The moon had risen and found Patrick and Julie in a lip lock. She pulled away and looked at him.
"What are we doing?" She asked looking at him.
"i dont know, But i don't think its wrong" he said
She kissed him again and then looked at the lake,"Isn't it beautiful?"
"not as beautiful as you are tonight" he said
"P.K.." She whispered a bit as he leaned in kissing her once more.
"yes" he said
"What about Dawn?"
"Dawn and I agreed to be friends, it just wasnt really our thing, we make better friends" he said.
Patrick then leaned over her and kissed her, her body pinned to the ground a little. She pushed him off her after thinking a few minutes.
"Patrick I can't. We just don't.. click. I like you, a lot, but, my place isn't with you.." She glanced over at the crypt Spike was staying at,"It's with Spike."
"Ok im a little confused you just said that you werent gonna play with the whole "manda" situation with him" Patrick said with a hint of disapointment
"I'm not...but in a letter written before she died, she said love him like she never could.. and that's what I have to do.." She said looking at Patrick,"I'm sorry."
"well if you ever wanna get away from his fits you know where to find me" Patrick said
"Thank you Patrick." She hugged him.
"So where is everyone else tonight?" Patrick asked as they started walking back up the path in the park
"They're visiting Manda's grave, all that stuff." Julie said,"Shouldn't you be going home?"
Patrick looked at his watch,"Well, yeah. I'll see you in school then?"
"Yeah." Julie said.
"Bye." Patrick smiled and walked off.
Julie stopped at a tree and sighed. Thoughts then began to fill her head, and Manda's voice was heard in those thoughts.
Julie turned to seea form, looking to be Manda
"Don't let him hurt himself" Manda said
"Manda?" Julie said, with a slight shock.
"somewhat" she said as she walked out from behind the tree, she was wearing a very simple free flowing white dress, "The Powers That Be sent me to be your spirit guide" she said "whenever you feel lonely and need guidance, Poof im here" she said in that classic way that she used to talk
"What are you talking about 'dont let him hurt himself' ?" Julie asked.
"Spike, you know how spontanious he can be" she said
"I know.."Julie sighed,"I love him so much.."
"so whats got you in need of guidance" Manda said as they walked along the path, slowly
"How I'm going to handle him. Eventually I'll die, and he'll live forever.. my problem is.. well, he still loves you, he'll always love you, and somehow I don't think he can love me like that."
"Ahh, Well Spike has been known to love very deeply, has he ever told you about Drucilla?" She asked
"Yeah.." Julie said sticking her hands in her pockets.
"Well he always said that Dru was hes princess his dark angel, thats hed never care about anyone the way that he cared about her, and well we know thats not true, so Im thinking that he will eventualy deal, and if not the Julie forget him, if they dont want you its no use fighting for it. I had to learn that the hard way" Manda said.
Julie sighed,"You're right."
"What are we doing?" She asked looking at him.
"i dont know, But i don't think its wrong" he said
She kissed him again and then looked at the lake,"Isn't it beautiful?"
"not as beautiful as you are tonight" he said
"P.K.." She whispered a bit as he leaned in kissing her once more.
"yes" he said
"What about Dawn?"
"Dawn and I agreed to be friends, it just wasnt really our thing, we make better friends" he said.
Patrick then leaned over her and kissed her, her body pinned to the ground a little. She pushed him off her after thinking a few minutes.
"Patrick I can't. We just don't.. click. I like you, a lot, but, my place isn't with you.." She glanced over at the crypt Spike was staying at,"It's with Spike."
"Ok im a little confused you just said that you werent gonna play with the whole "manda" situation with him" Patrick said with a hint of disapointment
"I'm not...but in a letter written before she died, she said love him like she never could.. and that's what I have to do.." She said looking at Patrick,"I'm sorry."
"well if you ever wanna get away from his fits you know where to find me" Patrick said
"Thank you Patrick." She hugged him.
"So where is everyone else tonight?" Patrick asked as they started walking back up the path in the park
"They're visiting Manda's grave, all that stuff." Julie said,"Shouldn't you be going home?"
Patrick looked at his watch,"Well, yeah. I'll see you in school then?"
"Yeah." Julie said.
"Bye." Patrick smiled and walked off.
Julie stopped at a tree and sighed. Thoughts then began to fill her head, and Manda's voice was heard in those thoughts.
Julie turned to seea form, looking to be Manda
"Don't let him hurt himself" Manda said
"Manda?" Julie said, with a slight shock.
"somewhat" she said as she walked out from behind the tree, she was wearing a very simple free flowing white dress, "The Powers That Be sent me to be your spirit guide" she said "whenever you feel lonely and need guidance, Poof im here" she said in that classic way that she used to talk
"What are you talking about 'dont let him hurt himself' ?" Julie asked.
"Spike, you know how spontanious he can be" she said
"I know.."Julie sighed,"I love him so much.."
"so whats got you in need of guidance" Manda said as they walked along the path, slowly
"How I'm going to handle him. Eventually I'll die, and he'll live forever.. my problem is.. well, he still loves you, he'll always love you, and somehow I don't think he can love me like that."
"Ahh, Well Spike has been known to love very deeply, has he ever told you about Drucilla?" She asked
"Yeah.." Julie said sticking her hands in her pockets.
"Well he always said that Dru was hes princess his dark angel, thats hed never care about anyone the way that he cared about her, and well we know thats not true, so Im thinking that he will eventualy deal, and if not the Julie forget him, if they dont want you its no use fighting for it. I had to learn that the hard way" Manda said.
Julie sighed,"You're right."
