I nodded "He always does. I think He's worried I'll die or something." I
laughed. Ellie nodded, "Yup ya going to die in a day. I consulted my
phyic." We all cracked up.
"I wish I knew some people here." I said. "You o." Rudy said. I shot him a look. "Mike, Ellie, Zane, Hazel, Colby, Jared and the other two and me." He said. "I'm Justin and He's Ryan." Justin said. Rudy nodded.
I still can't take my eyes off Justin's hott sexy body! I have a boyfriend Dammit! Ryan looked me in the eye. I grinned. I sighed. Got up and walked to the barstools and took a seat. I sighed. "You ok?" Mike asked. I nodded. Ellie got up and sat in the next stool. She leaned over and whispered, "I know Justin." "How??" I hissed.
"Oooh," Justin said all girly like. "They're talking bout us." "They're girls. It doesn't matter They're just jealous cuz they can't have us." The young man leaned in and passionately kissed his lover.
I threw my head back and laughed. Justin broke the kiss, looked at me and said, "What?" I smiled and mumbled a stupid; "I like to see people in love." And flushed a very hot shade of pink.
Jared stood up,walked over to me and kissed me hard on the lips. I pulled away and blinked. "Are we in love?" He asked. I shook my head and said," Don't think so." He nodded and said, "I prove my case." Justin snapped, "What you saying me and Ryan aren't in love?" "How long you known each other?" Colby asked. "Forever. We've only been dating 2 years though." Ryan said.
Mike nodded and shot a look at Ellie. Ellie leaned over and whispered, "Long story Tell ya in a bit." "Forever aye? He the first one to know you guys were queer?" Jared asked. They both nodded. "Too cute." I said. Justin looked at me and said, "I know I'm cute." I giggled and nodded. Mentally I added, "You sure are." Rudy shook his head, "Abbie you have the most screwed up personality I've ever seen." "How so?" I asked. "You think Gay men are cute. I don't think homosexuality is wrong. I just don't think its cute." He said. "Lesbian sex is cute." Mike said.
Rudy nodded and said," No that's hott." "Anyways," Jared began and glared at Rudy "Have you two had sex?" Ryan shook his head, "Justin's afraid of sex." Everyone except me and Justin were just roaring with laughter. Justin walked out and slammed the door. "Dammit Ryan!" I said and ran after Justin.
He was sitting in the car. I knocked on the window. He unlocked the passenger's door. "I'm afraid of sex too." I admitted. He blushed. "I worry if He'll be around in the morning. If I wasted my virginity on nothing. I'm scared of Std's. I'm scared of people viewing me different cuz I had sex with a man. It says in the bible One man should not lay with another man." Justin said. I put my arm around him and said, "I have similar fears."
"Why did Ryan just tell everyone? I feel so stupid and embarrassed now." He said. "Wanna go for a drive?" He asked. I nodded. I stroked his arm, "Don't feel stupid." He flinched. I pulled my hand away. I frowned. "Sorry," He said quietly "It's really rare any girls put their hands anywhere near me." He said. I nodded. "I get nervous around new people. I'm pretty shy." He said. "So am I." I added.
"I guess I think they wont except me for being gay. God knows my mother didn't" He said. "Screw what she says." I said. He pulled out of the driveway. "Where we going?" I asked. "Clubbin." He said. "They're clubs here?" I asked. He shook his head.. "Seattle." I wrinkled my nose and said, "I don't like Seattle." "Oh Well." He replied and we started off towards the dock.
"And I'm not dressed to go clubbing." I said. "You look adorable." He said. I blushed red and smiled. He looked me in the eye and said, "I'm gay sweets." I sighed. I looked out the window. He Stroked my arm. I looked at him, "You're too cute." He nodded, "Thanks." Then blushed.
His cell rang, "Hello?" He said. "Look. I'll be back later Bye." He said and hung up with out taking a breath. "Ryan?" I asked. He nodded. "Sometimes I hate him." He said and sighed. He looked upset. "It'll all blow over." I said. He nodded. He pulled into the parking lot. We bought our tickets and put or car on the ferry. We took our seats. He pout his arm around my waist. I looked up at him.
"Habit Sorry." He said and removed it. "Fairies got a female." A boy from behind us cracked. He turn his head and said, "Small world." I looked at the boy behind us. He whistled. "She's a looker too..She a rainbow wearing queer too?" I slapped the guy hard. Across the face. Justin gasped. "Tony just got slapped..By a girl." He said aloud and laughed. Tony cursed under his breath at me. "Ya got any more of ya dumb comments?" I asked. The boy walked off. Justin slapped my back hard. "OH MY GOD!" He said. "Was I not supposed to do that?" I asked suddenly feeling very worried.
