Eternal Loss

How can I go on living?

Seeing your lifeless eyes,

Haunting me in the endless night

Something within me is shattering

And in my heart something has died

Days continued to go on

Time didn't stop, waiting for my heart to heal

Though it never will.

But in my soul all life has died

I lose all hope, and I'm drowning in desperate lies

Nothing else matters

I can't go on living like this

Damn me for loving you this much

But in the depths of my heart

I have just one wish

All I want is for you to come back to me

When I first met you, you had freed me

Now all I want is for you to breathe again

I'd risk the darkest of all magicks just for the universe to bend

If that I cannot do

I'd give up immortality just for you

There's no use living this wretched life

Not when I had tasted paradise in your arms

All the eternal powers in my possession

I'll swallow my pride

And kneel down before the keeper of souls

My existence is nothing

My spirit is weakening

There's this throbbing ache

This hole that just wont fill

I never knew losing someone

Could hurt like hell

And I remember all those faceless mortals I've killed

Did their lovers feel this as well?

Then this must be my punishment

Making me feel all the pain I've caused

Nothing could match this feeling

This feeling of eternal loss

Author's note: Please review! Do I need a disclaimer for this? This poem is actually a story I made about a powerful vampire who lost her soulmate. Do you guys want me to post the story? If you do, please tell me. Thanks!