AN: Hello everyone! This is my "First" official E+T fanfiction!!! Yay!!! I'm soooooo happy!!!! And, I just want to tell everyone who read it, I'm trying to think of a continuation chapter for "The Royal Diaries" and I completed "Unknowingly a father". Well, this is a song fanfiction in a way....... It'll have the music..... Oh, ok, yes, it is a song fanfiction. Or, more like SONGS fanfiction. ^.^ The story is mostly about how Eriol and Tomoyo are in 8th grade, going to the end of it, (don't ask, I wanted to do a fanfiction on everyone that's the same age as me!!!!!) the 8th grade dance is coming close, and they start to notice feelings they never thought of! ^.^ (Tomoyo falls for Eriol, Eriol falls for Tomoyo) This mostly happens after a heated argument between the two....... And they say things they don't really mean, and they end up regretting it. I'm listening to the songs I'm putting into this story so that I can write them and not mistakes. ^.^ E+T, plenty of S+S, and T+C! Ok......


Disclaimers:

I am not a part of CLAMP,

I do not own Cardcaptor Sakura,

I do not own Eriol, Tomoyo, Syaoran, Sakura....... Well, I pretty much don't own anyone.....

I do not own the songs:

"Didn't mean to fall in love"

"All My life" (Chapter 2)

"Crazy" (Chapter 3)

"Where you are" (Chapter 4)

"All My Life" (Again, it's at the dance, Chapter 5)


Ok, hope you enjoy! And please don't forget to review!


Chapter 1: I didn't ean to fall in love with you......


~What am I supposed to do?

With all these blues?

Haunting me everywhere,

no matter what I do.

Watching the candle flicker out,

in the evening glow,

I can't let go,

When will this night be over?~


14-year-old Eriol Hiiragazawa sat in his big red lounge chair, moping, staring at the white candel, flickering from the draft, giving the room it's only light in the evening darkness. Suddenly, the door barely cracked, not wanting to disturb the depressed boy. A female hand appeared from the crack, the hand making of a movement to come towards it. Suddenly, a little blue animal left his book and flew with his butterfly looking wings over towards the door. Quickly after he reached the door, the hand grabbed the little creature and took it with her, shutting the door in the process. Eriol continued to mope at the candel, as if he hadn't noticed the event. When he actually didn't.

"Has master Eriol been like that ALL day?" Nakuru asked the blue little creature, once they were outside and down the hall.

"Yes Nakuru, ever since he came home from school." Spinner explained.

"Well, it couldn't be Kaho, she's still in England, and Eriol's already gotten over that...... Could it, could it be....?"

"I belive so Nakuru....."

"Yay!!!! She finally got to him!!!!" Nakuru exclaimed, squeezing Spinner in a tight embrace.

"He hasn't realized it yet though!" Spinner choked out. Nakuru dropped him in response, her face going into a frown.

"Aw! Darn!"

"I thought I was going to die........"

Meanwhile, nothing had changed about Eriol's mood. The glowing of the candel flickered in front of his face, giving a glare to his thin frame glasses. He sighed, and barely made a move. Why had he done that? And why did it bother him so much?! He got yet again another flashback of what had happened that day, each time, flinching from what happened........


~*Flasback*~


I was lunch time. No cloud in the sky and not too nippy for the spring day. The gang, as in Syaoran, Sakura, Tomoyo, Takashi, Chiharu, and himself, sat under that Sakura tree. Sakura sat inbetween Syaoran's legs, while they both ate their lunch. Chiharu and Takashi were in the same possition, not eating, but making out. Tomoyo sat next to him, eating her lunch, not paying attention to the couple to her left.

"Oh! I can't wait for the 8th grade dance! It sounds soooo fun! Getting to wear formal clothes in such. Oh Sakura! Please let me make your outfit!" Tomoyo said in one breath.

"O-O-Ok...... Um.... Syaoran, what are you wearing?"

"I'm going to the dance?" Syaoran said, joking.

"Duh! I'm your date! You even asked me to go with you!"

"I know sweety, I'm just joking....."

"Are you guys going?" Sakura asked Chiharu and Takashi. "Guys...." Still making out. "You know there's a myth where if you kiss long enough, you get stuck that way....."

"I heard about that!" Takashi said, breaking his and Chiharu's make-out session.

Everyone sweatdropped. "So, are you two going?"

"Yes, we are." Chiharu answered.

"If they can make it out of the car...." Tomoyo commented.

Chiharu winked. "No, it'll only last two minutes...."

"Hey!"

