[b]These Old Feelings[/b]
[i]Hey Dad, where you been for so long?
Why won't you look at me?
Is there something wrong?
Oh God, what did I do to deserve this?
A man I never knew.
A man I cannot miss.
I gave you many chances, many that you took.
And now I stand before you,
You won't even look.
How can we start all over when we never began?
How can you be a father,
When you're not even a man?
Why do you play these games?
That are in my head
You said you''d love me dearly,
but it looks like he''s dead.
Oh God, what did I do to deserve this?
A man I never knew.
A man I cannot miss.
How can we start all over?
How can we start all over?
How can we start all over?
Hey Dad.[/i]
Dad's. We all have one. Doesn't mean we like or accept it. To some he was nothing more than a
sperm donor, others a guy who stuck around for a while then destroyed their life and hope. Then to
other's he's the guy who's always been there with love and advice. But like you could figure I'm
going to tell you about a man who destroyed his daughter, forced her to grow up years before she
should have.
Prue slammed her door shut. She was not having him coming back into their life's but she always
had trouble convincing her sisters to be on her side when it came to precious Victor Bennett.
She sat on the edge of her bed trying to calm her raged breathing. He made her so damn mad! She
really thought he had change before she died but all he done was show up for her funeral and
Phoebe's wedding but he wasn't ever there. Just a shadow, never talking or helping them through.
He was only there to make himself feel better!
Paige knocked on Prue's door. "Prue, can I come in?"
"Just go away." She said still trying to calm down.
Paige opened the door and walked in, "sorry, not gonna happen. I don't want to go back to spending
time with him either." She sat down next to Prue.
"I hate him so much, Paige. How can they be ok with him?!"
"Cause he's their dad. Which makes me wonder why you're up here angry as hell, instead of down
there catching up with him."
Prue got up and started pacing around the attic a.k.a her new room. "They don't remember what I
do. They didn't see it all. But they know how scheming he is! I mean he's been here like once since I
died! He didn't even look after them for me! He hasn't changed, I thought he was starting to but he
can't. He'll always be the same creep!" She said ranting angrily.
Paige was still keeping calm, "well, tell me how much you hate him."
Prue's face turned redder, "I...I-I Can't." She said quietly.
Paige stood up, "why can't you?" She asked softly.
"I hate him so much but..." She trailed off.
"He's your still your dad?"
Prue shook her head, "I've spent my whole life saying he wasn't. Why does he still hurt me so
much?" She practically begged Paige to answer as the tears overcame her.
Paige embraced Prue and held her tight, "I don't know, honey, I don't know."
[i]Hey Dad, where you been for so long?
Why won't you look at me?
Is there something wrong?
Oh God, what did I do to deserve this?
A man I never knew.
A man I cannot miss.
I gave you many chances, many that you took.
And now I stand before you,
You won't even look.
How can we start all over when we never began?
How can you be a father,
When you're not even a man?
Why do you play these games?
That are in my head
You said you''d love me dearly,
but it looks like he''s dead.
Oh God, what did I do to deserve this?
A man I never knew.
A man I cannot miss.
How can we start all over?
How can we start all over?
How can we start all over?
Hey Dad.[/i]
Dad's. We all have one. Doesn't mean we like or accept it. To some he was nothing more than a
sperm donor, others a guy who stuck around for a while then destroyed their life and hope. Then to
other's he's the guy who's always been there with love and advice. But like you could figure I'm
going to tell you about a man who destroyed his daughter, forced her to grow up years before she
should have.
Prue slammed her door shut. She was not having him coming back into their life's but she always
had trouble convincing her sisters to be on her side when it came to precious Victor Bennett.
She sat on the edge of her bed trying to calm her raged breathing. He made her so damn mad! She
really thought he had change before she died but all he done was show up for her funeral and
Phoebe's wedding but he wasn't ever there. Just a shadow, never talking or helping them through.
He was only there to make himself feel better!
Paige knocked on Prue's door. "Prue, can I come in?"
"Just go away." She said still trying to calm down.
Paige opened the door and walked in, "sorry, not gonna happen. I don't want to go back to spending
time with him either." She sat down next to Prue.
"I hate him so much, Paige. How can they be ok with him?!"
"Cause he's their dad. Which makes me wonder why you're up here angry as hell, instead of down
there catching up with him."
Prue got up and started pacing around the attic a.k.a her new room. "They don't remember what I
do. They didn't see it all. But they know how scheming he is! I mean he's been here like once since I
died! He didn't even look after them for me! He hasn't changed, I thought he was starting to but he
can't. He'll always be the same creep!" She said ranting angrily.
Paige was still keeping calm, "well, tell me how much you hate him."
Prue's face turned redder, "I...I-I Can't." She said quietly.
Paige stood up, "why can't you?" She asked softly.
"I hate him so much but..." She trailed off.
"He's your still your dad?"
Prue shook her head, "I've spent my whole life saying he wasn't. Why does he still hurt me so
much?" She practically begged Paige to answer as the tears overcame her.
Paige embraced Prue and held her tight, "I don't know, honey, I don't know."
