Author's Notes

OUT OF CHARACTER:

I'm fully accepting that this fanfiction isn't going to please everyone. So I'm stating this now, this is OOC. Again, I try not to diverge too much from the characters' profiles, but if it bothers you, I truly apologize. Hopefully, that doesn't take away from the story I want to tell.

ORIGINAL CHARACTERS:

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SYNOPSIS: Yumiko and Hachiman prepare their first outing with the group as they travel to Kujukuri Beach. The pair are thrown into a frenzy when they try to hold up appearances of not being in a relationship. It turns out a lot more difficult for the loving couple, but they stick to their bizarre plan.

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Chapter 16 - Secrets are Truths that are Masked by Selfish Desires (A Lie Can Be a Form of Good Gesture)

-Hachiman POV-

Hachiman: "You've got to be kidding me. Why is Hiratsuka… erg* I mean Ms. Shizuka doing here?"

Hiratsuka: "Excuse me?! How else are you brats gonna get yourselves to Kujukuri Beach?! I'm not liking that tone of yours Hikigaya."

Hachiman: "Sorry. Figured that I'd finally have a summer that didn't involve any teachers."

Hiratsuka: "Is that all you see me as? I'm hurt. And to think you're my bright and shining…"

Yukino: "I invited her along and Yumiko said it was fine since she has a license to drive."

Yumiko: "Unfortunately, the transit doesn't run through that prefecture of Chiba. So we either have to drive or walk… which the latter is completely out of the question."

Kakeru: "I DON'T MIND! I'm revin up to getting my driver's license in a few weeks when I turn 18! So this'll be the perfect opportunity to learn from the best!"

Hachiman: "The best?! Have you never been in a car with her?! She's a demon behind the wheel."

Kakeru: "There was that one time when we went camping. But that was the only time."

Hachiman: "That time doesn't count. Knowing firsthand how Fast and Furious she can get, it's a miracle I'm still alive."

Kakeru: "NO WAY! Then this TRULY IS the perfect opportunity! I need tips on drifting and owning those tight corners Teach!"

Hachiman: "Tsk*. I'm pretty sure they'll deduct points on your driver's exam if you plan on any crazy Tokyo Drifting."

Hiratsuka: "Okay you little punk, who gave you permission to talk about my driving habits? I'm a very responsible adult…"

There's a sense of hesitation in her voice. But I highly doubt that that's the actual case since she's a glorified child in a woman's body. I mean what adult would actually proclaim they're a "responsible adult"?

Yumiko: "Is it just me or is our homeroom teacher being too friendly with Hikio."

Yukino: "It's quite a common scolding for him. He gets under her skin constantly and she gets agitated by his smart tongue. Jealous?"

Yumiko: "Should I be? It's totes sus. What, she can't find a man her own age?! BTDubs, where's that irritating sister of yours? Wasn't she supposed to join us too?"

Yukino: "She said that she'd meet us at the beach, first she's got a few diplomatic things to take care of. Probably won't arrive until late tomorrow, at least I'm hoping so."

Yumiko: "It's for your and Hayato's future New York rendezvous?"

Yukino: " Actually, another matter. But you'd love that, wouldn't you? Seeing me gone."

Yumiko: "If I ask nicely, would you leave in a heartbeat? It'll make things MUCH easier for me."

Yukino: "Like I take orders from a gremlin such as yourself."

Yumiko: "Erg!* Take that back!"

Yukino: "Make me…"

Yui: "YaHello! Sorry, we're late guys! Me and Hayato stopped by to grab a couple of things for the trip like sunscreen and floaties!"

Hayato: "I brought a boogie board!"

Yukino: "Yui… took you long enough. You should have called. I would have helped you out. Instead, I was forced to make conversation with her highness."

Yui: "I was gonna, but running into Hayato was quite the Godsend! He didn't mind helping me out."

Yukino: "How unfortunate… well… never mind. It's no big deal. Just a minor inconvenience."

Yui: "Oof! Sorry, Yukinon! I promise to text you next time."

Yumiko: "Hey Yui."

Yui: "Umm… hey… Yumiko. How are you these days?"

Yumiko: "Do you really care or are you just making light talk for the sake of putting up appearances? You're not fooling anyone Yui. You should take some pointers from the Ice Queen over here. At least she's straight with me."

Yukino: "Don't compliment me."

Yumiko: "Tsk.* Fine, I take it back. Witch."

Yui: "I honestly do hope you're well… Yumiko. And… we appreciate you bringing us together for this trip. I think we're all due for a vacation."

Yumiko: "It has been a while since we all got together to do a big group thing like this. I look forward to it and we should make the most of it."

Yui: "Great! So we can put our differences aside for now?"

Yumiko: "Hopefully this trip will patch things up between us, Yui… also, sorry… for always treating you like you were beneath me. Same with Ebina. I never really felt deserving of your friendships. In fact, I took you for granted. So sorry for the bad blood."

Yui: "That's not how I ever saw it. You're Yumiko-chan! Throughout our years in Soubu High, everyone in class loved you and I personally had tons of fun!"

Yumiko: "…not everyone in class… at least not from the start."

Yui: "You mean Hikki, don't you? But you didn't like him from the start either."

Yumiko: "Obvi… But things have changed. So just because we're putting our differences aside, doesn't necessarily mean I'm going to give him to you. You gotta work for it to win him back from me."

Yui: "And I won't hold back either!"

Yukino: "Tsk* You two are such children. Like Hikigaya even has time for such trivial things."

Yumiko: "Excuse me Ice Queen. But last I checked, you said you didn't have any feelings for him. So but out."

Yukino: "I'll make my intentions clear soon enough."

Yui: "Right! Let's try our best Yukinon!"

Yukino: "Erg* I guess…"

Hiratsuka: "Is everyone here accounted for?! Yumiko, you sent me the GPS location right?"

Yumiko: "Did it yesterday, Teach. Can we like, get a move on already?"

Hiratsuka: "Right! Next stop, Kujukuri Beach!"


-Yumiko POV-

He's sitting distant from me in this overly crowded shuttle of sardines! Who came up with these seating arrangements anyway? And why am I stuck with my mortal enemies?! He's sitting next to Tobe and Zaimo-whoever. Wait… I don't ever remember inviting him along! I pull out my phone as I inconspicuously try to text my boyfriend.

Yui: "Who are you texting?"

