1 Comatose Thoughts

(Rowan's P.O.V)

Slogging through

Such soft white clouds holding me

Like circus nets on fluffy steroids

An effort

To reach the Golden Gated Doors

Locked to the outsiders deemed unworthy

Hello man with the long long beard

Did Rumplestilkssen punch a hole through a cloud

When you denied him admission?

You'll let me in right?

I've tried to be good

But it's hard

So very very very hard

So if I've been bad

I'm sorry

No one seems to tell me what to do

And I'm missing the trademark angel on my shoulder

Because you took her away

Maybe now I'll se her again

'Tags burning my heart

Like burns in the 3rd degree

As I trudge

For so long

Pardoned and punished we stand confused:

Who is pardoned and who's punished and who's at fault

And why aren't they the punished?

Why me? Why her? Why only now can I finally join her?

She's there! Smiling sadly

Dia duit- she cries a greeting

Conas tá tú

What's new- ask the dead

They could tell you

Stories that would make you roll over in your grave

Ocht years old again seeing blood

All over and all over

Her me room floor her me room floor

Galaxy crashing into blood dewdrops

Like cherry red imps

No! Stop showing me my demons

Ocht years old forever 8 years old

And crying screaming closed casket funeral

Shud up he had told me

And so I broke inwards

Let me into paradise with her

Be with her be with her be with her be with her be with her

Can't take life so give me death

Her head is whole unbroken again before the

Bang! yells the Lone Ranger

Always alone and wandering

Wait! What's going on? What'd you mean I can't come in?

I'm dead!

This is where you go when you're dead!

Yeah let's yell at angels

That'll gain you entrance

For sure sarcastic abilities

Níl! Don't send me away again

Anything but that

Anything

She's crying-stop, don't make me start

Angels are leading her

And demons are beckoning to me

Splitting us up- always keeping us apart

Who cares any more now? I'm screaming

All you wanted came not true just

Blew up in face like a 5th grade science fair volcano

Let me out of this prison

Into the place where you are

Turning and plodding

Back to hell

As anyplace is with out her

Red hot knife throwing

Catching the blade foolishly

Grasping the poker iron

Saol fade driugat! Long life to you!

She calls weeping

But happy, not knowing the poison her words taste of

Happy 'cause it's only Heaven if you're good

And joyful

Long life- Sara, no- that's a curse with out a mask

Don't want it

Give me death

So I can be with her be with her be with her

Be with you

Forever and ever ripped and torn

With her everything just fades

I'm whole again

But

London Bridge is falling down

Falling down falling down

London Bridge is falling down

My fair lady

Build it up with bricks and stone

Bricks and stone, bricks and stone

Build it up with bricks and stone

My fair lady

Build it up with silver and gold

Silver and gold silver and gold

Build it up with silver and gold

My fair lady

Lady lady lady love

As I'm falling falling falling falling

Down

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