A/N- hey well 3 more chaps! This 1 and 2 more! I know its suppose to be a romance but we will get to all that mushy I love you fluff later. For now its time for ::jaws music play:: THE BASTARD DAD IS BACK! I do have creativity after all! Yay! OMG my bday was 4 days ago! I got the best crap ever! Lol anyways here we go WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

DISCLAIMOR- I DON'T OWN JADED THAT'S BY AEROSMITH! I DON'T OWN HP EITHER!

Hermione woke up in Dracos arms. He was awake already looking down at her he smiled but it quickly faded. She knew he was about to say what he told her last night.

Draco was dreading his next words. He didn't know Hermione heard them last night. "Hermione, I tried to tell you last night we cant be together. We will both die. I love you but we cant."

Hermione frowned. She swallowed hard. "That's not a good reason. Not to me. If you loved me, we would be together. However I respect your decision" she said and got up. She walked to the door and turned back to him. "I will always love you though." With that she turned and walked out of his life, forever. So she thought. Her heart was crushed.

HERMIONE'S POV

I walked into the halls on my way to Dumbledore's office when I just so happened to run into him. "Ms. Granger I was just looking for you. We have a problem. Apparently, Mr. Weasley is in the hospital wing. To my knowledge, you knocked him out unconscious. His girlfriend and Harry took him to the hospital wing and he woke up shortly ago. Why did you hit them Hermione?" he asked me. I shuddered. Ron unconscious. Then I thought how much I loved that thought. A slow evil smile crept across my face. My eyes I knew turned cold. Still wearing my evil smile, I glared at him.

Just that moment Harry came down the hall. "Well sir, I suppose I have no reason for hitting those bastards, maybe they got on my nerves. They didn't do anything to me except not trust me when I told the truth. I swear on my moms grave it's the truth. My mother is dead to so I have reason to swear on her grave." I said and glared at Harry. I still had a cold looked of evilness on my face. Harry's face dropped, he just now knew my mom was dead.

"Mrs Granger please go wait in my office. Mr Potter I will speak with you later." Dumbledore said and I went into his office awaiting my hell to come.

Dumbledore stepped in. "speak." He said. In the next half hour I found myself telling him about my mom, dad, Marie, being disowned, cutting myself and my own pathetic suicidal tempts. In which I never mentioned Malfoy rescued me. He listened intently.

"Ms. Granger, I wrote your father a letter earlier. I told him you would be punished. I am sorry miss granger but you have to be expelled. If you are disowned I suppose you can get a room at the Leaky Cauldron and a job their until you have enough money. Then you may go on with your life. While you are living at the Leaky Cauldron, I will owl you your work. Then at the end of the year I will owl your exam. If you do not pass, come back next year. I am sorry. You will leave by floo powder first thing in the morning. He said and I held back the tears in my eyes. I was leaving everything I had none for almost a full 7 years. Tomorrow. I knew it was for the best. I knew I would be happy later.

"okay sir." I said and went to the door when I was about to walk out he spoke. "This is your last night and it's the ball. Make the best of it." I nodded and left. I went to my room and cried. Then a letter flew in. I read it. It was from my old dad.

Hermione- you got expelled? Well you aint coming back here. The baby will be a girl and is due in June. All I gots to say is I am glad you knocked down 2 boys. They must be asses. I never thought you would hurt anyone. - Granger

I went to my bathroom and took out purple hair coloring. An hour later I had 2 purple streaks in my hair. I put on a purple robe and went back to my room and reread the letter. I went back to the bathroom and Dumbledore's last words came back to me "make the best of it". I would all right. I took purple mascara and put it on my eyelashes, then I took purple lipstick and applied that. I added tons of dark purple eye shadow. Last I put purple glitter all over my face. All this was my moms makeup. She once told me she dressed in all purple on the last day of her school. It was a muggle school and they yelled at her but it was the last day so she lived it up. I would do the same.

Hey Ja ja jaded

You gotch yo mama's style

But you're yesterday's child to me

When it was time for the ball I walked out of my room into the common room. I took a deep breath and walked out I wasn't scared to look this way. Everyone thought I was crazy anyway. I was sick and tired of everything. I usually wore black but it was kinda a been there done that thing now. I walked into the Great Hall and Dumbledore greeted me.

So jaded

You think that's where it's at

But is that where it's suposed to be

He smiled and took me over to a table. " I figured you would want to sit like last time." He said and I nodded. He smiled again. "you made the best of it." He said and left. As people piled into the hall they stared at me. Priceless expressions on their faces. I put on my evil smile and ate some food on my table. A lot of boys were looking at me now. I knew I looked like an exotic dancer. This is so great I thought!