Tsk!* Can't she mind her own business?! There's a reason why I'm trying to be obscure about the whole thing! I so wanna talk to Hikio. But first I gotta deal with these prying eyes of hers. What do I say? GAWD I hate this! Are we there yet?!

Yumiko: "NO ONE! I was just going through some pictures that my cousin's girlfriend sent me from my Osaka trip."

Yui: "Can I take a look?! I'd love to see it. It'll paint a clearer picture of your trip!"

Yumiko: "Umm… THIS IS PRIVATE STUFF! I GOTTA GO THROUGH THEM FIRST!"

Yui: "Why are you being so high-strung about it? It's not like you and Hikigaya did anything… venereal…"

Yumiko: "I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS! QUITE USING BIG WORDS, YUI! YOU'VE BEEN HANGING AROUND YUKINOSHITA FOR TOO LONG! BUT NO OR WHATEVER!"

Yukino: "Oh good, I'd like to see some too. I hope you took a lot of food pics."

HOW MUCH LONGER DO I HAVE TO SUFFER THROUGH THIS HELL?!


Roughly about forty-five minutes in the shuttle bus, we finally pull up to our destination. A summer beach house at the edge of Kujukuri's shores. A popular location for swimming and surfing. But for me and my companions, it's a time for us to take a load off of everyday school drama and work. The boys help carry in the bags as the girls pick out the rooms they want to stay in. The boys will just have to make do with whatever room that's available.

Not long after settling in, we divide the chores up. The only catch with me using this house is that I promised my parents that we'd have to clean it up and maintain it until we leave. A fair trade. And since we have multiple hands, we can easily get all the necessary cleaning done. I wanna be teamed up with Hikio, but it isn't up to me to decide. We draw straws from a stupid hat that Ms. Shizuka has… where the hell did she even get that fedora?! It's been out of style since like 2015!

Whatever the case, the teams are divided into pairs. Ebina and Tobe are responsible for dusting and wiping down the windows, Zaimo-whatshisname and Yukinoshita are sweeping the bottom floor, Me and Hayato are cleaning the bathrooms and vacuuming the upper floor. And as for Yui and Hikio… SONOFABITCH!… they're responsible for going into town and getting food. ALONE! TOGETHER! FOR GOD KNOWS HOW LONG! They don't know this area well enough, it should be ME with Hikio!

Yumiko: "Ummm teach, Yui and Hikio are gonna get lost. They don't know their way around. I suggest we switch partners."

Hiratsuka: "Great idea. You and Yuigahama get the food and Hikigaya and Hayama can clean and vacuum."

Erg* She's SO Infuriating! That's NOT what I meant to happen! Why can't it be me and my boyfriend?! You can't send two girls on their own and expect us to carry everything back! Use your educator's brain for once! What if a couple of weirdos try to seduce us?! Both Yui and I are two attractive ladies!

Yui: "I'm pretty sure we'll manage Ms. Shizuka-san! Besides, I'll have Hikki helping me carry the bags!"

Hiratsuka: "You're right. It's not that far back into town. Just don't waste any time exploring. Now's not the time for that. And Hikigaya, make sure you watch over Yuigahama. Who knows what kinda creeps would make a move on such an innocent female."

Hachiman: "I guess there's no other choice? I would rather just lie around and relax. All this social interaction is affecting me mentally."

Hiratsuka: "Shut up and do your part you damn loafer!"

Hachiman: "How cruel… Fine. But if anyone is getting harassed, it won't be Yuigahama. She's too cute. It'd most likely be me and my apathetic mug."

Yukino: "Maybe if you fixed that resting bitch face of yours, you might not get harassed. But even still, Yuigahama will be there to rescue you."

Hachiman: "Fine whatever! I get it! Let's get a move on Yuigahama."

Yui: "Not until you start calling me Yui!"

Hachiman: "Where'd this come from all of a sudden?!"

Yui: "It's just that, we're friends right? I think we should be comfortable using our first names. I mean, it's not like I use your surname."

Hachiman: "No. But it's not like you call me by my first name either."

Yui: "Hikki is a cute nickname!"

What the hell is she playing at?! And so forward too. I don't like this.

Hachiman: "Fine. Whatever. Makes it easier for me, Yui."

You've got to be kidding me! Just like that?! Then again, I guess they've been friends for quite some time now. Still, so agitating. Hikio! Don't be so shallow while you still have me.

She's blushing. I look over at Yukino as she displays a face of shock. Did Yui not tell her friend her intent? To think they were gonna combine their forces to win MY BOYFRIEND back. Didn't know this was an independent battle. Regardless, it's not like he really cares either way… right? His eyes are so hard to read, but they don't look phased one bit. Still, it feels like he's been avoiding me. Maybe it's easier for him to lie to everyone about our relationship if he doesn't have to interact with me. I guess it would also make it a convincing performance for Hayato.

The two friends leave the beach house to pursue the nearest shops for food while I'm left stuck at this house, cleaning a toilet with my ex-crush. At this point, I'd substitute him for Zaimo-yadiya. At least things would feel less awkward and I could just bully him into doing my part of the cleaning. I keep to myself the entire time. After the last time we spoke, don't think I'm ready to face him just yet. But how he's acting, Hayato doesn't seem bothered that I'm around. I hate how he's always so chilled! A trait I admired once about him, but now it's super annoying!

An hour and a half flies by and the pair still hadn't returned. Where the hell did you two go?! We're practically done cleaning! The only people I need to worry about stealing my boyfriend are the people closest to me. Keep your friends close, but your enemies closer and Yui happens to be both of those.


-Hachiman POV-

Hachiman: "We got too much Yui."

Yui walks with a little pep in her step, she seems rather lively in the moment. She's probably happy that I'm addressing her by her first name. We walk back from a local produce market; took us a while to figure out where we were, but after spending time getting lost, we figured out the different streets and overall direction to where the beach house was located from the market. But soon as we started shopping for ingredients, we went over the necessary budget that Hiratsuka gave us. That said, Yui has extra money to spend on even more food and snacks… fireworks included. Guess she's really trying to make this final summer vacation count. So this would be our beach episode in an anime or chapter in a manga? Hopefully, it plays to all the cliches; silently praying to the romcom gods that things go well.

Yui: "Hikki, would you say that I'm your type?"

Hachiman: "What are you getting at? My type of what? …Sure, you're my type of person. Easy to get along, a great club mate, loyal to a capital 'T' so sure."

