Hello once again! It's me! And I'm half-asleep, So I must write something
before my creativity fades, I revert back to my alter ego and I fall asleep
on my computer! Aaaaaanyway, I'm on a major songfic obsession write now
(though I still don't like to read em) so I'm gonna write another. And
hopefully it won't be crappy ("Oh Don't worry, I'm sure it will be" says
the strange little leprechaun on my shoulder) ("Hey! It'll be good! I'm
deprived of sleep and I'm on a 'sugar' high! That's when I write best! Now
shut up before you jinx me!" says me) (strange leprechaun dude on my
shoulder: "JINX JINX JINX JINX!") ("SHUDDUP!" Suddenly 'me' flicks the
strange green leprechaun dude on my shoulder away!)........6.6
uhhh...Here's the story!
P.S. Pleez R&R! I don't believe in having an authors note at the end of songfic because it ruins the mood, so I'm telling you now! Flames are welcome. I really don't care about your opinion if your mean. But good review will motivate me to write another chapter! And I still have a lot of lyrics to go through! Oh yeah, and pleez tell me whether you want this to end in romance or suicide or what?
Lyrics by Linkin Park (Cause there the best freakin band ever!...heh heh, Uh sorry just bought the new CD and I'm a little obsessed) ("She's listening to it write now!" says the giant ball of belly-button lint balancing on my computer screen) ...6.6;
// : are the lyrics
It all started when my father came home from a trip. He had gotten me a gift, but that wasn't what mattered. What mattered was that I had missed my father and now he was home. But as soon as I saw the golden ring with it's sennen eye, I forgot all else and was drawn to it.
//I woke up in a dream today//
//Forgot all about yesterday//
Now I can't even remember that feeling; to not have a single worry in the world.
//It starts with one thing//
It started when day someone said I hadn't been myself the day before. The odd thing was, I couldn't even remember the day before.
//All I know is time is a valuable thing//
//Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings//
//Watch it count down to the end of the day//
//The clock ticks life away//
Time and time again, things like this happened. Now I regret never treasuring the time I had, because now all I have is fear.
//It's like I'm paranoid lookin' over my back//
// It's like a whirlwind inside of my head//
//It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within//
// It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin//
I know now that I'm not alone. There's something inside me.
//There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface//
//Consuming/Confusing//
//This lack of self-control I fear is never-ending//
//Controlling/I can't seem to find myself again//
My biggest fear is that I won't be able to regain control. And I'll hurt someone I care about.
//Discomfort, endlessly has pulled itself upon me//
//Distracting/Reacting//
//Against my will I stand next to my own reflection//
//It's haunting how I can't seem to find myself again//
I know what's doing this to me. My yami...my dark. I disturbing how even when I'm in control I can still feel him. He constantly reminds me that he's stronger, and can take control at any time.
//Now I find myself in question//
//They point the finger at me again//
//Guilty by association//
//You point the finger at me again//
P.S. Pleez R&R! I don't believe in having an authors note at the end of songfic because it ruins the mood, so I'm telling you now! Flames are welcome. I really don't care about your opinion if your mean. But good review will motivate me to write another chapter! And I still have a lot of lyrics to go through! Oh yeah, and pleez tell me whether you want this to end in romance or suicide or what?
Lyrics by Linkin Park (Cause there the best freakin band ever!...heh heh, Uh sorry just bought the new CD and I'm a little obsessed) ("She's listening to it write now!" says the giant ball of belly-button lint balancing on my computer screen) ...6.6;
// : are the lyrics
It all started when my father came home from a trip. He had gotten me a gift, but that wasn't what mattered. What mattered was that I had missed my father and now he was home. But as soon as I saw the golden ring with it's sennen eye, I forgot all else and was drawn to it.
//I woke up in a dream today//
//Forgot all about yesterday//
Now I can't even remember that feeling; to not have a single worry in the world.
//It starts with one thing//
It started when day someone said I hadn't been myself the day before. The odd thing was, I couldn't even remember the day before.
//All I know is time is a valuable thing//
//Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings//
//Watch it count down to the end of the day//
//The clock ticks life away//
Time and time again, things like this happened. Now I regret never treasuring the time I had, because now all I have is fear.
//It's like I'm paranoid lookin' over my back//
// It's like a whirlwind inside of my head//
//It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within//
// It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin//
I know now that I'm not alone. There's something inside me.
//There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface//
//Consuming/Confusing//
//This lack of self-control I fear is never-ending//
//Controlling/I can't seem to find myself again//
My biggest fear is that I won't be able to regain control. And I'll hurt someone I care about.
//Discomfort, endlessly has pulled itself upon me//
//Distracting/Reacting//
//Against my will I stand next to my own reflection//
//It's haunting how I can't seem to find myself again//
I know what's doing this to me. My yami...my dark. I disturbing how even when I'm in control I can still feel him. He constantly reminds me that he's stronger, and can take control at any time.
//Now I find myself in question//
//They point the finger at me again//
//Guilty by association//
//You point the finger at me again//