"I have been wanting to tell that little prick off for years." He said. I blushed. "All Ya had to do was slap him." I said. We both laughed. "He's extremely homophobic." He said. I nodded "His loss." He grinned and grinned.
"Once Again You're too cute!" I said. I sighed. I licked my lips. He giggled. He reached for my hand. Which I gladly let him hold. Tony returned," I shoulda killed ya queer as when I had the chance." He said.
I gasped. "Leave him alone." I said to Tony. "Who the hell are you bitch?" He snapped. "No one you need to know momma's boy." I said. Tony raised his eyebrows.. "Is That All you can call me bitch?" "Leave her alone." Justin said. "Shut up little queer..this is between me and ya bitch now." "His bitch?" I said.
"Oops Ya anit no queer ya anit his up da ass bitch." Tony said. "Leave Ryan the heck outta this." Justin snapped. "You're still dating that faggot? At least I can get laid." Tony said. "What part of leave ryan the heck outta this don't you flipping understand?" I asked. I reached up to bitch slap again but he knew what I was going to do and he pushed ,me backwards. My head hit Justin's chair.
"Bitch. You hurt her!" Justin snapped. I pulled my self to my feet. "Leave him the heck alone and go back to doinbg ya hand." I said. "Bye Queers." He said and walked off. "You ok?" He asked. "Justin, I'm fine." I sat back down. Justin's eyes welled up with tears. Eek No Crying!
I rubbed the top of his hand with my thumb. He seemed to like that. He totally shut up for like 10 minutes. He looked at me "Can I borrow your cell?" I nodded and handed it him. "Thanks."
He dialed a number. "Brian.." He said. "Yeah..He was here." Justin said. "I love you too." He said and hung up then handed the phone back. He gripped my hand. He was trembling.
"I don't like him." I said flat out. He slipped his arm around me. "Ya know how my hand's all screwed?" He asked. I reached for his right hand which was un his pocket and held it. "He beat me. Hit my head. Motor skills are a bit screwed in the hand. I could died." He said. My eyes well up with tears.
"Press charges?" Was all I could say. He nodded. "He's on probation till he's 21." He pulled me closer. I looked at him. He looked at me. I picked my cell up, open my instant message typed in "I love you." And send it to the whole address book. "Don't let it get to you. It was nearly a year ago. I'm fine now." Justin lied. I took a deep breath and nodded.
"He still scares you." I said. He nodded, "Of course he tried to kill me." "Ya know.If you weren't gay..I'd kiss you.." I began. He leaned over and kissed my cheek. I blushed. I looked at him. He laughed. "I didn't expect that." I raised my eyebrows. He blushed, "Sorry..wasn't thinking." He said. "Caught in the moment?" He nodded.
"Tis k. Rudy has like kissed me like twice." I said. He nodded. "Ryan kisses me all the time." "Does it annoy you that ya names are Justin and Ryan and it kinda sounds like Justin and Brian on qaf?" I asked. "Oh My gosh so yes. I get "Like the dudes on queer as folk?" all the time and Ryan's always like "No god dang it RYAN!" he said. "I would I hate that." I said.
"Justin is a cutie." He said. I nodded "Of course ya are." I stuck out my tongue. "I meant on Queer as folk." He laughed. "I know. But so are you." I said. He blushed. My phone rang, "Hello?" "I love you too Abbie." The line went dead. "Who was that." Justin asked.
"My secret lover Francesca." I joked. He laughed, "No really who was it." "Nicky." I grinned. "He's who again?" Justin asked. "My cousin's boyfriend.. Fiancé. " I said. He smiled. "I want Ryan to marry me." He said. I gasped. "Are you two outta school yet?"
He nodded. "Class of 02." He replied. I grinned. "Lets see I'd be..Class of 96." I said. "You're not 23 are you?" He asked shocked. I nodded and smiled, "Yup.. I'm older then ya think." He smiled. I licked my lips. The intercom spoke up , "The ferry is now approaching the dock. Please get ready to leave." I blinked. He pulled me by belt loop to my feet. I grinned.
I gave him a look. "You're so cute." He shrugged. Pretty soon we were off driving to his club. He was driving. I sat there and stared at his wonderfulness! He finally looked at me, "WHAT?!" I blushed. "You're cute." I said.