Yui: "That's not what I mean. But I'm pretty sure you get what I'm trying to say… Girlfriend."

Girlfriend?!

Yui: "Do I make perfect girlfriend material for you?"

Hachiman: "Wh-wh-why are you asking me? Like I even know… I mean, sure. I think any guy would be lucky to have someone like you. You're a kind and nice girl… ideally, you've got what every boy wishes for in a girlfriend."

Yui: "…But am I ideal for you!"

Hachiman: "…You're a nice girl… like I said."

Yui: "I take that as a yes? I can't tell what you mean by that."

It means I hate nice girls. If they so much as say hello, it stays on my mind. If they return my texts, my heart races. The day one calls me, I know I'll look at my call history and grin. But that's just them being nice. People who are nice to me are also nice to everyone else. I almost end up forgetting that. If the truth is cruel, then lies must be kind. That's why kindness is a lie. I gave up on always expecting it, always mistaking it. Someone who's worked so hard at being alone doesn't fall for the same trick twice. I'm a veteran at this. I'm the best when it comes to losing. That's why I'll always hate nice girls.

The mantra I held with me for years. As far back as middle school, late elementary. These past few years, I've witnessed and experienced things that logically defy my own beliefs I once had for nice girls. Do I still hate them? The short answer is no. But I still don't find their personality any more attractive than the next person. You could even say it's the anxiety that kicks in from the many years of feeling repulsive in others' eyes. So it's not something I look for in a quality partner. Someone who's more direct with me is ideal. I don't need the fluff to get my heart racing. That said, Yui is the one asking. And as liars go, we have to keep the peace at times. Lying really can be a nice gesture.

Hachiman: "You're the ideal girl that I've always dreamed of, Yui."

Yui: "Are you being serious?"

I'm not lying yet.

Hachiman: "I am. I always thought that if I could get a nice girl like Yui Yuigahama, then maybe she could put me down the right path to being socially acceptable. And for a time, I felt it possible."

Yui: "Hikki… I had no idea."

Hachiman: "But more recently, I've figured something out for myself."

Yui: "…And that is?"

Hachiman: "I never needed a girlfriend or a friend or anyone else, to show me what it's like to be socially acceptable. Figured that out the hard way as of late."

Yui: "…That so… But I…"

Hachiman: "…I wasn't lying to you when I said that I did love you and Yukinoshita… no… Yukino. I love our friendship. I don't have too many of those. But if we were to start dating, do you think we could still go on with how things are? That's where my personal growth starts to stagnate."

Yui: "It never has to though."

Hachiman: "But it will. That's the nature of our relationship. You want all three of us to remain friends even if we decide to be boyfriend and girlfriend, and yet, it's not very considerate of Yukino's feelings when she is forced to play the third wheel. You wanna be selfish without being selfish. You're too nice Yui. But I'd be lying if I said you'd make a terrible girlfriend. You are the ideal girl. So the day you want me for yourself regardless of how anyone else feels, then let me know and I'll give you a proper answer."

Yui: "I see your point, and as nicely as you've expressed yourself, it's still a harsh truth. You're right, that's obvious. You're always right. I'm not smart like you or Yukinon and I AM being selfish and inconsiderate. I want it all and I want to believe that everything will work itself out for everyone else too. We just have to give it a cha…"

Hachiman: "Maybe I should have made my move with you long before Yukino came into our lives. But back then, I didn't know you in that way. Hell, I struggled just to be socially accepted by my own class. All I ever did was exist and blend in with everyone else. But understand this, if you can't decide for yourself what's most important, then I don't know how far our relationship as a couple would go. Especially if Yukino is included in the mix."

Yui: "Wow… you sound so grown-up, Hikki. Thinking about this dating thing, I figured a happily ever after for everyone. It's just that, high school is coming to an end. And I don't wanna miss that moment I'll regret with the boy I liked for so long."

My heart skips at the moment her sentence concludes. She's liked me for that long? Why didn't I see any signs? All those hallway walks and hanging out on a whim; I thought that if two people could coexist without putting any romantic binde on their relationship, it would be that we were just two friends hanging out. I was happy with having just that. But if I had known, sure I would have dropped some hints of my own. But I wouldn't wanna overstep my boundaries if I got the wrong impression. It's harder to read these signs with nice girls since they seem to appear flirty with everyone. Regardless, that time is passed. I have a girlfriend and although she isn't as ideal as Yui, she isn't nice either. I'm thankful for that.

Hachiman: "I'm sorry Yui… I hope I didn't upset you."

Yui: "I'd be lying if I said you didn't, but it's okay. Because I'm going to keep trying anyway. We still have two more days here and the rest of the year! So who knows what will happen until we graduate."

She's hopeful but her eyes are watery from holding back her true feelings. She's trying to be strong.

Hachiman: "That's why I have to be ready for the real world, Yui. Right now, that's the most important thing to me. I'm long past high school with its drama and status quo. Everything else seems rather trivial now. Sorry, if I sound melodramatic, but it's how I honestly feel."

Yui: "So it's safe to say that you're not ready for a relationship?"

Hachiman: "That's hardly the case. I'll let things play out as they do. If it's with you or someone else, I'll welcome the opportunity."

Yui: "Does that 'someone else' include Yumiko? You two have been spending more time together. And even when school ended for vacation, you spent a week with her and her family."

Crap, where did this come from all of a sudden?! Thought I could get away without making things so complicated. But before I could get my two cents in, the prying girl continues to speak.

Yui: "She told me her intent to break us apart, Hikki. She wants you all to herself. I get it, she's really pretty, but she can also be manipulative with her words."

Yumiko's not as manipulative as I once thought. It's literally in her nature to be daunting at times, but Yui's had her fair share of the Fire Queen's wrath. Poor girl, I wish I could do something for her. That said, it's a bonus that my girlfriend is easy on the eyes. Maybe if she didn't share my appreciation for having a resting bitch face all the time, she'd harbor more brownie points with me.

Yui: "I've been following her social medias lately. The pictures she posted on her trip with you, her live stream on MyTube, the love song you two sang just a few days ago. It really does hurt me when I see you spending so much time with another girl. And to tell me that she's not in your line of sight for a potential love interest, you'd only be hurting me more with your lies, Hikki."

