AN: Hello everyone! I'm sorry about the mistake......... It was 2:00 in the morning and I way sleepy...... Eh heh heh. Well, I'm so happy people loved the fanfiction! Well, here's chapter 2!!! I'm using the ".html" file because I can use bold, italics, etc. Ok, this chapter is on Tomoyo's night. The song for this chapter is "All my Life" by KC and JoJo!!! And, I'll let everyone know:

1. There will be a nervous breakdown/ crazy event with Eriol...... He he he..... And the song for that chapter is, of course, "Crazy", by KC and JoJo.

2. Eriol starts having halucinations......... (Mostly Eriol gets more tortured...)

3. There will be a kissing scene!!!!! Halucination and real!!!!! (Halucination scene is hilarious!!!!

Ok, on with the fic!!!!


Disclaimers:

I don't own CCS,

I don't own any characters,

I do not own "All my life".

Please don't sue me!


"....." = talking

"....." = thinking

~.....~ = song. ^.^

~*Flashback*~

.......................... = flashback!

"....." = second person. (talking to themselves)


Chapter 2: All my life.


~I will never find another lover,

sweeter than you,

sweeter than you.

And I will never find another lover,

more precious than you,

more precious then you.

You're close to me,

you're like my mother,

close to me,

you're like my father,

close to me,

you're like my sister,

close to me,

you're like my brother.

And you're the only one,

my everything.

And for you this song I sing.~


Tomoyo sighed as she tossed and turned in bed. Her violet-gray hair was tossed everywhere, as her lavender night gown stayed as nice and elegant as always. Her amethyst eyes looked up at the ceiling as she ran her hand through her hair, straightening her hair a bit. She closed her eyes and moved her head to the side.

"Why did I say that?" Tomoyo asked herself. "I shouldn't have said that, and I don't mean it, because I love-" Tomoyo paused. "Wait.... What am I thinking?"

"You love him, admit it!" Tomoyo's second consious told her.

"No I don't!" Tomoyo argued.

"Ok, the guy you wanted to go with, did he have black/ blue hair and blue eyes?"

"How did you..... DOH!"

"KAWAII!!!" Said the other consious. (AN: Looks like even Tomoyo's other half also says Kawaii......) "Why don't you sing a song for him?"

"Why? What good would that do?"

"Well, he is a magician...... He'll probably hear you....."

"Ok, I'll just scream out like a wild woman, 'I'm sorry Eriol! And I love you!!!'? No way!"

"At least say you're sorry......."

"Alright......." Tomoyo took a breath. "ERIOL!!!! I'M SORRY!!!!"

"Good girl...."

A knock came from the door. "Ms. Daidoji? Is everything alright? You sound like you have a problem......."

"Oh great...... She probably thinks I'm crazy......."

"What do you mean? You are crazy...... For Eriol."

"SHUT UP!!" Tomoyo covered her mouth. "I mean, yes, I'm alright........"

"Ok....." The person sighed and walked away. "This family is crazy! Even the little girl talks to herself......"

"Oh great....... She probably definantly thinks I'm crazy now......"

"Like I said....... For Eriol."

"What did I just tell you?! SHUT UP!!"

"Hey, you're the one that's making the conversation go furthur, I think we share one body."

Tomoyo groaned. "Just leave me alone!"

"Make me!"

"At least shut up!"

"Alright, see if I help you again....."

"Anyway....... Why did I say that?"

"Hm, hm, hm, hm, hm, hm........." The second voice was humming.

"I need to do something to make me not think of him."

Tomoyo got up and walked over to her sewing machine that was already connected and a n almost completed orange dress underneath the needle. Tomoyo sat down on the chair and began sewing again. When she completed it, she got out a regular needle and dark, glittery, and light orange beads and began sewing them onto the dress. Tomoyo sighed. It was just like earlier, when she was trying to forget about this bad day, but it didn't. Her second consionse was, unfortunantly, right.

"I love Eriol Hiiragazawa......"

"Told ya!"

"I thought you were supposed to be quiet?"

"Sorry..." The second voice snickered and became quiet.


~And all my life,

I've prayed for someone like you.

And I thank god that I,

that I finally found you.

And all my life,

I've prayed for someone like you,

and I hope that you feel the same way too.

Yes, I pray that you do love me too.~


Tomoyo sighed as she finished specializing the dress and tossed it onto the chair next to her, where a pink dress with Sakura blossoms embroidered at the bottom and becoming less as they went up. The Sakura's stopped at the waist. Same with the orange dress, only the orange beads formed magnolias. Tomoyo grabbed a lavender gown she had made already, just needed the touch ups. Tomoyo began thinking again when she began attatching amethysts onto violets that she had previously embroidered onto the dress, into the same fashion as the other dresses.

