A/N- okay well this will be EXTRA EXTRA LONG! I AM WARNING YOU! So I expect LOTS of reviews! Okay? Thanx for liking my story! I am so happy my first fic got good reviews you are all SO AWESOME! I feel the love! I LOVE COOKIES! Sorry I am so hyperactive! 5 cans of cokes in 7 hours! YULE Ball chapter is up right after THIS ONE!
Disclaimer- I DON'T OWN HARRY POTTER JUST THE PLOT! I DON'T OWN THE SONG ONE STEP CLOSER! LINKIN PARK DOES! THOUGH I WISH I OWNED LINKIN PARK! THAT WOULD BE FUN!
Normal POV-
They sat there together holding on to each other as she cried. After about 10 minutes, they slowly pulled away. She wiped her eyes, which had no tears but were red. "Thank you Malfoy. Even if you hate me you are always there when I need you!" Hermione said. Though I wish I could see the nice side of you more, she thought.
"Its okay Granger. I have my nice moments. I hate seeing people cry. Anyways umm just please kinda don't…"
"Don't tell anyone that you actually were touching a mudblood? No fear Malfoy, I will take it to the grave." He nodded and walked out of the room.
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Hermione's POV-
I cannot take this anymore
I'm saying everything I've said before
All these words they make no sense
I find bliss in ignorance
Less I hear the less you'll say
But you'll find that out anyway
Just like before...
It was the day of the Yule Ball almost everyone was going to Hogsmead to get what they were going to wear and christmas presents. I wasn't going to go. I was sitting with Harry and Ron eatting breakfast when an owl came in and dropped a letter. I quickly opened it.
HERMIONE- Marie suggested we move so we are. I cant tell you where we are going for fear that you will try to visit us. All your things will be there on Christmas. DON'T TRY TO FIND US! YOU ARE NO LONGER PART OF OUR LIVES! That knife though might be your best friend till your dieing day. - Mr. Granger
I gasped and dropped my food on the floor. Harry and Ron looked at me I didn't move. I stared straight ahead. I felt my self-go pale. "HERMIONE? HELLO?" Ron said. I couldn't speak. "HERMIONE WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU!!!!" Ron screamed I didn't move but knew everyone in the Great Hall was looking at me. I stood up and ran as fast as I could out of the hall. I didn't know where I was going but I saw the lake outside. I took off my robe and jumped in the water in my uniform. For that second I didn't think about anything escept the pain my father caused me.
Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I let myself sink to the bottom. The water was so cold it pierced my skin like 100 needles. I wanted to die. I didn't care about anyone or anything I just wanted to leave the world. I knew it was stupid. Killing yourself to escape problems but I didn't care.
I find the answers aren't so clear
Wish I could find a way to disappear
All these thoughts they make no sense
I find bliss in ignorance
Nothing seems to go away
Over and over again
Just like before...
I felt my lungs ready to burst I felt the cold rushing through me and I felt my body temperature drop so many degrees.
Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
Break break break break break
GO TO HELL DAD! I thought GO TO HELL!
shut up when I'm talking to you
shut up shut up shut up
shut up when I'm talking to you
shut up shut up shut up shut up
I'm about to break
then I heard someone call my name just as I could feel myself about to die. I heard a splash and a second later someone grabbed my arm. When I closed my eyes and knew I wouldn't be able to die for a minutes. Someone was saving me and I didn't know who it was.
Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
Whoever it was pulled me out of the water. I still couldn't open my eyes. I did not want to know who saved me. "Granger! Granger you fucking idiot! What do you think your doing?" I recognized the voice. Malfoy. Why would he save me?
MALFOYS POV-
I didn't know why I saved her but I did. I knew she was trying to kill herself. I couldn't let myself know that without trying to stop her. She was shivering and I ran through her robe over her and picked her up.
Everyone was already at Hogsmede so I carried her up to her room without anyone seeing us. I put her on her bed and threw her under her blankets. After being there for ten minutes he figured she was asleep and started to walk out when he heard her move.
"Why did you save me?" she asked me and truthfully I couldn't answer. I didn't know why I saved her. "I have no idea why I saved you. It was a spur of the moment kinda thing. I saw you in the lake and I figured you werent going for a morning swim. Why did you try to drown yourself?" I asked she just shook her head.
"I was fed up with life. I know killing yourself isnt a way to escape problems but I wasn't thinking. I cant thank you now cause I still want to die. I'm sure sometime this week I will be thanking you though." She said. And I nodded. "good enough for me. Don't worry I wont tell anyone, just PROMOSE ME YOU WONT DO THAT AGAIN!" I yelled.
"I wont she said I wont.
NORMAL POV- little did he know she had her fingers crossed behind her back.