Her eyes are just about to break into tears, but she's still holding on to being strong. Maybe I'm not supposed to lie to Yui with so much evidence stacked against me. I knew this would happen. Obviously, Yui would have seen her MyTube live streams. I wonder how many more of her close friends have seen our video? This is why I proposed that we tell everyone about our relationship.

Hachiman: "I won't tell you that then. But what I will say is that we've gotten really close, Yui. And you're right to assume that she's in my line of sight. I can honestly say that our friendship progressed a lot faster than I expected. Maybe it's the way she propels me to better myself that no one else ever had. Helping out with the Fire Queen's request turned out to have a mutual benefit. Regardless, you're also wrong Yui. Because she and I are…"

Yui: "Hikki… don't say another word. I'm going to try my best to win you back. I'm glad you're being honest with me and not denying anything I've told you. Yumiko's request was just that, a request. It shouldn't have to be anything more, Hikki. I knew she had her claws in you, but had I known it was this bad… that song you two sang on live stream the other day, should have been a dead giveaway. So what now? You two haven't spoken to each other since this whole trip. What gives?"

Hachiman: "I just hadn't had the opportunity. We weren't sitting together on the shuttle bus we got paired up to get food. Besides, I'm not a very talkative person by nature. Most times it's her that starts the conversations. So… yeah."

Yui literally stopped me from giving away the truth about me and Yumiko's courting relationship. This isn't my fault, right? She told me not to say another word. The truth is, Yumiko satisfies me enough. She has me thinking about our future after high school. Soon as the year ends, so will everything else; including all this high school relationship drama BS. It's what I'm hoping for.


Making our way back to the Miura's summer beach house, Yui doesn't seem as upset as I thought she would be. She held her tears in. I'm proud of her. But, I wonder how much she retained with what we spoke of? I can never tell with her. She's quick to change her personality to a more carefree girl as she runs up to Yukino. Then again, she shines a bit brighter now that her confidence is back.

Yukino: "You two took your sweet time."

Yui: "YaHello! As Yumiko-chan pointed out earlier, we did get lost, but it was still tons of fun."

I seriously can't get a read on her. She's the type of person to hold herself up in public, but maybe she's actually disappointed in my answer to her girlfriend question. When people aren't looking, I know Yui cries her eyes out. Hopefully, I didn't tarnish her summer vacation. But what was I supposed to do in that situation? I'm not the boyfriend type. I don't get asked out by girls and I've gotten my fair share of rejections. As rejections go, I like to think it wasn't cold and heartless but honest from the heart.

Hachiman: "Hey Yukino."

Yukino: "… I'm sorry?! Did I give you permission to call me by my given name?!"

Hachiman: "No, but I figured since I'm now using Yui's, I might as well add you to that list."

Yukino: "… I… I… I guess that makes sense… Hachi-kun…"

Hachiman: "Erg* Do you have to add the -kun at the end? You're making me blush."

Hachiman's Cell: [Bzzt… Bzzt…]

Yumiko Text: [What took you so long?! And, what the hell are you blushing about?!]

Is she watching me from somewhere? I look up to the second-floor railing as the blonde girl peeks between its pillars. She looks really angry.

Yumiko Text: [Meet me around back in 10! :(]

The angry face emoji. Uh-Oh! I might be in trouble. Making my way to the kitchen, I start to unpack all our groceries and place them in the fridge and cabinets. Afterward, I open a door that leads to the back of the beach house as I wait for my girlfriend to give me a scolding.

Shy past ten minutes go by as the back door finally opens. The Fire Queen appears before me in a green tank top and jean short shorts. Expecting a furious Yumiko, instead, she jumps into my arms and buries her face into my chest.

Hachiman: "What's going on?"

Yumiko: "Jerk! I got super worried! What do you think?!"

Hachiman: "Nothing happened Yumiko."

Yumiko: "Can I really trust a known liar?"

Holding her close to me she lifts her head from my torso as she displays a pouting and teary-eyed face. So adorable. Can't help but hold her even tighter.

Hachiman: "After all we've been through, you still doubt me? This whole beach thing was your idea. And more so, trying to hide our relationship status with everyone."

Yumiko: "Yeah but, you started calling Yui by her first name, and also, it's like you've been avoiding me all day."

Hachiman: "Honestly, what does 'keeping up appearances' mean to you anyway? Even right now, we're risking getting caught just by talking in secret. What if someone were to walk through those doors and sees us holding each other like this? How do we explain this?"

Yumiko: "So let them! I don't care anymore!"

Hachiman: "You serious?"

Yumiko: "…Sigh* Not really… but this is a lot harder than I thought. Plus I had to spend so much time with Yukinoshita and Yui in that stupid shuttle, I almost lost it! And don't get me started with Hayato!"

Hachiman: "Did that not go smoothly? Figured it would. When we first drew our partners and you got Hayama, I was a bit angry about it. But it played well to our benefit instead."

Yumiko: "You were jelly? OMG! I'm so relieved to hear you say that. I guess I really had nothing to worry about. Let's head back inside before we're found out."

As she starts to walk away from me, I hold onto her hand tightly before letting her go.

Yumiko: "Hmm? Hikio?"

Approaching my girlfriend, I lean my other hand onto the wall behind her. Her entirety was covered in the shadow of my silhouette. Her pupils dilate as I lean in to kiss the shaken blonde on her strawberry lips. Her eyes droop as she intensifies our lip locking; fingers twiddling with a slight sensual touch. She did say I didn't need her permission to kiss her. Am I making her happy? I hope so. After a long few seconds, my neck retracts back slowly. As I leave Yumiko in a state of euphoria, she urges me to cling to her. Being forward with her satisfies my teenage urges, but if it were with anyone else, I wouldn't have such luxuries to placate my desires. I've only adopted this sense of assertiveness from the Fire Queen. Looking deeply into her eyes, I hope she understands my intent.

Hachiman: "You're always on my mind, Yumiko."

Yumiko: "You're always on my mind too baby. So much that I start to go crazy when I see you with another girl."

Hachiman: "I guess this charade is a lot harder to pull off than we thought. Hasn't even been a whole day and we can't keep from fondling each other."

Yumiko: "Guess you're right. But we have to still try our best. At least until after… you know what. I hate to repeat myself."

Hachiman: "Yeah, I get that."


