This is another abridged chapter. The whole one is in Immortal Moon S
Sapphire sat on the couch in his apartment, drinking from a sweet human as he held her. He was initially attracted to her wavy red hair and teal eyes, but then her kind personality drew him in. His teeth were buried in her neck, and he sipped. He was careful never to take too much, but he loved drawing it out and making the biting last.
When he pulled back, she was blushing. She said, "you… I like that. If you want more-"
"I would." He said gruffly, cutting her off. "Trust me –I want more. I refuse to hurt you, though. I won't take too much and make you weak."
She chuckled, "just the sight of you makes me weak. My knees, my resistance… you are my biggest weakness, Sapphire."
He laughed in her face. "I'm just over a hundred years old, and I've only been under my brother's power before –I despised him. Then I met you, and I was so willingly and happily under your power. He still controlled my will, but you controlled my heart. You aren't weak; you have immense power over me."
She caressed his cheek. "The day that you found me… I was so lost and broken. You saved me. I saw your strength, and... you could never be weak in my eyes."
He kissed her cheek. "Your beautiful eyes. I never believed anything good about myself until I saw myself reflected in your eyes. I want so desperately to be the man you believe me to be."
"You couldn't…." Her heart broke for him. She knew he had been aware and horrified that the bombing would happen. He had been spelled by Emerald and controlled by Diamond. After he had been released from his brother's control, he told her. He wept as he explained how he hadn't been able to do anything against his monster of a brother. How he knew people were going to die and how he fought in vain against the spell his sister had placed upon him. The moment Diamond died, and the spell broke, it poured out of him. He wept and held her as he finally told her everything.
To Sapphire, she had become his confessor. When he went to her immediately after telling Usagi how to kill his brother, he believed she would be his punisher, too, for his transgressions. He told her every vile thing about himself and his family. He told her how he was a monster and a killer. It all came pouring out. When he was done, he looked into her eyes. He was ready for the condemnation and the hate he knew was coming from her.
"He tortured you for a century, making you stay quiet, forcing you to submit against your will. You fought to stay yourself the whole time and defied him silently. You helped protect those bent on destroying him. You removed yourself from the fighting, knowing he could force you to attack them. You also told them how to kill him quickly. On top of all that, you hid the fact that Kunzite's pack was working against your brother." He closed his eyes as she spoke to him. Her words tonight reflected her response that day. She repeated them often to him, and they brought hope to him just like a sip of her blood did. To find something so pure after being around the depravity of his brother. She was a fresh look at life for him. She continued, "if you had been able to act as you willed, none of that would have happened. I believe that –I believe in you."
He couldn't help himself; he bit her neck and drank a sip from her. Having her in him, her blood flowing through him, made him feel clean for the first time in his life. Even as a human, he hated his family and his life.
"Naru, the moment I laid eyes on you… I don't know how to explain it other than you are everything good in my world."
"You comforted me and made me feel special. I thought he had broken my heart, and I discovered he had only hurt my feelings and my pride." She blushed, looking up at him.
"Umino was an idiot. How he could break up with you, I will never understand. I'm a selfish man, though, Naru. You have no idea how glad I am that he did. It means I have you in my arms." He held her pressed to his body. "I would have fought to break you up if you had still been together."
She snuggled closer to him and kissed his neck. "There wouldn't have been a fight, Sapphire. I would have broken it off with him the moment you asked. You promised never to compel me, and I trust you completely. Partially because I know you don't have to. I would do anything you asked –no compulsion necessary. I… I love you. I love you so much it hurts sometimes. It feels like I could burst!"
He pressed her to her back on the couch and looked into her eyes with tears in his. "I love you, Naru. I vow always to love you. Even after you pass away of old age, I will still hold you in my heart."
He registered the hurt in her eyes and kissed her forehead. "What's wrong?" He asked.
"You don't want me to become… To be like you?"
He pulled back and looked down at her. "So damn badly, which is why I can't ask. I would… I would demand you transition."
"I want to. I want to transition and be by your side. I love you, and I chose you."
He sighed sadly, "you don't want to be like me. Not really, I'm a monst-"
"Stop it! Don't you dare!" She screamed. "Don't belittle me or my feelings. I love you, and to say that –it's like calling me a monster too. Otherwise, how could I love you so completely?"
"You are the only thing good about me," he praised.
"No, I fell for you before I was yours. Find the man I see and forget the man Diamond forced you to act like. Go to this Usagi and help her. Be the man you need to be in order to heal."
He caressed her hair. "Naru, you are my will right now. Keep pressing and encouraging me. I know it's selfish. I'm sorry. But I promise that no one could adore you as much as I do, and I hope that's a small measure of compensation."
"I know you can't see it now. You're too hurt, and everything is too raw for you. I have time and patience. You will see what I see one day. In the meantime…" she moaned, "it would be a shame to waste the position we are in."
"Naru," he said nervously and started to sit up. He didn't resist when she pulled him down to her. He did protest, though. "We shouldn't… You're…."
She rolled her eyes. "No, you haven't. It doesn't mean we shouldn't. Or do you want to do this to me? Do you want to leave me turned on and unsatisfied? I know you can smell my arousal."
"I… it feels like prying to admit…" he chewed at his bottom lip. "I don't want to invade your privacy."
She carded her finger through his silky blue hair. "But I want you to 'invade' me. I love you, and you said you want to spend centuries with me. Why don't you want my body too?" She looked up at him sadly while she asked the question.
He took her face in his hands and locked a heated gaze on her. "I want you, Naru. I want to tie you up and possess you. I want to drive myself into you and bite all over your body. I am holding myself back! I want to drag you down with me and rut into your perfection. I want to make you dirty by fucking you over and over again. It will taint you to have me inside of you like that."
Naru raked her fingernails roughly through his hair and then fisted it. She cocked his head to look at her directly, knowing he could easily overpower her. "Then, if that is what it takes, make me dirty too." She wrapped her legs around his body and pulled his cock against her core. "Don't hold back any part of yourself from me. I need you, you the walking-dead, to make me feel truly alive."
He shifted like a flash, lifted her in his arms, and he carried her to his bedroom. As he did, he said, "one whispered 'no' will stop me immediately. I might be desperate for you, but it would destroy me if I upset you or did something you didn't like.
She laughed. "I never felt an ounce of fear around you. I know I could stop you in your tracks no matter how much more powerful than me you are. Have me. Make me yours."
SssssssssssssssssS
As they both lay there, he held her tightly in his arms. "Stay. Please. I-I can't let you go. Not that I ever could. I'm not fighting this anymore."
She rested in his arms. "I'll stay." She then kissed his neck. "My whole body feels like jello anyway; it's not like I could leave."
He chuckled, "good. I'm glad. But also not what I meant. I'm tired of walking you home. Stay here, with me, for good. Would you move in with me?"
"Yes."
Mamoru could sense how many men lusted after Usagi as they walked through the club –worse, with his super hearing, he knew what they were saying. She had been a sexy body for them to rub up against in the past. He looked at her with desperate eyes; she had just warned him of this.
She whispered for him to hear. "I came here to sip from men and feed. And with them pressed against me –I felt. I'm so old, and I've been alone for so long. It made me fleetingly feel wanted. Yes, they touched me, but never my heart. I was so damn bored, and it was something to excite me. Something that always felt hollow, looking back. I didn't know what happiness was. Not until the moment I laid eyes on you."