You're gettin' it all over me

X - rated

Every time someone looked at me. I sent them a death glare. That is when Harry and Ron stared at me. Guess Ron was fine. I remembered my dads words saying it was great I beat their asses. My dad made a point. My evil smile returned. I beat the famous Harry Potters ass. I made him fall over and almost cry. Then I made his little sidekick go unconscious. I was feeling great

My my baby blue

Yeah I been thinkin bout you

My my baby blue

To my surprise Harry and Ron came over to me. I gave them my cold eye look. "Can I help you bastards?" I asked them when Ron sat across from me and Harry sat next to me.

"Hermione, why didn't you tell us your mother died? You shouldn't have kept that from us. Also, WHAT THE HELL DID YOU DO TO YOURSELF?" Harry shouted at me. Everyone in the great hall looked at me. I smiled again.

"Don't like purple? If you liked my whole black look you should of said so. To bad I wont be here to wear that look again."

Yeah your so jaded

And I'm the one that jaded you

"You mean Dumbledore expelled you?" Ron asked. I had an idea in my head. I made my face look like I was sad and depressed.

"No, that's not it. I just meant when I die. I will not exactly be able to wear black will I? Since I am going to be dead my morning I wont even have another chance." I whispered to them. When you want someone to feel sorry and guilty, use a suicidal attempt.

Hey Ja ja jaded

In all its misery

you will always be what I love

"Hermione we loved you. If you kill yourself, we won't feel sorry. You are the one that threatened our girlfriends! You are such a bitch. I just realized I never loved you!" Ron said and him and Harry left.

And hated

And maybe take a ride to the other side

We're thinkin' of

We'll slip into the velvet glove

And be jaded

Then I was bored. I looked around to see who was with who. That's when I saw the sight that made me wanna go cry my eyes out. I didn't though. Draco was dancing with Parvati. He said he loved me. That was a lie. He said he would always love me. That was a lie. He looked at me and we locked eyes for a second. Then I sent him a look that spoke for itself.

DRACOS THOUGHT- I have never seen that look before. That look means revenge. It means she is going to have her revenge on me before the year is over. I was only with this other Gryffindor bitch cause I had no one to go with. She asked me I said yes. I would always love Hermione but if I cant have her, why not move on? That look though, it made me feel afraid. For the first time in my life I was afraid of a mudblood! I was afraid of Hermione Granger.

My my baby blue

Yeah I'm thinkin' 'bout you

My my baby blue

Yeah I'm so jaded

And baby

I'm afraid a you

(back to Hermione.) I left the great hall and walked outside by the lake. There was a flash of lightning when I realized it was raining. Just in that one flash of lightning, my feelings for Draco Malfoy were shattered. I no longer loved him. I was no longer a person that loved. I hated. I would get my revenge on all of them. When they come back for a Hogwarts reunion in a 3 years, I would get my revenge.

Your thinking is so complicated

I've had it all up to here

"What are you thinking about?" a voice behind me asked. I recognized it as that bastard that betrayed me. Malfoy.

"What's it matter to you Malfoy? Shouldn't you be with your new bitch tonight? I have better things to do then stand here and talk to you. You might as well leave!" I snapped.

HE walked over to me and hugged me. I HATED being in his arms. How could I ever love him? "Hermione you have to understand. I have to move on. We CANT be together." He whispered and I didn't cry.

But it's so overrated Love and hate it Wouldn't trade it

Love me jaded

" You don't love me! If you did, we would be together! I loved you and you betrayed me! PLEASE just spend this one last night with me!" I cried. My feelings came back to me. I loved him again. If he said no, I would get my revenge.

Hey Ja ja jaded

There ain't no baby please

When I'm shootin' the breeze with her

"I cant. I have to get back to Parvati. I am moving on. Do the same." He said and left me there. I was so tired and mad. I felt weak. All my emotions whiled around me. It felt like I was on drugs.

When everything you see is a blur

And extasy's what you prefer

I walked back into the common room and I heard a girl's voice up Dracos stairs. Parvati. I was disgusted. I walked to my room and slammed my door. They would all see. HE WOULD SEE!

My my baby blue (blue blue blue blue yeah) Yeah I'm talkin' 'bout you

My my baby blue (blue blue blue blue yeah) Yeah I've been thinkin' 'bout you

My my baby blue

Yeah you're so jaded (Jaded) Jaded (Jaded) Your so jaded

Cause I'm the one that jaded you

The next morning in Dumbledore's office. I stood in front of a fireplace. I threw the powder in. I looked behind me and smiled. All the teachers were there. Even McGonagall was crying. She wiped a tear from her eye and smiled. I looked at Dumbledore and he smiled to. I turned around and walked into the fireplace. Diagon Alley! I cried out and I landed in the middle of Diagon Alley. My new life was just starting.

A/n- okay well there was that chapter 2 more! Yay! Okay if you thought was sad. THE FLUFFY I LOVE YOU CRAP IS COMING! Patience my children patience! Hehe anyways REVIEW REVIEW REVIEW REVIEW. FLAME ME AND DIE! Heh just kidding kinda,