-Yumiko POV-

My Gawd! That kiss earlier… I can't stop replaying it inside my head. Every time he acts so assertive, I go gaga over him! And only I know this secret desire he craves. Not Yukinoshita, nor Yui, Isshiki, not anyone! Does Komachi know about it? NO WAY! SHE'S STILL WAY TOO YOUNG AND INNOCENT! The kiss was just so unexpected, but it did make me feel so hot. My knees had never felt so weak. I wonder if I can get more alone time with him.

It's so scandalous teehee*! Sneaking around everyone else while I make love to my boyfriend. Nononono… that won't do! What are you thinking?! Sex?! At my age?! The thought about it is so… OOF! My brain is frying with so many lewd thoughts that I can't even fathom! I wonder if he's into THAT kinda stuff… He did dominate me just a moment ago by having me up against the wall. And I'll never forget that last night we shared in Osaka at the Airbnb. We were both so animalistic then too. As much as I love to be in control… his taking charge of a situation just flips a switch in me. Okay, girl, you need to really calm down and help prep for dinner.

Me and Ms. Shizuka are on kitchen duty, so the last thing I need is for my teacher to find out that I'm thinking dirty thoughts about her favorite star pupil. In fact, that too would be sooo hot! What if we made out in school, right before everyone walks into class?! I can imagine it now. Him sitting at his desk as I mount him, massaging the back of his head. My body completely lavished in his arms as he passionately caresses my… YUMIKO! STOP GIRL! Why am I having these thoughts all of a sudden? Have I really hit that age where I start to think of the opposite sex in such a lascivious way? BACK TO PREPPING FOOD!

Hiratsuka: "You're a bit quiet there Miura-san. You alright? You're sweating a bit."

Yumiko: "…umm… yeah. It's a bit hot in here… hehehe…"

Gotta change the course of this conversation before she gets on to my dirty thoughts.

Yumiko: "Oh, Sensei."

Hiratsuka: "Huh? What is it?"

Yumiko: "I wanted to apologize for all the trouble I caused you the past few months."

Hiratsuka: "Is that all? I mean, you did cause me a slight headache with the faculty and staff, but Yumiko, you don't need to apologize for anything. You're a growing girl."

Aint that right. Sheesh!

Hiratsuka: "I've been through the same things you have. Maybe not the same path, but definitely the same struggles. These are the years when you start to bloom into a more mature version of yourself. Especially with high school coming to an end and college entrance exams creeping up… How are you feeling these days?"

Yumiko: "Well, I'd say I'm fine now. And… I guess you're right. My problems are a lot smaller than what I make them out to be. It's just that, I've always had to appear larger than life to everyone else during my time at Soubu High."

Hiratsuka: "Believe me, you don't have to. Let someone else take the throne for once. It's not like you'll lose sleep over it. Enjoy these last few months as a Soubu High student, you'll still be remembered as the Firey Queen. Oh, and thank you by the way, for inviting me to your summer beach house. I bet the last thing you wanted was to have a teacher supervise you kids."

Yumiko: "Not at all! I'm glad you were available to drive us. My parents are always so busy. So, it really helps."

Hiratsuka: "I'll play like the really cool aunt then! How about it? I won't even supervise you rascals. Pretend I'm not even here. But if something serious does happen, I hope you understand why I have to intervene."

Yumiko: "Then I'll leave it to you, Sensei."

She's a lot easier to talk to when we're not in uniform. She does have a big sister vibe to her. I can see why Hikio spends so much time with her. She's good at giving advice. Plus, my boyfriend DOES love older women… and has a sister complex… still so gross. I can't change that about him; my only disadvantage. Looking at Sensei now in an apron and casual attire, with her hair tied up in a ponytail, she totes has a cute style. Maybe it was a bad idea to invite her. But so long she keeps her grubby fingers away from Hikio, everything will be fine.

Hiratsuka: "You and Hikigaya have been getting a lot closer. You two officially dating?"

Yumiko: "Cough* EXCUSE ME?! Why would I DATE that loser?! He's so not my type! Hehehe."

Hiratsuka: "You know, if you had said this from the start of the semester, I would have believed you, but seeing how involved he is in your life now, it's hard to not see it. I mean, don't get me wrong, as an adult, I do have a keen eye for these kinds of things."

Yumiko: "Ms. Shizuka! I would never!"

Hiratsuka: "Okay, okay, I won't pry anymore. I don't know why you're hiding something so genuine, but if I am wrong, and you two aren't dating, I will say that… he means a lot to me."

Yumiko: "…Oh yeah?… How so?"

Hiratsuka: "Well, let's just say that he's the only one that makes me feel valued at my age. With a job that gets little recognition for my position and the amount of stress I get from other staff members and higher-ups, Hikigaya is quick to make me reflect on why I wanted to be an educator in the first place. Always pushing me and testing my nerves, it keeps me on my toes. He can be a real handful if you know what I mean."

Yumiko: "I think I do. Yeah… he really can be… But please, don't think so lowly of yourself. I appreciate you and so does your entire class! You're a strong and beautiful woman. And I'm pretty sure Hikio sees the same thing we all do!"

Hiratsuka: "Thanks Yumiko… erg* I mean Miura-san."

Yumiko: "Please, let's leave the formalities at school. Hiratsuka-san."

Hiratsuka: "Who knew you could be so lovely to talk to?! HAHAHA!"

Yumiko: "Careful Sensei, They say I have the eyes of an anaconda, so I might bite. HAHAHA!"

Hiratsuka: "Well, whoever the lucky person is, they're fortunate to have you by their side."

She really knows how to tickle your fancy. I better keep my eyes peeled around her, especially when I'm with Hikio. Our teacher finishes basting some of the raw pork belly and starts to place it in the preheated oven. So glad she knows her way around the kitchen. She's quick to correct me and my mishaps. Cooking is not my strength, but give me directions, and I'll know how to follow them.

Hiratsuka: "A way to a boy's heart is through his stomach. That's the old saying anyway."

Yumiko: "Yeah, but cooking? Can't I just buy him already-cooked food?"

Hiratsuka: "And what part of buying already-cooked food is from the heart?!"

Yumiko: "The money I earned to spend it with?"

Hiratsuka: "You're ridiculous! Seriously. You should at least learn how to boil rice. By the way, he's a good kid. So be gentle with him. Or I won't ever forgive you… Yumiko-chan!"

Yumiko: "…I still haven't a clue what you're talking about. There's no one I like."

Hiratsuka: "Right… right. Sorry. I'll stop."

