Disclaimer: I do not own Card Captor Sakura
A/n: Thank you so much for your reviews people! I am so thankful to all of you because you have brought me to write this much. Thank you so much. This chapter is for all of you. I am going to use some words from a reviewer of mine by the name of Eevetta. Thank you for the lovely suggestion. :D This chapter is inspired by one of the Chinese movie that I was watching where this blind and mute guy dies and returns as a ghost. I hope you enjoy this chapter.
*~* continuation *~*
Eriol left after the week that he spent with everyone he knew. Tomoyo woke up that morning to an empty room. She went looking for him but he was already gone. That morning, everyone left to go back to their normal lives. Tomoyo went back to Tokyo. She cried tears when she was on the plane. Painful flashback of memories hit her like a speeding bullet train.
*** Flashbacks ***
"Ohayo, watashi wa Eriol Hiragizawa" (Good morning, I'm Eriol Hiragizawa)
"I promise you that I'll always be here for you"
"Did you know that meteor showers are also the tears of heaven?"
"Daidouji-san, I thought you had forgotten me already"
"Ashiteru Tomoyo"
"Wear this ring and I'll always find you"
"I love you, Tomoyo"
"I will always love you no matter spirit or soul. I will forever have you in my heart and in my soul. Promise me that you'll remember me too? Promise me that you'll move on with life without forgetting who I am?"
"I want all you to promise me that you'll never search for me when I'm gone"
"I love you now, forever and always. I can promise you that and I will always keep it here in my heart"
*** End of flashback***
Tears fell down her cheeks as she looked out the window. Her heart felt broken over and over again. Emotions stirred up wildly inside her already broken heart.
"Eriol Hiragizawa, I'll be waiting for you to come back to me. I know you will, some day", she whispered to herself in hope and in prayer.
* *
Days turned into weeks and weeks turned into months. Soon, Christmas eve was here. The day that Tomoyo dreaded was here. For those few months, Tomoyo tried her hardest to forget about the night that would take Eriol's life away. She even threw away the promise rings that he had given to her into the sea in hopes that Eriol would bring it back to her. She knew it wouldn't happen but she still went for it. She knew that it was impossible yet, hopes springs eternal.
* * *
Sakura and Syaoran spent their Christmas with Clow's creations in Tomoeda. They were also dreading the day. Kero and Yue took the news extremely bad while Nakuru and Spinel Sun just took it rather bad. To Kero and Yue, it was as though Clow was dying all over again. They didn't want to relive the memory of his death. It was a devastating moment for all. There was news about meteor showers happening tonight around the world. Kero told Sakura that on the night of Clow's death there were also meteor showers around the world. Yue explained that it was a sign of sadness from the heavens above.
* * * *
Ring Ring! Ring Ring! Tomoyo ran to the phone and picked it up.
"Hello?" she answered.
"Daidouji-san, its Mizuki-sensei here. I'm just about two blocks away from your place. I have something from Eriol. I'll just drop it off and I'll be on my way", Kaho said.
"Ok, I'll see you then", Tomoyo replied.
Tomoyo waited for Kaho to come. Kaho sounded very eager to drop off the thing that she had of Eriol .Tomoyo was nervous. It was almost close to Christmas. It was just about two hours from Christmas and from the meteor showers. The thought of the moment clutched Tomoyo's heart. She was still unable to accept that Eriol was really going to die. It was hard to accept the fact that a loved one will pass on.
* * * * *
Ding Dong! Ding Dong! Tomoyo wiped away her tears and went straight to the door. As expected, Kaho was there. Tomoyo invited her in but Kaho declined. She handed out the package to Tomoyo.
"Eriol wanted you to have this", Kaho said, giving Tomoyo the package.
"Thank you, Mizuki-sensei", Tomoyo said.
"I better be going. Have a merry Christmas, Daidouji-san", Kaho said, smiling.
"Goodbye Mizuki-sensei and thank you for dropping this off", Tomoyo answered.
Kaho left and Tomoyo stared at the package for some time. Then, she opened it. It was a video tape with the title 'Ashiteru Tomoyo'. Tomoyo couldn't hold the tears anymore. She slip the tape into her VCR machine and pressed play. She waited as she watched the television screen. She was later greeted by Eriol on the screen.