"Well, he's exactly the kind of person I've always wanted, smart, funny, handsom, nice, caring..... He's actually the kind of guy I've always prayed for.... And I never noticed it was Eriol....." Tomoyo sighed. "But I don't think he really likes me that way... I mean, he said he hated me......" Tomoyo bit her lip at she struch her finger with the needle. Really deep. "I just pray and hope that he loves me too..."


~Said, I promise to never fall in love with a stranger,

You're all I'm thinking of,

I praise the lord above,

for sending me your love,

I cherish every hug.

I really love you.~


As Tomoyo began cleaning her finger, she had a flashback from a year ago. She hadn't really remembered it until now...... (AN: Ok, this may sound like the S+S scene, but this is different, because they hadn't really fallen in love yet...... I think..... KAMI-SAMA!!!! THIS IS MY OWN FIC AND I DON'T EVEN KNOW!)


~*Flashback*~


Tomoyo sat on one of the swings, looking down at the ground. She had tears in her eyes. She was at a party and found Sakura with Syaoran. She finally realised she had no chance now. Now what was she supposed to do? Would she ever love again or continue being heartbroken?

Suddenly, a royal blue hankerchief appeared in front of her face. She looked up to see Eriol standing there with a sympethetic look. He kind of gave her a little smile. She accepted the hankerchief and smiled a bit. He sat down next to her. He had seen her at the party when she ran away and decided to follow her.

"So, you finally realized that she's with my 'cute little decendant'?" Eriol asked, saying 'cute little decendant' as an attempt to make her laugh, but she didn't. All she did was nod. "Well, I'm sure you'll find someone else...."

"That's the thing! I don't want anyone else!"

"Look, you have to get over this.... The reason why I came back to Japan was to start my life over without Kaho. I know how you feel. But, you will get over it. You will find someone else to love. And that someone else will love you back."

"You think so?"

"I know so." Eriol replied. He wiped a tear from her eye and smiled. Tomoyo jumped into his arms and hugged him. He hugged her back, very tightly. "You will find someone else to love you back." He whispered in her ear. He then kissed her cheek. (AN: He heh, I couldn't resist.....)


~*End of Flashback*~


Tomoyo blushed, touching her cheek. She remembered how afterards she did get over it. But, then sometimes she'ld want him to hold her again. To kiss her cheek gain, and maybe even truly kiss her. Tomoyo's blush got harder, imagining his lips against hers in a passionate kiss. And then, maybe more...... Tomoyo shook her head as her blush became more red, making her face a deep royal red. She finished up the dress and looked at the time. 10:00. She decided to go to bed. Tomorrow was a Sunday and she was going to get accessories for Sakura, Chiharu, and her's dresses. Hopefully, she wouldn't bump into Eriol..... She was satisfied with herself. She finished the dresses a week before the dance.


~And all my life, (Baby, baby)

I've prayed for someone like you. (Baby)

And I thank god that I,

that I finally found you.

And all my life,

I've prayed for someone like you,

and I hope that you feel the same way too.

Yes, I pray that you do love me too.~


Tomoyo laid down into bed and put her hands together, preparing to say a prayer. She closed her eyes and concentrated.

"Dear Kami-sama. Please protect evryone I love and care about. And may they live long and happy lives. And please, let things between Eriol and I get better."

"And I pray that he forgives me and feels that same way that I do. That he loves me."

"Thanks."

"No problem."

"A-men."

Tomoyo smiled and sighed, preparing to fall asleep.


~You're all that I've ever known,

when you smile,

on my face,

all I see is a Glow.

You turned my life around,

You picked me up when I was down.

You're all that I've ever known,

when you smile,

on my face,

all I see is a Glow,

You picked me up when I was down.

You're all that I've ever known,

when you smile,

on my face,

all I see is a Glow,

You picked me up when I was down,

and I hope that you feel that you feel the same way too.

Yes, I pray that you do love me too.~


Eriol put his hands together and closed his eyes after he took off his glasses. He sighed.

"Dear Kami-sama. I know I haven't asked you for much in a long time, but I need your help. I fell in love with this girl named Tomoyo Daidouji. We got into a fight, and she said she hated me and I told her the same back. But, I didn't mean it. Because, I love her. All I'm asking is for me and her to get over this, and be friends again."

"And I pray that she loves me back and we'll live happily ever after."

Eriol smiled as he set his head down on his pillow. Another hallucination came of Tomoyo. She was, once again, smiling. Eriol's face lit up, as in the backround, the candle gave her body a heavenly glow, making her look like an angel. He reached for her again, but, once again, she disapeared, this time blowing out the candel.

"DAMNITT!"

Downstairs, Nakuru and Spinel was reading, when they heard a loud scream. They looked up at each other, shrugged, and went back to their book.


AN: So, what did everyone think? Please leave me reviews and I'll continue. I'll have to add more chapters. So..... There'll be more. ^.^ Ok, Ja ne!