Taking a peak outside the window, I spot my colleagues splashing around in the sun. The water looks so refreshing and blue from here. I gotta be careful to not get another tan like last time. These summer days have been hotter than normal compared to our previous years.

An abrupt knock at the door puts me in shock as Hiratsuka-san rushes to welcome a very unintentionally invited guest. She just likes to crash into our adolescent lives like she has nothing better to do in her own miserable adult life! That said, I only agreed for her to be here because Sensei needs a drinking buddy and maybe she'll help keep Hayato at bay. As much as I don't like it, she can be useful to my situation for the time being… Hopefully, I'm not wrong and hopefully, she leaves me and my boyfriend alone.

Haruno: "YaHelloooo!"

Hiratsuka: "Haruno! You've made it! I wager the drive wasn't too bad?"

Yumiko: "Tsk*"

Haruno: "Not at all! With the directions you texted me, it was an easy plug-and-go! Got here in no time at all. I am sorry I came so late though. I guess I'll just have to catch the summer sun and beach tomorrow."

Hiratsuka: "We've got some young males, so I hope you didn't bring anything too revealing… ALUMNI Haruno."

Haruno: "Ahahahaha! You didn't expect me to not come to such a beautiful beach and not show off this body, did you? Besides, I know you all too well Hiratsuka-san. If I'm not mistaken, you brought a two-piece too."

Hiratsuka: "Gasp!* Yeah but… I was gonna go further down the other side of the beach! A prestigious educator such as myself should not be so laxed in front of her students!"

Haruno: "'Laxed?' You've been hanging around too many young kids Hiratsuka-san. Don't forget, I was your disciple at one point too. And look how we turned out. Yumiko-chan! Thank you SO much for inviting me!"

Yukinoshita's older sister approaches me as my cat-like instincts kick in. I don't want her touching me! Damn Yukinoshitas! Holding me tight between her developed bosoms… SHE'S BIGGER THAN ME… Damn these older women and their mature bodies! When will I get bigger?!

Yumiko: "You're welcome…"

Haruno: "By the way, don't tell Yukino I'm here yet. I wanna surprise her when we bring the food out."

Yumiko: "Greeeaat… I'm sure your presence will only torment the poor girl."

Haruno: "Oh? How so?"

Yumiko: "Well from my understanding, you and Yukinoshita don't have the best relationship."

Haruno: "Seems Hayato-kun has been spilling too much info."

Yumiko: "It's that blatantly obvious, 'too cool for everyone,' winning personality you have. I can see why Yukinoshita turned out the complete opposite from how you grew up."

Haruno: "Wait, you're not in my sister's class. How do you know so much? Is it Hikigaya-kun then?"

Yumiko: "Erg* NO! What's with everyone and bringing up that loser around me?!"

Haruno: "I KNEW IT! You're just like me. So easy to read! You've given up on Hayato-kun then?"

Yumiko: "I didn't say anything of the sort! And I'm nothing like you!"

Haruno: "Well, whatever the case, I'm not really here to torment anyone. I'm just here to have some fun in the sun! Besides, why would I agonize Yukino anymore when she's doing exactly what I want her to? I'm sure you're well informed about her overseas venture with Hayato-kun. I mean, you seem to be well-informed for someone who shouldn't be involved in the first place."

Yumiko: "Relax lady, I haven't spilled the beans to anyone. You can be sure of that. And why would you want her to break away from the only people she gets along with? That's cruel even for me."

Haruno: "Because the world is a giant ocean of opportunities, and her closed-minded personality needs to go. Besides, Yukino broadening her horizons is good for business."

Yumiko: "Let me get this straight, you won't let her express how she wants to be after high school because it's bad for business? So you and your family shove an ultimatum down her throat?"

Hiratsuka: "This is the first time I'm hearing about this! Why hadn't you told me Haruno?"

Haruno: "Well, it is just a family matter after all. The whole thing just unfolded on its own. So congratulations! You're the first person to officially know! And to answer your question Yumiko-chan, it was never an ultimatum. She still has her own say in things. She doesn't have to go if she doesn't want to. Mother would happily let her continue living her life here in Japan if that's what she really wants."

Yumiko: "Sure if it were anyone else, but as you said, she has a 'closed-minded personality'. How would she ever choose to stay here if all she could think about is succeeding in her family name?"

Haruno: "I'm sorry, you're starting to bore me. If you don't get it, then don't butt in."

Her attitude turned a complete 180. She's not normal. She likes to think of herself as the superior child. That she climbed the highest mountain and made something of herself, but the truth is, Haruno is still bound to her tight-knit family. And they wanna drag Yukinoshita down that same path. It shouldn't matter to me what Yukinoshita does. She said earlier, I shouldn't get involved. But seeing someone forced into a role they never signed up for, doesn't sit well with me.

The only reason I know about these things are because they hindered my relationship I once had with Hayato. Because he's directly involved in this too. So obvi I would do my research. The thing is, I DO get it Haruno; you only find me boring because I'm calling you and your family out on the matter in which you placed Yukinoshita to your benefit and you don't like that an outsider like me knows so much.

Hiratsuka: "Well, whatever the case, Yukinoshita-san has been a lot more open lately. I don't know if it's because it's her final year, but she's grown, Haruno."

Haruno: "Is that so… Well, I guess I do have to thank Hikigaya-kun and Yui-chan for that. Oh and you too Hiratsuka-san! Maybe I was wrong… Yumiko-chan. Maybe you're torn between two boys?"

Hiratsuka: "Is that true Yumiko-chan?"

Yumiko: "You're both so wrong! There's no one! And after finding out the news about Hayato leaving, I'm done with him too! There, happy now? The whole thing is just awkward, so I invited everyone here as a last-ditched effort to try and make amends."

Hiratsuka: "It's all starting to make sense Yumiko-chan; why you handled things the way you did in my class. I'm sorry I never understood until now."

Yumiko: "Well as you said Sensei, water under the bridge. So let's forget about it."

Haruno: "I get it now, you're upset that he's leaving you. That's why you're now realizing Hikigaya-kun's greatness."

Yumiko: "Can you please stop bringing that loser up?! That jerk wishes he can be on my level!"

Sorry babe! I never had to act this hard… like ever! Hiratsuka-san is one thing, but I can't have Yukinoshita's older sister snoop around our business. She won't let up! Whatever I end up saying here and now is all a lie for our sake.