"Hello Tomoyo. By the time you watch this, I'm most likely to have passed on. By watching this video, I want you to know that I love you more than I've ever loved anything else. Continue watching this video, love"
Images of Tomoyo and Eriol played. From every moment they were together. Flashes from the first moment they met to the times Tomoyo fell into depression played. Scenes of Eriol comforting Tomoyo also flashed.
"Did I ever told you that when I first started comforting you, I also started falling in love with you?"
Pictures and scenes of the events that happened in Milan also showed up.
"I'll never forget the moments we shared in Milan. I know I've broken some of my promises but I'll try as far as I can to accomplish it all over again somehow. Believe me Tomoyo, I will somehow"
Tears fell down her cheeks. His voice broke her soul. The images tormented her so badly.
"Eriol, why do you have to keep making promises that you cannot keep?!" Tomoyo yelled out.
She covered her mouth and cried.
"Tomoyo, please understand that life must go on. I know I made you promise that you'll never forget me. It was a selfish of me to do so. It's just not right. If you do find someone else that you think you can love, go for it. Let go of me when you need to. Staying sad is the same as giving up, live your life to the fullest and always have hope. Hold the person you love close to your heart and never forget them, and they will always be with you even from the after life. Hold me close and I will be forever yours"
The last few scenes were the events during the wedding. The dance, the song and the photography session. She still kept the picture of Eriol and her during the [photography session when he had his arms around her and the two were smiling. Then, Eriol was alone on his dark red armchair.
"Look out the window for me, Tomoyo. Be my eyes to the tears of heaven for me tonight. Remember, I'll always be watching you and I'll always love you", Eriol said.
That was when it ended. Tomoyo walked out to the balcony and watched the meteor showers. She could not stop crying.
"ERIOL HIRAGIZAWA! If you are hearing me right now, I want to let you know that I hate you for leaving me here all alone by myself again!!! I can't believe you're doing this to me again. Eriol-kun..." Tomoyo yelled out.
She fell on her knees and cried for her loved on. Sobs were heard and tears were cried. Her heart still felt broken all over again to know that her loved one is gone. Silence prevailed and yet, sobs were heard again and again.
Tears still fell from both the heaven and the goddess.
*~* to be continued *~*
A/n: Review: D Thanks for the support. Review more!
A/n: Thank you so much for your reviews people! I am so thankful to all of you because you have brought me to write this much. Thank you so much. This chapter is for all of you. I am going to use some words from a reviewer of mine by the name of Eevetta. Thank you for the lovely suggestion. :D This chapter is inspired by one of the Chinese movie that I was watching where this blind and mute guy dies and returns as a ghost. I hope you enjoy this chapter.
*~* continuation *~*
Eriol left after the week that he spent with everyone he knew. Tomoyo woke up that morning to an empty room. She went looking for him but he was already gone. That morning, everyone left to go back to their normal lives. Tomoyo went back to Tokyo. She cried tears when she was on the plane. Painful flashback of memories hit her like a speeding bullet train.
*** Flashbacks ***
"Ohayo, watashi wa Eriol Hiragizawa" (Good morning, I'm Eriol Hiragizawa)
"I promise you that I'll always be here for you"
"Did you know that meteor showers are also the tears of heaven?"
"Daidouji-san, I thought you had forgotten me already"
"Ashiteru Tomoyo"
"Wear this ring and I'll always find you"
"I love you, Tomoyo"
"I will always love you no matter spirit or soul. I will forever have you in my heart and in my soul. Promise me that you'll remember me too? Promise me that you'll move on with life without forgetting who I am?"
"I want all you to promise me that you'll never search for me when I'm gone"
"I love you now, forever and always. I can promise you that and I will always keep it here in my heart"
*** End of flashback***
Tears fell down her cheeks as she looked out the window. Her heart felt broken over and over again. Emotions stirred up wildly inside her already broken heart.
"Eriol Hiragizawa, I'll be waiting for you to come back to me. I know you will, some day", she whispered to herself in hope and in prayer.
* *
Days turned into weeks and weeks turned into months. Soon, Christmas eve was here. The day that Tomoyo dreaded was here. For those few months, Tomoyo tried her hardest to forget about the night that would take Eriol's life away. She even threw away the promise rings that he had given to her into the sea in hopes that Eriol would bring it back to her. She knew it wouldn't happen but she still went for it. She knew that it was impossible yet, hopes springs eternal.
