is it better without them?...or with them?...I plan on not using them anymore cuz you cant get all the character's point of views and I juss like my current way of writing the fic. Thank you.
Oh yeah...is it too late for a disclaimer considering I kept on without caring before? Yup, I think so, besides u know de drill, I own shit...I dun own sailor moon, tuxedo mask yada, yada, yada! ****************************************************
"Love Affair"
Chapter 5
Serenity ran through the palace doors breathing rapidly. She couldn't believe what she heard, Endymion sleeping with all those woman....BERYL??? She always thought of her as a lying, cold-hearted, manipulative ass-bitch but for her to speak the truth...it was uncanny!!! She didn't want to believe her, she didn't want to believe what she said but how couldn't she if Endymion actually did all those things! Sleep with women then throw them out like trash.
'How dare he!?! Toying with their mind, body and soul! Using them for his own pleasures! He was lying to me when I first ran into him. Saying he wouldn't use me...BULLSHIT! All he wanted was to sleep with me...he'd probably kill me after he was done with my body, then take over the moon!' she thought to herself feeling so hurt as she kept running mindlessly through the unfamiliar terrain.
Endymion shook his head trying to push all his emotions deep into the pit of his stomach. He was left on the floor stunned at what Serenity had found out. His blood boiled due to the fact Beryl was the one who told her of his unique life-style. Yet he didn't waste his energy on anger...only getting Serenity back into his arms. He ran after her but it was too late. He didn't know where she ran of too. He asked all the servants but they all said she just ran through the doors and past the gates. He was now worried.
"Oh my god! What have I done letting Serenity slip through my fingers? She knows nothing of Earth and won't survive out there! What if she gets hurt or if someone hurts her? I've got to find her!" he yelled to himself.
He ran out of the palace and got himself an ebony stallion similar looking to Lighting. He bolted through the gates unsure of where he was heading too.
Serenity was too lost in her thoughts that she didn't feel the stabbing pain through her stomach and feet. She was hungry because her lack of breakfast and her feet ached from all the running, but she was unaware of it. All she could think about was Endmyion playing woman like cards, treating them like dirt and his intentions on using her! She never felt so disgusted toward her self because the thoughts of sleeping with Endymion had crept up into her mind...and she didn't want to deny those thoughts. She stopped when she felt the pain rising within her. She looked at her surroundings realizing she was lost, tired and very hungry. She knelt down to the floor and cried harder. She didn't want to cry but that's all Endymion's done to her....make her cry. She felt the strong breeze blow against her face. She was freezing cold; she was outside in pyjamas with no shoes on! It wasn't snowing or anything but the morning air felt icy and she was far too weak to go on and far too upset to go back, plus she wouldn't know her why back if she wanted to! She was lost, cold, tired, hungry, and her feet ached. She wondered how long she was running for, and came to a conclusion that it was no less then 30 to 40 minutes. Tears were drying up and felt her body feel slightly warmer. She looked around only to find tall green trees surround her.
'There so green, and so beautiful,' she thought to herself, 'the morning air seems pretty cold but it smells so fresh and vibrant.
She walked through the woods admiring her surroundings when she heard a galloping horse come toward her.
"Oh no, Endymion," she shuddered running to god knows where, "I've got to get away. I've got to hide from him! I don't care if I die out here!"
"Serenity! Serenity are you out here?!? Please talk to me! Serenity!" Endymion called.
No luck. He swore he heard the sounds of running but it was so faint. He wanted to go back and gather a search crew but there was something inside of him telling him Serenity was close by.
"Shit, where is she?" he growled under his breath.
He raced through the woods but there were no more than the sounds of birds chirping and the fresh rapid river flow. He was desperate and now grew scared for her.
"I'm so tired, I can't run any longer," she gasped in between her breaths. She looked up and saw a river.
"WATER!" she squealed and rush to take a drink careful not to fall in. But to her dismay she slipped on the slippery, muddy surface, screamed, and knocked her head hard on a huge rock. Her unconscious body slipped into the fast rapids leading her directly to danger. She was out cold when suddenly her body flipped over because of the rough rapids putting her face directly into the water.