"I wish I knew some people here." I said. "You o." Rudy said. I shot him a look. "Mike, Ellie, Zane, Hazel, Colby, Jared and the other two and me." He said. "I'm Justin and He's Ryan." Justin said. Rudy nodded.
I still can't take my eyes off Justin's hott sexy body! I have a boyfriend Dammit! Ryan looked me in the eye. I grinned. I sighed. Got up and walked to the barstools and took a seat. I sighed. "You ok?" Mike asked. I nodded. Ellie got up and sat in the next stool. She leaned over and whispered, "I know Justin." "How??" I hissed.
"Oooh," Justin said all girly like. "They're talking bout us." "They're girls. It doesn't matter They're just jealous cuz they can't have us." The young man leaned in and passionately kissed his lover.
I threw my head back and laughed. Justin broke the kiss, looked at me and said, "What?" I smiled and mumbled a stupid; "I like to see people in love." And flushed a very hot shade of pink.
Jared stood up,walked over to me and kissed me hard on the lips. I pulled away and blinked. "Are we in love?" He asked. I shook my head and said," Don't think so." He nodded and said, "I prove my case." Justin snapped, "What you saying me and Ryan aren't in love?" "How long you known each other?" Colby asked. "Forever. We've only been dating 2 years though." Ryan said.
Mike nodded and shot a look at Ellie. Ellie leaned over and whispered, "Long story Tell ya in a bit." "Forever aye? He the first one to know you guys were queer?" Jared asked. They both nodded. "Too cute." I said. Justin looked at me and said, "I know I'm cute." I giggled and nodded. Mentally I added, "You sure are." Rudy shook his head, "Abbie you have the most screwed up personality I've ever seen." "How so?" I asked. "You think Gay men are cute. I don't think homosexuality is wrong. I just don't think its cute." He said. "Lesbian sex is cute." Mike said.
Rudy nodded and said," No that's hott." "Anyways," Jared began and glared at Rudy "Have you two had sex?" Ryan shook his head, "Justin's afraid of sex." Everyone except me and Justin were just roaring with laughter. Justin walked out and slammed the door. "Dammit Ryan!" I said and ran after Justin.
He was sitting in the car. I knocked on the window. He unlocked the passenger's door. "I'm afraid of sex too." I admitted. He blushed. "I worry if He'll be around in the morning. If I wasted my virginity on nothing. I'm scared of Std's. I'm scared of people viewing me different cuz I had sex with a man. It says in the bible One man should not lay with another man." Justin said. I put my arm around him and said, "I have similar fears."
"Why did Ryan just tell everyone? I feel so stupid and embarrassed now." He said. "Wanna go for a drive?" He asked. I nodded. I stroked his arm, "Don't feel stupid." He flinched. I pulled my hand away. I frowned. "Sorry," He said quietly "It's really rare any girls put their hands anywhere near me." He said. I nodded. "I get nervous around new people. I'm pretty shy." He said. "So am I." I added.
"I guess I think they wont except me for being gay. God knows my mother didn't" He said. "Screw what she says." I said. He pulled out of the driveway. "Where we going?" I asked. "Clubbin." He said. "They're clubs here?" I asked. He shook his head.. "Seattle." I wrinkled my nose and said, "I don't like Seattle." "Oh Well." He replied and we started off towards the dock.
"And I'm not dressed to go clubbing." I said. "You look adorable." He said. I blushed red and smiled. He looked me in the eye and said, "I'm gay sweets." I sighed. I looked out the window. He Stroked my arm. I looked at him, "You're too cute." He nodded, "Thanks." Then blushed.
His cell rang, "Hello?" He said. "Look. I'll be back later Bye." He said and hung up with out taking a breath. "Ryan?" I asked. He nodded. "Sometimes I hate him." He said and sighed. He looked upset. "It'll all blow over." I said. He nodded. He pulled into the parking lot. We bought our tickets and put or car on the ferry. We took our seats. He pout his arm around my waist. I looked up at him.
"Habit Sorry." He said and removed it. "Fairies got a female." A boy from behind us cracked. He turn his head and said, "Small world." I looked at the boy behind us. He whistled. "She's a looker too..She a rainbow wearing queer too?" I slapped the guy hard. Across the face. Justin gasped. "Tony just got slapped..By a girl." He said aloud and laughed. Tony cursed under his breath at me. "Ya got any more of ya dumb comments?" I asked. The boy walked off. Justin slapped my back hard. "OH MY GOD!" He said. "Was I not supposed to do that?" I asked suddenly feeling very worried.
