TITLE: Homesick
SUMMERY: Post kiss fic. The third season "my" way. You'll get Rory's return
from D.C., her confrontation with her mom, Jess, Dean, and others,
depending on where I go with the story. DEFINATELY a Literati. well,
eventually
DISCLAIMER: Nope, don't own 'em. Wish I owned Milo, but then again, anyone
in their right mind wished they owned Milo! The title comes from the song
Homesick by Train. Nope, don't own any rights to that either. The chapter
title is another anonymus quote.
SPOILERS: Anything and everything you've seen and read.
E-MAIL: zee18_13@hotmail.com
A/N: Third chapter is Rory's POV after the fight. She also sees some things
she probably shouldn't have. (*hint hint*) Takes place while Lorelai is at
the diner. Also, the *'s mean POV or inner monologue.
" What is with today, today?"
Rory ran into the house and slammed the door. Tears began to flow freely down her cheeks. She flopped down on her bed, her bags still in the car.
*God, why did I do that?!? Why did I yell at my mom. I could've just told her what happened. I really need to talk to someone and it should be her. Ugh, this is all Jess' fault. He shouldn't of come back. Not that I wasn't happy to see him. I was. Very happy, in fact. More happy then I've ever been to see Dean. But I didn't have to kiss him. Jeez, why did I kiss him? He was just standing there, being all cute and annoying...did I just say Jess was cute?*
"Why me?" Rory said aloud. *I don't need this. It's my last year of Chilton, I'm going to go to college, the last thing I need is relationship issues. But there shouldn't be any issues, because I love Dean. But I kissed Jess. UGH! I need to talk to Lane.* Rory got up off of her bed and headed out the door.
Rory approached Lane's house cautiously, looking out for Dean. She really couldn't deal with him yet. Mrs. Kim popped up out of nowhere.
"What?"
"Um, is Lane here. I need to talk to her...its kind of important." At that moment Lane ran down the stairs.
"Rory!" lane embraced Rory in an oversized bear hug. She immediatly knew something was wrong. " Mama, we're going to go for a walk." With that, she grabbed Rory and yanked her out the door.
"What's wrong," Lane asked concerned. Rory reidderated the entire story from skipping school to see him, to kiss, to fight.
"Woa. What can I say?" Lane said dumbfounded.
"I know. I'm so confused."
" Have you even thought about telling Dean?"
"I can't face Dean now. I don't know what I'm gonna do."
" Well, if you can't face your own boyfriend, I'd say your decision isn't as hard as you seem to think it is."
"What do you mean?"
"Rory, you dread seeing Dean. And its not just since the kiss, its been that way for a while. You don't want to see him. You like Jess. You want Jess. And the sooner you can admit that to yourself, the happier you'll be."
"But I love Dean...I think...I thought..."
"See what I mean? You..." Lane trailed off, her eyes fixed on an object behind Rory. Rory immediately turned to see what had caught Lane's attention and she saw it. Well, them. It was Jess and some blond seeing how far their tongues could reach down eachothers' throat. She could literally feel her heart break into a thousand little, jagged pieces. They parted and Jess turned only to be met by Rory's horrified gaze. Their eyes locked for one brief second and Rory quickly turned away.
"I think I'm going to go home and try to talk to my mom." Rory said, fighting back the tears.
"That's a good idea. Hey, call me." Lane said as Rory sped for home.
" What is with today, today?"
Rory ran into the house and slammed the door. Tears began to flow freely down her cheeks. She flopped down on her bed, her bags still in the car.
*God, why did I do that?!? Why did I yell at my mom. I could've just told her what happened. I really need to talk to someone and it should be her. Ugh, this is all Jess' fault. He shouldn't of come back. Not that I wasn't happy to see him. I was. Very happy, in fact. More happy then I've ever been to see Dean. But I didn't have to kiss him. Jeez, why did I kiss him? He was just standing there, being all cute and annoying...did I just say Jess was cute?*
"Why me?" Rory said aloud. *I don't need this. It's my last year of Chilton, I'm going to go to college, the last thing I need is relationship issues. But there shouldn't be any issues, because I love Dean. But I kissed Jess. UGH! I need to talk to Lane.* Rory got up off of her bed and headed out the door.
Rory approached Lane's house cautiously, looking out for Dean. She really couldn't deal with him yet. Mrs. Kim popped up out of nowhere.
"What?"
"Um, is Lane here. I need to talk to her...its kind of important." At that moment Lane ran down the stairs.
"Rory!" lane embraced Rory in an oversized bear hug. She immediatly knew something was wrong. " Mama, we're going to go for a walk." With that, she grabbed Rory and yanked her out the door.
"What's wrong," Lane asked concerned. Rory reidderated the entire story from skipping school to see him, to kiss, to fight.
"Woa. What can I say?" Lane said dumbfounded.
"I know. I'm so confused."
" Have you even thought about telling Dean?"
"I can't face Dean now. I don't know what I'm gonna do."
" Well, if you can't face your own boyfriend, I'd say your decision isn't as hard as you seem to think it is."
"What do you mean?"
"Rory, you dread seeing Dean. And its not just since the kiss, its been that way for a while. You don't want to see him. You like Jess. You want Jess. And the sooner you can admit that to yourself, the happier you'll be."
"But I love Dean...I think...I thought..."
"See what I mean? You..." Lane trailed off, her eyes fixed on an object behind Rory. Rory immediately turned to see what had caught Lane's attention and she saw it. Well, them. It was Jess and some blond seeing how far their tongues could reach down eachothers' throat. She could literally feel her heart break into a thousand little, jagged pieces. They parted and Jess turned only to be met by Rory's horrified gaze. Their eyes locked for one brief second and Rory quickly turned away.
"I think I'm going to go home and try to talk to my mom." Rory said, fighting back the tears.
"That's a good idea. Hey, call me." Lane said as Rory sped for home.
