A/N- okay I know this is a DRACO/HERMIONE fic. NEVERTHELESS, I couldn't resist putting Ron and Harrys Pov in here just for a second! Don't yell! Thanx for the reviews also! The story will sadly only have about 4 more chapters because some fics. Are dragged on and I do not want this 1 to. SO here is 1 of the last 4 chapters. REVIEW REVIEW REVIEW REVIEW REVIEW REVIEW and did I mention REVIEW? OH YEAH SORRRY FOR MY SPELLING MISTAKES!

Disclaimer- don't own still. JK ROWLING still does. I DON'T OWN MADE OF STEEL THE BEST BAND AFTER LINKIN PARK, OUR LADY PEACE (OLP) DOES!

RONS POV-

I couldn't believe she would do that! That bitch! Making my girlfriend cry! But wait that ment that Hermione did like me. Still I was in love with Cho! so I did the only thing I could. I slapped her. Her head jerked to the side. She looked furious so I didn't expect it when her hand came flying up to my nose. I fell on the floor in pain. It was broken and bleeding. I looked at Harry and he slapped her. He must have underestimated her also because she kicked him in the shins making him fall over. She laughed coldly I never saw Hermione this way ever. I swear she looked liked hell itself. Her eyes didn't look that sweet brown that made you think she was so sweet. They were dark they even looked blacked. "You fight like a bunch of girls." she said and walked away. I was left stunned. What happened to sweet Hermione Granger? Let alone what happened to me? Why did I slap her? I couldn't move I just saw Lavender helping Harry up and Cho also helping him up. That another thing confused me. Why didn't they help me up? I wondered this as I passed out and everything went black.

NORMAL POV!!!!

Draco went to Hermiones room after she left. He found a note on her desk saying "they will miss me when I am gone." Oh shit he thought I have to go. Its like my dream. He ran all the way to the astronomy tower.

I can be anything that you want me to be
A punching bag, a piece of string, oh
That reminds you not to think

He hid behind a pillar and saw her. She leaned over and looked out the window. He saw her crying. Her tears quickly faded and she laughed evily and cold.

I found the note down in your car
And its not your fault it gets this hard
Gets this hard

Hermione was laughing. Laughing at how bad Harry and Ron would feel when she was gone. Oh the guilt they would have. She would make sure the guilt stayed with them. She pulled out her knife from her robes unaware Draco was there

Hold your head high
Don't look down
I'm by your side
Won't back down
You wanted a hero tonight

She took her knife and slit her knee, ankle, both wrists and top of her arms. She laughed again then started crying. "go to hell dad go to hell" she whispered so Draco could barely here it. "oh and while you are there take Harry and Ron with you. Those bastards need to learn a lesson."

Well I'm not made of steel
I'm not made of steel
But your secrets safe with me

She was about to jump when Draco stepped out of the shadows just like her dream except this time she did see his eyes. She started to sob louder. How could he always be there when I am about to die? She wondered


I can be anything that you want me to be
A holy cross, some sympathy, oh
That reminds you not to bleed

"what are you doing here Malfoy?" she asked him. "trying to kill me for your dad? I think I will take that job myself." He shook his head. "no eh? Not here to kill me? Just here to watch me die?"

"Why are you doing this Granger why? You used to be so smart and happy. Now you are suicidal. Plus you PROMISED me you wouldn't kill yourself or try to again!" he yelled at her. She stopped crying and she looked angry again.

"I was happy? Happiness is not a fish that you can catch Malfoy. I broke your promise? You broke my trust! I started to like you and then I find you only want me to like you so you can KILL ME? It was all a little game! I thought I was going crazy to start liking you. I wanted to be with you! All you wanted was to lead me on." She sobbed again. "after all I have been through, that was maybe one of the worst."

I found the note down in your car
And you climbed up here to fall apart
Fall apart

" I would never kill you! I was being nice to you before I got a letter to kill you! I WAS FALLING IN LOVE WITH YOU!" he yelled and she gasped and looked shocked. "I think I never lost that. I might have been mad because you didn't trust me anymore and I acted like a bastard. That doesn't change how I feel though! You can hate me all you want but I STILL LOVE YOU! DAMNIT! I DO!" She stopped sobbing for a moment and looked into his eyes thinking he loves me. I can see it in his eyes. Why did I never look in them before?

Hold your head high
Don't look down
I'm by your side
Won't back down
You wanted a hero tonight

She slowly walked to him then when she was so close she could feel him breathing she threw her arms around his neck. "Please don't tell anyone. I want to tell Dumbledore about what I have been doing. I am to scared though." She cried into his shoulder. He held on to her while she cried.

Well I'm not made of steel
I'm not made of steel
But your secrets safe with me

"I wont tell just please go to Dumbledore tomorrow and what happened tonight?" he asked her and they slowly broke away.

No...
Your secrets safe with me

they sat on the floor and she turned to look at him. She told him everything. Her mom dying, her dad and Marie, being disowned, harry and ron not spending time with her. Up until only an hour ago when her, Ron, and Harry had a fight. He listened without interrupting. When she was done, he hugged her again. "Why do you care what they think anyway?" he asked her. She shook her head and whispered "I can't stand to have my old best friends hate me. Now I realize that it doesn't matter. They never knew anything about me. You do. They think I am like a vampire now."

They knock you down
I'LL PICK YOU UP!

He helped her up and they walked to his room. He tucked her into his bed and got in next to her. they laied there together with his arms around her and her head on his chest. She slowly stopped crying. Then the world made since UNTIL he spoke.

They laugh at you
I'LL SHUT THEM UP!

"we cant be together. I love you but I cant be with you." He said but she was already asleep. Well she was pretending anyways. She heard what he said and tried to ignore it. He however knew in the morning he would hurt her with those words. But not right now. Tonight they would both ignore the fact that they could never be together.


But I'm not made of steel
But I'm not made of steel
But I'm not made of steel
But your secrets safe with me
Yeah

And they fell asleep in each other's arms. Each finally happy and content. They knew though that, happiness will never be a fish that you can catch. even if something is fixed its still broken, there is pain in joy, there is anger in happiness, there is dark in light, and there is pain in love. They would soon experience it.
Your secrets safe with me
But yeah

Hold your head high
Don't look down
I'm by your side
Won't back down
You wanted a hero tonight

A/N okay well that was that chapter! The song is made of steel by OLP and the "happiness is not a fish that you can catch" little saying is the name of one of their CD'S. I am so creative! Lol anyways there will be 3 more chapters! The next 1 will be sad and happy. the 2nd one will be pure pain and sorrow. The last one will end happy! awww! That's shows my split personalities. Sad Nicole and Happy Nicole. REVIEW NOW!