*************************************
"AHHHHH!"
Endymion heard a loud screeching cry and rushed over to the river. He witnessed Serenity flow towards him in the middle of the river!
"SERENITY!" He yelled.
But the lifeless body just kept on flowing.
"She can't hear me!" he gasped.
He dove into the river holding on to a long branch along the shore. If he was fast enough he could save Serenity. Her body were only inches away from and BOOM! He grabbed her by the waist and hauled them both to shore.
"Serenity? Serenity are you okay? You're freezing! Please...say something!" he yelled shaking her. No answer.
"She's unconscious!" he choked.
Endymion laid her on the ground and began to give her his own breaths (A.N: C.P.R people, juss C.P.R).
"Come on Serenity, don't leave me!" he begged as he continued.
A couple of seconds later Serenity choked out some water, her eyes slightly open as her head bobbed up.
"Endymion?..." she whispered.
"Serenity? Oh god you're okay!" he said in relief, but he said it too soon. Her body gave away and she collapsed suddenly.
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"Is she going to be okay doctor?" Endymion asked forcing patience into himself.
After his daring rescue Serenity was out unconscious. He raced back to the palace and demanded for a doctor to come at once. The doc said she received a heavy blow to her head and could be out for about 4 to 5 days.
"She's severely hurt and if she doesn't wake up soon we might loose her for good yet, I don't see that happening. She seems stable at the moment however she kept mumbling something about you my lord," the doctor replied.
Endymion raised an eyebrow, "What about?"
"Um...something like, 'she's lying', 'Endymion why?', and 'how could you?'. I found that that had something to do with her puffy eyes, an easy give away she's been crying. Maybe even the reason why she ran away in pyjamas and no shoes? Well I wouldn't worry too much. Just make sure she sleeps well and is nice and warm."
"Thank you doctor."
"Oh and my lord," the doctor said remembering another idea, "don't give her anything too hard to think about. She's emotionally distressed and her mind seems to be throbbing from that too, not just a knock on the head. Be easy on her."
Endymion nodded and the doctor left the room.
He looked at Serenity, a single tear dribbled down his face, unnoticeable and went down untouched. He let it flow, not caring if anyone saw.
"So much has happened and it's all my fault," he said to himself as he knealt down beside her.
He wanted to get mad at Beryl and maybe even kill her, but she wasn't even worth it. She only told her the truth. The truth that could break his relationship with Serenity...if there was even a relationship with her in the first place. If anyone's to blame it was himself. His past actions and intentions in the beginning were the cause to Serenity's accident. He could loose the one person that he came close to caring for both on an intimate and not so intimate level. He never said he loved her and planned on keeping it like that for he still wasn't sure if love does or did exist. All he knew was that he cared for her and that was enough for him to stay by her side.
"Serenity," he began squeezing her hand gently, "if you leave me now, I wouldn't know what I'd do. I may be one of the most deceitful and heartless men you've ever met but you have to know that I will never leave your side...that I'm going to be here when you need me and that I'm not going anywhere."
He got up, kissed her forehead, tucked her in and sat on a chair across the room just thinking. He though about mainly about death, hate and love. Does love exist? He still wasn't sure about that. Does hate exist? He thought there's too much bad shit in the world and thought hell yah. Now death was something different. Death obviously exists but it was a different question he was asking himself, what would he do if Serenity died? He thought about that. After a long time of thinking he came to the conclusion where he felt so damn strong about, a conclusion no one could talk him out of it.....it was so simple he'd do it.....he'd kill himself.
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Author's Notes:
I really should apologize for the short and extremely boring chappie....i think it's my worst chapter yet! My cousins came to visit and I had no time to make it any better...I would have taken mah time but if I did you'd be left with only chapter 4 for the whole summer...again, another apology....i'm not writing till maybe late, late aug/or early septemeber.....i'm juss too busy :( .......dun worry, I'll worj really hard on chapter 6 okie ^_^....welpz, buh-bye for now....