Haruno: "Well, whatever your case, I do have to warn you… Hikigaya-kun is off limits. And you'd do your best to know that. I can't have an outsider interrupt our family affairs. You know that, right? Yui is enough entertainment for their little quarrel."

Hiratsuka: "Haruno, can you not provoke my student? You were an adolescent at one point. Let them be kids before they graduate and have them decide who they want to affiliate with. This is supposed to be a fun vacation."

Haruno: "How can you say that when you of all people know that not all students are equal by nature? Some have a larger role to play after high school. I was never given…"

Hiratsuka: "…I only meant it as a sign of good gesture. All this serious talk should be done at another time."

Haruno: "I guess you're right. Sorry you two."

So Haruno is for team Ice Queen. Yet, she has a funny way of showing her younger sister support.

Yumiko: "Believe me, I don't even care about relationships right now. And Haruno, consider me warned. Like hell I wanna get mixed up in you and your family's quarrels."

Haruno: "Oh goody! Now let's get some drinks up in here Hiratsuka-san!"

Hiratsuka: "Geez Haruno where's your tact? When you make an entrance, you make an entrance."

Haruno: "Ahahaha! I really do!"

This IS still my story, right? I think it might have been a mistake to invite her after all. It's only been the first day but Yukinoshita's drama seems to have taken over the wheel. But it's fine, if I wasn't sure of it before, I am now. And that is Hikio is madly in love with me. He has no room in his heart for another. So why is this lingering dread hovering in the distance?

Soon as the three of us are finished cooking dinner, we call over the rest of the group. Everyone sat in their chosen seating; Yui, Yukinoshita, and Hikio sat together like chums. Yui is clinging to his arm. She hadn't given up yet. And FYI, that's MY arm to cling onto! Yukinoshita still unaware her sister is about to make an outlandish entrance, continues to debate with Hikio like clockwork. Across from them sits Zaimokuza and Ebina. Their nerd jargon erupts into overly dramatic conversation as Hayato and Tobe laugh at the duo's ridiculous foolishness. Ugh* Well if Hikio can accept his otaku friend's weirdness, I should be able to do the same with Ebina's. These guys are my friends after all. And so far, they're the only two that hadn't gone behind my back… there's Tobe too, but he sides with Hayato.

Haruno: "YaHello everyone!"

Without fail, the older Yukinoshita sister burst out of the door with a steaming platter of pork kabobs. The look in her younger sister's eyes doesn't phase. I know she knew she was coming, but she could at least show some expression. I bet in her head, she's screaming her lungs out. But her appearance remains calm. That can't be good for your health. Yet she didn't work up the reputation of being the Ice Queen for no reason.

Yukino: Sister, I had no idea you'd get here so early. I thought when you mentioned you'd be arriving late, I figured closer to the last day or something to that effect."

Haruno: "Fooled ya! Look at your face! It's so shook! Hahaha!"

I'm sorry, did I miss something? She looks the same as she always does, maybe a bit bitchier with her pristine posture and crossed arms, but seriously?! The clamorous bunch welcomes the final member in this comprised group of randos while she engages in the conversations smoothly. My head tilts in wonder as my eyes lock with Hikio's for a split second before I quickly turn away. I can't be too careless! Crap, but it was only a glance, so why am I thinking about the kiss from earlier?

Yui: "Yumiko? You alright? You don't look too good."

Hina: "Yeah, your face is red."

Yumiko: "It's all that damn cooking! I hope ya'll don't expect much! It's not like I'm a Master Chef or anything!"

Kakeru: "I'd love to try your cooking Yumiko! Serve it up!"

Hiratsuka: "She did an amazing job being my sous chef, but I'm your head chef for the evening! Chef Shizuka!"

Hachiman: "Oh thank god."

Yumiko: "Hey! What's that supposed to mean pal?!"

Yukino: "He's saying he's relieved that he isn't going to suffer from food poisoning."

Yumiko: "Ugh!* Rude!"

Yui: "Hikki, whatever happened to just sucking it up and eating food a girl makes? Don'tcha remember when I baked my first batch of cookies with you and Yukinon?"

Kakeru: "Lame bro. It's a man's duty to eat whatever food a girl makes for them! Regardless of how tasty or disgusting the dish turns out!"

Hayato: "I'm pretty sure Yumiko's cooking tastes fine. Try it first before judging, Hikigaya."

Yukino: "Guys, lay off. He wasn't trying to start anything. He was just being how he always is. It sounded… out-of-place, but it's meant as a harmless joke."

Yumiko: "Such the pessimist. Geez!"

Yukino: "You should know, right? He helped you out with your stupid request, went on that lame date at the mall, and also spent a whole week away with you at your grandma's. You two should be BFFs by now, right? Am I missing anything or do you have something else to add?"

Kakeru: "No way, you two have already spent a week together? Yumiko, are you like, crushing on Hikitani? Is that why your face is all red? There was that one time you also defended him in class when I was making a joke."

Yumiko: "Your jokes aren't funny Tobe! GAWD!"

Yukinoshita is calling me out. This isn't good. To think Hayato hadn't told Tobe about my week-long excursion with Hikio.

Haruno: "Is that so… Interesting."

Zaimokuza: "Come on guys! The food is getting cold! I wanna eat those kabobs!"

Hina: "Seriously guys, can you honestly imagine both hard-headed and polar opposite individuals finding common ground? They were just about to eat each other's heads off because of Hachiman's dumb joke. Besides, Yumiko actually invited me on that trip to her grandma's first but turned her down because I'm prepping for Summer Comiket. Hayato and Tobe had their club training. And Yui was hanging with Yukino-san, so Yumiko-chan didn't really have much of an option.

Zaimokuza: "Indeed! My comrade, Hachiman begged me to take his place on the trip, but my duty was to comrade Ebina! For we share the same goal at this year's Summer Comiket! Get your tickets while they're still available!"

Kakeru: "Wait, are you saying that you and Ebina are both working in preparations for that anime and manga convention?"

Zaimokuza: "It is much more than that! It also encompasses video games, trading card games, tabletop games…"

Hina: "…We're sharing a booth! So all of you should stop by! It's next weekend!"

Kakeru: "The… two… of you… together?"

Zaimokuza: "HA! INDEED! We welcome your support! And please buy our light novel! We've worked really hard on it!"

