By: Tabitha

Email: tabitha_danyelle@yahoo.com

Rated: PG

Copyright: Do you really think I own these characters? Well I don't. So please don't sue me, I'm poor.

Written in Jamie's POV right after the wedding

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"Jamie..." someone whispers. "Jamie?"

I open my eyes to see Landon laying beside me, smiling.

I smile at him, "Hey."

"Good morning, sunshine. How are you feeling?" he says, still whispering.

"Good morning...I'm fine." I tell him.

"Alright, I'll be right back, don't go anywhere," he says, then kisses me on the forehead.

I sit up in bed and lean up against the backboard. What in the world is he doing? I wonder.

A few minutes later he comes back in carrying two trays. "Breakfast in bed, anyone?" he asks, smiling.

I laugh at him, "Oh Landon."

He sets one tray on my lap, and one on the table next to the bed. He crawls back under the covers and then kisses me. "Eat up," he says.

"This smells wonderful," I say, referring to the scrambled eggs, biscuits, bacon, and glass of orange juice in front of me, "Did you cook this yourself?"

"Yup," he says, with the biggest smile.

After we finish eating he takes our trays to the kitchen. I get up to go take a shower while he cleans up last night's and this morning's dishes.

Suddenly everything starts getting dark. I rub my eyes, but it doesn't help. I grab the counter so I don't fall. "Landon!" I try to yell but I feel so weak I can't. I knock over a cup hoping to get his attention. Everything goes black.

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Everything looks so white, so beautiful. I don't feel weak anymore, I feel so relieved. I see someone a few feet ahead of me, but I can't make out their face. "Jamie," they say, over and over. "Jamie, it's me..." the person says.

I feel like I'm suddenly being pulled away from the person "Jamie!" they yell, one last time.

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I feel water on my face and neck. I open my eyes a little, to see Landon crying and yelling my name. I look around to see that I'm laying on the bathroom floor. I grab Landon's hand, and he looks at me, relieved.

"Baby? Are you okay? What happened? I called the doctor!" he says, rushed.

I look at him a little confused, then realize I must have passed out. "I...I'm okay, I just got a little dizzy," I say, still feeling weak and confused.

He picks me up and carries me to the bedroom. "Are you sure you're alright?" He asks, sweeping the hair out of my face.

"I think so..." I say.

"The doctor will be here in a few minutes," he says.

"Calm down, Landon, I'll be alright," I say, trying to smile.

Someone knocks on the door, and Landon stands up, "I'll be right back."

He comes back with the doctor.

"Ah, Jamie Sullivan...oh I see I see, Mrs. Jamie Carter, how are you doing today?" The doctor says.

"Well, I was doing fine until I blacked out, I was going to take a shower after breakfast and everything started getting dark. The next thing I remember is Landon splashing water on my face." I tell him.

"I see, I see," Dr. Williams says, scribbling some things down.

Landon holds my hand as the doctor flips through the pages of my records.

"Jamie, I believe the medicine we're giving you is too strong for a person your size. We can reduce your dosage and prevent you from getting dizzy spells, but I'm afraid that could cause your cancer to come on stronger," he says, with a small frown.

"Of course," he continues, "There is a new medicine for the treatment of Luekimia, it hasn't been approved yet but I could try to get it for you, I'm afraid I can't make any promises about it, though," he says.

I look at the doctor, then at Landon.

"Ah, of course you two will need to discuss it, Jamie, Landon, you have my number, just let me know something." He says, putting his hat on.

"Of course, we will." I say, "Thank you doctor."

After he leaves I look at Landon, "So...?"

"Well, the doctor seems optimistic about this new medicine, are you up for it?" he asks me.

"I'm kind of scared Landon, what if it doesn't work?" I say.

"It couldn't hurt to try it, but its up to you," he says, then kisses me on the cheek.

"I think we should talk to the doctor more about it later..." I tell him.

"Landon?"

"Yes?"

"Will you lay here and hold me?" I ask him.

"You don't have to ask twice," he says, and lays down next to me. He puts his arms around me and kisses the back of my neck.

"I love you Jamie," he whispers.

"I love you too," I whisper back.