Eternal Loss
How can I go on living?
Seeing your lifeless eyes,
Haunting me in the endless night
Something within me is shattering
And in my heart something has died
Days continued to go on
Time didn't stop, waiting for my heart to heal
Though it never will.
But in my soul all life has died
I lose all hope, and I'm drowning in desperate lies
Nothing else matters
I can't go on living like this
Damn me for loving you this much
But in the depths of my heart
I have just one wish
All I want is for you to come back to me
When I first met you, you had freed me
Now all I want is for you to breathe again
I'd risk the darkest of all magicks just for the universe to bend
If that I cannot do
I'd give up immortality just for you
There's no use living this wretched life
Not when I had tasted paradise in your arms
All the eternal powers in my possession
I'll swallow my pride
And kneel down before the keeper of souls
My existence is nothing
My spirit is weakening
There's this throbbing ache
This hole that just wont fill
I never knew losing someone
Could hurt like hell
And I remember all those faceless mortals I've killed
Did their lovers feel this as well?
Then this must be my punishment
Making me feel all the pain I've caused
Nothing could match this feeling
This feeling of eternal loss
Author's note: Please review! Do I need a disclaimer for this? This poem is actually a story I made about a powerful vampire who lost her soulmate. Do you guys want me to post the story? If you do, please tell me. Thanks!