"Anyway...... OH CHIHARU! PLEASE LET ME MAKE YOUR DRESS TOO!?!?!?!?"

"Oh, um......"

"PLEASE?!"

"Oh, ok!"

"THANK YOU!"

"So.... Tomoyo, who are you going with?" Sakura asked, as Takashi and Chiharu's lips once more, met.

"No one yet... But I'm still hopeful......"

Eriol got out a little laugh. That was his mistake.

"What was that about?"

"N-Nothing......" Eriol stuttered, wide eyed.

"What? You don't think I could get a date?"

"No! What I meant was...." Eriol said. Tomoyo took it the wrong way. Eriol saw the tears in Tomoyo's eyes. Tomoyo got up and began running away, crying.

"Eriol!" Everyone exclaimed.

"Oh no, I better go to see if she's ok." Sakura got up and kissed Syaoran's lips. Sakura ruffled his ever messy brown hair, and began running away, glaring at Eriol in the process.

Chiharu and Takashi's kissing once again broke. "What did we miss?"

Sakura would be missing for the rest of the lunch period, comforting Tomoyo. Fourth period came, and Sakura and Tomoyo walked into the classroom, Tomoyo's eyes red. It pained Eriol to see her like this. He didn't know why, but he felt like he wanted to die. But he didn't mean what he said THAT way.......... But it's because of him that she's in this state. He had to appologize after school. Another mistake.

After school, Eriol looked for Tomoyo. First he went to her last period class. Not there. Then her locker. Not there. Then he remembered. He went to the music room and found her there, singing. The sun went through the windows and made her look heavenly, the light surrounding her little body.


"I didn't mean to fall in love with you,

and baby theres a myth,

of what you put me through.

It isn't love,

it's robbery.

I'm sleeping with a ghoust of you and me..." Tomoyo looked up when she heard the door close fully. Her mouth became a frown and her eyes showed pain. She sighed and slammed the her purple binder against the table. "Stay away from me Hiiragazawa."

"No, wait, To-"

"And while you're at it, don't talk to me." Tomoyo said as she walked past him.

"Look, I'm trying to-"

"I don't want to hear it Hiiragazawa! I don't want to hear it! You've always kept your feelings hidden but when it comes to other people's feelings, it doesn't matter. All you care about is Mizuki-sensei. That's all you ever think about! Talk about! Hell, you even mope about! Get over it!"

"Hey! I'm going through the same thing that happened to you with Sakura! Okay?! I need to get over this! You, you don't get the message that she's with Syaoran! You should tell those words to yourself!"

"Well, I have!"

"Ya right! I've already seen a couple of guys ask you to the dance and you yet have a date! At the rate you're going, You'll never have a date! You might never even have a boyfriend or girlfriend!"

"You know, those are pretty cruel words to say Hiiragazawa! I didn't want to go with any of those guys!"

"Ya! You want to go with a girl...... Partically...... SAKURA!"

"No I don't!"

"Yes you do!"

"Well, if you believe that, then, I HATE YOU!" Eriol looked up in shock to find Tomoyo in tears.

"Well, you know what? I hate you too!" Eriol was shocked by what he said. He tried to appoligize, but Tomoyo ran away before he could.


~*End of Flashback*~


~Seen a lot of broken hearts,

they're sittin by.......

Phantom ships,

lost at sea,

one of them is mine.

Raisin my glass,

I sing a toast,

I the darkened sky,

I wonder why......~


Eriol whimpered sadly and looked next to him, seeing his drink. He looked back at the candle, stil thinking. Why is this hurting him? Why does he regret even laughing? Why does he miss her so badly? Eriol's eyes shot up as he sat straight up, realizing his heart's feelings that he has been denying for two years. He grabs his drink and gulps it down.

"I...... I love her...."


~I didn't mean to fall in love with you,

and baby theres a myth,

for what you put me through.

It isn't love,

it's robbery.

I'm sleeping with a ghoust of you and me...~


Eriol looked at the clocked and sighed. 10:00. Might as well go to bed. He got into his blue satin pajama's that Tomoyo had made him. Eriol began blushing, knowing she had touched every spot on this fabric. He had a pocket with his enitials, 'EH' embriodered in it. He laid down in bed, once again staring at the glow of the candle. Then, suddenly, an image of Tomoyo in a spaghetti straped, lavender satin night gown that went down to her ankles appeared in front of him. She smiled at him, and when he reached for her, she disapeared.

'Oh boy.....'


~End of chapter 1~


AN: Chapter 2 up soon. Don't forget to review! Ja ne!