Woah, Zaimokuza really pulled through for me. I guess he isn't so bad. And Ebina, always the loyal friend. The heat is definitely off of me now and seems to have shifted to Ebina and Zaimokuza's abrupt kinship. Thank you so much, girlfriend! I really owe you big time. Tobe, on the other hand, is still hung up about Ebina's rejection from last year! Gawd, just let it go… then again when I look at Hayato… it's hard to deny Tobe's relatability with my own experience.

Yukinoshita played a bold card just now. If she decided to out my true feelings for Hikio, people would only question her own involvement. And for someone being so uptight and honest, it would kill her to lie. Yui on the other hand, wouldn't say a thing to jeopardize Yukinoshita's position. Explains why she's grown silent from her last comment, she's her loyal Ebina. All that said, Haruno with her index finger slightly hovering below her bottom lip, shares an inquisitive look. Is she on to me and my relationship with Hikio? How could she not be after all that? She's no idiot.

Sitting here with acquainted individuals is when the realization hits as my thoughts ponder how I was able to make this entire situation all possible. Remember why I wanted to hang out with these people Yumiko, even though some of them have hurt you. Appearance is everything to me, but so is knowing when I've gone overboard with my plain-sailing personality. I get it, people aren't perfect and they bask in their own self-indulgent; myself included. But at the end of the day, they're the closest thing I got to friends. So bringing them together like this is enjoyable in its own right.

Not everyone can be as straightforward as me. But if Hikio has taught me anything, it's that I can learn from each of them individually, regardless of how underdeveloped they are. If you ask me, I strive better in a social circle where the joys of others fuel my more mild-mannered side. Though a gift, pointing out people's failures has little presence when I'm among a good group of friends. It's not my fault drama follows me. If I'm seen as a bitch because of it, then I'm a bitch, but at least people know who I am. So they take me for who I am.

Yet people take for granted the blatant reality of who they turn out to be, I take full responsibility for anything I do. That said, lying to keep up appearances to conceal my love life with Hikio, is the new goal. Yet who would have known it's harder to lie to multiple persons at the same time, rather than lying to one or two individuals at a time? I've never felt so uncomfortable in such a natural setting before. Playing nice to a bunch of two-timers in order to two-time the two-timers. If I'm being honest with myself, I just really wanna make out with my boyfriend. Is that so much to ask?!


After dinner, the girls, aside from Hiratsuka-san, Haruno, and myself, clean up and do the dishes. Yui clears the tables with Ebina, while Yukinoshita washes the plates. I should lend her a helping hand… Nah, forget it. It's not like she considered helping me prep for dinner. Instead, she had a grand old time outside enjoying the sunlight and beach. As the boys goof around the living space, I look around for my beloved; not asking anyone where he is. He's so quick to be invisible. Opening the front door to check outside, I get called by Hayato.

Hayato: "Hey, where are you going Yumiko?"

Yumiko: "Just stepping out for a bit. I was inside for most of the day; cooking for you all."

Hayato: "Yeah but it's dark already. Let me join you. It's not safe to go alone."

Yumiko: "Thank you, but I'll be fine. I know this area like the back of my hand. Besides, I kinda wanna be alone for a while."

More lies, the truth is I wanted to make sure my Moon Prince isn't basking somewhere under the massive sea of stars. It would be like him to do so though.

Hayato: "Regardless, it's already late. And I don't wanna take that chance!"

Yumiko: "Can you back off?! Take a hint! Why don't you go in the kitchen and help Yukinoshita with the dishes if you wanna be so helpful!"

Hayato: "Good idea, but it seems Hikigaya already got it covered."

Kakeru: "Oof! Let's all chill guys. This is a beach vacay after all!"

Tobe is quick to forget his love rival with Zai. Wait a sec, Hikio is where?! Looking back at Yukinoshita, my eyes failed to realize the silent boy rinsing the plates. I guess he isn't outside basking under the stars as I hoped. But now I look like an idiot. Either way, I need to hold my ground.

Yumiko: "Sorry, I get you're only trying to be helpful. But please respect my decision. Besides, Tobe needs someone to fool around with since Ebina is spending all her time with Zai."

Tobe: "With who?!"

Yumiko: "Ugh!* Try to keep up. Zaimokuza. Don't make me say his ridiculously long name."

Tobe: "Oh, Hikitani's friend. Man, why was he even invited in the first place."

There it is, that jealousy. Honestly, I'm glad he's here. He helped me out today and he wasn't coerced into doing it either. He was just being a good person. Although fat and expressively awkward doesn't do it for me, Ebina finds him appealing. I judge my so-called friends like Hayato, but people like Zai go unnoticed by me because he's not my ideal person to hang around. Neither was Hikio for that matter. My Gawd, my boyfriend is seriously rubbing off on me. What am I even saying? Comparing Hayato with Zai? It's insane! But lately, when I glance over at the two "comrades" sharing a moment, I can't help but feel happy for Ebina.

My eyes hover over the kitchen area as the two besties, Yukinoshita and Hikio, share a moment. The unsettling feeling makes it's way back up my spine. I hate this. Watching things from the sidelines. It's like being forced to watch something I refuse to accept. Something that I could have. It's probably why I hate movies so much. Moon Prince is also calling Yukinoshita by her first name. Did she just move up in rank? Tsk!* I hate this uneasy feeling! I transition my gaze back to Hayato and Tobe.

Yumiko: "…Anyway, I'm gonna go. If I'm not back in fifteen minutes, then you have my permission to come looking for me. Kay?"

Before allowing Hayato to speak his peace, my feet were quick to storm out the door and head down the water's edge. It's so much calmer at night. There are hardly any clouds in the sky as the stars sulk up the gleaming air; shining as bright as they did that evening at the observatory. It's gonna be a rough two nights but at least the first day is out of the way. Hikio was smiling when he was talking to Yukinoshita. Why can't I stop replaying that in my head? He never smiles like that unless it's with me. Does she really have that kind of an effect on him too? Maybe he really is looking forward to their date. I could only imagine how it'd play out. Maybe it wasn't such a good idea to give him permission to see her.

His suggestion of going public about our relationship was the right answer, just not the one that needed to happen.; only due to the fact that Hayato proclaims that Yukinoshita has decided what she wants to do. I wonder how Hikio will handle the news when he finds out. This beach outing went from being a bunch of friends having fun, to strengthening my boyfriend's bond with another girl. In any case, I hope he enjoys these last few months with the Ice Queen because he's truly in love with me and would never betray me…

End.


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