~*That Night*~
Julie was with Spike, and she was sitting on the bed as he was laying down staring at the ceiling. She sighed to herself, not making any noise. She could remember the last time she was there, but she wasn't afraid this time. Spike sat there, almost as if he was scared to say anything. Julie slowly layed down next to Spike and looked at him. She cautiously rested her head on his chest and closed her eyes, wishing he'd say something. He sighed as he rubbed Julies shoulders. He didnt know what was wrong with him.
"Spike.." Julie finally spoke up.
"Hmmm?"
"I love you.."she whispered.
"i know pet," he said
She got up a little, leaning on her arms,"Even if you don't love me..."
"its not that luv, its just well a lots happened in the last few days and i just dont know where my emotions are right now" he said.
"She told me she loved you" Julie sorta blurted out. "a few days before she died" she continued
"To tell you the truth pet, I loved her too.." He sighed pulling her into his arms,"I just didn't know she loved me."
"Do you still love her?"
"Yeah.." Spike said holding her close.
"Oh," Julie said looking up at Spike,"Spike.. do you ever think that you two would have been a couple?"
"I don't know pet, she had major commitment issues, which i can understand after what happened with the last 2 boyfriends. She always said that when she admitted to caring about someone they always left" he said
"I see.." Julie said softly.
"Look luv, I care a lot about you.." He said softly, looking deep into her eyes.
Leaning down he placed a soft kiss on her lips,"I do mean a lot, pet."
"But you can't say you love me or not?" Julie returned the kiss.
"not yet, its too soon. I just wanna be honest with you" he said
"What now?" Julie asked.
"Well we could fool around or something." Spike smiled at her a little.
"Spike!" Julie laughed a bit.
He laughed at her.
"Sounds good to me though." Julie smiled.
Spike grinned a little and leaned over and kissed her softly. They engaged into a steamy type kiss when Dawn entered. She saw the two and her jaw dropped a little, she ran into something when she tryed to turn back but it was too late. Julie and Spike saw her.
"Dawn what are you doing here?" Julie asked sitting up, fixing herself.
"oh i wanted to give you guys this" dawn said as she handed Julie and Spike each an envelope.
"She wrote them for you guys, i guess she knew her time was comming" Dawn said
Julie looked at Dawn and then opened the envelope, pulled out the paper, and started reading what was written to herself. "dont feel bad cause of what you want. i know its hard to fight, dont be like me be free, love him like i never could..." she read as she continued to read on. A tear rolled down her face as she read the rest of the letter. Spike was reading his aswell. "Im sorry for what i put you through you always brought out the best in me, i know that i couldnt admit it to you but well i want you to know that i did love you i always loved you and well i hope that you always know that... " spike read to himself, "You now have a girl who loves you like I did, but she had the guts to say something and admit it. Don't be a fool. Take the chance. She loves you." Spike read more. Julie looked over at Spike as Dawn had left. Tears ran down Julie's face as she sniffled looking at Spike.
"i feel bad now" Julie said as she folded her letter back up and placed it in the envelope, as a little pendant fell out of it. It was a little silver cross, it was the one that Manda never took off.
Julie picked it up and looked at it. Then she put it on and looked at Spike.
"Why's that, luv?" Spike asked putting his letter away, trying to remain normal.
"Cause of what she wrote" she said, "it was as if she knew id be here"
"Julie.. I.." Spike started, and then took her hand,"I lo..love you."
Julie looked at Spike as her mouth opened a bit hearing those words come from him.
"Really?" was all she could say as a tear fell from her eye
Spike didnt say anything else. He just kissed her. After a while it ended up in bed.
(What do you think of Spike/Julie relationship? RR Plz!!)
Julie was with Spike, and she was sitting on the bed as he was laying down staring at the ceiling. She sighed to herself, not making any noise. She could remember the last time she was there, but she wasn't afraid this time. Spike sat there, almost as if he was scared to say anything. Julie slowly layed down next to Spike and looked at him. She cautiously rested her head on his chest and closed her eyes, wishing he'd say something. He sighed as he rubbed Julies shoulders. He didnt know what was wrong with him.
"Spike.." Julie finally spoke up.
"Hmmm?"
"I love you.."she whispered.
"i know pet," he said
She got up a little, leaning on her arms,"Even if you don't love me..."
"its not that luv, its just well a lots happened in the last few days and i just dont know where my emotions are right now" he said.
"She told me she loved you" Julie sorta blurted out. "a few days before she died" she continued
"To tell you the truth pet, I loved her too.." He sighed pulling her into his arms,"I just didn't know she loved me."
"Do you still love her?"
"Yeah.." Spike said holding her close.
"Oh," Julie said looking up at Spike,"Spike.. do you ever think that you two would have been a couple?"
"I don't know pet, she had major commitment issues, which i can understand after what happened with the last 2 boyfriends. She always said that when she admitted to caring about someone they always left" he said
"I see.." Julie said softly.
"Look luv, I care a lot about you.." He said softly, looking deep into her eyes.
Leaning down he placed a soft kiss on her lips,"I do mean a lot, pet."
"But you can't say you love me or not?" Julie returned the kiss.
"not yet, its too soon. I just wanna be honest with you" he said
"What now?" Julie asked.
"Well we could fool around or something." Spike smiled at her a little.
"Spike!" Julie laughed a bit.
He laughed at her.
"Sounds good to me though." Julie smiled.
Spike grinned a little and leaned over and kissed her softly. They engaged into a steamy type kiss when Dawn entered. She saw the two and her jaw dropped a little, she ran into something when she tryed to turn back but it was too late. Julie and Spike saw her.
"Dawn what are you doing here?" Julie asked sitting up, fixing herself.
"oh i wanted to give you guys this" dawn said as she handed Julie and Spike each an envelope.
"She wrote them for you guys, i guess she knew her time was comming" Dawn said
Julie looked at Dawn and then opened the envelope, pulled out the paper, and started reading what was written to herself. "dont feel bad cause of what you want. i know its hard to fight, dont be like me be free, love him like i never could..." she read as she continued to read on. A tear rolled down her face as she read the rest of the letter. Spike was reading his aswell. "Im sorry for what i put you through you always brought out the best in me, i know that i couldnt admit it to you but well i want you to know that i did love you i always loved you and well i hope that you always know that... " spike read to himself, "You now have a girl who loves you like I did, but she had the guts to say something and admit it. Don't be a fool. Take the chance. She loves you." Spike read more. Julie looked over at Spike as Dawn had left. Tears ran down Julie's face as she sniffled looking at Spike.
"i feel bad now" Julie said as she folded her letter back up and placed it in the envelope, as a little pendant fell out of it. It was a little silver cross, it was the one that Manda never took off.
Julie picked it up and looked at it. Then she put it on and looked at Spike.
"Why's that, luv?" Spike asked putting his letter away, trying to remain normal.
"Cause of what she wrote" she said, "it was as if she knew id be here"
"Julie.. I.." Spike started, and then took her hand,"I lo..love you."
Julie looked at Spike as her mouth opened a bit hearing those words come from him.
"Really?" was all she could say as a tear fell from her eye
Spike didnt say anything else. He just kissed her. After a while it ended up in bed.
(What do you think of Spike/Julie relationship? RR Plz!!)
