Author notes: I am a newbie for writing fanfics. I read a lot and many inspire me to write my own fanfiction. If it sucks please forgive me (I have no literature talent what so ever). Also I don't own any of the Yami no Matsuei characters (demo I want to own Hisoka!!!!! ^.^). I do own the Original Character. I hope you like the fanfic.  Also gomen if the title doesn't match the fanfic, making up a title is harder that writing the fic (the meaning of the title will be 'revealed' in the last chapter). Also please don't sue me. I have no money!!!!!!!

Italic letter are thoughts.

Secret Revealed  by AngelicHana

Who Are You?

A gentle breeze played with the wheat-colored hair of a sleeping boy. The moonlight shined on his face, giving him an angelic glow. But what his face shows proves that his dreams are nothing angelic. His face is twisted in agony.

In the dream

No… not again, not this dream again!

Hisoka watched as Muraki removed his clothing. (AN: Hisoka is watching his 'dream self' in another word there is two Hisoka right now, one that is watching, one that is being, uh, you know….)

No... Stop!!!

Hisoka ran to help himself but no matter how fast he runs he can reach them.

Please… no…

Hisoka dropped onto his knees. He buried his face into his hands and start crying.

No……

Hisoka jerked up from his nightmare. He felt moisture in his face. Why am I so weak... thought Hisoka. Hisoka wiped his tears away. Always the same dream. Hisoka frowned. Why does it always end in that part? I feel like I missing something. Dismissing the feeling Hisoka tries to sleep again. I hope the nightmare doesn't come back. Slowly Hisoka fell asleep.

In the dream

Where am I?

  

Hisoka looks around. Everywhere is dark and dreary. There is only one small window. There is a gate.

What for?

 The coldness seeps into Hisoka.

Strange… where is this. I don't remember this place… wait this place look kind of familiar… Hisoka gasps. It's the dungeon!

A sudden movement caught his eyes. Hisoka tenses up and look at the shadowed form. As the small bundle moved into the dim light Hisoka eyes widen in surprise.

It's me!

tap tap tap

The noise from the window causes Hisoka's attention to shift. Another shadowed form was outside the window. As for the size it looks like it is smaller than the chibi Hisoka.

"Hi-chan!" whispered a sweet, angelic voice.

"Shin-chan!" chibi whispered eagerly. (AN: o.O)

Shin-chan? I don't know anyone with that name. I don't know anyone at all in my childhood! Is this real…?

Hisoka was getting a headache trying to figure this out.

I hope this is real but this is just a dream. Yes, thought Hisoka sadly, this is just a dream.

Giggles dragged Hisoka from his musing. A pang went to his heart when Hisoka saw the scene. Chibi Hisoka little hand was holding on to Shin-chan's. Hisoka try to get a better look at the girl but no matter what he can see her. All he saw was her small, pale hand. Hisoka gave up on getting a glimpse of her and settle to listen to their conversation.

"Hi-chan?"

"Hai?"

"When can you come out again?"

*silence*

"I don't know."

"I'll wait for you to come out again so we can play."

"Arigatou Shin-chan."

*giggles*  "You know I will always wait for you."

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How was it? Does it sucks? I hope the next chapter will be better. I am deciding to write an omake after the last chapter on how Hisoka and "Shin-chan" meet. Flame me if you must, *meekly* but please not that stong.

I am ready for them. Looks left, then right. Looks up. Ja ne!! *Runs for it.*