* * *
Sakura and Syaoran spent their Christmas with Clow's creations in Tomoeda. They were also dreading the day. Kero and Yue took the news extremely bad while Nakuru and Spinel Sun just took it rather bad. To Kero and Yue, it was as though Clow was dying all over again. They didn't want to relive the memory of his death. It was a devastating moment for all. There was news about meteor showers happening tonight around the world. Kero told Sakura that on the night of Clow's death there were also meteor showers around the world. Yue explained that it was a sign of sadness from the heavens above.
* * * *
Ring Ring! Ring Ring! Tomoyo ran to the phone and picked it up.
"Hello?" she answered.
"Daidouji-san, its Mizuki-sensei here. I'm just about two blocks away from your place. I have something from Eriol. I'll just drop it off and I'll be on my way", Kaho said.
"Ok, I'll see you then", Tomoyo replied.
Tomoyo waited for Kaho to come. Kaho sounded very eager to drop off the thing that she had of Eriol .Tomoyo was nervous. It was almost close to Christmas. It was just about two hours from Christmas and from the meteor showers. The thought of the moment clutched Tomoyo's heart. She was still unable to accept that Eriol was really going to die. It was hard to accept the fact that a loved one will pass on.
* * * * *
Ding Dong! Ding Dong! Tomoyo wiped away her tears and went straight to the door. As expected, Kaho was there. Tomoyo invited her in but Kaho declined. She handed out the package to Tomoyo.
"Eriol wanted you to have this", Kaho said, giving Tomoyo the package.
"Thank you, Mizuki-sensei", Tomoyo said.
"I better be going. Have a merry Christmas, Daidouji-san", Kaho said, smiling.
"Goodbye Mizuki-sensei and thank you for dropping this off", Tomoyo answered.
Kaho left and Tomoyo stared at the package for some time. Then, she opened it. It was a video tape with the title 'Ashiteru Tomoyo'. Tomoyo couldn't hold the tears anymore. She slip the tape into her VCR machine and pressed play. She waited as she watched the television screen. She was later greeted by Eriol on the screen.
"Hello Tomoyo. By the time you watch this, I'm most likely to have passed on. By watching this video, I want you to know that I love you more than I've ever loved anything else. Continue watching this video, love"
Images of Tomoyo and Eriol played. From every moment they were together. Flashes from the first moment they met to the times Tomoyo fell into depression played. Scenes of Eriol comforting Tomoyo also flashed.
"Did I ever told you that when I first started comforting you, I also started falling in love with you?"
Pictures and scenes of the events that happened in Milan also showed up.
"I'll never forget the moments we shared in Milan. I know I've broken some of my promises but I'll try as far as I can to accomplish it all over again somehow. Believe me Tomoyo, I will somehow"
Tears fell down her cheeks. His voice broke her soul. The images tormented her so badly.
"Eriol, why do you have to keep making promises that you cannot keep?!" Tomoyo yelled out.
She covered her mouth and cried.
"Tomoyo, please understand that life must go on. I know I made you promise that you'll never forget me. It was a selfish of me to do so. It's just not right. If you do find someone else that you think you can love, go for it. Let go of me when you need to. Staying sad is the same as giving up, live your life to the fullest and always have hope. Hold the person you love close to your heart and never forget them, and they will always be with you even from the after life. Hold me close and I will be forever yours"
The last few scenes were the events during the wedding. The dance, the song and the photography session. She still kept the picture of Eriol and her during the [photography session when he had his arms around her and the two were smiling. Then, Eriol was alone on his dark red armchair.
"Look out the window for me, Tomoyo. Be my eyes to the tears of heaven for me tonight. Remember, I'll always be watching you and I'll always love you", Eriol said.
That was when it ended. Tomoyo walked out to the balcony and watched the meteor showers. She could not stop crying.
"ERIOL HIRAGIZAWA! If you are hearing me right now, I want to let you know that I hate you for leaving me here all alone by myself again!!! I can't believe you're doing this to me again. Eriol-kun..." Tomoyo yelled out.
She fell on her knees and cried for her loved on. Sobs were heard and tears were cried. Her heart still felt broken all over again to know that her loved one is gone. Silence prevailed and yet, sobs were heard again and again.
Tears still fell from both the heaven and the goddess.
*~* to be continued *~*
A/n: Review: D Thanks for the support. Review more!