"I have been wanting to tell that little prick off for years." He said. I blushed. "All Ya had to do was slap him." I said. We both laughed. "He's extremely homophobic." He said. I nodded "His loss." He grinned and grinned.
"Once Again You're too cute!" I said. I sighed. I licked my lips. He giggled. He reached for my hand. Which I gladly let him hold. Tony returned," I shoulda killed ya queer as when I had the chance." He said.
I gasped. "Leave him alone." I said to Tony. "Who the hell are you bitch?" He snapped. "No one you need to know momma's boy." I said. Tony raised his eyebrows.. "Is That All you can call me bitch?" "Leave her alone." Justin said. "Shut up little queer..this is between me and ya bitch now." "His bitch?" I said.
"Oops Ya anit no queer ya anit his up da ass bitch." Tony said. "Leave Ryan the heck outta this." Justin snapped. "You're still dating that faggot? At least I can get laid." Tony said. "What part of leave ryan the heck outta this don't you flipping understand?" I asked. I reached up to bitch slap again but he knew what I was going to do and he pushed ,me backwards. My head hit Justin's chair.
"Bitch. You hurt her!" Justin snapped. I pulled my self to my feet. "Leave him the heck alone and go back to doinbg ya hand." I said. "Bye Queers." He said and walked off. "You ok?" He asked. "Justin, I'm fine." I sat back down. Justin's eyes welled up with tears. Eek No Crying!
I rubbed the top of his hand with my thumb. He seemed to like that. He totally shut up for like 10 minutes. He looked at me "Can I borrow your cell?" I nodded and handed it him. "Thanks."
He dialed a number. "Brian.." He said. "Yeah..He was here." Justin said. "I love you too." He said and hung up then handed the phone back. He gripped my hand. He was trembling.
"I don't like him." I said flat out. He slipped his arm around me. "Ya know how my hand's all screwed?" He asked. I reached for his right hand which was un his pocket and held it. "He beat me. Hit my head. Motor skills are a bit screwed in the hand. I could died." He said. My eyes well up with tears.
"Press charges?" Was all I could say. He nodded. "He's on probation till he's 21." He pulled me closer. I looked at him. He looked at me. I picked my cell up, open my instant message typed in "I love you." And send it to the whole address book. "Don't let it get to you. It was nearly a year ago. I'm fine now." Justin lied. I took a deep breath and nodded.
"He still scares you." I said. He nodded, "Of course he tried to kill me." "Ya know.If you weren't gay..I'd kiss you.." I began. He leaned over and kissed my cheek. I blushed. I looked at him. He laughed. "I didn't expect that." I raised my eyebrows. He blushed, "Sorry..wasn't thinking." He said. "Caught in the moment?" He nodded.
"Tis k. Rudy has like kissed me like twice." I said. He nodded. "Ryan kisses me all the time." "Does it annoy you that ya names are Justin and Ryan and it kinda sounds like Justin and Brian on qaf?" I asked. "Oh My gosh so yes. I get "Like the dudes on queer as folk?" all the time and Ryan's always like "No god dang it RYAN!" he said. "I would I hate that." I said.
"Justin is a cutie." He said. I nodded "Of course ya are." I stuck out my tongue. "I meant on Queer as folk." He laughed. "I know. But so are you." I said. He blushed. My phone rang, "Hello?" "I love you too Abbie." The line went dead. "Who was that." Justin asked.
"My secret lover Francesca." I joked. He laughed, "No really who was it." "Nicky." I grinned. "He's who again?" Justin asked. "My cousin's boyfriend.. Fiancé. " I said. He smiled. "I want Ryan to marry me." He said. I gasped. "Are you two outta school yet?"
He nodded. "Class of 02." He replied. I grinned. "Lets see I'd be..Class of 96." I said. "You're not 23 are you?" He asked shocked. I nodded and smiled, "Yup.. I'm older then ya think." He smiled. I licked my lips. The intercom spoke up , "The ferry is now approaching the dock. Please get ready to leave." I blinked. He pulled me by belt loop to my feet. I grinned.
I gave him a look. "You're so cute." He shrugged. Pretty soon we were off driving to his club. He was driving. I sat there and stared at his wonderfulness! He finally looked at me, "WHAT?!" I blushed. "You're cute." I said.
